「你知道我不會在乎這些事。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA2BADikeHYO
53Please respect copyright.PENANANsbjm0WEtF
用力抱緊了眼前的人,冰炎企圖用低沉的聲音安撫褚冥漾。53Please respect copyright.PENANAxkesb4bKjv
53Please respect copyright.PENANA4f743zWhmv
可是褚冥漾卻還是搖頭。53Please respect copyright.PENANAMZap71G3DZ
53Please respect copyright.PENANAoZ3iiANKoq
「我知道……可是我沒辦法。就像是我沒辦法忘記艾里卡的血濺在我的手上時是什麼溫度一樣,我也沒辦法忘記當時被人強暴的痛,還有後來每天每夜和不同的人上床做愛時的一切,即使那一切是我自願的。」53Please respect copyright.PENANANJGIsMR5YJ
53Please respect copyright.PENANAITDdNy9uNV
他抬起頭,看著冰炎,臉上的神情雖然痛,但是卻從其中透出一股痛過了頭以後的平靜。53Please respect copyright.PENANALy81UVUE1F
53Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fw0w2dBlW
被人強暴以後的他在康復之後卻每夜每夜的躺在不同人的身下,淫亂喘息著的讓人進入然後得到高潮,這樣污穢不堪又帶著罪孽的他,怎麼可能回到冰炎過去曾經喜歡過的那個模樣,然後和他繼續在一起呢?53Please respect copyright.PENANA8dttSERO25
53Please respect copyright.PENANAR6HaBB8osD
褚冥漾看著冰炎,聲音很低的開了口。53Please respect copyright.PENANAY06DDwyV92
53Please respect copyright.PENANAlFaz302p8L
「所以學長,你已經知道,我不再是你愛的那個褚冥漾了。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAMhgai7AHtj
53Please respect copyright.PENANA2PLpD788jS
「我不知道。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA6sNKS3Ihgh
53Please respect copyright.PENANAVnJwPpUQUn
瞇著眼看著垂下眼的褚冥漾,冰炎的手卻抱得更緊。53Please respect copyright.PENANAhE4aAzJcLT
53Please respect copyright.PENANAn9xAWjcHRS
「我只知道在我眼中,你一直都是褚。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAQq8MV6trO3
53Please respect copyright.PENANAqk88VUjJVj
聽了冰炎的話,褚冥漾忍不住失笑,然後抬起頭來看著冰炎。53Please respect copyright.PENANAQIimHxHCIl
53Please respect copyright.PENANAnSStLTjsF5
「學長……你不明白……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAYTSHHpdvXk
53Please respect copyright.PENANA82VTWkNnFJ
「不明白的人是你,褚,你以為這十年來我是抱著什麼樣的心情去做那一切的?」53Please respect copyright.PENANArkEhPrb94J
53Please respect copyright.PENANAHbj9FWUBGi
站在褚冥漾的面前,冰炎的語氣中有著雖然經過壓抑,但仍然忍不住暴露出的情緒。53Please respect copyright.PENANAsUdBwQrrnn
53Please respect copyright.PENANAL20jjH5n89
「每日每夜打探著你的消息,每收到一封訊息都是期待的同時又覺得恐懼,希望那封訊息傳來的是你的消息但是又害怕收到的是你的死訊,甚至有時候會想著寧可永遠找不到你也好,如果最後找到的是已經離開這個世界的你,那我寧願永遠也沒有你的消息,這樣就可以告訴我自己你其實還活在世界上,只是我不知道你在哪裡而已……這種心情,你又明白嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAMLOuIE8K4z
53Please respect copyright.PENANAJmYHlNurmi
褚冥漾的身體被冰炎的雙臂箍得發疼,可是更讓他心疼的是冰炎臉上交雜著絕望的表情還有那雙紅瞳中隱隱約約有著的瘋狂。53Please respect copyright.PENANA2lvOCWz7HW
53Please respect copyright.PENANAwp1P9eS725
「你也一樣的不明白……那種想吼叫都找不到方法宣洩的心情,整整十年我所壓抑著的情緒,你也一樣不會懂,可是,那又怎麼樣?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA603IFxrU3N
53Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4WCFcZMsa
鬆開了擁抱,冰炎用右手緩緩摸上褚冥漾的臉頰,看著那張他已經思念了十年的容顏,摩娑著褚冥漾臉龐的手指竟然微微地有些顫抖。53Please respect copyright.PENANAN7nDevzkEY
53Please respect copyright.PENANAyqnFMX0RbV
