The last call came, which meant practice was over and the feeling I get everyday finally sank in. I felt like I was going to be sick.
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"You ready?" Zay asked walking up behind me, not looking back I nodded , “Pey ok?” I nodded again, thinking about how I left him with Mr. M and his words to me about knowing something more.
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Truth is, I didn't get bad vibes from him. He didn't know it yet but I did, I didn't have practice. We had to go to coach's house and I wouldn't be home tonight. Peyton couldn't take another beating. Which is what would've happened if it let him go home without me.
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Atleast this way I know he's safe.
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"Yours or mine?" Zay asked as we approached our jeeps.
"Mine. I gotta pick pey up in the morning." He nodded grabbing his bag out his Jeep and hoping in mine.
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"Here.. it'll make tonight easier"
I thanked him for the little bag with cocaine in it, and we made the silent drive to our coach's house.
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As we pulled into his drive way me and Zay both hit our lines, straight out the bag.
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Goddamn this shit was pure. I closed my eyes giving my head a second to settle and it hit me.
The feeling I love and hate. The feeling that makes these awful deeds bearable. This bag .. makes this life of sin seem alright.
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Sighing I looked over at Zay. "Til death."
He leaned in and kissed me softly "and even after that."
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I took a deep breath and wrapped my arms around him. "Remember our rules?"
Zay nodded "if one isn't out by 3am with no signal. Tell the whole story." I nodded and we got out my Jeep.
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Here goes nothing..
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Before we could knock, coach opened the door to his mini mansion
"Ah.. my favorite merchandise. This way boys. I have some friends I want you two to meet."
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Thank god for cocaine. Without it I would've thrown up everything I ate today.
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We walked in the room hand in hand as I spoke first "afternoon gentleman." All eyes were on me and Zay as coach's friends began to compliment him on our looks
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"Strip boys."
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"Let's have some fun."
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