「你知道我不會在乎這些事。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAGhhI4yDEGk
51Please respect copyright.PENANAd4ynbZfZT9
用力抱緊了眼前的人,冰炎企圖用低沉的聲音安撫褚冥漾。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8uNnkVz020
51Please respect copyright.PENANAbStnthu7EX
可是褚冥漾卻還是搖頭。51Please respect copyright.PENANAc8HOsuC08i
51Please respect copyright.PENANA3K0zY3kxG2
「我知道……可是我沒辦法。就像是我沒辦法忘記艾里卡的血濺在我的手上時是什麼溫度一樣,我也沒辦法忘記當時被人強暴的痛,還有後來每天每夜和不同的人上床做愛時的一切,即使那一切是我自願的。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ne2ixrRk9
51Please respect copyright.PENANA2k1bKIYI6x
他抬起頭,看著冰炎,臉上的神情雖然痛,但是卻從其中透出一股痛過了頭以後的平靜。51Please respect copyright.PENANAq2Kj1Xnvuw
51Please respect copyright.PENANAxFAOnZlsdx
被人強暴以後的他在康復之後卻每夜每夜的躺在不同人的身下,淫亂喘息著的讓人進入然後得到高潮,這樣污穢不堪又帶著罪孽的他,怎麼可能回到冰炎過去曾經喜歡過的那個模樣,然後和他繼續在一起呢?51Please respect copyright.PENANATELNySKMB7
51Please respect copyright.PENANAlg4uR0r3if
褚冥漾看著冰炎,聲音很低的開了口。51Please respect copyright.PENANArfGB41wUie
51Please respect copyright.PENANAUyOfUNQ9B8
「所以學長,你已經知道,我不再是你愛的那個褚冥漾了。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA2W8rnT4UIw
51Please respect copyright.PENANAvXZWt8qW3Y
「我不知道。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA92txMlrvMJ
51Please respect copyright.PENANAQSb9dzkB14
瞇著眼看著垂下眼的褚冥漾,冰炎的手卻抱得更緊。51Please respect copyright.PENANAXOSk42ZDAC
51Please respect copyright.PENANAN2bOkNUtFw
「我只知道在我眼中,你一直都是褚。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAHPE0xuXQY7
51Please respect copyright.PENANAs7EP7prlln
聽了冰炎的話,褚冥漾忍不住失笑,然後抬起頭來看著冰炎。51Please respect copyright.PENANARwS95fyuKi
51Please respect copyright.PENANAUjfXVJ3CHF
「學長……你不明白……」51Please respect copyright.PENANARtztN7NJQO
51Please respect copyright.PENANAmtu4ygLKBN
「不明白的人是你,褚,你以為這十年來我是抱著什麼樣的心情去做那一切的?」51Please respect copyright.PENANA9JZTXTG9H1
51Please respect copyright.PENANAYo00q80yaZ
站在褚冥漾的面前,冰炎的語氣中有著雖然經過壓抑,但仍然忍不住暴露出的情緒。51Please respect copyright.PENANAf3aFsiI1QQ
51Please respect copyright.PENANAQYibiUxcgU
「每日每夜打探著你的消息,每收到一封訊息都是期待的同時又覺得恐懼,希望那封訊息傳來的是你的消息但是又害怕收到的是你的死訊,甚至有時候會想著寧可永遠找不到你也好,如果最後找到的是已經離開這個世界的你,那我寧願永遠也沒有你的消息,這樣就可以告訴我自己你其實還活在世界上,只是我不知道你在哪裡而已……這種心情,你又明白嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAmQeeAAj5gr
51Please respect copyright.PENANAzXfIGilqNG
褚冥漾的身體被冰炎的雙臂箍得發疼,可是更讓他心疼的是冰炎臉上交雜著絕望的表情還有那雙紅瞳中隱隱約約有著的瘋狂。51Please respect copyright.PENANApubAePf3ht
51Please respect copyright.PENANAdqwaLHIupQ
「你也一樣的不明白……那種想吼叫都找不到方法宣洩的心情,整整十年我所壓抑著的情緒,你也一樣不會懂,可是,那又怎麼樣?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAOmes08MyB3
51Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ir5lAewhS
鬆開了擁抱,冰炎用右手緩緩摸上褚冥漾的臉頰,看著那張他已經思念了十年的容顏,摩娑著褚冥漾臉龐的手指竟然微微地有些顫抖。51Please respect copyright.PENANAd0qfPHGK7N
51Please respect copyright.PENANAMBP4QaAzLY
「褚……即使到了現在,你這麼真切的站在了我的面前,我還是忍不住地害怕你會不會下一秒就消失在我面前,所以即使和提爾他們忙到再晚,我也還是會回來房間,因為我已經受不了那種看不到你的生活……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAs8WM1RbEIg
