「你知道我不會在乎這些事。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAiqBwo4ifEQ
50Please respect copyright.PENANA0lawTTyZqC
用力抱緊了眼前的人,冰炎企圖用低沉的聲音安撫褚冥漾。50Please respect copyright.PENANAY7R03Ej7xl
50Please respect copyright.PENANA7LYsSuHlgT
可是褚冥漾卻還是搖頭。50Please respect copyright.PENANADHo70jNKdS
50Please respect copyright.PENANA5ptLzDrGJG
「我知道……可是我沒辦法。就像是我沒辦法忘記艾里卡的血濺在我的手上時是什麼溫度一樣,我也沒辦法忘記當時被人強暴的痛,還有後來每天每夜和不同的人上床做愛時的一切,即使那一切是我自願的。」50Please respect copyright.PENANA2MKahrDGdf
50Please respect copyright.PENANA248UsfLvEG
他抬起頭,看著冰炎,臉上的神情雖然痛,但是卻從其中透出一股痛過了頭以後的平靜。50Please respect copyright.PENANAI8neiZm0CS
50Please respect copyright.PENANAgH3MAy8koS
被人強暴以後的他在康復之後卻每夜每夜的躺在不同人的身下,淫亂喘息著的讓人進入然後得到高潮,這樣污穢不堪又帶著罪孽的他,怎麼可能回到冰炎過去曾經喜歡過的那個模樣,然後和他繼續在一起呢?50Please respect copyright.PENANA9WN6ApMTOf
50Please respect copyright.PENANAOzbRtvgtSN
褚冥漾看著冰炎,聲音很低的開了口。50Please respect copyright.PENANAQ37R35h1cJ
50Please respect copyright.PENANAV4bfTOWDWR
「所以學長,你已經知道,我不再是你愛的那個褚冥漾了。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAStyK70iSj6
50Please respect copyright.PENANAl8MNXBs7SQ
「我不知道。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAg3rfXH5KKF
50Please respect copyright.PENANAcYb0ur0oH2
瞇著眼看著垂下眼的褚冥漾,冰炎的手卻抱得更緊。50Please respect copyright.PENANAaiaUpHCcCA
50Please respect copyright.PENANA1tloq9fX5E
「我只知道在我眼中,你一直都是褚。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAn5bjHqRUmP
50Please respect copyright.PENANAg7fQbWQycg
聽了冰炎的話,褚冥漾忍不住失笑,然後抬起頭來看著冰炎。50Please respect copyright.PENANALEGeHjm0UF
50Please respect copyright.PENANAGVs9MaLzfq
「學長……你不明白……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAIDrRkcRa0g
50Please respect copyright.PENANAp2zmokgUR2
「不明白的人是你,褚,你以為這十年來我是抱著什麼樣的心情去做那一切的?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAhAC5Al3xpo
50Please respect copyright.PENANAFXSRkNWaPc
站在褚冥漾的面前,冰炎的語氣中有著雖然經過壓抑,但仍然忍不住暴露出的情緒。50Please respect copyright.PENANAr14620mNWq
50Please respect copyright.PENANADc7W2KyC97
「每日每夜打探著你的消息,每收到一封訊息都是期待的同時又覺得恐懼,希望那封訊息傳來的是你的消息但是又害怕收到的是你的死訊,甚至有時候會想著寧可永遠找不到你也好,如果最後找到的是已經離開這個世界的你,那我寧願永遠也沒有你的消息,這樣就可以告訴我自己你其實還活在世界上,只是我不知道你在哪裡而已……這種心情,你又明白嗎?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAW1ITp4bxd4
50Please respect copyright.PENANA7ATc5QbkgC
褚冥漾的身體被冰炎的雙臂箍得發疼,可是更讓他心疼的是冰炎臉上交雜著絕望的表情還有那雙紅瞳中隱隱約約有著的瘋狂。50Please respect copyright.PENANAAaUVrGGCL1
50Please respect copyright.PENANAXxLeuGbQ5T
「你也一樣的不明白……那種想吼叫都找不到方法宣洩的心情,整整十年我所壓抑著的情緒,你也一樣不會懂,可是,那又怎麼樣?」50Please respect copyright.PENANA3BRAMqYFsy
50Please respect copyright.PENANA7JsgztrvXp
鬆開了擁抱,冰炎用右手緩緩摸上褚冥漾的臉頰,看著那張他已經思念了十年的容顏,摩娑著褚冥漾臉龐的手指竟然微微地有些顫抖。50Please respect copyright.PENANApEPcTiwqWe
50Please respect copyright.PENANAailb8U4bps
