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小春將凝於眼睫的透明抹去，試著提起微笑，而透明瞬時又潰堤灑落臉龐，她克制不住自己，因為她得把絢爛的夢終結，想至終結，她的眼淚在也扼制不住的洩下，抽動肩膀哭泣著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMQkgaxFvF
她抱緊自己的雙臂帶著乾涸的淚痕，摟著懷裡的空虛，摩娑衣料試著把自己縮得緊。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVc8fWf0VM
小春閉上眼睛。她就要消失了，又把自己縮得更小。是希望自己能夠就此不見，什麼也沒碰見就好了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg14wWTn2m
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小春將凝於眼睫的透明抹去，試著提起微笑，而透明瞬時又潰堤灑落臉龐，她克制不住自己，因為她得把絢爛的夢終結，想至終結，她的眼淚在也扼制不住的洩下，抽動肩膀哭泣著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMQkgaxFvF
她抱緊自己的雙臂帶著乾涸的淚痕，摟著懷裡的空虛，摩娑衣料試著把自己縮得緊。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVc8fWf0VM
小春閉上眼睛。她就要消失了，又把自己縮得更小。是希望自己能夠就此不見，什麼也沒碰見就好了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg14wWTn2m
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折翅的青鳥。小春甚至能聽見京子因喜悅滴落的淚珠輕敲地板的聲音，還有因為相擁而緊依的雙拍心跳聲。即使僅僅是自己加諸的幻想，然而所見的那一對：她的愛人以及她的摯友。心已然破裂，腿帶著她飛奔離開，別傻了，小春，別傻了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSc06H5jXVt
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「對不起，我笑不出來。」小春的微笑在嘴角龜裂，蒼白的臉無神的雙眸她對著鏡子裡的自己說。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDytKpxyDnc
「小春我，笑不出來。」隨即眼淚背叛了她的想望一湧而出，又來了，都已經流了這麼多天的眼淚怎麼還有呢？不是什麼也沒殘留了嗎。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5QY1qcfUC
不能再哭了，小春命令自己。原本以前此時待在她身旁的是誰，是誰抱著她拍她的背說：我會在你的身邊。是誰說的？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6NqYf5LGq
小春用力的擦乾淚，狠狠揉痛了臉才罷休。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH099DHAyuv
她還是你的好朋友，笹川京子和三浦春是一輩子的好朋友，這是她們手牽手一齊許下的願望，一輩子都不會背叛對方的好朋友。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1sqlX0akD
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小春沒有離開只是多了許多容納孤寂的空隙，刻意迴避那些令她心神黯然的場景。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsc4yHJS0v
她沒有離開也許是還沒有一個真正的理由讓她逃走。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlhi7g5Uy5
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小春不懂怎麼繼續經營和京子的友誼。反反覆覆看著手機通訊欄裡的號碼卻遲遲沒有撥出。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0phicP69i7
「嗶嗶。」新訊息。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI0xyhXdmv
「小春，我有幾天都沒跟妳碰面了好想妳，明天有空見個面吧？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UOmhUmGvc
「好阿，我也很想妳。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbWseeu6Mu
是不是以後也能這般直率，不須隱瞞自己心情的一分一毫。小春心中隱隱作痛。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp6GCPkmb0
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整個早上下來一起做了許多開心的事情，愉悅的，沒有任何嫌隙。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13loBaSftE
他們在街道上逛著，安靜於彼此中央緩慢流動－－京子欲語又止的神情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQGt8YqOpQ
「綱他很溫柔。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqkT3fsY2F
他那殘忍的溫柔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yq6Z4f3Iw
「我們已經在一起了－－小春？」京子臉上出現慌張對於褪去笑意的我。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZVwOzSbc1
「一定要好好珍惜，好嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBUhKKfD6V
請務必珍惜他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j9JiGx79F
原諒我不能祝福更多。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp77IUgDvm
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我原本以為只要在他身旁鼓勵與等待，終有一天所渴求的會來臨，可是我不能夠了，因為他選擇的是京子，我最要好的朋友！我怎麼能夠不放棄。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu9I9YqUC7
沒有人回答，沒有人站在小春這邊，在小春付出所有的努力面前，僅僅她一人站在自己的一方。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh19jEYGRCo
她以為也許是孤單的，全世界都不祝福她，可還是要去追尋。她名三浦 春，那個替自我愛情堅持總是笑著的女孩。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3x1cM3jQN
但全都該結束了，在她看見澤田牽上笹川的那刻，心裡的痛楚終於明白了絕望。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXF3ELTgph
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小春在義大利經營一家精緻午茶店，掛著淺綠色的窗簾透著輕淺的光，不大，裡頭只有她和另一個人一起經營著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtSrMtXU2t