51Please respect copyright.PENANA8l4Oc1dXUH
冰炎說著,終於忍不住再次把褚冥漾緊緊地抱住。51Please respect copyright.PENANAI9sTm4KoSC
51Please respect copyright.PENANAhcH8d2KIG3
「難道,你不曾懷念過我們之間的擁抱、親吻,還有曾經在一起那麼久的日子裡發生過的一切?我從來就沒有天真到以為你經歷了那麼多仍不會變,但是褚……為什麼你變了我們就不能繼續呢?還是你要去尋找另外一個願意接受這樣的你的人來愛你?既然如此,為什麼不留在我身邊?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAbFU2lqJ4Li
51Please respect copyright.PENANAD5B40P5zHV
冰炎低喊著,把臉埋進了褚冥漾的頸間。51Please respect copyright.PENANAuuKjoi2a21
51Please respect copyright.PENANATwAGwnmq00
「褚……為什麼你覺得自己變了,卻覺得我不會變?如果你認為我不會變,又為什麼卻不肯相信我還是愛著你?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAcd7DnLLwzh
51Please respect copyright.PENANAszMaFoWMvu
51Please respect copyright.PENANAr9LPWhrTnt
51Please respect copyright.PENANANfGttl0j7N
「學長……」51Please respect copyright.PENANA3ClOo9HfEK
51Please respect copyright.PENANAtWXigpzdcd
從來沒有看過這樣的冰炎,褚冥漾聽著冰炎說的話,掩不住自己驚訝的神情,想說些什麼卻讓冰炎打斷了。51Please respect copyright.PENANA9E79hrpzUf
51Please respect copyright.PENANAp1nq2O8Prd
「褚……如果你沒辦法忘記那些事,那就讓我幫你遺忘……褚,不要再讓我失去你,就算只是嘗試看看也好……讓我們繼續生活在一起……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6M8tjTZRO
51Please respect copyright.PENANAwYLCbT6VP2
「試……?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAUzq6xH1ju0
51Please respect copyright.PENANA5qtcF7DAbx
褚冥漾的疑問被壓在了冰炎的胸口,聽起來有些模糊,但是冰炎卻萬分認真的點下了頭。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZoLhUyauHD
51Please respect copyright.PENANAHHqIZ7kyj3
「是的,試試看,讓我們試著重新在一起,如果你沒辦法愛了,那只要讓我愛著你就好,或者如果你現在只想要親人,那麼我就當你的親人,等到有一天你想要愛人,或者是想要被愛了,再讓我來愛你……」51Please respect copyright.PENANASASMtdy21w
51Please respect copyright.PENANANiJjBTRdjY
「學長,你不用做到這樣……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAu0pbPwAYCb
51Please respect copyright.PENANAXBkn8UHNhs
稍稍推開了對方,褚冥漾看著冰炎,苦笑起來。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8Agw66kJE2
51Please respect copyright.PENANAKK9huhBaj8
他懂冰炎的意思,但是卻沒辦法保證,真的會有那麼一天,他能重新愛上冰炎,這樣的約定,對冰炎來說太不公平。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4nu0GPGvFO
51Please respect copyright.PENANAyde1S6WDuu
可是冰炎卻只是笑了起來,然後牽起了他的手,開始輕輕親吻他的手指。51Please respect copyright.PENANAccxmf5Exqn
51Please respect copyright.PENANAxF5mutYe06
「對我來說,這樣的等待和失去你比起來,根本不算什麼……褚,讓我陪著你,好嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAXQuIHMvY5u
51Please respect copyright.PENANAkoyLbT9bLY
看著冰炎幾乎是希求著的神情,又聽見冰炎帶著隱隱痛苦的聲音,褚冥漾發現自己失去了拒絕的能力。51Please respect copyright.PENANAEDSHUGNFcf
51Please respect copyright.PENANATZBURsoUUu
他想起了阿斯利安和他說的話,想起了總是早出晚歸卻還是堅持著要回來睡在他身邊的冰炎,想起了自己看到擺滿了整個書架的資料,還有那些寫在資料上像是刻印一般的字跡。51Please respect copyright.PENANA9HHhjCb5sV
他真的不知道自己還會不會愛上人,但是如果真的有那麼一天,他知道該怎麼重新去愛了,那他想要重新愛上的,應該也只有眼前的這個人了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZTUMgU2aPo
51Please respect copyright.PENANAyAl6WSOMI9
