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這時候大概就可以嘲諷的慶幸自己已經掉在底部9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof0odN0f3m
在怎麼底也就這麼底9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0XC4eZP0h
還在能夠恢復力氣的範疇內9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfaBCHY1Nd
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無論幾次。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80ububsGS7
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無論幾次我失去我自己9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlk7RIoWGb
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安琪拉的內心正在鬥爭。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaM4LUjMAj1
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她在想自己的底線，當初是訂在不褻瀆肉體的條件上，如今現實卻容不下她所設的界線，在巨大高牆的夾縫面前，牆不會退，所以她只能退。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgzfv3ctco
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起初，她以為自己會很劇烈的抗爭，結果她依舊正常作息，除了有點失眠。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAurFZ20ChV
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就像水煮青蛙，泡在這鍋溫水裡安琪拉已經習慣，並不覺得太熱，儘管她很清楚這鍋水遲早會害死自己。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUPaapDZ99
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可她沒有選擇。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8Um9UAW87
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她在想未來。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH62TAKMVM
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她在這裡沒有收入根本沒法贖回自己的賣身契。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hkocu0r6d
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她在腦中模擬自己與其他男人交媾的畫面就止不住得感到噁心。可這想像始終會成為現實，她將臣服在男人身下賣弄淫色。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnF8g4SCMU
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她會不會沉淪在這一片聲色當中；她會不會麻木到忘了絕望，忘了應該要逃跑。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALdro4N3i1
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她覺得害怕。想起以往陪在身旁的小珊，便一陣不自禁的鼻酸。於心底盼小珊能夠過好一點的日子。想著想著，便紅了眼眶，她用力忍住，深呼吸好幾次才把哽咽吞進肚子裡，再也沒有人幫她擦眼淚了，她不能再哭。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7V5GNanjQ
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安琪拉所住的東末端都是較近期進來的人，左邊是欣姐(二十歲)；右邊是琳姐(二十一歲)；對面是環姐(二十四歲)。剛來兩天安琪拉只與他們打過招呼，大概知道她們跟東中端的人比較好。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISdRFIAPOq
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在這裡，房間位置等於階級制度，號碼越前面點客的客人越多受的待遇越好，飲食與房間布置等等。西側大於南側再來是東側，北側是正門還有英姐跟幾個資深老鴇的居處。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7owZdEG9I
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那個頭髮很短的女孩在東末最尾一間房，與安琪拉隔了十幾間房，這天安琪拉由於昨夜想得太晚以至於晚起才遇到那個女孩，她有些驚異，那個女孩刻意挑在人最少這個時候去吃早飯。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8F5EVXKWd
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由於安琪拉實在太渴望交朋友，所以她看見那短髮女孩便黏在身後，短髮女孩不發一語走得很快，讓安琪拉覺得有些悶氣。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxyuak1fdx
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食堂有三長桌，分別是東、西、南，區域不同待遇也不同，東桌這裡只有白粥、蛋餅和饅頭，西桌提供的琳琅滿目：一籠籠的小籠包、大肉包、精緻三明治等等。待遇兩極。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIm3wYupgm
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短髮女孩從桌上舀了個饅頭開吃起來，安琪拉拿了個饅頭跟著坐在旁邊，短髮女孩一眼也沒賞給安琪拉，完全的無動於衷。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzFZLzW611
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安琪拉試圖說點什麼套近乎，短髮女孩默不吭聲的嚼著饅頭，安琪拉也只得食之無味的啃饅頭，連名字也沒問出來，安琪拉很是洩氣。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGoCwYTqE4
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用完早點，安琪拉回到雯姨那兒再受訓練，雯姨說今晚就會讓她接客，心理先準備準備。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NoT5m814e
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安琪拉心底興起一圈波瀾便又平穩如初，預料之中的消息沒有半點掙扎就接受了。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvd7HliB2ix
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這是一個起端，她真正所作為一名娼妓的開始。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PM6uhbiC7
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習慣是一種無邊的沉溺，讓人喪失信心。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIgGym6XOr
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在白天，安琪拉與其他人一起學琴、吟唱、刺繡等，在學習的同時腦袋有些空茫，這是過渡期所產生的徵狀。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpbSe3WYG6
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隱約不安的內心在見到所有人都在做相同的事後，她也跟著做同樣的事，然後心裡安定了下來，一種隨潮流而安的盲從。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzavdq1MjbK
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她被強迫改變生活的型態；她在嘗試適應、忍受新日子。她正在妥協。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM2H6KjDk0
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她正在捨棄某部分的自我；正在學習壓抑部分的心，將多餘的部分打包封裝置入箱底。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK1V8ET8e9
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呼吸、吐氣，胸腔規律浮動。她還是安琪拉，卻也不是安琪拉了。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOENT132jQC
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英姐讓安琪拉坐在大廳，由於處女可以賣高價，所以英姐正和幾個有興趣的人談判，只是那幾個商客嫌英姐開價太高還是點了其他人的台。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgchIcPN08
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安琪拉照英姐吩咐臉上掛著微笑，一人靜靜坐著。擦了粉色唇蜜，鋪了些許粉，畫了腮紅，瞄了眼線，一隻雛鳥等著某位客人領走教她領會男女合歡的私密。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wJp70TqYG
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她的心很靜，目視客人三三兩兩流入，穿著高級西裝的客人拿出一張白金卡甩手包了紅牌一晚，紅牌倩倩姐穿著一襲酒紅色的短禮服接走了他，調笑間不時扮作小鳥依人軟倒在金主身上。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzhFPtzdpA
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幾個衣物沾著油漆混雜木粉的工人，點走了東廂賤價的幾個姊妹，摟著蠻腰接著手往下滑色瞇瞇的揉了揉臀部，紅著一張臉興奮地開房去了。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCyga5rBDD
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此間有許多人拋了目光打量安琪拉，但都敗在英姐出的高價裡，安琪拉坐了一晚，英姐沒有談成一樁交易，暫時還保留一身貞節。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VQg5oXKSc
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洗了妝回到房裡，冷硬的色調、凌亂的被褥，躺上床乾瞪著天花板，覺得整個人像是被浸濕的棉布一樣的重而無力，五感鈍乏，昏昏沉沉的睡了過去。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe81sDIAVu
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之後三天安琪拉枯坐整晚都沒等到一個讓英姐滿意的價碼，每日照舊學那些例課，也沒有刻意跟誰打成一片，就像不知生死的一副空殼，失了魂魄。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzacJsv3FJa
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她毫無掙扎的等待，時間河穿透了身軀，潺潺空靈帶走了原有的生氣。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQSCyFkWZz
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她已不再想著掙扎，與未來，現在還不是時機。如今她只能接受一切現狀，打開雙腿露出隱密之處供人狹玩。除了等待與忍受，別無他法，這便是在她逃離暗街以前所必須經歷的過程。9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHIwVkd3B4
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雖然是飛坦是男主但他到現在都還沒有戲份，下一章應該會出現(吧)9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9A8LzaDOy
所以就說了這文重點完全是女主，我想側寫她的心理狀況醬子9Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpTtY0eHBd
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