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「好啦，乖。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHRFLXkVqV
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沙發上，時予抱著面對面跨坐在他腿上的澄賢，摸摸頭輕聲哄著，若說澄賢在和時予談戀愛後有什麼黑歷史，無非會是埋人頸窩抽咽的這一段吧。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpkyOgh1BF
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幾分鐘前，這倆經歷一場漫長的相擁，擁到時予都回神他倆還站在門口，也大約該先進去再繼續了，沒承想澄賢早已情感氾濫，收不回來。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYrGmPXWu3
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頂著一雙紅眼、咬緊牙關，由於今天時予穿深色系衣物，他看不出澄賢是哭了或還未，縱使也不需分辨，總之看見男友哭要幹嘛——心慌之餘當然要哄啊。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYJysbWH2W
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「這麼想我嗎？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4EMsexJjX
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見狀心疼地詢問，可瞧澄賢點了點頭，他頓時升起令人翹嘴角的竊喜，然而對前者而言，堆砌想念的成分則大有奧妙。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6VjSJ3mbn
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想，的確是想，不過真要深究的話，是澄賢真的太過憂心時予在兵營裡會不會發生哪些不該發生的事，任誰來勸說都無法撫平的疑心。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQTbypVaDO
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儘管再信時予會恪守本分，也委託了二洋照看，甚至很病態地要求他要跟時予錯開洗澡，確保萬無一失，又還是怕哪個縫隙裡出了差錯。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87JMRnhrGV
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明知此舉根本有病，這點澄賢承認，誰叫他個性就那樣，小心眼得要死，加上近來風氣變化，出軌似乎成了一種常態，好像不時常看好另一半就會出事。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkfV2JxH3z
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澄賢雖說沒那麼誇張，只是放時予當兵兩個月，他寧願讓時予出外自由逍遙三個月，畢竟軍營封閉的環境在某種程度上相當於社團，有著認識後擦出火花會即刻走火的性質。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOfaijffLi
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新生營勉強也算這類別，因此就是搭著這順風車的他勢必更為忌憚，萬一有人走上和他相同的路……哪怕機率僅有１％，他也絕不容許那１％存在。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5svDIJPcS
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多重因素干擾下，每晚裡即便不說，澄賢也夜夜承受著心理煎熬，就算安插了使命必達的二洋進行防守，依然會感到好無力、好害怕。
只有同樣走過這遭的人，才會理解他為何反應過激吧，深陷談情說愛的困擾，總把人弄得疑神疑鬼，甜蜜的負擔著實壓得人喘不上氣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHT99zP4D7
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警戒著直至現今，總算能釋放緊繃已久的愁緒，就一發不可收拾，時予見此心底也明白的，澄賢的失態全是對他傾注的在乎。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkTJnZwlgn
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明明連確認完好都尚未確認，單純是更願意信任他會一身清白地歸來，便先一步失控了，光憑男孩是如此地信賴著他，不滿足他的期望就不是人了。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75kza2L8UR
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正想著該如何證明，中間歷經將人抱去沙發安慰，澄賢後來也為此而尷尬，發洩完恢復正常了，遂抬起頭來，眨著紅熱的雙眸和被他擠到臉都變形的時予對視，伸手撫弄頭髮壓出的脈絡。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJMWoqQ9Wn
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「你在軍中還好嗎？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYqShpKfMX
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這話本就該這刻再說的，時予正好借驢下坡，說還過得去，順便一鼓作氣把他死守男德典範的作為全說出口，表著忠心將澄賢內耗的繩結給快刀斬亂麻。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpig9bkDRhM
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聞言，澄賢思忖著比對和二洋這段時日的對話，讓他守好時予這事是私下談的，反正他告訴時予也沒關係，還能明面上警示時予呢。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFVSgyQR5L
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「嗯，相信你。」確定兩者說話能完美對上，澄賢噙著鼻音卸下了那把懸在時予脖子那的隱形屠刀，終於說服他了。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajyIenIO9N
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謹守界線是一碼子事，準確地用言語保證絕沒對不起他又是一碼子事，每對大學生情侶或多或少都得遇到的課題，而且澄賢要證實本身沒亂來又比他輕易得多。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHAV5A4T8k
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每天睡到飽，早上九、十點才出房門吃飯，然後就回去耍廢，廢到午後一點後去上班到九點，下班回房間裡就休息，最後洗洗睡，從中又能隨時保持訊息聯繫。
該多虧二洋在未知的狀況中從旁貢獻監測記錄，他方能就此通關，否則單靠記憶力，終究會有些說不完全的、遺漏的，環環都是惹得一波未平，一波又起的風險。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyO48jw3sk
