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一九九三年，他六歲。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49ddf8Xqwq
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCePawYcH2N
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3KPmjzwVI
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4pYQG2Hrw
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看不見，聽得到。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn43KaM8kol
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尖叫，呼救。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaApZ4oKPP2
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心跳，鼻息。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ3KtFncpA
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人，車。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVcmKh9puv
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電車。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi04c6TmHQr
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叮叮——叮叮——310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWksvRyQm4M
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsNaoXGRZH
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNFQHuWaQO
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe7bU0m0Jh
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刻骨銘心。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87iHyeSGe1
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叮叮——叮叮——310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dsDTagQCh
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看得見，聽不到。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY07QQhA8j
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzjaUvOOck
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHV7agpaqBl
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan3Jfto0XM
聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGhSxWX58E
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l40OVZwSA
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9HjWfnxah
絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XRbynP48m
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmYMjwvAzk
憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYutq4BVI6
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqrz01SK7F
罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH34dOS5Sf5
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLgePL0OgO
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEBh5D6fFi
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFdHxUmQHQ
爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UHyFSNkdZ
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叮叮——叮叮——310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhuDYWN0nG
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叮……310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHACUWKRExR
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZamGeaxVkk
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7VIHWXvI4
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v2efKL5i7
時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGu5Rt3DG5e
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wyi68Mgds
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiuTTnKzA5
二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGoZMmueob
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTcr6lk17y
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAtimelQio
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUZW7d5cgr
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NdFedtZh1
周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0npYNeGP2z
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Cg7zNhwMn
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhHtdPanAF
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叮叮——叮叮——310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9umv6gjvcW
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震驚。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfQxFszwM6
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pYNnQ1Ge5
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叮叮——叮叮——310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QtFsFq747
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmXjw7Z7u0
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeZI7ayj69
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HsdF0NKt9
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他不想再追。很累……310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWPWHROroE
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叮叮——叮叮——310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WfMNxrbym
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc70Wiz2yS
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1wfHByONv
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAdW4RH4SK
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8ypLKDDr4
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE2j2zCvmt
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHcdRyb0Nb
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZgzJRvTCr
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他接受不了。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATrAdR4PKV
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叮叮——叮叮——310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6dsNhAfI9
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ79yBefn7
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綠手開始氣化。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05JGuwgPJL
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInZh05PnHm
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMteiojQhq
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83uzHUfaEc
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叮叮——叮叮——310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0uMltcn8s
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGpHP2r3id
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緣盡。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao5z0WpiPI
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無謂執著。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UAGUvW9Kz
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忽爾澄明。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWUMb3H3Yg
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUi9FVduqo
310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYVYFcbvnS
他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqLp68y0pO
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排隊，付款，上車。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGYXwZoVdR
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如同其他乘客。310Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS01UnLfSKK
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
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