「叮噹、叮噹－－」門口掛著的風鈴響起，小春從甜點雜誌上移開目光。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXFldZhDm2
踏入門前光裡的是－－「獄寺先生？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07rGFOp9Sm
「完全沒有敬業的精神，」獄寺刻意的調侃她，「居然沒有歡迎光臨，嗯？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWJhLqLwPF
小春臉上揚起不服輸的微笑「怎麼突然來這兒？獄寺先生從何時開始吃甜點啦？有女朋友啦？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH4Bk3cKlC
「呿、誰開始吃那些甜膩的東西了，我只是有事情才來這兒。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LXo3dnrZT
「什麼事阿？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmwb2qbz4f
「山本約我來這裡。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlZdBBiyJK
「要幫你們準備什麼？情人系列蛋糕？嘻嘻，開玩笑的啦，看看單子在告訴我吧。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Lsxs5XAmf
「你這女人還是一樣討人厭。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKsrkV0SNH
「只是很羨慕你們這樣子要好罷了－－啊。」小春立刻意識到自己說了些尷尬的話，獄寺的眼底閃過一瞬間的繁雜立刻低頭假裝在看菜單。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydXCAliwbs
真是令人尷尬的沉默。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeudBI4e9r
「放棄十代首領吧。」獄寺仍低著頭。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuFrXRmB7A
小春用笑容替代回應。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgoJz8ayYu
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小春來到義大利，把好朋友都留在日本，偶爾才會回去，憑藉著通話或者視訊才能維繫彼此，她只剩京子與愛情了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZkheZcjBw
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然而她賭的這把全盤皆輸，全輸給她得不到的幸福。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ3H9wAuCF
綱很深情。眼中彷彿只映有京子的身影。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeA8OLU42c
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「我為什麼要放棄，」嘶聲力竭哭喊著，「我為什麼要放棄。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANSqqiYYEX
痛哭的悶聲在空曠的房裡不斷撞擊。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JkmnV8drR
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「叮咚。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDwevgM4Go
「歡迎光臨－－奈奈阿姨！？什麼時候到義大利的？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZsW0o3Or3
「昨日到的，你跟京子一同開的午茶店，早就想來瞧瞧了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXdZ6Tvvl1
小春端上甜點與水果茶入坐奈奈對邊。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t8ClS0ml0
「戀愛的人做出的甜點才真正懂的甜點的滋味，小春，你有喜歡的人嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbUngkNh6k
怦咚、怦咚。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBfQEoREHa
怦咚、怦咚。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yqgC1m5Rg
應該誠實嗎？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB1tBA4EgZ
「有喲，小春有喜歡的人。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NNSzNnRjS
奈奈嚐一口甜點，甜與酸在舌尖化開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VX92rVY9l
「可是他有女朋友了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7bVnaWurY
「真可惜，妳的蛋糕很好吃。」奈奈微笑，「怎麼喜歡上的呢？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJigHR95af
「小春是一見鍾情的喔。」嘴角不禁上揚。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3Pbs9dAjz
「一直這麼崇尚白馬王子的存在，也期待著出現，當我接觸到他，我就明白，心在他身上了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmCHRn57C6
「我也是對家光這麼傾心的，那麼樣的無法自拔。」奈奈的眼神似琢磨的玉，深刻的紋路，深邃的目光。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N0XNbWLKP
無法自拔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V7vrKl58G
「你會等他嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUWtAReQB7
「其實……不知道是否該放手。」春撇過眼神的交集。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tijQlTZ3L
「一生會這麼強烈的感覺到是愛情的也不過幾次，要珍惜。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVGcYOJuB1
「小春明白。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAc5Odu3US
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好久沒見到他，本來就不易見的人，現在更是難以接近。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8JZgmYJgQ
怎麼能夠說出口，說想見他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9SF6EYulO
好想見他好想見他好想見他。心狠狠揪住。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiavNMVpbbL
明明是該收斂的情緒，卻像翻覆的水盆不能收回，水承載的全是她滿溢的想念。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoFiYcO7C6
明明說要放手了，卻難分難捨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sYpLMTrzr
也許小春是那麼失落那個被愛的人非她，可－－小春還是喜歡他，無論他的愛情給了誰。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb9BPwezH8
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始終惦念，思念織成年華。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYGTL4Ir6Q
從國中高中然後跟隨他來義大利，起初到底用的是什麼樣的名義如何的心思，才如此無怨，也不悔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOJ4mMlAwd
而那身影遙遠的，伸手難觸及的，卻始終嚮往著烙於心上永不熄的火燭，時而微弱以為將被風給吞滅卻又柳暗花明，的燃燒。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQgbUdU6Uo
因為這有可能是，小春一生中唯一一次的愛情，說什麼也得抓得緊牢。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jIDQatzSX
如此執著，即便她等待至今澤田綱吉的目光不是對於她，即便希望從來都很渺茫－－她愛他。已沒有足以為此解釋更多。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWfTMC85fU
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小春愛他，並不認為這定是個悲劇，因為她以為她能夠。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSBxzpKzEq
小春愛他，她的愛情究竟有多深，才能堅持這麼多年，也許這是連自己也不明瞭的深厚，捫心自問，卻想不出解答，所以－－小春相信這就是真愛。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomMfDs6mYS
無論他離的多遙遠，心底始終想念，愛戀，想到關於他的記憶心跳聲變得好響亮，不能斷停。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXCwAaJs6e
就與飛蛾撲火相仿，若你問蛾怎麼能不顧生命，牠也不懂，因牠眼底只有那火焰。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzuspaQEtM
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到底要怎樣才放得了手？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrvTTwlvpu
看著事態發展至今，你說，小春怎麼還不離開？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGA0HO3FY2
她也想知道答案，她需要一個解答來解釋所有她荒唐的行徑。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiv0qOdBBp
所有箭頭都指向放棄。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NWbj7ssoA
但還不願離開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvKFUzsfc0
提起的情感沉甸甸壓在背上，放手那塊大石就此脫落摔在地，但同時她也會被綁在一起的繩子往下拉重重撲下，小春跟她的心早就緊密的綁在一塊兒，誰脫離另一邊亦跟著受罪。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx8XSYcGBz
而痛的都是她。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLAKt7IWos
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近來小春的夢裡常常出現他，夢中他仍是微笑的，那麼溫柔又強大令小春不禁景仰著他，而他始終是一幅遠觀而不能觸的畫像。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTr2N0ySmh
小春只要夢見他就覺得開心，然夢醒卻失落無比。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK8FZYh2ai
而愛的多麼深的，才出現於夢境。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQZ1GaguZU
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小春好想他好想他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KXbySqgp0
三浦春的夢裡全是澤田綱吉。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHehYYUT4nm
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「好了、好了……夠了……」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm8FhS1PAq
其實是一種折磨，現實無法相見的在夢境付諸實現，卻太過虛幻，短暫的幸福在下瞬間破滅換來巨大的空虛，然後小春哭了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjZD9nZgNc
自問哭些什麼，卻也無法回答自己。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI2Cwz5dOb
為什麼不放棄？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEspseKCFcz
這也是她對自己永恆的疑問。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWSJtwDv4A
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Vongola十世的戀情愈來愈受到眾人矚目，高調的甜蜜奏章，彷彿確立了他的夫人名為笹川京子，再也不會有任何改變。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyGAlY98gD
到底小春也該想開了，心情逐漸平穩，盡可能別再觸及這件事情，儘管京子兩三天就找她或著打電話，小春也沒有那麼介懷了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyYvt4SPNS
那些本就不屬於自己的，不是在乎即能改變什麼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH6DafF7Ws
小春愛他多麼久最後並沒有得到什麼，好朋友的位置罷了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjODHo3G8uG
成為好朋友也不錯，小春變相的安慰自己。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIxRyu64eU