「褚……即使到了現在,你這麼真切的站在了我的面前,我還是忍不住地害怕你會不會下一秒就消失在我面前,所以即使和提爾他們忙到再晚,我也還是會回來房間,因為我已經受不了那種看不到你的生活……」53Please respect copyright.PENANA2P3zkdlDQH
53Please respect copyright.PENANAo9iWFyHdb3
冰炎說著,終於忍不住再次把褚冥漾緊緊地抱住。53Please respect copyright.PENANAcFRBqGzJ4I
53Please respect copyright.PENANAsX7Qn7eoNV
「難道,你不曾懷念過我們之間的擁抱、親吻,還有曾經在一起那麼久的日子裡發生過的一切?我從來就沒有天真到以為你經歷了那麼多仍不會變,但是褚……為什麼你變了我們就不能繼續呢?還是你要去尋找另外一個願意接受這樣的你的人來愛你?既然如此,為什麼不留在我身邊?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAlsfNR4Tji6
53Please respect copyright.PENANA7CEdLxKdME
冰炎低喊著,把臉埋進了褚冥漾的頸間。53Please respect copyright.PENANAovgIAT0DTP
53Please respect copyright.PENANAiAMzvqRhWv
「褚……為什麼你覺得自己變了,卻覺得我不會變?如果你認為我不會變,又為什麼卻不肯相信我還是愛著你?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAtMAvXEqs3U
53Please respect copyright.PENANAXsUPYFjN2a
53Please respect copyright.PENANAc8UONpyHv5
53Please respect copyright.PENANAKyLPWWZ4RA
「學長……」53Please respect copyright.PENANA4BpvGE9cSO
53Please respect copyright.PENANABS36DrChim
從來沒有看過這樣的冰炎,褚冥漾聽著冰炎說的話,掩不住自己驚訝的神情,想說些什麼卻讓冰炎打斷了。53Please respect copyright.PENANA7O7F52z5El
53Please respect copyright.PENANA9OHObvS8MJ
「褚……如果你沒辦法忘記那些事,那就讓我幫你遺忘……褚,不要再讓我失去你,就算只是嘗試看看也好……讓我們繼續生活在一起……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAK9UPIRt4qj
53Please respect copyright.PENANAImmpSmRO67
「試……?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAiKd067v3yL
53Please respect copyright.PENANAqtH8owcg8J
褚冥漾的疑問被壓在了冰炎的胸口,聽起來有些模糊,但是冰炎卻萬分認真的點下了頭。53Please respect copyright.PENANARa9jnBCAOo
53Please respect copyright.PENANAQxBmMX8PIg
「是的,試試看,讓我們試著重新在一起,如果你沒辦法愛了,那只要讓我愛著你就好,或者如果你現在只想要親人,那麼我就當你的親人,等到有一天你想要愛人,或者是想要被愛了,再讓我來愛你……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAJG0nAs9Kqa
53Please respect copyright.PENANAS4L3DLch84
「學長,你不用做到這樣……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAw0d0iZcxJb
53Please respect copyright.PENANAUg8J1cIwkY
稍稍推開了對方,褚冥漾看著冰炎,苦笑起來。53Please respect copyright.PENANAf22k6fMjkE
53Please respect copyright.PENANA81G2ynFYjk
他懂冰炎的意思,但是卻沒辦法保證,真的會有那麼一天,他能重新愛上冰炎,這樣的約定,對冰炎來說太不公平。53Please respect copyright.PENANAeVXpjWDnP6
53Please respect copyright.PENANAhI7vj2Qtns
可是冰炎卻只是笑了起來,然後牽起了他的手,開始輕輕親吻他的手指。53Please respect copyright.PENANAqQpy9Rdkxp
53Please respect copyright.PENANAlYY461DPzH
「對我來說,這樣的等待和失去你比起來,根本不算什麼……褚,讓我陪著你,好嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA7sFsJlvvcQ
53Please respect copyright.PENANASbmltm04sn
看著冰炎幾乎是希求著的神情,又聽見冰炎帶著隱隱痛苦的聲音,褚冥漾發現自己失去了拒絕的能力。53Please respect copyright.PENANAxpoXXLqtLq
53Please respect copyright.PENANA10mFC5R3hB
他想起了阿斯利安和他說的話,想起了總是早出晚歸卻還是堅持著要回來睡在他身邊的冰炎,想起了自己看到擺滿了整個書架的資料,還有那些寫在資料上像是刻印一般的字跡。53Please respect copyright.PENANAnUegOvzlcl
他真的不知道自己還會不會愛上人,但是如果真的有那麼一天,他知道該怎麼重新去愛了,那他想要重新愛上的,應該也只有眼前的這個人了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAFvsyyeqXHn
53Please respect copyright.PENANAEoYPPxCmpp
