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過了幾天，青峰難得主動傳了簡訊，問他傷好點了沒。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyy4bk2u95
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黃瀨心裡頭暖暖的，回傳了：「好很多了唷，謝謝小青峰的關心 \(>o<)/~」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YsvldOS26
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之後每個禮拜黃瀨照常去青峰那兒指導學習，黃瀨格外珍惜這份時光，瀕臨考試的他們被壓力壓得喘不過氣來，原有的籃球訓練也被禁止參加，偶爾放學後在學校的籃球場與朋友三對三鬥牛，但對象通常都不是青峰。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMetE1iaYPr
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友情是需要經營的，藉由學習英文的聯繫，讓黃瀨就算工作再辛苦，也會發個簡訊笑笑說他等會兒就到了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI2unhSclg
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而不知從何時起，黃瀨對青峰的感情超出了友誼，隱密的在心房裡抽芽生長，盼望光與露水的滋潤，但他還不打算說出口，也或許是膽怯的緣故。黃瀨清楚青峰的性向，並不是男人。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE9Yw7i4cz
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黃瀨被列為傷兵，有好幾場拍攝與秀場都吃上了違約，繳完違約金之後頓時一個月的心血全都付諸流水，即使這從頭到尾都不是他的錯，也只能忍住怨氣。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KfFY6A0fB
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經紀人大發雷霆，說要把那個幕後主使給揪出來，經由一些手段和關係發現是與黃瀨名氣伯仲之間的宮藤，經紀人也只得勸他先忍住氣，畢竟人家後台硬，惹不起。這就是赤裸裸的現實。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDg0soViBu
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休息了兩個禮拜，重新回到崗位上的黃瀨沒有馬上進入狀況，導致拍攝不順利，再加上這導演是出了名的臭臉，讓現場氣氛僵硬，原本預定下午就能弄好的攝影一直延到了晚上八點。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9xnRJu7qz
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黃瀨心情極差，再加上隔日周末沒工作也不必上課，他一個人去喝了悶酒，沒敢找經紀人，經紀人是不准他喝酒的，因為酒會壞事。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUxmQPgOxB
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是的，酒喝多了真的會壞事，桌上幾罐空了的酒瓶，黃瀨趴在桌上奄奄一息，酒量不好卻又硬喝了這麼多酒，簡直就是想刻意灌醉自己，而借酒澆愁，也只會愁更愁。工作上的不順，和感情的秘密令他覺得憋屈。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8oDKgRS5j
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他不記得他播了電話，不記得他在電話那頭大吼著小青峰你這個王八蛋，然後哭了起來。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnfzn7ifMl
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等他意識到的時候，青峰已經一臉低氣壓的出現在黃瀨面前。青峰替黃瀨結帳，攙著他招了計程車，回到黃瀨的家。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFALWvVxxzc
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在計程車上，黃瀨的手不安分地在青峰身上游移，青峰也只當他喝酒醉沒跟他較真，直到手摸上胯下青峰才制止那雙吃豆腐的手。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7843MHj75
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握著黃瀨雙手的感覺，有點涼。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ciUT6y213
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黃瀨嘟著嘴，藉著酒醉攤在青峰身上，沒來由地感到安心。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlZeUbvm9T
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青峰從黃瀨的包裡找出鑰匙，扶著他回房。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9FbmcG43X
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青峰頗感意外，這麼晚了，黃瀨的家裡竟沒有燈光等候黃瀨回家。加班賺錢的加班賺錢。這座房子滿是空蕩的孤寂。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bOliNKRIJ
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搬個大男人其實挺費力的，黃瀨被青峰放上床，再把睡姿喬正。青峰跪在地板上，替黃瀨鬆開鞋帶脫下鞋子。起身，幫他把領口的鈕扣解開，會比較舒適一些。這時候黃瀨突然撲上了青峰：「我真的真的好喜歡小青峰喔！」黃瀨發自內心真誠說著，但青峰只當他喝醉酒罷了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuSbDQrT2v
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也許這個社會逐步開放接納同性之間的愛情，但大多數人的心裡已有刻板印象，不是那麼容易能接受。而青峰，一向自認為喜歡異性的他，從未思考過喜歡同性的可能。這像是冥冥之中注定的殘酷，喜歡上異性戀的的同性戀者，是一條非常艱辛的路程。也有可能終至此生，會像這句殘忍的話一樣：「我和我最愛的人，做了一輩子兄弟。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyE0I712VX
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