褚冥漾凝望著眼前的冰炎,回憶起過去所有兩個人曾經有過的甜蜜幸福,過了很久,他才終於開口。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7Eqg7E7E1E
51Please respect copyright.PENANAsKUkjdfoXj
「如果……只是像親人那樣陪伴著彼此的話……」51Please respect copyright.PENANA0w35fNQrx6
51Please respect copyright.PENANAVl68v3llkP
褚冥漾的聲音聽起來有些乾啞,但是冰炎卻為了他說的話,忍不住激動得緊緊抱住了他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhKeIGGztQp
51Please respect copyright.PENANAaVMTzfvEb5
51Please respect copyright.PENANAV0luXMj05p
51Please respect copyright.PENANAa7UhqiI9Fi
「所以?你還是決定要留下來了?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAL5R52ceDCb
51Please respect copyright.PENANAOHTrmzgb0P
看著出來迎接他進黑館,手上卻沒有提著行李的兩個人,然微笑著對褚冥漾問。51Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ9oGCco2p
51Please respect copyright.PENANAb4BnC9q7q5
「嗯……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAVhLml1o9nB
51Please respect copyright.PENANAUeVzyD7bfD
微微苦笑了下,褚冥漾看著自從自己點頭同意暫時留下來以後就跟在自己身旁的人,有些無可奈何。51Please respect copyright.PENANAwCqfWtCXK6
51Please respect copyright.PENANAmdCzdqbw0b
「反正,還有那麼多個十年,他總是會等到我的。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA53iIfBdsvb
51Please respect copyright.PENANAx7g4fkdSsF
褚冥漾一邊說著,一邊回頭望向眼神始終注視著自己的人,微笑中比起之前明顯多了幾分安然。51Please respect copyright.PENANAFwvTqhgcHG
51Please respect copyright.PENANAtilRg84JHX
或許他們現在需要的,只是時間而已。51Please respect copyright.PENANAGr9OoOGyxa
51Please respect copyright.PENANAK1V8nj1V2k
51Please respect copyright.PENANAPN4KBZwgoJ
51Please respect copyright.PENANAgzJmBYC3nd
ns216.73.216.203da2 51Please respect copyright.PENANAd4ynbZfZT9
用力抱緊了眼前的人,冰炎企圖用低沉的聲音安撫褚冥漾。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8uNnkVz020
51Please respect copyright.PENANAbStnthu7EX
可是褚冥漾卻還是搖頭。51Please respect copyright.PENANAc8HOsuC08i
51Please respect copyright.PENANA3K0zY3kxG2
「我知道……可是我沒辦法。就像是我沒辦法忘記艾里卡的血濺在我的手上時是什麼溫度一樣,我也沒辦法忘記當時被人強暴的痛,還有後來每天每夜和不同的人上床做愛時的一切,即使那一切是我自願的。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ne2ixrRk9
51Please respect copyright.PENANA2k1bKIYI6x
他抬起頭,看著冰炎,臉上的神情雖然痛,但是卻從其中透出一股痛過了頭以後的平靜。51Please respect copyright.PENANAq2Kj1Xnvuw
51Please respect copyright.PENANAxFAOnZlsdx
被人強暴以後的他在康復之後卻每夜每夜的躺在不同人的身下,淫亂喘息著的讓人進入然後得到高潮,這樣污穢不堪又帶著罪孽的他,怎麼可能回到冰炎過去曾經喜歡過的那個模樣,然後和他繼續在一起呢?51Please respect copyright.PENANATELNySKMB7
51Please respect copyright.PENANAlg4uR0r3if
褚冥漾看著冰炎,聲音很低的開了口。51Please respect copyright.PENANArfGB41wUie
51Please respect copyright.PENANAUyOfUNQ9B8
「所以學長,你已經知道,我不再是你愛的那個褚冥漾了。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA2W8rnT4UIw
51Please respect copyright.PENANAvXZWt8qW3Y
「我不知道。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA92txMlrvMJ
51Please respect copyright.PENANAQSb9dzkB14
瞇著眼看著垂下眼的褚冥漾,冰炎的手卻抱得更緊。51Please respect copyright.PENANAXOSk42ZDAC
51Please respect copyright.PENANAN2bOkNUtFw