－－真是夠了。最後拒絕對自己再提起關於感情的任何事。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKasJZ5gol
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小春的生活中心本就非澤田綱吉，她有自己的事業，一間小烘焙屋跟幼稚園老師。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM625cJRoon
也許是當時的瘋狂為了一種冒險的氣味來到義大利－－你想問會後悔嗎？非常後悔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIHAESi9yy
她後悔錯過了家中恰美生小狗狗的時候。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtJfCcS4ga
她後悔沒跟當時約好一起大學畢業然後去大樂一番的好友，在日本也許會是同樣的工作。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXRPejEJZt
她後悔，把青春都付諸於這麼陌生的城市，她後悔的有太多太多。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7HnSXaL1N
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過了半年最後他們終於論及婚嫁，是真的太快了，小春還沒有勇氣面對他們的婚禮，她的勇氣早就消耗殆淨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrM5xX5y8aq
越想越多，越想越不甘，一想到令人欣羨的他們，心就無助地破碎，化為塵煙。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabwDhHCkqQ
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獄寺再次登門進店，為了說幾句關於她們訂婚宴的準備事項，小春理所應當是伴娘，多麼殘酷的配襯。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrhd77CMWD
一聽見獄寺要討論訂婚小春臉色就不對勁了，她以為自己隱瞞得很好，但都是自欺欺人，然後獄寺說了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0dCCVrsJk
「難道妳不會想要逃跑躲開這一切，把自己的耳朵摀住。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7IPUv03gu
這句話直接戳痛了小春。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3o8vyIGtF
「誰說我不想！」小春大叫，「我只是盡我可能的勇敢，不要殘忍得連這ㄧ些都讓他破碎，我失去得夠多了，」她憤怒的瞪著獄寺，「在這裡－－我的心，清楚告訴我它是痛苦並真實的，你懂嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQRQ0HLjsI
「我懂！」獄寺大吼，「只是希望你早點放棄，不要再這麼掙扎下去，太折磨了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtLHw3YPyp
這是在關心她媽？小春微愣，張嘴卻又說不出什麼。獄寺眼中意外出現了充滿不捨與複雜的情緒。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCznb3CrHa
然後她靜靜地說：「我只懂一點，我的心不能失去。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwumyiN6rZg
兩雙眼安靜的互望。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqD4Mx9FCnd
「可是你什麼也沒得到。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qi9tvrkAO
「我知道。」幾乎是在話甫落的瞬間眼淚就掉了下來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAIhmZXTOg
獄寺的胸膛讓小春依著，不忍的只能任小春在他懷裡落淚，心不自禁疼痛起來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWgmUPgiAa
澤田綱吉與笹川京子，誰也猜不出這麼一對會令誰痛心的情侶。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFU7CbRS0QM
太殘忍了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL4lurhn0j
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明明那麼愛他，明明傾盡全心，怎麼只換得孤獨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcxFhK5FGv
吶，又為什麼放棄不了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4P2IcgpX4
小春是真的該好好的試著放棄，儘管從頭到尾她都這麼想卻狠不下心，狠不下對這多年來的情感。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZTLcoYRt3
她最後作出了選擇，不，不如是說選擇選擇了她。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasVWwVzKs6
不論掙扎了多久嘗試多少條遠道，以為接近出口之時不過又繞回了這裡，該結束的劇情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgcimN8yir
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「對不起，我笑不出來。」小春的微笑在嘴角龜裂，蒼白的臉無神的雙眸她對著鏡子裡的自己說。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDytKpxyDnc
「小春我，笑不出來。」隨即眼淚背叛了她的想望一湧而出，又來了，都已經流了這麼多天的眼淚怎麼還有呢？不是什麼也沒殘留了嗎。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5QY1qcfUC
不能再哭了，小春命令自己。原本以前此時待在她身旁的是誰，是誰抱著她拍她的背說：我會在你的身邊。是誰說的？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6NqYf5LGq
小春用力的擦乾淚，狠狠揉痛了臉才罷休。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH099DHAyuv
她還是你的好朋友，笹川京子和三浦春是一輩子的好朋友，這是她們手牽手一齊許下的願望，一輩子都不會背叛對方的好朋友。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1sqlX0akD
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小春沒有離開只是多了許多容納孤寂的空隙，刻意迴避那些令她心神黯然的場景。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsc4yHJS0v
她沒有離開也許是還沒有一個真正的理由讓她逃走。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlhi7g5Uy5
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小春不懂怎麼繼續經營和京子的友誼。反反覆覆看著手機通訊欄裡的號碼卻遲遲沒有撥出。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0phicP69i7
