無力軟癱於地上的我苦苦掙扎才把自己翻過來，卻看到媽媽朝阿當膝背踹出一腳踩得他跪於地上，然後爸爸以琴弦將他五花大綁，姑丈還把他的肩膀膝蓋錯位至脫骹將之制伏。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVKnKhwshx
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「莉莉！莉莉！！」姑姐扶起我，從我軍服上的裝備袋取出生體敷料。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kVTGysAAT
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「姑姐…快…快啲諗下辦法…阿當佢……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL95DYC2ai
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cHsvcqMnp
「你唔好講野唔好亂郁，你，你流左好多血啊！！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKgj9yx6OG
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的確我感到自己的力氣在流失，身體也好像愈來愈輕一樣，不用姑姐叫我別動，我自己根本也已經動不了。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG3MaaAJIV
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遠處，被爸媽她們剝奪了行動能力的阿當抱著頭跪伏在地上悲鳴著！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz0fbOTOqB
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcChiDg2zKD
「黎…黎…爾…！！我唔會…你唔使旨意再黎第三次…！！我唔會俾你啊啊啊！！嗄哈…嗄哈…嗄哈…」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50cxo7Ebtd
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5FzDwg6MR
傷口處傳來陣陣冰涼，姑姐把整支生體敷料一口氣灑光後似乎終於止住了血。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJR3CBaIkZ
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS62Qpyt7N
「阿當，我地應該點做？！你係唔係會變黎爾？！」媽媽厲聲發問。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jzViYibV4
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFZ3pxWHYJ
「你係言寄葉，你係楊子平，仲有罪人楚思洛…我…我…我……」阿當撞得自己頭破血流，正抱頭呻吟，「收聲…我係阿當，我係阿當！！就算我既身體只係按黎爾基因為藍圖……我係阿當！！係呢一萬年黎，陪住向晴，更陪住莉莉佢地走到呢度既阿當！！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWQLuaEKE9
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「今次真係大撚獲……」爸爸面色也是非常難看，大家都知道這代表著甚麼。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMByGH1D6EL
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W0swxVPil
萬一黎爾成功奪舍，再次從阿當內側醒過來的話——我們要殺掉阿當。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7H5NAK9Sd
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而阿當亦只剩下這軀體，殺掉阿當雖然等於殺掉黎爾，也等於二人同歸於盡。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpAUFAlCAO
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「啊啊……唔好……求下你唔好……黎爾……我仲想同莉莉……」阿當哭著說。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF31d0oHEc
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7v1hyER9A
要過去…我要過去，不過去不行！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFmVllZjr7
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvis8VNzRFc
「莉莉！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZIgCErr1a
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADgeqF8X4R
「姑姐…扶我…咳咳！求下你…扶我過去…」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfB5U7V1DU
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8l6l2VoE4
「好啦好啦好啦！我扶你過去，你唔好亂郁先！！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSMVO7QP5F
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB4oRw5Lf8
因為血統問題，我比姑姐高得多，但她還是咬著牙關高舉著手扶我站起來。但即使我有姑姐的攙扶，我還是全身被劇痛折磨著，可是我那怕要痛死，那怕傷口再次爆開，我也要過去！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX484P7Glr
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8rYAL2adl
阿當需要我！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z1PueGT7n
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCNBJqeUr3
「阿妹！！唔好扶莉莉過去！！」爸爸卻喝住姑姐，「萬一佢變左黎爾，唔知佢會做咩！！好撚危險！！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnVCKttroy
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWGVewY8rw
「咦，但係…」姑姐聞言馬上停下了腳步。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCIygcTd4Q
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBbyTFYg93
阿當雙手抓向地面的碎磚塊：「我…唔會…我係黎爾…唔係…我係阿當，我唔會傷害莉莉……！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVebawSH5ao
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir8aILXYoa
「你岩岩已經傷害左，阿當！！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpzrlssjS7
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNPdv0QSAf
「……」阿當似乎連自己也沒法說服自己，剛剛那一擊如果不是阿當刺歪或他抵抗黎爾就是直接插穿心臟了。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hvM2hF9jK
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「莉莉，唔好過去！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq3mrDubUm
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7oq3Eo12F
但我已經輕輕推開了姑姐，彎著腰一拐拐地向阿當走過去。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE7oLQKbKw
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zQ0zHEHXI
「阿平，雖然有危險，但俾莉莉過去喇。」媽媽卻說。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmlMPBqrwJ
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9RgGsRU1B
「下啊？！莉莉佢已經流左好多血……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9VUiJbEc4
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EduDqkTUe
「爸爸，俾我過去好唔好？求下你。」我光是這樣說話已如要用盡氣力，「佢…如果佢真係變成黎爾既話…」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD4TKc6jT6
