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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTi9Ohpuk4p
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEkeUBEqFd
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uL2kFuktq
到了下個路口258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkENU2TTtn
看見我一動也不動的站在原地258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkau0eIOqPT
走近才發現 我看到的景象，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGagyasPaVo
那正是我暗戀的學長258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qrg8NZVhj
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2i1DRkeVmH
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泰亨大步地走向我，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjaNJyGfzc
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U6bYaNYwb
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1aTM40TUi
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7qCsmiriI
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy13iq6wBto
我將他的手慢慢移開258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sfvfLVdwJ
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UVxPTt8JA
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcapBqt5exg
逞強地假裝好像沒事，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k6dSfvwSI
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6N5blRKeY
已經出賣了我...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnws6ULuKb
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我們站在冰櫃前，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TnsNfsgky
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYQemIe3Ns
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7dWVbcHCH
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwGIXoaJ0S
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkuP1EDGIp
忽然學長從門那走了進來，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMPFoYCya4
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOlHB7iTrG
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb39ODBkpYj
「學長好。」我說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8qNbUv3Vv
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmKhlYYLcB
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「共36塊。」店員說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof9I0TQdgV
我打開錢包，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsBhj43ZtA
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vbKTOEWHs
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uTjcmK38l
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiah1rzPbAa
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JaKbyVlhV
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv5n2Jqg5Z
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXnyOPv332
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKs5nJYy7g
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlk1JZJGE3
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IIobWTlF6
他也跟著看著前方258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaFt2jAGuR
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當再次轉過來時258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW0XUaEvGd
我的眼淚已直直地落下，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6on86ex3Mn
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9N3iBshbs
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgNcA77iH0
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlux5nZm35W
感覺平時不太會安慰人...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3AmJ9i7tI
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突然我拿起手機給他看258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0atNw5WAca
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGcCwjns5q
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZH1OFduzKj
我又哭得更大聲了......258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZCFdhS8RH
看到我哭到不能自己，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlPdFzcRoh
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXqlS8rcpV
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCp4zQsCDm
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbdEdIChsh
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpbl1RoTvj
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiYEFzJK26
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU1NhERv0W
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3fRkxXfJD
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPauUxxjIt
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuxFNd3GXR
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyYFapHwST
「我們都沒做錯什麼」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n0KUXXx7W
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkurZAGLDp
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCSOAXUsGt
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4d5DW1wTi
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泰亨聽著我所說的，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5BPazZR8V
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCuHoIToko
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG9bEe9gUl
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCKfYtPldT
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVH9FvBJlX
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlkK0junZ6
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLw8zLO1YV
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx0bjflB61
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWW2TByt3w
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwma54fJHgz
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpxXrNzvG8
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDse40DS40
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7EVdqSEFB
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ333awKCNru
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsP5dY45JY
「要不要我送你？」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyADL0c3Pt
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuq3TtUL4l
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMSCHmYmUq
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfxxfO71Rt
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21G6kGkXGo
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回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD451fuMw5w
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMuXfKs2lI
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiuLPEm4mc
他們倆不解地看向房那，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO55tvXCle6
二哥的房門 微微開了...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQVPzqwZJu
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRFB0LSfPr
哭累了就睡著了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2qDcmYSMs
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZTnTEfYtk
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT52RFcpSfq
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZyGSaw3DL
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy8iZtJwAa
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl8Tcv9l9J
長大後 看不見黑影了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM8ALhQqYW
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vpx2a1uFH
因為一直不知道是誰給的，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKeiMcRxM0
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos69GpX973
-258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0rcEHKpU4
隨著年紀增長258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxlbg7c3rr
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2GXvjkxXK
假裝著自己沒事，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlo0RETX4Z
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipzFc2x0KA
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjislF9qtA
看著手中的棒棒糖，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vFtoDCa4H
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfveKg09pv
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm84nokzUQ
就會看見他們在那放閃，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPaJfwtvCI
對沒錯 是社對。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudqruv4GY3
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlVv6FizoA
假裝著自己毫不在意，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm9DgeQ9tY
其實心裡破了一個洞...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3KIJV2T3b
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbpQnjqYMy
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC5KxkjJdw
「哥，我想作曲」。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH0U32cOmw
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj9rusLKmw
我點進去聽了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYudjX1GUP
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtovU89wHPV
閉上眼 靜靜地聽258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrQ8xdkNCH
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrslUhlPY3U
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMogXC4PPJ
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoowLbHT2i
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aGVi4DKCk
主詞人說道，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlNj2Jy9DY
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0x3znOJQ0
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwah2ysTvfT
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoqga572EY
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpO1L7OHkg
-258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KmC69ux0f
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ555CRDrJ3P
「我自己跳」我說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQydzX0OzWq
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR81966j9H
一個人也能做得很好...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQTF2cFbC2
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音樂即將播下，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQG4bF8UwxU
我看著會場中央的大門258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WJpwvVzRB
有一絲光線射入......258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRxu4HXNdr
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-待續...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOudFsER0fz
