「你知道我不會在乎這些事。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAGJICWlfJWj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAi3Lbxsk6ZB
用力抱緊了眼前的人,冰炎企圖用低沉的聲音安撫褚冥漾。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvL84VwYytZ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqkhClavmiR
可是褚冥漾卻還是搖頭。54Please respect copyright.PENANAPhb1FHAAQK
54Please respect copyright.PENANAmKb4yfQAJZ
「我知道……可是我沒辦法。就像是我沒辦法忘記艾里卡的血濺在我的手上時是什麼溫度一樣,我也沒辦法忘記當時被人強暴的痛,還有後來每天每夜和不同的人上床做愛時的一切,即使那一切是我自願的。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA5u2VxBokdg
54Please respect copyright.PENANAGHhnJfaS65
他抬起頭,看著冰炎,臉上的神情雖然痛,但是卻從其中透出一股痛過了頭以後的平靜。54Please respect copyright.PENANA5OQnNhTWNi
54Please respect copyright.PENANAyMOrgZ2GaD
被人強暴以後的他在康復之後卻每夜每夜的躺在不同人的身下,淫亂喘息著的讓人進入然後得到高潮,這樣污穢不堪又帶著罪孽的他,怎麼可能回到冰炎過去曾經喜歡過的那個模樣,然後和他繼續在一起呢?54Please respect copyright.PENANAjzN3k2rThB
54Please respect copyright.PENANALfmdzc78vO
褚冥漾看著冰炎,聲音很低的開了口。54Please respect copyright.PENANAIMLBb2k9ET
54Please respect copyright.PENANAh9HvAalfNE
「所以學長,你已經知道,我不再是你愛的那個褚冥漾了。」54Please respect copyright.PENANApdlGdkIK0l
54Please respect copyright.PENANAa7CZjrn6WQ
「我不知道。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAKPzV73hHOI
54Please respect copyright.PENANA0fVBPW6DoB
瞇著眼看著垂下眼的褚冥漾,冰炎的手卻抱得更緊。54Please respect copyright.PENANAtpZptFk4tw
54Please respect copyright.PENANAZJa4KEErHZ
「我只知道在我眼中,你一直都是褚。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA5y5wpLCoHM
54Please respect copyright.PENANArl667y6iKB
聽了冰炎的話,褚冥漾忍不住失笑,然後抬起頭來看著冰炎。54Please respect copyright.PENANA3e8bbZwHS7
54Please respect copyright.PENANAy2g5pePFMW
「學長……你不明白……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAYkNEi0eRP7
54Please respect copyright.PENANAlxUoC19rrD
「不明白的人是你,褚,你以為這十年來我是抱著什麼樣的心情去做那一切的?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAlcCr45J4Oj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAfmIxJrKPsv
站在褚冥漾的面前,冰炎的語氣中有著雖然經過壓抑,但仍然忍不住暴露出的情緒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAoNrmOJMPDC
54Please respect copyright.PENANAImimpri85t
「每日每夜打探著你的消息,每收到一封訊息都是期待的同時又覺得恐懼,希望那封訊息傳來的是你的消息但是又害怕收到的是你的死訊,甚至有時候會想著寧可永遠找不到你也好,如果最後找到的是已經離開這個世界的你,那我寧願永遠也沒有你的消息,這樣就可以告訴我自己你其實還活在世界上,只是我不知道你在哪裡而已……這種心情,你又明白嗎?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAUNCJNSQQo5
54Please respect copyright.PENANAfas0HtxB4H
褚冥漾的身體被冰炎的雙臂箍得發疼,可是更讓他心疼的是冰炎臉上交雜著絕望的表情還有那雙紅瞳中隱隱約約有著的瘋狂。54Please respect copyright.PENANAAemNteiwh0
54Please respect copyright.PENANAIwF46TmLNn
「你也一樣的不明白……那種想吼叫都找不到方法宣洩的心情,整整十年我所壓抑著的情緒,你也一樣不會懂,可是,那又怎麼樣?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAqo4c4eUMUY
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqRUNGrRKjH
鬆開了擁抱,冰炎用右手緩緩摸上褚冥漾的臉頰,看著那張他已經思念了十年的容顏,摩娑著褚冥漾臉龐的手指竟然微微地有些顫抖。54Please respect copyright.PENANA3L9sZ41zt6
54Please respect copyright.PENANADFKppPrmJ4