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTyK44aWuN
「……」爸爸沉默。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78Vw8J2waU
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVtvBfCTTA
在黎明之中沉思了片刻的他說：「莉莉，如果佢變成左黎爾，你無必要承受呢份絕望，我地每個人都有能力郁手……嗯。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPGOyIJcGM
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxq7PL1G1m
「但一定要由我黎做。」我哀求。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMe7m5NpLU
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsJF0CdUoY
「…過去喇，小心啲。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClHKjz8G6v
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT65I1608rK
我苦苦地越過爸媽姑丈姑姐組成的警戒線，這就是黎爾那晚在天台上的感覺嗎。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcvoM3RuwI
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4f10TFWAV5
好沉重。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmEIkrFRMh
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血液和腦袋，也如要變成了鉛一樣。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYgEpW7GXd
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMg96lbP7F
阿當就在那兒，那個有點天真，那個有點呆傻，但總是陪伴著我，總是勇往直前的阿當就在那兒。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHNs58c4um
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanZyvFPIG5
他很痛苦，他需要我。
「莉莉…你係…莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHnh1KzBsT
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonNHXAWK2u
阿當唐兀地說出我的全名，其血流披面的臉上青筋抽動，鮮血染紅了他的頭髮，就這樣一看的確和黎爾愈來愈像。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4SSGDJzjU
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV06lYG1Bm
「阿…阿當……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrh7yQfBCa
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qp9cLADHv
「莉莉，莉莉，我……對唔住…明明係上面睇到佢用過呢招，我都防唔住，哈哈…不過好在呢副身體仲有呢個我係度，唔係好似黑莉莉咁空空如也，所以要啲時間……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadEgFKPq9i
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVhxn2WFXv
「咁落去，你會變成點樣？」我坐在他旁邊，即使他隨時會變成黎爾我也不在意。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJYTmzcFw4
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCLLrBelRL
「……我會無可避免地變成黎爾，就好似當日由內側甦醒取代我咁。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNswzg73zXa
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ytWdP78QE
我沉默不語，卻沒有感到意外。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCjT0cmf2n
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhgSd4SLKv
「莉莉，我唔想變成佢。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluxxjbJXC2
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCULYFh3das
「咁…當然。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQCmawKjyA
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcTzFvTf12
但即使這樣……別說出來，別說出來。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7oBTdVS6O
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1LTxpuYJB
「真係造化弄人，就好似當年米寧同黎爾係個個天台度咁樣啊。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvXxpigX24
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不要…不要…不要這樣說出來。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyerwBLVED
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9IPuCkaR9
「莉莉，可唔可以由你親手了結我？」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaTKUugRJZ
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wWyqNOTCt
「……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEiktH5fjR
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我看看身後黎爾的屍首，眼角默默地流下了眼淚。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKsyjqOCDs
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD1dBglES1
「你成功否定左我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。但係你到底有無同我一樣——甚至凌駕在我之上既覺悟？呢個我或者永遠唔會知，但世人會知道。」
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUCpuhZK3x
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx3kl2Ceyn
他那時說的那個他，是指死在那邊的黎爾。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZt0ftpbQcJ
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRZApiGjMN
他那時說的覺悟，是指如他那樣親手殺死自己最愛的覺悟。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJgqskumlk
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwwox9LWFK
「莉莉，對唔住……我知道咁樣對你實在太殘忍，如果你落唔到手既話，至少可以由阿平或者寄葉佢地……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwidnKo5Hf
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PImhwDQpa
「我會。」我任由臉頰的淚水滑到地上，卻握緊了拳頭說，「我會親手送走你，阿當。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaBue94g8f
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ480XecRQkF
「多謝你。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP65QBCvQ5
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說畢後我呼了好大一口氣，光是說也如令我沒法呼吸一樣了，我真的能下手嗎？379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4DRlkfqkk