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局面算是塵埃落定之後，再度進入無言的凝滯，是交完心後必然的情動，短暫相視到思念之情二度噴發，時予俯身往前想親吻澄賢，澄賢卻不由自主地偏移躲避。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHKsAbVA2e
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仍舊是那個詭異的山寨版近鄉情怯，導致澄賢莫名閃避，他沒想過要閃，但就閃了，還在想該怎麼解釋，時予僅是笑著捏了捏他驚慌失措的臉。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtBm95x6zP
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「害羞了？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ050jQnqNbD
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懂澄賢那種感受，就太久沒親熱了，臨時要來會忽然拘謹，例如他剛剛要抱澄賢時，分明更親密的舉動都做過，不免也多少有點生疏，舉止變得收斂。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgBuoezoWM
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而應對這句調侃，澄賢抿著嘴愣在那裡，害羞嗎……也許吧。不知是該認下或尋找更合適的形容，時予就當他默認了，輕笑出聲後抱得更緊，隨後再次貼了上來。
唇瓣貼合時，彷彿潛藏的本能慢慢甦醒，從細微的回應、任由時予將舌頭探入，再到如今的交相舔拭，他雙手攀附時予肩上，瞇著眼的餘光定格於他發紅的耳垂，兩人循序漸進地取回著節奏。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HT5SxKqbx
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耳邊是呼氣聲和雙唇反覆黏合的啪嘰聲，直到情難自已又不得不先分開，澄賢注視著時予映上水光的薄唇，手指試探性點上那飽滿的顏色。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdivYqrUmn
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「這張嘴……沒偷親過別人吧？」
都親完了才問，他當前這般，妥妥地放馬後炮了。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeBqlQ5Y9l
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「沒有。」這回馬槍當屬是猝不及防，時予連忙否決，「連舌吻都只跟你吻過。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsMgGz4S0n
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吻後殘留的欲求仍然沉澱在眼底，他收回手，由上而下撫摸著各處，嘴裡一次次重複著，這裡、這裡，還有這裡……最終落在已經膨脹的檔部。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfisGeO6SS
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「就連這邊——也只讓你摸過而已。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHcenbSRlO
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這個表現手法挺色情的。澄賢不禁心跳加速、口乾舌燥，視覺上時予是握著那包，有種他下一秒就要把那話兒掏出來的感覺……眼下可沒法當場大戰啊。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMlu7OoOUF
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誰敢先上過床再見爸媽啊，要做就見完面再講吧。後面持續用接吻暫時紓解慾火後，澄賢請時予看了下送給他父母的禮物，雲林特產的茶葉和阿佑店裡的招牌甜品。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkDKwwWhSG
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眼看吃喝兼具，時予雖然不懂茶，也從未吃過阿佑家的甜點，但僅憑外觀，他認為這份初次見面禮已然足夠周全，任哪位長輩收到都會高興。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4JR8uqoyC
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「就——盡量放輕鬆就好。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8wMOehp33
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本來就帶給人壓力的場面，說那些「我爸很和善」、「我媽人很好」皆是徒勞，時予便只稍加打氣，剩下全看澄賢能否發揮如常。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZBcjRetzX
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不然，能再多給點時間準備，予媽事前說想回家再回家，也是給小倆口先聯絡感情，現下時予才能不急不徐跟澄賢敘舊，別把見家長搞得像面臨生死關頭。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3ZcGjDs3V
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把一切鬆泛地看待，她真心就只想見見澄賢，說個話罷了，固然兒子跟兒子的男朋友壓根沒辦法鬆懈，誰知道友善的態度下埋的是糖或是刀。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTVymVPqfe
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用心良苦半點沒傳達到，卻也無可奈何，至於澄賢從時予那得知予爸同是會常常煮茶喝的，決定就等差不多要泡下午茶時再出發，總歸屆時一定要坐下來長談。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXV3F1gWnS
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和手上帶茶葉是毫無關聯，純粹是這時現身最恰當，太早拜訪害人家要急忙佈場，太晚茶又涼了，澄賢心思的通透贏得時予肯定的讚賞。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP18RyvGnHp
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於是，他抓著點載澄賢往家裡去，順著Ｕ大向外的主幹道轉進某條分支，駛出車流後，沿途房屋受早期工業化影響，都蓋成一間一間圍起來，前半部是住宅，後半部是家庭工坊、工廠的樣式。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFslEEiSeCX
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基於每間房的坪數都很大，能住這儼然非富即貴吧，澄賢腹誹，抵達中段的目的地後，白色巨房坐落紅磚牆內，要進到裡頭還得過橫向伸縮式的折疊鐵門。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuorDmEyMZ
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圍牆外就有兩三格停車位，時予把機車就停在此處，拿遙控器操控鐵門開啟，開門時澄賢趁機四處張望，房子本體是個Ｌ型。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RGs6r6Zec