「褚……即使到了現在,你這麼真切的站在了我的面前,我還是忍不住地害怕你會不會下一秒就消失在我面前,所以即使和提爾他們忙到再晚,我也還是會回來房間,因為我已經受不了那種看不到你的生活……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAUf0P7DpYFg
50Please respect copyright.PENANA5K2aGAt9R3
冰炎說著,終於忍不住再次把褚冥漾緊緊地抱住。50Please respect copyright.PENANADAj3kY40f6
50Please respect copyright.PENANAZFyPRjc5rz
「難道,你不曾懷念過我們之間的擁抱、親吻,還有曾經在一起那麼久的日子裡發生過的一切?我從來就沒有天真到以為你經歷了那麼多仍不會變,但是褚……為什麼你變了我們就不能繼續呢?還是你要去尋找另外一個願意接受這樣的你的人來愛你?既然如此,為什麼不留在我身邊?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAz0UVxb6S17
50Please respect copyright.PENANAhWr6vv1qXT
冰炎低喊著,把臉埋進了褚冥漾的頸間。50Please respect copyright.PENANAb7RrrdY3T7
50Please respect copyright.PENANAFaeAhsmwzL
「褚……為什麼你覺得自己變了,卻覺得我不會變?如果你認為我不會變,又為什麼卻不肯相信我還是愛著你?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAv6OQZIhbhb
50Please respect copyright.PENANA3VGXKqn6ab
50Please respect copyright.PENANAqJQ1m6Ude5
50Please respect copyright.PENANAThdzfYjPMQ
「學長……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAkwYhtuwrER
50Please respect copyright.PENANAc1shQ4Huyw
從來沒有看過這樣的冰炎,褚冥漾聽著冰炎說的話,掩不住自己驚訝的神情,想說些什麼卻讓冰炎打斷了。50Please respect copyright.PENANAFqn6x9cCeJ
50Please respect copyright.PENANAxvqIYn8JnR
「褚……如果你沒辦法忘記那些事,那就讓我幫你遺忘……褚,不要再讓我失去你,就算只是嘗試看看也好……讓我們繼續生活在一起……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAocxNHfAq4f
50Please respect copyright.PENANA6Lkz8HCSn4
「試……?」50Please respect copyright.PENANA1gIrvqiNiN
50Please respect copyright.PENANALDvWgSdxxs
褚冥漾的疑問被壓在了冰炎的胸口,聽起來有些模糊,但是冰炎卻萬分認真的點下了頭。50Please respect copyright.PENANAnNNmKNPiXw
50Please respect copyright.PENANA4bs7YAoPrF
「是的,試試看,讓我們試著重新在一起,如果你沒辦法愛了,那只要讓我愛著你就好,或者如果你現在只想要親人,那麼我就當你的親人,等到有一天你想要愛人,或者是想要被愛了,再讓我來愛你……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAzHzxQaoKBw
50Please respect copyright.PENANAPhozNSjzNf
「學長,你不用做到這樣……」50Please respect copyright.PENANA2UASeGPrqs
50Please respect copyright.PENANAfJYhyhHYB8
稍稍推開了對方,褚冥漾看著冰炎,苦笑起來。50Please respect copyright.PENANA5Hist1ZO2W
50Please respect copyright.PENANARDy6BZMvDw
他懂冰炎的意思,但是卻沒辦法保證,真的會有那麼一天,他能重新愛上冰炎,這樣的約定,對冰炎來說太不公平。50Please respect copyright.PENANAA5OhtOJDhD
50Please respect copyright.PENANAm2DzKd0NKr
可是冰炎卻只是笑了起來,然後牽起了他的手,開始輕輕親吻他的手指。50Please respect copyright.PENANALDKLjeqFEp
50Please respect copyright.PENANANaupBCsps1
「對我來說,這樣的等待和失去你比起來,根本不算什麼……褚,讓我陪著你,好嗎?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAtUuXtKwiw2
50Please respect copyright.PENANAWZs87nP6Gx
看著冰炎幾乎是希求著的神情,又聽見冰炎帶著隱隱痛苦的聲音,褚冥漾發現自己失去了拒絕的能力。50Please respect copyright.PENANABjCMpJkiIM
50Please respect copyright.PENANAjIsPxq7NLh
他想起了阿斯利安和他說的話,想起了總是早出晚歸卻還是堅持著要回來睡在他身邊的冰炎,想起了自己看到擺滿了整個書架的資料,還有那些寫在資料上像是刻印一般的字跡。50Please respect copyright.PENANAjnPEBCGpPO
他真的不知道自己還會不會愛上人,但是如果真的有那麼一天,他知道該怎麼重新去愛了,那他想要重新愛上的,應該也只有眼前的這個人了。50Please respect copyright.PENANAkA0tElCNHL