「我只知道在我眼中,你一直都是褚。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAHPE0xuXQY7
51Please respect copyright.PENANAs7EP7prlln
聽了冰炎的話,褚冥漾忍不住失笑,然後抬起頭來看著冰炎。51Please respect copyright.PENANARwS95fyuKi
51Please respect copyright.PENANAUjfXVJ3CHF
「學長……你不明白……」51Please respect copyright.PENANARtztN7NJQO
51Please respect copyright.PENANAmtu4ygLKBN
「不明白的人是你,褚,你以為這十年來我是抱著什麼樣的心情去做那一切的?」51Please respect copyright.PENANA9JZTXTG9H1
51Please respect copyright.PENANAYo00q80yaZ
站在褚冥漾的面前,冰炎的語氣中有著雖然經過壓抑,但仍然忍不住暴露出的情緒。51Please respect copyright.PENANAf3aFsiI1QQ
51Please respect copyright.PENANAQYibiUxcgU
「每日每夜打探著你的消息,每收到一封訊息都是期待的同時又覺得恐懼,希望那封訊息傳來的是你的消息但是又害怕收到的是你的死訊,甚至有時候會想著寧可永遠找不到你也好,如果最後找到的是已經離開這個世界的你,那我寧願永遠也沒有你的消息,這樣就可以告訴我自己你其實還活在世界上,只是我不知道你在哪裡而已……這種心情,你又明白嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAmQeeAAj5gr
51Please respect copyright.PENANAzXfIGilqNG
褚冥漾的身體被冰炎的雙臂箍得發疼,可是更讓他心疼的是冰炎臉上交雜著絕望的表情還有那雙紅瞳中隱隱約約有著的瘋狂。51Please respect copyright.PENANApubAePf3ht
51Please respect copyright.PENANAdqwaLHIupQ
「你也一樣的不明白……那種想吼叫都找不到方法宣洩的心情,整整十年我所壓抑著的情緒,你也一樣不會懂,可是,那又怎麼樣?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAOmes08MyB3
51Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ir5lAewhS
鬆開了擁抱,冰炎用右手緩緩摸上褚冥漾的臉頰,看著那張他已經思念了十年的容顏,摩娑著褚冥漾臉龐的手指竟然微微地有些顫抖。51Please respect copyright.PENANAd0qfPHGK7N
51Please respect copyright.PENANAMBP4QaAzLY
「褚……即使到了現在,你這麼真切的站在了我的面前,我還是忍不住地害怕你會不會下一秒就消失在我面前,所以即使和提爾他們忙到再晚,我也還是會回來房間,因為我已經受不了那種看不到你的生活……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAs8WM1RbEIg
51Please respect copyright.PENANA8l4Oc1dXUH
冰炎說著,終於忍不住再次把褚冥漾緊緊地抱住。51Please respect copyright.PENANAI9sTm4KoSC
51Please respect copyright.PENANAhcH8d2KIG3
「難道,你不曾懷念過我們之間的擁抱、親吻,還有曾經在一起那麼久的日子裡發生過的一切?我從來就沒有天真到以為你經歷了那麼多仍不會變,但是褚……為什麼你變了我們就不能繼續呢?還是你要去尋找另外一個願意接受這樣的你的人來愛你?既然如此,為什麼不留在我身邊?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAbFU2lqJ4Li
51Please respect copyright.PENANAD5B40P5zHV
冰炎低喊著,把臉埋進了褚冥漾的頸間。51Please respect copyright.PENANAuuKjoi2a21
51Please respect copyright.PENANATwAGwnmq00
「褚……為什麼你覺得自己變了,卻覺得我不會變?如果你認為我不會變,又為什麼卻不肯相信我還是愛著你?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAcd7DnLLwzh
51Please respect copyright.PENANAszMaFoWMvu
51Please respect copyright.PENANAr9LPWhrTnt
51Please respect copyright.PENANANfGttl0j7N
「學長……」51Please respect copyright.PENANA3ClOo9HfEK
51Please respect copyright.PENANAtWXigpzdcd
從來沒有看過這樣的冰炎,褚冥漾聽著冰炎說的話,掩不住自己驚訝的神情,想說些什麼卻讓冰炎打斷了。51Please respect copyright.PENANA9E79hrpzUf
51Please respect copyright.PENANAp1nq2O8Prd
「褚……如果你沒辦法忘記那些事,那就讓我幫你遺忘……褚,不要再讓我失去你,就算只是嘗試看看也好……讓我們繼續生活在一起……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6M8tjTZRO
51Please respect copyright.PENANAwYLCbT6VP2
「試……?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAUzq6xH1ju0
51Please respect copyright.PENANA5qtcF7DAbx
