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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJdOqEUFcm
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S09GVHUPJ
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGQjsQ4ssZ
到了下個路口205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEojg1DqCq
看見我一動也不動的站在原地205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8jhfKEmXU
走近才發現 我看到的景象，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6OFTySJKG
那正是我暗戀的學長205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBWbSfPNWy
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoezmVMoG6P
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泰亨大步地走向我，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERERTrkpXN
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOFBOu4TSH
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKaFLybRHD
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9mOXdKT2C
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunWWPOV2Vc
我將他的手慢慢移開205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYVU8eiarE
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zevkHbGnA
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXATPZnjxJp
逞強地假裝好像沒事，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE2Q3Jtc1x
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFBRbYOkbc
已經出賣了我...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs6ZTJ4Kx9
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我們站在冰櫃前，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuItMRHw5Y
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6vOPyrE8j
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RHnjZU2wD
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjRrTQmDNA
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddT01Ca8t8
忽然學長從門那走了進來，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeCU0COXg3
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpzFKpEGFS
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RvrAmhOyj
「學長好。」我說，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc8bLsVrNr
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYyUeSJMz3
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「共36塊。」店員說，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjCTQoQhfW
我打開錢包，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyzRARddhO
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp01edTwsd
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYH7DiuHlN
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62Q2mzpPA6
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMutL0jrpWQ
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD50pv7MeaR
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmY2m5NTgL
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQHvZDBtzs
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGweiYzD5T
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGaWbMgw06
他也跟著看著前方205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16CEy5s2nM
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當再次轉過來時205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkQGPRGkNH
我的眼淚已直直地落下，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpikAPL9NpA
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF8N8IXHQ5
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02zzAuv4nw
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pn0BHCYhz
感覺平時不太會安慰人...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3ETmA151J
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突然我拿起手機給他看205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPYXKplbcc
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRyOP6bGav
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB16QvZQSqn
我又哭得更大聲了......205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnInbaIQY1i
看到我哭到不能自己，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZoda7FFsp
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYzfXzUpSD
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM99hpejzB
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN36237yafy
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnROhyCIWl8
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6ctruBcmd
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRyGRuAwT9
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU2Jd2pJ6O
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2YVpjxPzG
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdweZz5Rww
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjacu8SOjm
「我們都沒做錯什麼」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyqgd9vv7I
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEY9L1O5sX
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5FNWzVMbz
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRPWFNZ71d
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泰亨聽著我所說的，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eC99fqdVa
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvUPoBLvd4
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZQOlv9HnE
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUgr2NwEHJ
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLsUhlw5kl
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fKUP2KkAC
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNgwlj5Tra
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1NogwxkX3
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBiA3PSK7Y
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmEui1yWbX
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHn1VwVA2uw
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeOJE3wR9l
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAIJqhy3VE
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqxVM0OUAf
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrqUP1EWZu
「要不要我送你？」，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNrMi1JLx4
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLFJiR9646
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOwxdC4iRW
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfRl6A4qFC
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4qUHUAAQk
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回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb78l0J5zrw
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ113t0R1djL
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4Gevp8kIo
他們倆不解地看向房那，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGNTKKRyAJ
二哥的房門 微微開了...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY7LfjXUBt
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oqCiBA2KU
哭累了就睡著了，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nLCbLH9nz
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlKImdrfyB
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkYpi7CMln
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yQnc924mx
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w5g9sGVp6
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIjmVMHu2g
長大後 看不見黑影了，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5aSdmvud8
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiBCcpmusf
因為一直不知道是誰給的，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDl773gIBb
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdRLjInTes
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隨著年紀增長205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV6owRIDAu
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWWBiluzLu
假裝著自己沒事，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaJxv3JZDK
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjl5qEa3Xv
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZVPwpkkw1
看著手中的棒棒糖，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpBMOBuZVl
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS7U2zC4Qr
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOJFpEweXi
就會看見他們在那放閃，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t60uKkAxy
對沒錯 是社對。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGcKItdI2n
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVPKZ8LKxK
假裝著自己毫不在意，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgz6iEDJR9
其實心裡破了一個洞...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9gpXTwK4F
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSkr7U02jm
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlqQznO7oV
「哥，我想作曲」。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wb3sR9fEO
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MlARNLtaJ
我點進去聽了，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0VrCX2VvZ
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvlVVXjajk
閉上眼 靜靜地聽205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6juewXGBb
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuq77T8htT
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xGppsb7Km
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusSuDciHc6
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEttGX6gF7I
主詞人說道，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAh4s7k6IQU
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBWriSt37S
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik6gKjQSp4
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5Bn2uzByC
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5uByOaWhf
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「另一個人呢？」主持人問，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMyYC5kPI6
「我自己跳」我說，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoSimSMBtS
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4cXt7ZvGt
一個人也能做得很好...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVfRm9K65Y
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音樂即將播下，205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPeGa05pZ6
我看著會場中央的大門205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eCTLPa7Ij
有一絲光線射入......205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVxvXOk5Jg
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-待續...205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpO8wWcJLM