50Please respect copyright.PENANAO3vCuI1gRW
褚冥漾凝望著眼前的冰炎,回憶起過去所有兩個人曾經有過的甜蜜幸福,過了很久,他才終於開口。50Please respect copyright.PENANAuraiAOB49X
50Please respect copyright.PENANA8yoJVqWmHY
「如果……只是像親人那樣陪伴著彼此的話……」50Please respect copyright.PENANApSkhz7ts8M
50Please respect copyright.PENANAPkZ2825OhA
褚冥漾的聲音聽起來有些乾啞,但是冰炎卻為了他說的話,忍不住激動得緊緊抱住了他。50Please respect copyright.PENANAgTrwqnofaq
50Please respect copyright.PENANAoQCtqZylvP
50Please respect copyright.PENANAGj2y8Smhd9
50Please respect copyright.PENANAB4fiNZsv81
「所以?你還是決定要留下來了?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAiDhn2dxZxA
50Please respect copyright.PENANAuInWDXFYLZ
看著出來迎接他進黑館,手上卻沒有提著行李的兩個人,然微笑著對褚冥漾問。50Please respect copyright.PENANAsJsqpZZHUV
50Please respect copyright.PENANAXgioSd3xg6
「嗯……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAyF78RIVnVs
50Please respect copyright.PENANAyaLz3Ci1dg
微微苦笑了下,褚冥漾看著自從自己點頭同意暫時留下來以後就跟在自己身旁的人,有些無可奈何。50Please respect copyright.PENANAjLQJl0cxLq
50Please respect copyright.PENANAAMcX5TBOmx
「反正,還有那麼多個十年,他總是會等到我的。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAesFc9dgW9S
50Please respect copyright.PENANAdSInO7D7LF
褚冥漾一邊說著,一邊回頭望向眼神始終注視著自己的人,微笑中比起之前明顯多了幾分安然。50Please respect copyright.PENANAg6AJa0f3Qi
50Please respect copyright.PENANAsWVSPVv8w2
或許他們現在需要的,只是時間而已。50Please respect copyright.PENANAPuje65xyiD
50Please respect copyright.PENANAe1hfookcAA
50Please respect copyright.PENANAu8VMgdmVhv
50Please respect copyright.PENANAjwn3QXf9w6
ns216.73.216.187da2 50Please respect copyright.PENANA0lawTTyZqC
用力抱緊了眼前的人,冰炎企圖用低沉的聲音安撫褚冥漾。50Please respect copyright.PENANAY7R03Ej7xl
50Please respect copyright.PENANA7LYsSuHlgT
可是褚冥漾卻還是搖頭。50Please respect copyright.PENANADHo70jNKdS
50Please respect copyright.PENANA5ptLzDrGJG
「我知道……可是我沒辦法。就像是我沒辦法忘記艾里卡的血濺在我的手上時是什麼溫度一樣,我也沒辦法忘記當時被人強暴的痛,還有後來每天每夜和不同的人上床做愛時的一切,即使那一切是我自願的。」50Please respect copyright.PENANA2MKahrDGdf
50Please respect copyright.PENANA248UsfLvEG
他抬起頭,看著冰炎,臉上的神情雖然痛,但是卻從其中透出一股痛過了頭以後的平靜。50Please respect copyright.PENANAI8neiZm0CS
50Please respect copyright.PENANAgH3MAy8koS
被人強暴以後的他在康復之後卻每夜每夜的躺在不同人的身下,淫亂喘息著的讓人進入然後得到高潮,這樣污穢不堪又帶著罪孽的他,怎麼可能回到冰炎過去曾經喜歡過的那個模樣,然後和他繼續在一起呢?50Please respect copyright.PENANA9WN6ApMTOf
50Please respect copyright.PENANAOzbRtvgtSN
褚冥漾看著冰炎,聲音很低的開了口。50Please respect copyright.PENANAQ37R35h1cJ
50Please respect copyright.PENANAV4bfTOWDWR
「所以學長,你已經知道,我不再是你愛的那個褚冥漾了。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAStyK70iSj6
50Please respect copyright.PENANAl8MNXBs7SQ
「我不知道。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAg3rfXH5KKF
50Please respect copyright.PENANAcYb0ur0oH2
瞇著眼看著垂下眼的褚冥漾,冰炎的手卻抱得更緊。50Please respect copyright.PENANAaiaUpHCcCA
50Please respect copyright.PENANA1tloq9fX5E