褚冥漾的疑問被壓在了冰炎的胸口,聽起來有些模糊,但是冰炎卻萬分認真的點下了頭。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZoLhUyauHD
51Please respect copyright.PENANAHHqIZ7kyj3
「是的,試試看,讓我們試著重新在一起,如果你沒辦法愛了,那只要讓我愛著你就好,或者如果你現在只想要親人,那麼我就當你的親人,等到有一天你想要愛人,或者是想要被愛了,再讓我來愛你……」51Please respect copyright.PENANASASMtdy21w
51Please respect copyright.PENANANiJjBTRdjY
「學長,你不用做到這樣……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAu0pbPwAYCb
51Please respect copyright.PENANAXBkn8UHNhs
稍稍推開了對方,褚冥漾看著冰炎,苦笑起來。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8Agw66kJE2
51Please respect copyright.PENANAKK9huhBaj8
他懂冰炎的意思,但是卻沒辦法保證,真的會有那麼一天,他能重新愛上冰炎,這樣的約定,對冰炎來說太不公平。51Please respect copyright.PENANA4nu0GPGvFO
51Please respect copyright.PENANAyde1S6WDuu
可是冰炎卻只是笑了起來,然後牽起了他的手,開始輕輕親吻他的手指。51Please respect copyright.PENANAccxmf5Exqn
51Please respect copyright.PENANAxF5mutYe06
「對我來說,這樣的等待和失去你比起來,根本不算什麼……褚,讓我陪著你,好嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAXQuIHMvY5u
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看著冰炎幾乎是希求著的神情,又聽見冰炎帶著隱隱痛苦的聲音,褚冥漾發現自己失去了拒絕的能力。51Please respect copyright.PENANAEDSHUGNFcf
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他想起了阿斯利安和他說的話,想起了總是早出晚歸卻還是堅持著要回來睡在他身邊的冰炎,想起了自己看到擺滿了整個書架的資料,還有那些寫在資料上像是刻印一般的字跡。51Please respect copyright.PENANA9HHhjCb5sV
他真的不知道自己還會不會愛上人,但是如果真的有那麼一天,他知道該怎麼重新去愛了,那他想要重新愛上的,應該也只有眼前的這個人了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZTUMgU2aPo
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褚冥漾凝望著眼前的冰炎,回憶起過去所有兩個人曾經有過的甜蜜幸福,過了很久,他才終於開口。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7Eqg7E7E1E
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「如果……只是像親人那樣陪伴著彼此的話……」51Please respect copyright.PENANA0w35fNQrx6
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褚冥漾的聲音聽起來有些乾啞,但是冰炎卻為了他說的話,忍不住激動得緊緊抱住了他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAhKeIGGztQp
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「所以?你還是決定要留下來了?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAL5R52ceDCb
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看著出來迎接他進黑館,手上卻沒有提著行李的兩個人,然微笑著對褚冥漾問。51Please respect copyright.PENANAaJ9oGCco2p
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「嗯……」51Please respect copyright.PENANAVhLml1o9nB
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微微苦笑了下,褚冥漾看著自從自己點頭同意暫時留下來以後就跟在自己身旁的人,有些無可奈何。51Please respect copyright.PENANAwCqfWtCXK6
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「反正,還有那麼多個十年,他總是會等到我的。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA53iIfBdsvb
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褚冥漾一邊說著,一邊回頭望向眼神始終注視著自己的人,微笑中比起之前明顯多了幾分安然。51Please respect copyright.PENANAFwvTqhgcHG
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或許他們現在需要的,只是時間而已。51Please respect copyright.PENANAGr9OoOGyxa
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