「嗶嗶。」新訊息。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI0xyhXdmv
「小春，我有幾天都沒跟妳碰面了好想妳，明天有空見個面吧？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UOmhUmGvc
「好阿，我也很想妳。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbWseeu6Mu
是不是以後也能這般直率，不須隱瞞自己心情的一分一毫。小春心中隱隱作痛。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp6GCPkmb0
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整個早上下來一起做了許多開心的事情，愉悅的，沒有任何嫌隙。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13loBaSftE
他們在街道上逛著，安靜於彼此中央緩慢流動－－京子欲語又止的神情。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQGt8YqOpQ
「綱他很溫柔。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqkT3fsY2F
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「我們已經在一起了－－小春？」京子臉上出現慌張對於褪去笑意的我。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZVwOzSbc1
「一定要好好珍惜，好嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBUhKKfD6V
請務必珍惜他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j9JiGx79F
原諒我不能祝福更多。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp77IUgDvm
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我原本以為只要在他身旁鼓勵與等待，終有一天所渴求的會來臨，可是我不能夠了，因為他選擇的是京子，我最要好的朋友！我怎麼能夠不放棄。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu9I9YqUC7
沒有人回答，沒有人站在小春這邊，在小春付出所有的努力面前，僅僅她一人站在自己的一方。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh19jEYGRCo
她以為也許是孤單的，全世界都不祝福她，可還是要去追尋。她名三浦 春，那個替自我愛情堅持總是笑著的女孩。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3x1cM3jQN
但全都該結束了，在她看見澤田牽上笹川的那刻，心裡的痛楚終於明白了絕望。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXF3ELTgph
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小春在義大利經營一家精緻午茶店，掛著淺綠色的窗簾透著輕淺的光，不大，裡頭只有她和另一個人一起經營著。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtSrMtXU2t
「叮噹、叮噹－－」門口掛著的風鈴響起，小春從甜點雜誌上移開目光。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXFldZhDm2
踏入門前光裡的是－－「獄寺先生？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07rGFOp9Sm
「完全沒有敬業的精神，」獄寺刻意的調侃她，「居然沒有歡迎光臨，嗯？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWJhLqLwPF
小春臉上揚起不服輸的微笑「怎麼突然來這兒？獄寺先生從何時開始吃甜點啦？有女朋友啦？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH4Bk3cKlC
「呿、誰開始吃那些甜膩的東西了，我只是有事情才來這兒。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LXo3dnrZT
「什麼事阿？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmwb2qbz4f
「山本約我來這裡。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlZdBBiyJK
「要幫你們準備什麼？情人系列蛋糕？嘻嘻，開玩笑的啦，看看單子在告訴我吧。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Lsxs5XAmf
「你這女人還是一樣討人厭。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKsrkV0SNH
「只是很羨慕你們這樣子要好罷了－－啊。」小春立刻意識到自己說了些尷尬的話，獄寺的眼底閃過一瞬間的繁雜立刻低頭假裝在看菜單。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydXCAliwbs
真是令人尷尬的沉默。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeudBI4e9r
「放棄十代首領吧。」獄寺仍低著頭。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuFrXRmB7A
小春用笑容替代回應。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgoJz8ayYu
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小春來到義大利，把好朋友都留在日本，偶爾才會回去，憑藉著通話或者視訊才能維繫彼此，她只剩京子與愛情了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZkheZcjBw
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然而她賭的這把全盤皆輸，全輸給她得不到的幸福。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ3H9wAuCF
綱很深情。眼中彷彿只映有京子的身影。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeA8OLU42c
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「我為什麼要放棄，」嘶聲力竭哭喊著，「我為什麼要放棄。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANSqqiYYEX
痛哭的悶聲在空曠的房裡不斷撞擊。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JkmnV8drR
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「叮咚。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDwevgM4Go
「歡迎光臨－－奈奈阿姨！？什麼時候到義大利的？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZsW0o3Or3
