後夜，眾人醉得七葷八素，大弘等幾個男生把沙發留給林青怡躺，紛紛倒在地上呼呼大睡。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF1M34Bbb7
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd63LWPas83
一晚都只有炸物跟酒下肚，林青怡半夜被渴醒了。環顧一圈，才發現屋主唐嘉鈞不在客廳，她想也許是進屋睡了。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCtvyIFFT5
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4VAyhYQAP
她走到廚房，準備倒一杯水來解渴，卻找不到燈光的開關，只好打開手機手電筒，小心翼翼地摸著黑走進去。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrezlY0HWG
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfy7OLHOtb
漆黑的視野裡，只有藍白色的光流淌在地上。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡais4sMzwJH
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl02Pa0VeGI
「三、四、五⋯⋯十、九、十⋯⋯」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk0prN0BTF
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7hx8XSVeh
冰箱沒關，唐嘉鈞披著一件毛毯，盤腿坐在冰箱前面，呆滯地數著冷藏庫裡的底片盒。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQtfYQQ67S
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4wIgTw1YM
林青怡踢到了餐椅的腳，唐嘉鈞像是突然被聲音喚醒，立刻就想朝聲源靠近，卻被地上滾動的底片盒絆倒在地。他踉蹌地半走半爬，直到緊緊抱住她的腳，讓她原地動彈不得。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1bJ30CIgz
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc74JXIDAy
帶有酒氣的聲音沙啞。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEA8zzcjzQ
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIGTgaJDcu
「小青、小青⋯⋯」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4LEL4Ht39
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzsVC6epZL
她的赤足感受到了濕意，於是不忍抽出來。她知道喊的不是她。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIFcP7wWCT
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxMwhaawBi
小青不在唐嘉鈞身邊了。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjLtxTuKDQ
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ026dTITbHf
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuYDgnsgg4
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQOrKCpCtp
微光自窗簾的縫隙滲進室內，一道光線恰巧吻著林青怡微闔的眼皮，她睡眼惺忪地轉醒。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVgVYUKZNj
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sKjJnP7dH
在硬梆梆上的沙發睡了一宿，她不免感受到腰酸背痛。她一邊搥著背脊，一邊推開窗簾後的落地玻璃門。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTGIPeOO3U
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfdIRiedy0
門外是家庭式套房的陽台，約莫有兩三坪大，以寸土寸金的學區地段而言，算是非常寬敞。新屋主剛搬進來，花盆還未種上任何綠植，角落則放了一把全新的躺椅，連塑膠膜都原封不動地保留著。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1ECStFDOS
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8htLr26ln
唐嘉鈞也在陽台。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvS2VuZ9kb
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7DFPkSYu7
他半裸著，只穿了一條牛仔褲，露出勻稱精瘦的上身，隱約可見到腹肌的線條。他深邃的雙眼下環著厚厚黑眼圈，像許久沒有睡好。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAHVnV8kTZ
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzNZZFYVd0
他正斜身倚於陽台的矮牆，兩指間夾著一根紙菸。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcbUXIZYaE
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuz4XGOiHs
唐嘉鈞望著遠方的地平線，天色尚未飽和。藍色的夜幕一點點消亡，橘紅色的晨曦則在地平線處渲染著山嵐和樓房。日子正要開始。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLd08qJW8kW
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmY6xgd38d
他甩開手裡的Zippo，將菸叼在嘴上點燃。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1QiOYEUcb
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFdKtnpD7v
「你會抽菸？」林青怡訝異地問。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD7Toj5JAu
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLksbmdWbjA
菸還叼在嘴裡，唐嘉鈞含糊地回答，「很少抽。」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir97zY24OD
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqowdqeMds
「你真的變了很多。」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM0Oe5ySvY
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r8Tudrd9M
「要來一根嗎？」罔顧她驚詫的神色，唐嘉鈞敲敲菸盒，然後遞到她手裡。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zQuzb7ttz
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIZY2Snoos
林青怡遲疑地將一根菸拿在手裡，唐嘉鈞緩緩將菸點上。她在他等待的視線裡將菸湊近唇邊吸了一口。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu4WZWqFzT
