後夜，眾人醉得七葷八素，大弘等幾個男生把沙發留給林青怡躺，紛紛倒在地上呼呼大睡。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLtD7hdmEZ
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一晚都只有炸物跟酒下肚，林青怡半夜被渴醒了。環顧一圈，才發現屋主唐嘉鈞不在客廳，她想也許是進屋睡了。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFQrSgGcdv
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她走到廚房，準備倒一杯水來解渴，卻找不到燈光的開關，只好打開手機手電筒，小心翼翼地摸著黑走進去。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb8c2RcCzy
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漆黑的視野裡，只有藍白色的光流淌在地上。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLc7Da2MoiN
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「三、四、五⋯⋯十、九、十⋯⋯」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM2Hge42Gs
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冰箱沒關，唐嘉鈞披著一件毛毯，盤腿坐在冰箱前面，呆滯地數著冷藏庫裡的底片盒。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0eqGM1rsw
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林青怡踢到了餐椅的腳，唐嘉鈞像是突然被聲音喚醒，立刻就想朝聲源靠近，卻被地上滾動的底片盒絆倒在地。他踉蹌地半走半爬，直到緊緊抱住她的腳，讓她原地動彈不得。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt65pbIfrae
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帶有酒氣的聲音沙啞。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05kPVogDh3
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「小青、小青⋯⋯」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA1oyijUJt
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她的赤足感受到了濕意，於是不忍抽出來。她知道喊的不是她。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDHZLZBjIb
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小青不在唐嘉鈞身邊了。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrj8nR2VHn
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微光自窗簾的縫隙滲進室內，一道光線恰巧吻著林青怡微闔的眼皮，她睡眼惺忪地轉醒。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2lx78iWkg
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在硬梆梆上的沙發睡了一宿，她不免感受到腰酸背痛。她一邊搥著背脊，一邊推開窗簾後的落地玻璃門。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGHfvrrg2d
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門外是家庭式套房的陽台，約莫有兩三坪大，以寸土寸金的學區地段而言，算是非常寬敞。新屋主剛搬進來，花盆還未種上任何綠植，角落則放了一把全新的躺椅，連塑膠膜都原封不動地保留著。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmK4vsPG79
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唐嘉鈞也在陽台。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAnqnqn1Jr
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他半裸著，只穿了一條牛仔褲，露出勻稱精瘦的上身，隱約可見到腹肌的線條。他深邃的雙眼下環著厚厚黑眼圈，像許久沒有睡好。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsHOokBzlA
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他正斜身倚於陽台的矮牆，兩指間夾著一根紙菸。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF6ZoR2Wfu
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唐嘉鈞望著遠方的地平線，天色尚未飽和。藍色的夜幕一點點消亡，橘紅色的晨曦則在地平線處渲染著山嵐和樓房。日子正要開始。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYWl3g7Ibz
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他甩開手裡的Zippo，將菸叼在嘴上點燃。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddVaWTce9K
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「你會抽菸？」林青怡訝異地問。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8m1hDXIZO
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菸還叼在嘴裡，唐嘉鈞含糊地回答，「很少抽。」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN65PD7hBMI
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「你真的變了很多。」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijX2WmsPCd
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「要來一根嗎？」罔顧她驚詫的神色，唐嘉鈞敲敲菸盒，然後遞到她手裡。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXdWVlSELw
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林青怡遲疑地將一根菸拿在手裡，唐嘉鈞緩緩將菸點上。她在他等待的視線裡將菸湊近唇邊吸了一口。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsENRZFDZ3V
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「咳咳咳⋯⋯」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tJ0FGGnHf
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林青怡被煙嗆得猛咳，唐嘉鈞只是吞雲吐霧，在一片朦朧中露出短促的笑，很快又回復平淡的神情，靜靜看著天空。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡev8sqz4MMm
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「好險妳不喜歡。」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL8Zk1HP4S
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「也許只是不習慣。」林青怡正要嘗試第二口，唐嘉鈞卻伸長手指，夾過她手中的菸，在空啤酒罐裡按熄了。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4MXM54OqK
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「抽菸也不是什麼好事，不用習慣。」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJihCcZth15
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「那你幹嘛抽？」林青怡挑眉，看著唐嘉鈞問道。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQG0MPuv1I
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「需要上癮的替代品。」唐嘉鈞意味不明地回答，伸了個懶腰，側躺上還沒拆封膜的躺椅。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnTvCd0jOf
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「你別讓自己壓力太大了。」林青怡半個身子倚在躺椅的把手上，憂心地看著好友。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q9vitHpTN
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「我自己選的。」唐嘉鈞聳肩，「本來想選另一邊，但卻沒有選。」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VGK3RAAtL
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林青怡以為，他在講電影系跟政治系之間的選擇，不禁回想起唐嘉鈞在攝影社時拍的作品。不得不承認，唐嘉鈞是他們其中最有才華和靈氣的那個人，但卻沒有去讀藝大。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmem0ccnoKI
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不過也沒幾個人真的會把興趣、嗜好發展成工作，就結論而言，唐嘉鈞不過是做了一個再正常不過的選擇。攝影社裡喜愛藝術的人不少，但也只有一個家境富庶的女孩選擇去讀戲劇。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPua63Hu34Y
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「為什麼沒有選另一邊？」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEQADyLPbC
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林青怡想知道原因是因為「錢途」嗎？還是家裡人的期許？唐嘉鈞心裡想的卻不是這件事。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsqiJGx9RA
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「選了對的那邊，但好像不是幸福的那邊。」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjhOXBj9N6
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他抖了抖煙，將煙灰彈落。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpNkjgpXGx
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吳詠青在醫院裡做的白日夢，是打算不靠吳懷榮自己活下來，在台北辛苦地活下來。而擺在唐嘉鈞面前的選項，是與義無反顧地跟吳詠青去追求一場大夢，或老實地選擇現實。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbeKagvSew
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夢總是會醒。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNMIvkscbx
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既然清楚，那麼如今又有什麼理由成癮——安眠藥、酒精、尼古丁，偶爾混著來。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfygYXXDND
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「太陽出來了。」唐嘉鈞遠眺著絢爛奪目、光彩四射的日出。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUY7LUPVc0
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「好想拍下來，可惜沒帶相機來。你要進去拿相機嗎？」林青怡反射性地問出口。250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV0F5LNgll
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唐嘉鈞則淡然道出驚人的事實，「我再也不拍照了。」250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayLbnKCUYh
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老樣子大感謝所有留言跟推文❤️250Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaMPgGtsCd
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