「昨日到的，你跟京子一同開的午茶店，早就想來瞧瞧了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXdZ6Tvvl1
小春端上甜點與水果茶入坐奈奈對邊。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t8ClS0ml0
「戀愛的人做出的甜點才真正懂的甜點的滋味，小春，你有喜歡的人嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbUngkNh6k
怦咚、怦咚。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBfQEoREHa
怦咚、怦咚。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yqgC1m5Rg
應該誠實嗎？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB1tBA4EgZ
「有喲，小春有喜歡的人。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NNSzNnRjS
奈奈嚐一口甜點，甜與酸在舌尖化開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VX92rVY9l
「可是他有女朋友了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7bVnaWurY
「真可惜，妳的蛋糕很好吃。」奈奈微笑，「怎麼喜歡上的呢？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJigHR95af
「小春是一見鍾情的喔。」嘴角不禁上揚。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3Pbs9dAjz
「一直這麼崇尚白馬王子的存在，也期待著出現，當我接觸到他，我就明白，心在他身上了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmCHRn57C6
「我也是對家光這麼傾心的，那麼樣的無法自拔。」奈奈的眼神似琢磨的玉，深刻的紋路，深邃的目光。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N0XNbWLKP
無法自拔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7V7vrKl58G
「你會等他嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUWtAReQB7
「其實……不知道是否該放手。」春撇過眼神的交集。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tijQlTZ3L
「一生會這麼強烈的感覺到是愛情的也不過幾次，要珍惜。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVGcYOJuB1
「小春明白。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAc5Odu3US
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好久沒見到他，本來就不易見的人，現在更是難以接近。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8JZgmYJgQ
怎麼能夠說出口，說想見他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9SF6EYulO
好想見他好想見他好想見他。心狠狠揪住。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiavNMVpbbL
明明是該收斂的情緒，卻像翻覆的水盆不能收回，水承載的全是她滿溢的想念。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoFiYcO7C6
明明說要放手了，卻難分難捨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sYpLMTrzr
也許小春是那麼失落那個被愛的人非她，可－－小春還是喜歡他，無論他的愛情給了誰。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb9BPwezH8
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始終惦念，思念織成年華。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYGTL4Ir6Q
從國中高中然後跟隨他來義大利，起初到底用的是什麼樣的名義如何的心思，才如此無怨，也不悔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOJ4mMlAwd
而那身影遙遠的，伸手難觸及的，卻始終嚮往著烙於心上永不熄的火燭，時而微弱以為將被風給吞滅卻又柳暗花明，的燃燒。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQgbUdU6Uo
因為這有可能是，小春一生中唯一一次的愛情，說什麼也得抓得緊牢。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jIDQatzSX
如此執著，即便她等待至今澤田綱吉的目光不是對於她，即便希望從來都很渺茫－－她愛他。已沒有足以為此解釋更多。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWfTMC85fU
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小春愛他，並不認為這定是個悲劇，因為她以為她能夠。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSBxzpKzEq
小春愛他，她的愛情究竟有多深，才能堅持這麼多年，也許這是連自己也不明瞭的深厚，捫心自問，卻想不出解答，所以－－小春相信這就是真愛。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomMfDs6mYS
無論他離的多遙遠，心底始終想念，愛戀，想到關於他的記憶心跳聲變得好響亮，不能斷停。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXCwAaJs6e
就與飛蛾撲火相仿，若你問蛾怎麼能不顧生命，牠也不懂，因牠眼底只有那火焰。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzuspaQEtM
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到底要怎樣才放得了手？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrvTTwlvpu
看著事態發展至今，你說，小春怎麼還不離開？37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGA0HO3FY2
她也想知道答案，她需要一個解答來解釋所有她荒唐的行徑。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiv0qOdBBp
所有箭頭都指向放棄。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NWbj7ssoA
但還不願離開。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvKFUzsfc0
提起的情感沉甸甸壓在背上，放手那塊大石就此脫落摔在地，但同時她也會被綁在一起的繩子往下拉重重撲下，小春跟她的心早就緊密的綁在一塊兒，誰脫離另一邊亦跟著受罪。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx8XSYcGBz