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正面方向有條從右通往屋後的道路，左方有個大車庫，礙於鐵門離家門不下十步，他只能倉促看看，胡亂去想這家大到能玩賽車耶。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcQVZlZ9TV
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家門是類似某些教室會安裝的款式，是按壓圓形鎖鈕再拉門把的機制，門一開，早早聞聲而至的予媽便熱情迎接，瞬間激起澄賢Ｉ人的侷促不安。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4x0uRMiwl
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「阿姨妳好。」在予媽的問好下，他盡力擺出最好看的笑，接著就發現予爸也守在旁邊，心中大駭的同時趕緊頷首示意，「呃，叔叔你好。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uCwcrF2Hx
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你好你好。予爸作應答後，予媽招呼著人都進來，「來來來，行李放好就先來泡個茶聊天吧！」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWVFpByZAF
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說完，澄賢便隨行時予向內，原本看這處是辦公室加會客室的混合區域，呈往左倒的Ｌ型，橫線部分皆為後者範圍，還以為就在這講話呢。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnhYuUooHe
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終歸門旁就備有一張茶桌，明擺著見外人用，結果好似是要去家用客廳，照樣是經過左前的門來到向上或向左的分界處，時予先帶澄賢上了樓。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGMxFpn4O0
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上樓的途中澄賢大開眼界，時予家超豪華欸，剛上二樓就迎面一片矩形空地，以雪玉白石地板為底，對向是拉起紗簾的落地窗，採光良好，左右牆面各有幾扇門。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKpx63Q58g
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二樓是左二右二，而終點是在三樓，同格局下房數是左一右一，轉開左側木門的喇叭鎖後，澄賢終是忍不住向時予發問——319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBSiR9pPeN
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「你老實說，你是富二代嗎？」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sZDLT2CxQ
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疑似察覺到貧富差距，尤其時予房裡是自家小空間的……兩倍大？靠近門這側是沙發、玻璃桌和附音響的液晶電視，下半側為書桌、雙人大床、衣櫃跟些許健身器材。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1whJAPT7n
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擺放的家具多是多，整體也依舊很寬敞，太荒謬了。可怎料聽了他冷不防的提問，時予竟然是回……319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9d3dI5jndU
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突然好想揍他一頓。「林姥姥」笑而不語地參觀著，時予杵在一旁見他行囊都還拿得牢牢的，說了句你不把背包放下嗎，他卻懵懵地回就放這嗎？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcANenrX8N
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不怪澄賢問，是真想說時予估計是先回自己房內安置，稍後才帶他去客房，縱然今晚大概會無視分房睡一塊，在還沒被認可前都該演個樣子吧。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq4UkO5nUQ
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「……談判破局再分。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71jXSFFZza
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對此，時予覺得沒必要，實則為私心使然，分屁分啊。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BBgFfhq0f
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說服澄賢退讓後，東西暫且先放到床邊，而後也一同坐上床沿小憩，澄賢以方才席捲的驚濤駭浪打開話匣子。
「對了，我剛才超驚訝的，你爸和你也長太像了吧。」319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZGjcFmXto
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切身體會到「同個模子刻出」的遺傳學奇蹟，你絕對是你爸的小孩耶，粗淺一瞥，時予跟予爸就差在有皺紋跟沒皺紋，旁的幾乎都複製貼上，相似度高到嚇壞澄賢。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIyeqWX4wd
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予媽就……一樣長得蠻漂亮的，果然顏值要靠ＤＮＡ來打底，髮型是茶色韓式波浪配鵝蛋臉，有保養過的肌膚細紋少，白裡透紅，身形纖細高挑，一副精明女強人樣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46qqlv97hc
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坦白說，對到視線時曾被她飛快上下掃過一回，或許是鳳眼天生凌厲，澄賢當下就生出一陣被眼神貫穿的涼意，就像大人物俯瞰小人，威壓令當事人發毛。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrh2jaP1uS
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予媽即使慈眉善目，氣場卻格外強勁，猶如暗示著待會得吃點苦頭了。
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【作者後記】
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前面感覺剛見面就要瑟瑟ＸＤ
的確是可以那樣ㄌ（Ｏ
不過我覺得澄賢那個心態算蠻正常的
談遠距離戀愛真的很難不隨時疑神疑鬼的耶
尤其當兵那個環境==
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總算見到時予的爸媽了
從澄賢的感覺裡面
感覺予媽真的不會很好應付？
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另外開放猜猜看時予是不是富二代（？
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