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#11

act one; division ten: gettting -outtt

Axel Sullivan

Feb 7, 2024

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suicidal ideation

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he said “jim”

he said “were you trying to kill yourself?”

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his moustache twitched

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i said nothing.

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“i’m asking because i want to know”

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i shook my head.

hard and fast.

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“well if there’s anything i can do” he said

“anything at all”

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i scoffed loudly and looked away.

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“i mean it, what do you want?”

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“i want to not live with you, pops.

“i want to be alone most of the time.

“i want to not be a child.”

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i left him in the kitchen

and went to my bedroom

where everything looked suddenly childish

my stupid little toys

and the designs on my pillowcase and wallpaper

the shrek tv

fucking tumbles the stuffed polyester ostrich

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it was my fault they treated me this way.

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pops knocked politely on my door

i answered it -- to encourage

good behaviour from him --

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“hey, jim” he said softly

“are you ok?”

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“sure” i huffed.

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“you know i can give you what you want.”

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“what?”

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“mum and i can get you an apartment of your own.

“not a big one but there are actually a lot up for rent in this city.”

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i fully believed it was a dream,

so i hugged him.

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Table of Contents

#2 act one; division one: a'l!ve

#3 act one; division two: s0up

#4 act one; division three: the peopl.place

#5 act one; division four: needing- 'fresh air'

#6 act one; division five: hUnting & f;shing p1

#7 act one; division six: hUnting & f;shing p2

#8 act one; division seven: a bullet; and an 3Y3

#9 act one; division eight: )cell)recep’tion)

#10 act one; division nine: Killing Myself

#11 act one; division ten: gettting -outtt

#12 act one; division eleven: w:allp:ape:r

#13 act one; division twelve: whatshing tv. canbe nice

#14 act one; division thirteen: o}ne da{y

#15 act one; division fourteen: .mum.

#16 act one; division fifteen: <the <fun>eral>