而痛的都是她。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLAKt7IWos
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近來小春的夢裡常常出現他，夢中他仍是微笑的，那麼溫柔又強大令小春不禁景仰著他，而他始終是一幅遠觀而不能觸的畫像。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTr2N0ySmh
小春只要夢見他就覺得開心，然夢醒卻失落無比。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK8FZYh2ai
而愛的多麼深的，才出現於夢境。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQZ1GaguZU
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小春好想他好想他。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KXbySqgp0
三浦春的夢裡全是澤田綱吉。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHehYYUT4nm
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「好了、好了……夠了……」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm8FhS1PAq
其實是一種折磨，現實無法相見的在夢境付諸實現，卻太過虛幻，短暫的幸福在下瞬間破滅換來巨大的空虛，然後小春哭了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjZD9nZgNc
自問哭些什麼，卻也無法回答自己。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI2Cwz5dOb
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這也是她對自己永恆的疑問。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWSJtwDv4A
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Vongola十世的戀情愈來愈受到眾人矚目，高調的甜蜜奏章，彷彿確立了他的夫人名為笹川京子，再也不會有任何改變。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyGAlY98gD
到底小春也該想開了，心情逐漸平穩，盡可能別再觸及這件事情，儘管京子兩三天就找她或著打電話，小春也沒有那麼介懷了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyYvt4SPNS
那些本就不屬於自己的，不是在乎即能改變什麼。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH6DafF7Ws
小春愛他多麼久最後並沒有得到什麼，好朋友的位置罷了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjODHo3G8uG
成為好朋友也不錯，小春變相的安慰自己。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIxRyu64eU
－－真是夠了。最後拒絕對自己再提起關於感情的任何事。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKasJZ5gol
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小春的生活中心本就非澤田綱吉，她有自己的事業，一間小烘焙屋跟幼稚園老師。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM625cJRoon
也許是當時的瘋狂為了一種冒險的氣味來到義大利－－你想問會後悔嗎？非常後悔。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIHAESi9yy
她後悔錯過了家中恰美生小狗狗的時候。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtJfCcS4ga
她後悔沒跟當時約好一起大學畢業然後去大樂一番的好友，在日本也許會是同樣的工作。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXRPejEJZt
她後悔，把青春都付諸於這麼陌生的城市，她後悔的有太多太多。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7HnSXaL1N
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過了半年最後他們終於論及婚嫁，是真的太快了，小春還沒有勇氣面對他們的婚禮，她的勇氣早就消耗殆淨。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrM5xX5y8aq
越想越多，越想越不甘，一想到令人欣羨的他們，心就無助地破碎，化為塵煙。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabwDhHCkqQ
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獄寺再次登門進店，為了說幾句關於她們訂婚宴的準備事項，小春理所應當是伴娘，多麼殘酷的配襯。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrhd77CMWD
一聽見獄寺要討論訂婚小春臉色就不對勁了，她以為自己隱瞞得很好，但都是自欺欺人，然後獄寺說了。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0dCCVrsJk
「難道妳不會想要逃跑躲開這一切，把自己的耳朵摀住。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7IPUv03gu
這句話直接戳痛了小春。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3o8vyIGtF
「誰說我不想！」小春大叫，「我只是盡我可能的勇敢，不要殘忍得連這ㄧ些都讓他破碎，我失去得夠多了，」她憤怒的瞪著獄寺，「在這裡－－我的心，清楚告訴我它是痛苦並真實的，你懂嗎？」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQRQ0HLjsI
「我懂！」獄寺大吼，「只是希望你早點放棄，不要再這麼掙扎下去，太折磨了。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtLHw3YPyp
這是在關心她媽？小春微愣，張嘴卻又說不出什麼。獄寺眼中意外出現了充滿不捨與複雜的情緒。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCznb3CrHa
然後她靜靜地說：「我只懂一點，我的心不能失去。」37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwumyiN6rZg
兩雙眼安靜的互望。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqD4Mx9FCnd
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「我知道。」幾乎是在話甫落的瞬間眼淚就掉了下來。37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAIhmZXTOg
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