「褚……即使到了現在,你這麼真切的站在了我的面前,我還是忍不住地害怕你會不會下一秒就消失在我面前,所以即使和提爾他們忙到再晚,我也還是會回來房間,因為我已經受不了那種看不到你的生活……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAM7IHI77zX9
54Please respect copyright.PENANA4IHtCB9ENy
冰炎說著,終於忍不住再次把褚冥漾緊緊地抱住。54Please respect copyright.PENANAr6Aba11EYr
54Please respect copyright.PENANAsmmr05wzWw
「難道,你不曾懷念過我們之間的擁抱、親吻,還有曾經在一起那麼久的日子裡發生過的一切?我從來就沒有天真到以為你經歷了那麼多仍不會變,但是褚……為什麼你變了我們就不能繼續呢?還是你要去尋找另外一個願意接受這樣的你的人來愛你?既然如此,為什麼不留在我身邊?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAzWkCeychkg
54Please respect copyright.PENANAHF2nv9c7gb
冰炎低喊著,把臉埋進了褚冥漾的頸間。54Please respect copyright.PENANARgSJRAJkVC
54Please respect copyright.PENANADat344yE9q
「褚……為什麼你覺得自己變了,卻覺得我不會變?如果你認為我不會變,又為什麼卻不肯相信我還是愛著你?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA6uDMWng6kp
54Please respect copyright.PENANATXUHkxfM6x
54Please respect copyright.PENANAKnu806NWkE
54Please respect copyright.PENANATJOyLAFVks
「學長……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAVMEU9mx4tm
54Please respect copyright.PENANAPTKzx7UzHx
從來沒有看過這樣的冰炎,褚冥漾聽著冰炎說的話,掩不住自己驚訝的神情,想說些什麼卻讓冰炎打斷了。54Please respect copyright.PENANA47rlafHZzI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAhaOcAIRipd
「褚……如果你沒辦法忘記那些事,那就讓我幫你遺忘……褚,不要再讓我失去你,就算只是嘗試看看也好……讓我們繼續生活在一起……」54Please respect copyright.PENANALCC9RgyrcZ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAbA5yvrEF8H
「試……?」54Please respect copyright.PENANACe2leLGEcR
54Please respect copyright.PENANA4sitbwpZ4L
褚冥漾的疑問被壓在了冰炎的胸口,聽起來有些模糊,但是冰炎卻萬分認真的點下了頭。54Please respect copyright.PENANApYUcfi51Xr
54Please respect copyright.PENANAYTG5si9N0J
「是的,試試看,讓我們試著重新在一起,如果你沒辦法愛了,那只要讓我愛著你就好,或者如果你現在只想要親人,那麼我就當你的親人,等到有一天你想要愛人,或者是想要被愛了,再讓我來愛你……」54Please respect copyright.PENANA149pxhC8LZ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAjKwgHmS4qZ
「學長,你不用做到這樣……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAIW8Qcw0gQw
54Please respect copyright.PENANAU6CJBGW3KC
稍稍推開了對方,褚冥漾看著冰炎,苦笑起來。54Please respect copyright.PENANA2cnxYoaXtI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAzK3ZfOYiU8
他懂冰炎的意思,但是卻沒辦法保證,真的會有那麼一天,他能重新愛上冰炎,這樣的約定,對冰炎來說太不公平。54Please respect copyright.PENANA3iYh6FWCEw
54Please respect copyright.PENANAyHHFK6e4gf
可是冰炎卻只是笑了起來,然後牽起了他的手,開始輕輕親吻他的手指。54Please respect copyright.PENANA5OfaNPfPVA
54Please respect copyright.PENANAeh9X11Km1b
「對我來說,這樣的等待和失去你比起來,根本不算什麼……褚,讓我陪著你,好嗎?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAtgLvpXAv0j
54Please respect copyright.PENANAkn6Xyq8BzS
看著冰炎幾乎是希求著的神情,又聽見冰炎帶著隱隱痛苦的聲音,褚冥漾發現自己失去了拒絕的能力。54Please respect copyright.PENANALaPwJeHHpT
54Please respect copyright.PENANAsziv9cFsXW
他想起了阿斯利安和他說的話,想起了總是早出晚歸卻還是堅持著要回來睡在他身邊的冰炎,想起了自己看到擺滿了整個書架的資料,還有那些寫在資料上像是刻印一般的字跡。54Please respect copyright.PENANAhnw8BiwNep
他真的不知道自己還會不會愛上人,但是如果真的有那麼一天,他知道該怎麼重新去愛了,那他想要重新愛上的,應該也只有眼前的這個人了。54Please respect copyright.PENANABj88eVq7Mu