「我只知道在我眼中,你一直都是褚。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAn5bjHqRUmP
50Please respect copyright.PENANAg7fQbWQycg
聽了冰炎的話,褚冥漾忍不住失笑,然後抬起頭來看著冰炎。50Please respect copyright.PENANALEGeHjm0UF
50Please respect copyright.PENANAGVs9MaLzfq
「學長……你不明白……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAIDrRkcRa0g
50Please respect copyright.PENANAp2zmokgUR2
「不明白的人是你,褚,你以為這十年來我是抱著什麼樣的心情去做那一切的?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAhAC5Al3xpo
50Please respect copyright.PENANAFXSRkNWaPc
站在褚冥漾的面前,冰炎的語氣中有著雖然經過壓抑,但仍然忍不住暴露出的情緒。50Please respect copyright.PENANAr14620mNWq
50Please respect copyright.PENANADc7W2KyC97
「每日每夜打探著你的消息,每收到一封訊息都是期待的同時又覺得恐懼,希望那封訊息傳來的是你的消息但是又害怕收到的是你的死訊,甚至有時候會想著寧可永遠找不到你也好,如果最後找到的是已經離開這個世界的你,那我寧願永遠也沒有你的消息,這樣就可以告訴我自己你其實還活在世界上,只是我不知道你在哪裡而已……這種心情,你又明白嗎?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAW1ITp4bxd4
50Please respect copyright.PENANA7ATc5QbkgC
褚冥漾的身體被冰炎的雙臂箍得發疼,可是更讓他心疼的是冰炎臉上交雜著絕望的表情還有那雙紅瞳中隱隱約約有著的瘋狂。50Please respect copyright.PENANAAaUVrGGCL1
50Please respect copyright.PENANAXxLeuGbQ5T
「你也一樣的不明白……那種想吼叫都找不到方法宣洩的心情,整整十年我所壓抑著的情緒,你也一樣不會懂,可是,那又怎麼樣?」50Please respect copyright.PENANA3BRAMqYFsy
50Please respect copyright.PENANA7JsgztrvXp
鬆開了擁抱,冰炎用右手緩緩摸上褚冥漾的臉頰,看著那張他已經思念了十年的容顏,摩娑著褚冥漾臉龐的手指竟然微微地有些顫抖。50Please respect copyright.PENANApEPcTiwqWe
50Please respect copyright.PENANAailb8U4bps
「褚……即使到了現在,你這麼真切的站在了我的面前,我還是忍不住地害怕你會不會下一秒就消失在我面前,所以即使和提爾他們忙到再晚,我也還是會回來房間,因為我已經受不了那種看不到你的生活……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAUf0P7DpYFg
50Please respect copyright.PENANA5K2aGAt9R3
冰炎說著,終於忍不住再次把褚冥漾緊緊地抱住。50Please respect copyright.PENANADAj3kY40f6
50Please respect copyright.PENANAZFyPRjc5rz
「難道,你不曾懷念過我們之間的擁抱、親吻,還有曾經在一起那麼久的日子裡發生過的一切?我從來就沒有天真到以為你經歷了那麼多仍不會變,但是褚……為什麼你變了我們就不能繼續呢?還是你要去尋找另外一個願意接受這樣的你的人來愛你?既然如此,為什麼不留在我身邊?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAz0UVxb6S17
50Please respect copyright.PENANAhWr6vv1qXT
冰炎低喊著,把臉埋進了褚冥漾的頸間。50Please respect copyright.PENANAb7RrrdY3T7
50Please respect copyright.PENANAFaeAhsmwzL
「褚……為什麼你覺得自己變了,卻覺得我不會變?如果你認為我不會變,又為什麼卻不肯相信我還是愛著你?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAv6OQZIhbhb
50Please respect copyright.PENANA3VGXKqn6ab
50Please respect copyright.PENANAqJQ1m6Ude5
50Please respect copyright.PENANAThdzfYjPMQ
「學長……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAkwYhtuwrER
50Please respect copyright.PENANAc1shQ4Huyw
從來沒有看過這樣的冰炎,褚冥漾聽著冰炎說的話,掩不住自己驚訝的神情,想說些什麼卻讓冰炎打斷了。50Please respect copyright.PENANAFqn6x9cCeJ
50Please respect copyright.PENANAxvqIYn8JnR
「褚……如果你沒辦法忘記那些事,那就讓我幫你遺忘……褚,不要再讓我失去你,就算只是嘗試看看也好……讓我們繼續生活在一起……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAocxNHfAq4f
50Please respect copyright.PENANA6Lkz8HCSn4
「試……?」50Please respect copyright.PENANA1gIrvqiNiN