褚冥漾凝望著眼前的冰炎,回憶起過去所有兩個人曾經有過的甜蜜幸福,過了很久,他才終於開口。53Please respect copyright.PENANA2aNeaBjyFZ
53Please respect copyright.PENANATVkO6DkdG3
「如果……只是像親人那樣陪伴著彼此的話……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAGPmMmyijIQ
53Please respect copyright.PENANA9ivHeVTILD
褚冥漾的聲音聽起來有些乾啞,但是冰炎卻為了他說的話,忍不住激動得緊緊抱住了他。53Please respect copyright.PENANAfJuLwHU7yu
53Please respect copyright.PENANAwjSkjohCaK
53Please respect copyright.PENANA5o9w3rI6TJ
53Please respect copyright.PENANAZGDvTSERvu
「所以?你還是決定要留下來了?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAzTi4fuH2f2
53Please respect copyright.PENANA6Puje9SnEP
看著出來迎接他進黑館,手上卻沒有提著行李的兩個人,然微笑著對褚冥漾問。53Please respect copyright.PENANAoVJ5TNRGlT
53Please respect copyright.PENANANih85w8Esj
「嗯……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAZtBzbRF6cP
53Please respect copyright.PENANAnskNTDE5eC
微微苦笑了下,褚冥漾看著自從自己點頭同意暫時留下來以後就跟在自己身旁的人,有些無可奈何。53Please respect copyright.PENANAxkHTxbsdkw
53Please respect copyright.PENANAhqAf7IwtlA
「反正,還有那麼多個十年,他總是會等到我的。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA4i3WRkRk0r
53Please respect copyright.PENANAWWsuo5EoSv
褚冥漾一邊說著,一邊回頭望向眼神始終注視著自己的人,微笑中比起之前明顯多了幾分安然。53Please respect copyright.PENANApujNZ6WGLw
53Please respect copyright.PENANAHJVBh8W6TX
或許他們現在需要的,只是時間而已。53Please respect copyright.PENANA6ln2uKqsar
53Please respect copyright.PENANAV9sXMJ3JeA
53Please respect copyright.PENANAhcJIddWl7S
53Please respect copyright.PENANAjVuZ5gefju
ns216.73.216.100da2 53Please respect copyright.PENANANsbjm0WEtF
用力抱緊了眼前的人,冰炎企圖用低沉的聲音安撫褚冥漾。53Please respect copyright.PENANAxkesb4bKjv
53Please respect copyright.PENANA4f743zWhmv
可是褚冥漾卻還是搖頭。53Please respect copyright.PENANAMZap71G3DZ
53Please respect copyright.PENANAoZ3iiANKoq
「我知道……可是我沒辦法。就像是我沒辦法忘記艾里卡的血濺在我的手上時是什麼溫度一樣,我也沒辦法忘記當時被人強暴的痛,還有後來每天每夜和不同的人上床做愛時的一切,即使那一切是我自願的。」53Please respect copyright.PENANANJGIsMR5YJ
53Please respect copyright.PENANAITDdNy9uNV
他抬起頭,看著冰炎,臉上的神情雖然痛,但是卻從其中透出一股痛過了頭以後的平靜。53Please respect copyright.PENANALy81UVUE1F
53Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fw0w2dBlW
被人強暴以後的他在康復之後卻每夜每夜的躺在不同人的身下,淫亂喘息著的讓人進入然後得到高潮,這樣污穢不堪又帶著罪孽的他,怎麼可能回到冰炎過去曾經喜歡過的那個模樣,然後和他繼續在一起呢?53Please respect copyright.PENANA8dttSERO25
53Please respect copyright.PENANAR6HaBB8osD
褚冥漾看著冰炎,聲音很低的開了口。53Please respect copyright.PENANAY06DDwyV92
53Please respect copyright.PENANAlFaz302p8L
「所以學長,你已經知道,我不再是你愛的那個褚冥漾了。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAMhgai7AHtj
53Please respect copyright.PENANA2PLpD788jS
「我不知道。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA6sNKS3Ihgh
53Please respect copyright.PENANAVnJwPpUQUn
瞇著眼看著垂下眼的褚冥漾,冰炎的手卻抱得更緊。53Please respect copyright.PENANAhE4aAzJcLT
53Please respect copyright.PENANAn9xAWjcHRS