54Please respect copyright.PENANAJsrPVVdhRk
褚冥漾凝望著眼前的冰炎,回憶起過去所有兩個人曾經有過的甜蜜幸福,過了很久,他才終於開口。54Please respect copyright.PENANAh7dceSQevR
54Please respect copyright.PENANAQMSTY3WS92
「如果……只是像親人那樣陪伴著彼此的話……」54Please respect copyright.PENANA50VDCIR3Gl
54Please respect copyright.PENANAdtghes6JuQ
褚冥漾的聲音聽起來有些乾啞,但是冰炎卻為了他說的話,忍不住激動得緊緊抱住了他。54Please respect copyright.PENANAIWpZWnTZCU
54Please respect copyright.PENANA2Frj8cRx6Q
54Please respect copyright.PENANAd3eMjrojiv
54Please respect copyright.PENANAOYLSwnUhhw
「所以?你還是決定要留下來了?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAXhoilmCCWU
54Please respect copyright.PENANAIC1s8RrE5F
看著出來迎接他進黑館,手上卻沒有提著行李的兩個人,然微笑著對褚冥漾問。54Please respect copyright.PENANAuNJaZl31iX
54Please respect copyright.PENANAu4d8S7PQ5y
「嗯……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAFBUpwHlUtI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAQEK4g9oT3T
微微苦笑了下,褚冥漾看著自從自己點頭同意暫時留下來以後就跟在自己身旁的人,有些無可奈何。54Please respect copyright.PENANA8fN46Iy61F
54Please respect copyright.PENANABTy1ryRw3Q
「反正,還有那麼多個十年,他總是會等到我的。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAfb9F2mfN8u
54Please respect copyright.PENANACWkhqY9ayF
褚冥漾一邊說著,一邊回頭望向眼神始終注視著自己的人,微笑中比起之前明顯多了幾分安然。54Please respect copyright.PENANAMBJMr0I2D0
54Please respect copyright.PENANAxhqUZR448V
或許他們現在需要的,只是時間而已。54Please respect copyright.PENANA4azmvu1Fcf
54Please respect copyright.PENANA21YBo74ar1
54Please respect copyright.PENANACLhmjiMjXX
54Please respect copyright.PENANAWNEb0Rayro
ns216.73.216.120da2 54Please respect copyright.PENANAi3Lbxsk6ZB
用力抱緊了眼前的人,冰炎企圖用低沉的聲音安撫褚冥漾。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvL84VwYytZ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqkhClavmiR
可是褚冥漾卻還是搖頭。54Please respect copyright.PENANAPhb1FHAAQK
54Please respect copyright.PENANAmKb4yfQAJZ
「我知道……可是我沒辦法。就像是我沒辦法忘記艾里卡的血濺在我的手上時是什麼溫度一樣,我也沒辦法忘記當時被人強暴的痛,還有後來每天每夜和不同的人上床做愛時的一切,即使那一切是我自願的。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA5u2VxBokdg
54Please respect copyright.PENANAGHhnJfaS65
他抬起頭,看著冰炎,臉上的神情雖然痛,但是卻從其中透出一股痛過了頭以後的平靜。54Please respect copyright.PENANA5OQnNhTWNi
54Please respect copyright.PENANAyMOrgZ2GaD
被人強暴以後的他在康復之後卻每夜每夜的躺在不同人的身下,淫亂喘息著的讓人進入然後得到高潮,這樣污穢不堪又帶著罪孽的他,怎麼可能回到冰炎過去曾經喜歡過的那個模樣,然後和他繼續在一起呢?54Please respect copyright.PENANAjzN3k2rThB
54Please respect copyright.PENANALfmdzc78vO
褚冥漾看著冰炎,聲音很低的開了口。54Please respect copyright.PENANAIMLBb2k9ET
54Please respect copyright.PENANAh9HvAalfNE
「所以學長,你已經知道,我不再是你愛的那個褚冥漾了。」54Please respect copyright.PENANApdlGdkIK0l
54Please respect copyright.PENANAa7CZjrn6WQ
「我不知道。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAKPzV73hHOI
54Please respect copyright.PENANA0fVBPW6DoB
瞇著眼看著垂下眼的褚冥漾,冰炎的手卻抱得更緊。54Please respect copyright.PENANAtpZptFk4tw
54Please respect copyright.PENANAZJa4KEErHZ