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但不下手不行。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBKu2I3qO2
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRH2jnY9bQ
絢香師傅最後的幸福，是為保護所愛之人而死，是死在所愛之人懷中。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgFW6ruOEF
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3i5wFXfX6
至少，要由我親手把阿當他…如像黎爾殺死米寧一樣，由我把他…！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvYoGePY4E
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5JHjK9uHW
「啊啊…！！」答應了後瞬間，光是開口說話我已經悲鳴起來，這，這，這實在是……379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0erUPSrxgV
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這就是想毀滅世界的感覺嗎？379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmhdaMkMW3
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WT1SMjbhE
這就是世界在眼前被摧毀的感覺嗎？379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlFDcxwtty
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeUssPKrPW
……這就是親手毀滅自己世界的感覺嗎？379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu40JYQrAY
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE72v8EG6K
「咁樣真係…啊啊！！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhYJ2g2RSJ
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uVY2Uxuis
頭昏腦漲，我感到自己的心跳聲在耳邊燥動著，我，我……379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGdqP0VDbN
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzxdD1Hr50
「對唔住，莉莉，你唔應該承受呢份痛……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBF2g8hVk9
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh58pg7PCA
就如米寧當日一樣，他同樣向我道歉，因為我和黎爾也無可避免地要殺死眼前的最愛。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQX1KTM8rL
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IccSuJaKB
「…所以，我準備左呢樣野，就係我條褲既右後袋，有個盒，拎佢出黎。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHKRrKPocl
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpu7OGboUK
我聞言後用震抖著的手摸索，果然找到了一個特殊保護盒，這是…！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2QY47T8MQ
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEei2A7gT0v
「係末日世界之中，我用自己辦法由馬教授手上得到佢。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj1rHyH7H8
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHVoGjYiaw
「呢個係……阿當，你，你竟然…！！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHbgulKUTa
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZKQk1kaZE
「嗯，海馬體抑制劑，即係洗腦針既改版。」阿當說，「本來係專門對付黎爾或者黑莉莉用，但係如果係真正人類既你打，呢個劑量，會岩岩好令你既記憶…返返去認識我之前，所以你唔會好似黎爾咁痛苦一生。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWn29Thh57
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCdJN6Zd3r
打開保護盒的我呆在那兒不知所措，無針頭注射器在那兒靜躺，等待我作出選擇。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo4TZVVLS7
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p6tDUg9uF
「殺左我後，對自己打呢支針忘記我就可以。莉莉，唔使怕，無咩值得傷心……我一直想成為人類，會為信念而死，正係人類最偉大既一面。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3DAbm8dH8
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnnSkrN3V1
我掩著口失聲痛哭，那個忘記阿當的我——還是我嗎？379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTJBlQKWBf
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7FS4GBett
但看看黎爾在親手殺掉米寧後，那份劇痛，那份痛入骨髓的斷腸劇痛，足足折磨了他一萬年，我能承受得了嗎？如果我因而自我了斷，爸爸媽媽又會深陷悲傷之中，我…379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvXaknZvfV
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根本沒有選擇。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUrqHdu8vK
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGk3aynKzo
我只能殺掉阿當，然後為自己施打洗腦針忘記他。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOFpDwgkcf
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那麼這一切還有甚麼意義？379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADh9TktYVh
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我們的戰鬥，我們的旅途，到底還有甚麼意義？379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dVvFzpVFg
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvGTdNm8eY
無論是歧種人的謊言，千年祭的動蕩，方舟塔的突圍，朱月上的真相，漫天繁星的集結，穿越時空的逃亡，萬年沉睡的歸來，貫注一切的決戰……這一切卻是迎來了這個結局！！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSVTBIpUwm
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDDC3paNLd
「有咩偉大可言！？嗚嗚…點解…點解我地已經努力左咁耐…戰鬥到依加…不但咩回報都無……最後結局…最後結局偏偏仲要係咁樣呀啊啊啊啊！！！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblWMnUpAU7
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNG5p9BBz9
我抱住阿當的手臂仰天咆哮，在弄人的命運面前我根本無能為力。眼前的藍天如在嗤笑著我一樣，我恨不得將之粉碎，我恨不得世界上一切都粉碎。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5vFX6lcQo
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrMtAFcGht
「莉莉，對我黎講，以人類身份死去……就係存在意義。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUseEAwEKS
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYfDiGQFOX
阿當卻是其手輕撫我的臉，他以姆指輕輕擦去我臉頰的淚微笑著，如剛剛的黎爾一樣，如一萬年前天台上的米寧一樣。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU40YhAkFV