「我只知道在我眼中,你一直都是褚。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAQq8MV6trO3
53Please respect copyright.PENANAqk88VUjJVj
聽了冰炎的話,褚冥漾忍不住失笑,然後抬起頭來看著冰炎。53Please respect copyright.PENANAQIimHxHCIl
53Please respect copyright.PENANAnSStLTjsF5
「學長……你不明白……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAYTSHHpdvXk
53Please respect copyright.PENANA82VTWkNnFJ
「不明白的人是你,褚,你以為這十年來我是抱著什麼樣的心情去做那一切的?」53Please respect copyright.PENANArkEhPrb94J
53Please respect copyright.PENANAHbj9FWUBGi
站在褚冥漾的面前,冰炎的語氣中有著雖然經過壓抑,但仍然忍不住暴露出的情緒。53Please respect copyright.PENANAsUdBwQrrnn
53Please respect copyright.PENANAL20jjH5n89
「每日每夜打探著你的消息,每收到一封訊息都是期待的同時又覺得恐懼,希望那封訊息傳來的是你的消息但是又害怕收到的是你的死訊,甚至有時候會想著寧可永遠找不到你也好,如果最後找到的是已經離開這個世界的你,那我寧願永遠也沒有你的消息,這樣就可以告訴我自己你其實還活在世界上,只是我不知道你在哪裡而已……這種心情,你又明白嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAMLOuIE8K4z
53Please respect copyright.PENANAJmYHlNurmi
褚冥漾的身體被冰炎的雙臂箍得發疼,可是更讓他心疼的是冰炎臉上交雜著絕望的表情還有那雙紅瞳中隱隱約約有著的瘋狂。53Please respect copyright.PENANA2lvOCWz7HW
53Please respect copyright.PENANAwp1P9eS725
「你也一樣的不明白……那種想吼叫都找不到方法宣洩的心情,整整十年我所壓抑著的情緒,你也一樣不會懂,可是,那又怎麼樣?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA603IFxrU3N
53Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4WCFcZMsa
鬆開了擁抱,冰炎用右手緩緩摸上褚冥漾的臉頰,看著那張他已經思念了十年的容顏,摩娑著褚冥漾臉龐的手指竟然微微地有些顫抖。53Please respect copyright.PENANAN7nDevzkEY
53Please respect copyright.PENANAyqnFMX0RbV
「褚……即使到了現在,你這麼真切的站在了我的面前,我還是忍不住地害怕你會不會下一秒就消失在我面前,所以即使和提爾他們忙到再晚,我也還是會回來房間,因為我已經受不了那種看不到你的生活……」53Please respect copyright.PENANA2P3zkdlDQH
53Please respect copyright.PENANAo9iWFyHdb3
冰炎說著,終於忍不住再次把褚冥漾緊緊地抱住。53Please respect copyright.PENANAcFRBqGzJ4I
53Please respect copyright.PENANAsX7Qn7eoNV
「難道,你不曾懷念過我們之間的擁抱、親吻,還有曾經在一起那麼久的日子裡發生過的一切?我從來就沒有天真到以為你經歷了那麼多仍不會變,但是褚……為什麼你變了我們就不能繼續呢?還是你要去尋找另外一個願意接受這樣的你的人來愛你?既然如此,為什麼不留在我身邊?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAlsfNR4Tji6
53Please respect copyright.PENANA7CEdLxKdME
冰炎低喊著,把臉埋進了褚冥漾的頸間。53Please respect copyright.PENANAovgIAT0DTP
53Please respect copyright.PENANAiAMzvqRhWv
「褚……為什麼你覺得自己變了,卻覺得我不會變?如果你認為我不會變,又為什麼卻不肯相信我還是愛著你?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAtMAvXEqs3U
53Please respect copyright.PENANAXsUPYFjN2a
53Please respect copyright.PENANAc8UONpyHv5
53Please respect copyright.PENANAKyLPWWZ4RA
「學長……」53Please respect copyright.PENANA4BpvGE9cSO
53Please respect copyright.PENANABS36DrChim
從來沒有看過這樣的冰炎,褚冥漾聽著冰炎說的話,掩不住自己驚訝的神情,想說些什麼卻讓冰炎打斷了。53Please respect copyright.PENANA7O7F52z5El
53Please respect copyright.PENANA9OHObvS8MJ
「褚……如果你沒辦法忘記那些事,那就讓我幫你遺忘……褚,不要再讓我失去你,就算只是嘗試看看也好……讓我們繼續生活在一起……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAK9UPIRt4qj
53Please respect copyright.PENANAImmpSmRO67
「試……?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAiKd067v3yL
53Please respect copyright.PENANAqtH8owcg8J