「我只知道在我眼中,你一直都是褚。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA5y5wpLCoHM
54Please respect copyright.PENANArl667y6iKB
聽了冰炎的話,褚冥漾忍不住失笑,然後抬起頭來看著冰炎。54Please respect copyright.PENANA3e8bbZwHS7
54Please respect copyright.PENANAy2g5pePFMW
「學長……你不明白……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAYkNEi0eRP7
54Please respect copyright.PENANAlxUoC19rrD
「不明白的人是你,褚,你以為這十年來我是抱著什麼樣的心情去做那一切的?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAlcCr45J4Oj
54Please respect copyright.PENANAfmIxJrKPsv
站在褚冥漾的面前,冰炎的語氣中有著雖然經過壓抑,但仍然忍不住暴露出的情緒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAoNrmOJMPDC
54Please respect copyright.PENANAImimpri85t
「每日每夜打探著你的消息,每收到一封訊息都是期待的同時又覺得恐懼,希望那封訊息傳來的是你的消息但是又害怕收到的是你的死訊,甚至有時候會想著寧可永遠找不到你也好,如果最後找到的是已經離開這個世界的你,那我寧願永遠也沒有你的消息,這樣就可以告訴我自己你其實還活在世界上,只是我不知道你在哪裡而已……這種心情,你又明白嗎?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAUNCJNSQQo5
54Please respect copyright.PENANAfas0HtxB4H
褚冥漾的身體被冰炎的雙臂箍得發疼,可是更讓他心疼的是冰炎臉上交雜著絕望的表情還有那雙紅瞳中隱隱約約有著的瘋狂。54Please respect copyright.PENANAAemNteiwh0
54Please respect copyright.PENANAIwF46TmLNn
「你也一樣的不明白……那種想吼叫都找不到方法宣洩的心情,整整十年我所壓抑著的情緒,你也一樣不會懂,可是,那又怎麼樣?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAqo4c4eUMUY
54Please respect copyright.PENANAqRUNGrRKjH
鬆開了擁抱,冰炎用右手緩緩摸上褚冥漾的臉頰,看著那張他已經思念了十年的容顏,摩娑著褚冥漾臉龐的手指竟然微微地有些顫抖。54Please respect copyright.PENANA3L9sZ41zt6
54Please respect copyright.PENANADFKppPrmJ4
「褚……即使到了現在,你這麼真切的站在了我的面前,我還是忍不住地害怕你會不會下一秒就消失在我面前,所以即使和提爾他們忙到再晚,我也還是會回來房間,因為我已經受不了那種看不到你的生活……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAM7IHI77zX9
54Please respect copyright.PENANA4IHtCB9ENy
冰炎說著,終於忍不住再次把褚冥漾緊緊地抱住。54Please respect copyright.PENANAr6Aba11EYr
54Please respect copyright.PENANAsmmr05wzWw
「難道,你不曾懷念過我們之間的擁抱、親吻,還有曾經在一起那麼久的日子裡發生過的一切?我從來就沒有天真到以為你經歷了那麼多仍不會變,但是褚……為什麼你變了我們就不能繼續呢?還是你要去尋找另外一個願意接受這樣的你的人來愛你?既然如此,為什麼不留在我身邊?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAzWkCeychkg
54Please respect copyright.PENANAHF2nv9c7gb
冰炎低喊著,把臉埋進了褚冥漾的頸間。54Please respect copyright.PENANARgSJRAJkVC
54Please respect copyright.PENANADat344yE9q
「褚……為什麼你覺得自己變了,卻覺得我不會變?如果你認為我不會變,又為什麼卻不肯相信我還是愛著你?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA6uDMWng6kp
54Please respect copyright.PENANATXUHkxfM6x
54Please respect copyright.PENANAKnu806NWkE
54Please respect copyright.PENANATJOyLAFVks
「學長……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAVMEU9mx4tm
54Please respect copyright.PENANAPTKzx7UzHx
從來沒有看過這樣的冰炎,褚冥漾聽著冰炎說的話,掩不住自己驚訝的神情,想說些什麼卻讓冰炎打斷了。54Please respect copyright.PENANA47rlafHZzI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAhaOcAIRipd
「褚……如果你沒辦法忘記那些事,那就讓我幫你遺忘……褚,不要再讓我失去你,就算只是嘗試看看也好……讓我們繼續生活在一起……」54Please respect copyright.PENANALCC9RgyrcZ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAbA5yvrEF8H
「試……?」54Please respect copyright.PENANACe2leLGEcR