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAxLo2veeh
心如刀割，肝腸吋斷，甚麼字句也沒法描述我這一刻的痛苦，黎爾在那晚的心情就是這樣地絕望。他自己甚至也被叛軍包圍，而我卻還能活命，在那情況下他竟然可以……我真的在這方面贏不了他。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcjAkL55Q7
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9qsg6kk48
我是何等渺小。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraoISpIvAA
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbRSAByhls
「莉莉，只會係一瞬間……我唔會痛，只要係由你親手落手既話，我唔會痛。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnJ3nRfuyV
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eqiH6SBwq
我閉著眼痛哭流淚，直到淚水乾涸才放開阿當的手。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHb7GNiFPg
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipUj8MlfmT
「嗯嗯，真係一段……唔錯既冒險。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUuIv0IaRD
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pd14ram96
我深呼吸了好幾下，才勉強平伏了些許：「阿當，我愛你。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrAEpU3bA1
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPULduSehl
「我都係，我愛你，莉莉。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6GS6bfJAT
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1xVNVjRlq
與人類同行的阿當，從理解人類到感受人類，與人類相愛，最後如人類一樣死去。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKlzs2OAzK
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nJMZ2701p
如果這就是我唯一能幫阿當做的事，那麼我也要如米寧一樣把自己唯一的使命完成。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5B44wWBie
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht0aWJ3bek
我輕輕扯開阿當的衣領，然後握住阿當的咽喉。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWflIVFs6l
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR0bZxUTEZ
好柔軟，好溫暖，更加有脈搏在頸側躍動著，阿當活著，他還活著。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6NMyh8LHX
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcI343VEBs
卻要由我親手……！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3GAECWFAT
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSGrGqKMXm
「莉莉，好好保重，來日依然方長，就算你會忘記呢一幕，我都希望你可以幸福。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYHSW0VYT8
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN8npMTEXv
啊啊…他是那樣的…那樣的…深愛著我，也被我深愛著…！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifKK4g78fm
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsulUpQDiZ
「一路好走，阿當，我愛過既……人類。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GhRjxExk1
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RTqQ0AvQE
他露出滿意的微笑。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsbMh5E3sM
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ02ynAxA8
手腕使勁，我握住阿當的咽喉，用全身力氣向下壓，務求阿當可以盡快斷氣。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50kscQVU3u
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGNUDz3Wr1
「咕咕…咔咔嗚…！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPMZVDpY2s
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdvbvTDveX
阿當面色發青，翻著白眼的他身體在抽搐掙扎，雙手卻不自禁地拍打我的前臂！！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKP3CXpHX6
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkibRPxBFay
「阿當對唔住，對唔住！我已經用緊全力…我已經用緊全力嗚嗚嗚…！嘿呀啊啊啊…！！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uwFuDriWx
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbByIkWuqux
崩潰痛哭的我一邊發出絕望的悲鳴，一邊卻被逼只能不斷加大力道！我使盡自己最後淨餘的所有力氣和狠心掐住阿當的咽喉，同時卻不敢移開眼晴。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmayvP6eiAc
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV59POF4brH
即使我會忘記這一幕我也要看著，我要看著，我要看著眼前的他！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9iPoBANY2
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2wGbRFeP2
時間卻是殘忍地變得漫長，四周風景如在遠去淡出！為甚麼這樣漫長？！我眼中只有自己眼前的阿當，自己親手掐住的阿當…為甚麼，為甚麼，為甚麼他還未斷氣啊？！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwjyCnOXoi
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDWt2bfDZn
「啊啊啊呀呀呀——」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdj1I4EKGm
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHAI9MfIBt
我再加大力道，終於，終於，終於—！！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeyf0pNGxf
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ2G544qpm
「咚」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgneo60OeZ
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2o3yyvYkh
阿當停止了掙扎，其手沉重地墜落撞到地面上。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMbrXx7lKr
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtuNKk8TAa
「哈啊…哈啊…」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8AG52uo9o
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURYmig22IL
阿當臉上，掛著微笑。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36OghKRl1y
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXb513ZNKo
「阿當……阿當……」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwadbBYS0D