褚冥漾的疑問被壓在了冰炎的胸口,聽起來有些模糊,但是冰炎卻萬分認真的點下了頭。53Please respect copyright.PENANARa9jnBCAOo
53Please respect copyright.PENANAQxBmMX8PIg
「是的,試試看,讓我們試著重新在一起,如果你沒辦法愛了,那只要讓我愛著你就好,或者如果你現在只想要親人,那麼我就當你的親人,等到有一天你想要愛人,或者是想要被愛了,再讓我來愛你……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAJG0nAs9Kqa
53Please respect copyright.PENANAS4L3DLch84
「學長,你不用做到這樣……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAw0d0iZcxJb
53Please respect copyright.PENANAUg8J1cIwkY
稍稍推開了對方,褚冥漾看著冰炎,苦笑起來。53Please respect copyright.PENANAf22k6fMjkE
53Please respect copyright.PENANA81G2ynFYjk
他懂冰炎的意思,但是卻沒辦法保證,真的會有那麼一天,他能重新愛上冰炎,這樣的約定,對冰炎來說太不公平。53Please respect copyright.PENANAeVXpjWDnP6
53Please respect copyright.PENANAhI7vj2Qtns
可是冰炎卻只是笑了起來,然後牽起了他的手,開始輕輕親吻他的手指。53Please respect copyright.PENANAqQpy9Rdkxp
53Please respect copyright.PENANAlYY461DPzH
「對我來說,這樣的等待和失去你比起來,根本不算什麼……褚,讓我陪著你,好嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA7sFsJlvvcQ
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看著冰炎幾乎是希求著的神情,又聽見冰炎帶著隱隱痛苦的聲音,褚冥漾發現自己失去了拒絕的能力。53Please respect copyright.PENANAxpoXXLqtLq
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他想起了阿斯利安和他說的話,想起了總是早出晚歸卻還是堅持著要回來睡在他身邊的冰炎,想起了自己看到擺滿了整個書架的資料,還有那些寫在資料上像是刻印一般的字跡。53Please respect copyright.PENANAnUegOvzlcl
他真的不知道自己還會不會愛上人,但是如果真的有那麼一天,他知道該怎麼重新去愛了,那他想要重新愛上的,應該也只有眼前的這個人了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAFvsyyeqXHn
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褚冥漾凝望著眼前的冰炎,回憶起過去所有兩個人曾經有過的甜蜜幸福,過了很久,他才終於開口。53Please respect copyright.PENANA2aNeaBjyFZ
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「如果……只是像親人那樣陪伴著彼此的話……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAGPmMmyijIQ
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褚冥漾的聲音聽起來有些乾啞,但是冰炎卻為了他說的話,忍不住激動得緊緊抱住了他。53Please respect copyright.PENANAfJuLwHU7yu
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「所以?你還是決定要留下來了?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAzTi4fuH2f2
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看著出來迎接他進黑館,手上卻沒有提著行李的兩個人,然微笑著對褚冥漾問。53Please respect copyright.PENANAoVJ5TNRGlT
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「嗯……」53Please respect copyright.PENANAZtBzbRF6cP
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微微苦笑了下,褚冥漾看著自從自己點頭同意暫時留下來以後就跟在自己身旁的人,有些無可奈何。53Please respect copyright.PENANAxkHTxbsdkw
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「反正,還有那麼多個十年,他總是會等到我的。」53Please respect copyright.PENANA4i3WRkRk0r
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褚冥漾一邊說著,一邊回頭望向眼神始終注視著自己的人,微笑中比起之前明顯多了幾分安然。53Please respect copyright.PENANApujNZ6WGLw
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或許他們現在需要的,只是時間而已。53Please respect copyright.PENANA6ln2uKqsar
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