54Please respect copyright.PENANA4sitbwpZ4L
褚冥漾的疑問被壓在了冰炎的胸口,聽起來有些模糊,但是冰炎卻萬分認真的點下了頭。54Please respect copyright.PENANApYUcfi51Xr
54Please respect copyright.PENANAYTG5si9N0J
「是的,試試看,讓我們試著重新在一起,如果你沒辦法愛了,那只要讓我愛著你就好,或者如果你現在只想要親人,那麼我就當你的親人,等到有一天你想要愛人,或者是想要被愛了,再讓我來愛你……」54Please respect copyright.PENANA149pxhC8LZ
54Please respect copyright.PENANAjKwgHmS4qZ
「學長,你不用做到這樣……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAIW8Qcw0gQw
54Please respect copyright.PENANAU6CJBGW3KC
稍稍推開了對方,褚冥漾看著冰炎,苦笑起來。54Please respect copyright.PENANA2cnxYoaXtI
54Please respect copyright.PENANAzK3ZfOYiU8
他懂冰炎的意思,但是卻沒辦法保證,真的會有那麼一天,他能重新愛上冰炎,這樣的約定,對冰炎來說太不公平。54Please respect copyright.PENANA3iYh6FWCEw
54Please respect copyright.PENANAyHHFK6e4gf
可是冰炎卻只是笑了起來,然後牽起了他的手,開始輕輕親吻他的手指。54Please respect copyright.PENANA5OfaNPfPVA
54Please respect copyright.PENANAeh9X11Km1b
「對我來說,這樣的等待和失去你比起來,根本不算什麼……褚,讓我陪著你,好嗎?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAtgLvpXAv0j
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看著冰炎幾乎是希求著的神情,又聽見冰炎帶著隱隱痛苦的聲音,褚冥漾發現自己失去了拒絕的能力。54Please respect copyright.PENANALaPwJeHHpT
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他想起了阿斯利安和他說的話,想起了總是早出晚歸卻還是堅持著要回來睡在他身邊的冰炎,想起了自己看到擺滿了整個書架的資料,還有那些寫在資料上像是刻印一般的字跡。54Please respect copyright.PENANAhnw8BiwNep
他真的不知道自己還會不會愛上人,但是如果真的有那麼一天,他知道該怎麼重新去愛了,那他想要重新愛上的,應該也只有眼前的這個人了。54Please respect copyright.PENANABj88eVq7Mu
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褚冥漾凝望著眼前的冰炎,回憶起過去所有兩個人曾經有過的甜蜜幸福,過了很久,他才終於開口。54Please respect copyright.PENANAh7dceSQevR
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「如果……只是像親人那樣陪伴著彼此的話……」54Please respect copyright.PENANA50VDCIR3Gl
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褚冥漾的聲音聽起來有些乾啞,但是冰炎卻為了他說的話,忍不住激動得緊緊抱住了他。54Please respect copyright.PENANAIWpZWnTZCU
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「所以?你還是決定要留下來了?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAXhoilmCCWU
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看著出來迎接他進黑館,手上卻沒有提著行李的兩個人,然微笑著對褚冥漾問。54Please respect copyright.PENANAuNJaZl31iX
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「嗯……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAFBUpwHlUtI
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微微苦笑了下,褚冥漾看著自從自己點頭同意暫時留下來以後就跟在自己身旁的人,有些無可奈何。54Please respect copyright.PENANA8fN46Iy61F
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「反正,還有那麼多個十年,他總是會等到我的。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAfb9F2mfN8u
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褚冥漾一邊說著,一邊回頭望向眼神始終注視著自己的人,微笑中比起之前明顯多了幾分安然。54Please respect copyright.PENANAMBJMr0I2D0
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或許他們現在需要的,只是時間而已。54Please respect copyright.PENANA4azmvu1Fcf
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