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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2MqS4AiYK
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq0CtvrOUA
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq0lgiG4pI
到了下個路口255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCOTLVeIG3
看見我一動也不動的站在原地255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0A2uypibV
走近才發現 我看到的景象，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SDF8neaPo
那正是我暗戀的學長255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LgOrAJfAD
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVUwOOAGfZ
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泰亨大步地走向我，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzaoJNWGwa
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7T32N6BML
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhOmr0X5Q9
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqsHtyB8F0
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp6yzHjrRc
我將他的手慢慢移開255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GZYuy92bf
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31iOj3v3ep
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DCQMZJL9j
逞強地假裝好像沒事，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iHpfdq2cP
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgU5dj8RIG
已經出賣了我...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLPjaK2VQp
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我們站在冰櫃前，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz24BI5Wjw
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJmA2fxUOE
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNU9aMwNUo
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUwbmdj1dQ
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPiz3WzIZT
忽然學長從門那走了進來，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS54ykAPXg
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgImltcriM
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPZBdKrkn1
「學長好。」我說，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv5QoB7iSX
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFc1pGf8vI
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「共36塊。」店員說，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77ufqqR3v5
我打開錢包，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w5ogdUl9g
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdwztyX8AA
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IzqM8kYap
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSwrwPwpgs
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvY1kEesBu
-255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDQtBB7W5j
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3hzJrRBQN
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKKPZJjgs6
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUbRzAjzu0
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPcdBvDuav
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtyck6t9CO
他也跟著看著前方255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENs9EgzsPL
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當再次轉過來時255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xYSTJAfXr
我的眼淚已直直地落下，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0WJDENzlA
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L9dS7rZgS
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkAShR6Ynb
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rA15YWlOX
感覺平時不太會安慰人...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSYUxWh455
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突然我拿起手機給他看255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR1E8o7IH2
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1l8GBMXNey
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlktod0T9d
我又哭得更大聲了......255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkTNdcFFUI
看到我哭到不能自己，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYVQxhImrO
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbb2tijMzw
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t9VXAJEaS
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fYbJIMznp
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2VXx17gFz
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTTSlr2N9b
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3ptXwOGjf
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3NW39uu5J
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPxLqJGBP3
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YveRvg7II
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE94t9zJPBq
「我們都沒做錯什麼」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfxI3uDxES
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VFleUgfrA
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz1MxHydiY
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOzTHiyiRd
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泰亨聽著我所說的，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLSpEHiTA8
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16vuovQ90w
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB1r7NllmY
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHmjUopyH0
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAd0HvaxPA
-255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvZ2nti0lJ
我又再次哭紅了雙眼255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ342is4it4c
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0PirHuoe1
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEHTYiSDQU
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZMpr28iPk
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiDGaoeqIn
-255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYClGvaYS4
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHoIOgUFus
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2f3itZwGR
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOHqvhVSe9
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWE5DCIuwe
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbzrREOLDW
「要不要我送你？」，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5ZdjhstgJ
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTKdh8XAZq
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdnxMba1Vi
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92aWcDdZXv
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8T0whc6ja
- - ->255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyyxUPKCvi
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwFwc491He
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdSRIFc0kB
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBD01SCxRix
他們倆不解地看向房那，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFwEYyZvDP
二哥的房門 微微開了...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7euRR2SkLc
-255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPmG3EUqvU
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wWsVnq39r
哭累了就睡著了，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9Mwtw4v02
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlhaXbADk6
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz1aAaYlmg
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ370Wj8Bfs2
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaVe6kuMjr
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MqcD7W72V
長大後 看不見黑影了，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoZbQlSyah
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD331ozSu0b
因為一直不知道是誰給的，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54EweUB8w1
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0pL3bQZVL
-255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFpqX680Xy
隨著年紀增長255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6VwegSoS5
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnPUMAGg5i
假裝著自己沒事，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5Nq2OH2UQ
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0IkGeRp4G
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MRrJtjCos
看著手中的棒棒糖，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfHl7zDVmf
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAggGxNzG7H
- - ->255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfrSAkAuGQ
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGmv00OIqJ
就會看見他們在那放閃，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhW1LBdHNk
對沒錯 是社對。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVlf1SoI0J
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHI5OSXt0y
假裝著自己毫不在意，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTcyqmsAZV
其實心裡破了一個洞...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpQ0RSkUQT
- - ->255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPklZxTyvNO
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrFSrpgVvL
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq94Dq4ftfu
「哥，我想作曲」。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ8HLDMbPi
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJQOxeoA7e
我點進去聽了，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISJmdCGmiF
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl0vNV0dZo
閉上眼 靜靜地聽255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1rKjHW1Uh
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg67w45AUFW
- - ->255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn48KO0apUb
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX38xCeoJN
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWXoag1JLT
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vAkgiuIoN
主詞人說道，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal3SQqjxA7
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1xZzREkI3
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv69ZbSB3P
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDeiXpEQ4P
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jq5ViOCYl
-255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzWhFAiERv
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0palkYgBQc
「我自己跳」我說，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXD4Cm0vyP
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRSo0rd2bz
一個人也能做得很好...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgcHE9Q1vB
-255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D3P7EAI6P
音樂即將播下，255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYtKO02cTY
我看著會場中央的大門255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNhVJN0liD
有一絲光線射入......255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRl99VU4QO
-255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS31wAqPGO
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-待續...255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXJyvb0i9D