50Please respect copyright.PENANALDvWgSdxxs
褚冥漾的疑問被壓在了冰炎的胸口,聽起來有些模糊,但是冰炎卻萬分認真的點下了頭。50Please respect copyright.PENANAnNNmKNPiXw
50Please respect copyright.PENANA4bs7YAoPrF
「是的,試試看,讓我們試著重新在一起,如果你沒辦法愛了,那只要讓我愛著你就好,或者如果你現在只想要親人,那麼我就當你的親人,等到有一天你想要愛人,或者是想要被愛了,再讓我來愛你……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAzHzxQaoKBw
50Please respect copyright.PENANAPhozNSjzNf
「學長,你不用做到這樣……」50Please respect copyright.PENANA2UASeGPrqs
50Please respect copyright.PENANAfJYhyhHYB8
稍稍推開了對方,褚冥漾看著冰炎,苦笑起來。50Please respect copyright.PENANA5Hist1ZO2W
50Please respect copyright.PENANARDy6BZMvDw
他懂冰炎的意思,但是卻沒辦法保證,真的會有那麼一天,他能重新愛上冰炎,這樣的約定,對冰炎來說太不公平。50Please respect copyright.PENANAA5OhtOJDhD
50Please respect copyright.PENANAm2DzKd0NKr
可是冰炎卻只是笑了起來,然後牽起了他的手,開始輕輕親吻他的手指。50Please respect copyright.PENANALDKLjeqFEp
50Please respect copyright.PENANANaupBCsps1
「對我來說,這樣的等待和失去你比起來,根本不算什麼……褚,讓我陪著你,好嗎?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAtUuXtKwiw2
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看著冰炎幾乎是希求著的神情,又聽見冰炎帶著隱隱痛苦的聲音,褚冥漾發現自己失去了拒絕的能力。50Please respect copyright.PENANABjCMpJkiIM
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他想起了阿斯利安和他說的話,想起了總是早出晚歸卻還是堅持著要回來睡在他身邊的冰炎,想起了自己看到擺滿了整個書架的資料,還有那些寫在資料上像是刻印一般的字跡。50Please respect copyright.PENANAjnPEBCGpPO
他真的不知道自己還會不會愛上人,但是如果真的有那麼一天,他知道該怎麼重新去愛了,那他想要重新愛上的,應該也只有眼前的這個人了。50Please respect copyright.PENANAkA0tElCNHL
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褚冥漾凝望著眼前的冰炎,回憶起過去所有兩個人曾經有過的甜蜜幸福,過了很久,他才終於開口。50Please respect copyright.PENANAuraiAOB49X
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「如果……只是像親人那樣陪伴著彼此的話……」50Please respect copyright.PENANApSkhz7ts8M
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褚冥漾的聲音聽起來有些乾啞,但是冰炎卻為了他說的話,忍不住激動得緊緊抱住了他。50Please respect copyright.PENANAgTrwqnofaq
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「所以?你還是決定要留下來了?」50Please respect copyright.PENANAiDhn2dxZxA
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看著出來迎接他進黑館,手上卻沒有提著行李的兩個人,然微笑著對褚冥漾問。50Please respect copyright.PENANAsJsqpZZHUV
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「嗯……」50Please respect copyright.PENANAyF78RIVnVs
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微微苦笑了下,褚冥漾看著自從自己點頭同意暫時留下來以後就跟在自己身旁的人,有些無可奈何。50Please respect copyright.PENANAjLQJl0cxLq
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「反正,還有那麼多個十年,他總是會等到我的。」50Please respect copyright.PENANAesFc9dgW9S
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褚冥漾一邊說著,一邊回頭望向眼神始終注視著自己的人,微笑中比起之前明顯多了幾分安然。50Please respect copyright.PENANAg6AJa0f3Qi
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或許他們現在需要的,只是時間而已。50Please respect copyright.PENANAPuje65xyiD
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