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJIPWJRkDK
「咳咳咳⋯⋯」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yg4BpJmIu
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDnKRUvh5H
林青怡被煙嗆得猛咳，唐嘉鈞只是吞雲吐霧，在一片朦朧中露出短促的笑，很快又回復平淡的神情，靜靜看著天空。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqCtNUa7Tm
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG3i7hdOCa
「好險妳不喜歡。」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaLJXjDl4e
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgi5YdhLFY
「也許只是不習慣。」林青怡正要嘗試第二口，唐嘉鈞卻伸長手指，夾過她手中的菸，在空啤酒罐裡按熄了。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Zw2NCngjr
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i4gr2wp1k
「抽菸也不是什麼好事，不用習慣。」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNHux7Jx27
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzc8Rc1Iou
「那你幹嘛抽？」林青怡挑眉，看著唐嘉鈞問道。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiXNfg4ToK
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6SRWowZqy
「需要上癮的替代品。」唐嘉鈞意味不明地回答，伸了個懶腰，側躺上還沒拆封膜的躺椅。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVr90pkbGv
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrUVET3hGe
「你別讓自己壓力太大了。」林青怡半個身子倚在躺椅的把手上，憂心地看著好友。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nGNs9sbIg
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Sy4JGQFkj
「我自己選的。」唐嘉鈞聳肩，「本來想選另一邊，但卻沒有選。」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCqC097O1P
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0bROi6fLH
林青怡以為，他在講電影系跟政治系之間的選擇，不禁回想起唐嘉鈞在攝影社時拍的作品。不得不承認，唐嘉鈞是他們其中最有才華和靈氣的那個人，但卻沒有去讀藝大。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmRLAvvsXY
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDT9dTDYbP2
不過也沒幾個人真的會把興趣、嗜好發展成工作，就結論而言，唐嘉鈞不過是做了一個再正常不過的選擇。攝影社裡喜愛藝術的人不少，但也只有一個家境富庶的女孩選擇去讀戲劇。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsVhmljsi8
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡompf8GOHOQ
「為什麼沒有選另一邊？」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eQtzPUp6Y
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1efxnL6xgP
林青怡想知道原因是因為「錢途」嗎？還是家裡人的期許？唐嘉鈞心裡想的卻不是這件事。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpwDEgzDAf
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rElGG7VUS
「選了對的那邊，但好像不是幸福的那邊。」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxm3d0CkeeM
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gZUjyjRnB
他抖了抖煙，將煙灰彈落。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDroMAWFfqE
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhIUYJCwLy
吳詠青在醫院裡做的白日夢，是打算不靠吳懷榮自己活下來，在台北辛苦地活下來。而擺在唐嘉鈞面前的選項，是與義無反顧地跟吳詠青去追求一場大夢，或老實地選擇現實。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2JGxoS7KT
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhe6ANCUnY
夢總是會醒。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBO57HOq20
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5jBtaj8D0
既然清楚，那麼如今又有什麼理由成癮——安眠藥、酒精、尼古丁，偶爾混著來。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdGyyRhxDu
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTTVB2wPhf
「太陽出來了。」唐嘉鈞遠眺著絢爛奪目、光彩四射的日出。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKdwquHKnQ
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWN4ly8wrgi
「好想拍下來，可惜沒帶相機來。你要進去拿相機嗎？」林青怡反射性地問出口。226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKQpYnkg1P
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtHOqOqvnQ
唐嘉鈞則淡然道出驚人的事實，「我再也不拍照了。」226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIoRXoajJs
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m1NKN5P4j
【作者的話】226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKsIvTM40W
這幾回放棄夢想的唐令親媽也心疼......QQ226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyAKrLb1Op
老樣子大感謝所有留言跟推文❤️226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsRLW485qd
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBisxTw2wCw
226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDtTNGUsan
Penana
search
Loginarrow_drop_down
Registerarrow_drop_down