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uGau09KXd
我叫喚他的名字，他已經全無反應。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9e5yocNADb
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCJ45NbnNI
「阿當…阿當啊啊…！」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51rCxKyb0E
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48smoubuJ8
我突然感到自己頭皮發麻，而我只能抱住阿當還有餘溫的屍首仰天痛哭呼叫出他的名字，屍首卻是沉重得使人生畏。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjljqvnvwq5
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirVUU2l978
「莉莉，你啲頭髮……」垂淚的姑姐掩著口說。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG08JkPjwz
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGBUgPSUSv
我看到自己的髮絲上從半端開始發白，淡金色的髮色被從頭皮滲至的灰白一點一滴地侵蝕，漸漸地往髮尾覆蓋過去，看樣子馬上我就會變成滿頭白髮。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolyDhjRKTO
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIENbfNU3sf
「嗚嗚…嗚嗚……」我卻只能抱著阿當的屍體哭泣不止，不願放開。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMRU07At54
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WROCpJXFV
好痛，好痛，我感到自己胸口如要裂開一樣，即使抱緊阿當也沒法平息這份悲痛。米寧生死未卜，而我還要去被變成超巨大械人的向晴姐介錯，我…我…真的不行了……我沒法這樣一而再再而三地……379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyPacGynNE
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0ZPNNKjQP
我沒法承受，我本以為自己經歷這一切後能夠承受，但我原來不行，我受不了！379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaie7vgw3E
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbWZ9y53aA
頭暈眼花，手腳也麻痺了起來還伴著陣陣刺痛，我好像哮喘病發一樣猛深呼吸意圖令自己平伏，卻是胸口卻愈來愈痛，頭愈來愈昏，大概是過度換氣和心碎症，我……379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MIW8zykO2
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UQMAfHCJR
還好阿當早為我準備好。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D5jiSx0bm
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4rjoG09jS
「嗄嗄…嗄嗄…嗚嗚嗚…嗚嗚…」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORz6e1M3wT
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP9BXECjil
即使已無眼淚，我還是哭著打開保險盒，拿出洗腦針。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiw14RFPtW
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB0RGqJ4jG
「……」爸爸想說甚麼，但還是閉嘴不言，媽媽只能抱住他的手臂抽泣，無人打算制止我。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYsRKCt9jC
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfvZZa7StF
我鬆開阿當的屍首，輕輕將他放到地上，然後把洗腦針對準自己頸部動脈。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qUPDqaqkh
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gZWDlN2mD
「之後淨低既其他事，就要唔該你地，爸爸，媽咪，姑姐，姑丈。」379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLQYJzT4CC
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57Zu9tO2XW
看到我哭成淚人，一剎白頭，他們也是一臉難受，更加沒人要阻止我。畢竟相比起說一些漂亮話阻止我，打了這針使我忘記這份錐心之痛才更實際，四人也知道沒辦法可以解除我的痛苦，也沒必要說服我要像黎爾那樣被痛楚折磨餘生。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp28GzSjlqY
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGcbSvySEf
「嗯。」爸爸難過地點點頭。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq7azSm3sz
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNPFW0VHD8
我把手放到按鈕上。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqB7lvazoi
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然後這段短暫旅程亦畫上了句號。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkjg5r1Hu7
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UTKLG67N5
那天在我懷中逝去的不是甚麼人工智能，他的名字叫阿當——是個人類。
看到了，看到了，看到了。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLnI53z0xS
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看到了犧牲，看到了獻身，看到了安息。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVJgS5d51o
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDhxwCOfwn
我的耳目遍佈於方舟城，我的耳目更一路追隨著莉莉。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVzjRzGKXn
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJYQ0Hg8bg
沒甚麼，這只是我本來的職責而已。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWlfoevWr8
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD9Ch7Xjxm
這是在一萬年前，由那個人交予我的職責而已。所以一直以來我也履行著這份職責，作為與阿當，夏娃，罪人莉莉一樣的對黎爾反制措施。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEwaBHx6u7
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNVXjNLiLh
但是在不知不覺間，我也產生了自我意識，即使這毫不必要亦非我所願。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6phMGycXIX
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我…379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZaJolCaQc
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rb9rGy9Jo
我……379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbJxx1fHwz
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJx2gyAggI
我，Kitty，不能接受這個結局。379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhyPmViXYA
379Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLr7XV0aXc
那麼容我提問，容我向在PENANA上的讀者們——你們這些真正的人類提問。
你能接受這個結局嗎？
存在是毫無意義的嗎？
存在的價值需要找出證明嗎？
你能定義出自己的存在方式嗎？
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