x
「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvd1JDAwwoK
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcDTCfK7gk
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs62ITLi2U3
到了下個路口257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4u6cAgMUF
看見我一動也不動的站在原地257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHij7Tj89Y
走近才發現 我看到的景象，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sVyGXIbEG
那正是我暗戀的學長257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFdO1oywzU
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Yvr0VsQ9e
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8dfVMStAl
泰亨大步地走向我，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWK8LeLZHbP
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4gknoGHle
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA6GLkdJbZ
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq17dl3lJ4E
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3wNgMkdGq
我將他的手慢慢移開257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrmRubAaOz
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7xEfL2si0
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscXk2StwvM
逞強地假裝好像沒事，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yga62S9dU
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvkLDN3VYi
已經出賣了我...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMSGGZGOZu
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmcRyqFWgD
我們站在冰櫃前，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1hIgQyUns
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfWauPHavd
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjV2tvCjre
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ360owMUF5V
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVOdhyw9Y8
忽然學長從門那走了進來，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq03wNFqUa
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfI9dwLJjdA
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPFi57qk35
「學長好。」我說，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3Cq92aHBu
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmolojSSBq
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BHDmv9q12
「共36塊。」店員說，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMqm5oHdpN
我打開錢包，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoDQx4OhDl
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlTqUMcPen
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMcTA9yrjG
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTNWUZVyjn
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4NtOmDCiQ
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8h74oL12o
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqRuETMooc
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXp53JqKXn
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAPNBGMYA6
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T7XNqqb3K
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj9Bz7iNZa
他也跟著看著前方257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6uQ9cLuq8
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgXbpjLoS8
當再次轉過來時257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkttTVlBSg
我的眼淚已直直地落下，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq7XFccWvh
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw7uq2V09o
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KUwIaahOP
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7YXb73hKh
感覺平時不太會安慰人...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U8OdrsAgs
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk9mGVTYBO
突然我拿起手機給他看257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAJQqMbrTe
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFMVV34KXX
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHncxUWRdXC
我又哭得更大聲了......257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK3pQtAh51
看到我哭到不能自己，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFklzgYIu6
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbX9QpEOPe
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4gTYcCIs6
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49a1b5WRM2
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XSNqRjpf4
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKCm9PENeR
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXQnmefz2q
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uMAUxN487
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs2d9oP8HA
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXH2qSQsnV
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo4pKqs0bZ
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2V1P1fWWc
「我們都沒做錯什麼」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG8Hs3ddHr
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tjJSaxUiG
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4UEtc73G8
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk4dIgAEaA
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgyS9yoFP4
泰亨聽著我所說的，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3gwcWNVZG
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIbkg340ni
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWo72edItm
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pRxd2VwfP
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjmGG4QT2S
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYWhIs4H0J
我又再次哭紅了雙眼257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDsnfeTBhS
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JiSG5Mqg0
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5dFSJ8QGJ
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6j2u4XrjXn
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z0iasedvo
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK0tEsbmbP
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxeJIxGml3
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF2OsgQhQ9
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZkTP42l7X
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnELGErdAl6
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyyhTs2ZSQ
「要不要我送你？」，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMwIabXSpP
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3RVK85mkY
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LQSkyvWwD
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIeHOmMcxl
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiWsmwH8Ua
- - ->257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEyaiAzxkq
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovEn44m1Wp
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjBJgCS2ZU
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl18UNsNpM
他們倆不解地看向房那，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERDQrw8Amn
二哥的房門 微微開了...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSEc5djdPN
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxVBVrxekk
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9SWElajt6
哭累了就睡著了，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupCOfVkPi4
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsaYtsEqQZ
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhfsFAggT3
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxY4sdgCla
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr21vC8SwIi
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGB8vdJP0m
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzAZOW5x7a
長大後 看不見黑影了，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80uZoa4Zyo
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNC13xvIgI
因為一直不知道是誰給的，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFEL2RMMm8
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqJnmjSCLD
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCixYJ4Y0NO
隨著年紀增長257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuLB3pMulA
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDUHLXDDQ2
假裝著自己沒事，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfN4n4ekaz
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2ZqLIt91H
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjBjbBAUBa
看著手中的棒棒糖，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiRl7gGQAc
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNztULmteRe
- - ->257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KSAswU3La
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkuOpIxiSn
就會看見他們在那放閃，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh6MGEjCat
對沒錯 是社對。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIKJp1Yq7V
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K25EyL5Ix
假裝著自己毫不在意，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj391ncegXo
其實心裡破了一個洞...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzD3V6zak8
- - ->257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoLgJQFBQ3
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKbvG5h44Y
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviAjuNStmr
「哥，我想作曲」。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U8pNmHS6P
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWHyCBmebj
我點進去聽了，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ8uP4ZvP5
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSho11ugAjh
閉上眼 靜靜地聽257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf39aOodJAO
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Vbuvkd6HH
- - ->257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDgr6L0Yk7
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWcEMU2oHz
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CVzVU72l2
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Zt5B6wLCk
主詞人說道，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3OASTUCzO
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h47EkxNry
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGENtkfG0oW
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyYXSwdjAM
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKHHzi1zOk
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJXmDBLuhE
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINOGrEoo5e
「我自己跳」我說，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUejpUpixT9
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm75F1m7Qg
一個人也能做得很好...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDf8c5fkmY
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlAFATtlLt
音樂即將播下，257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nRM3sTBmq
我看著會場中央的大門257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T3BC5Fxic
有一絲光線射入......257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7SVRpyT1u
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOCg4VkmmP
-257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKWnZNMzKc
-待續...257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaqePqfxqB
