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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOqhOzeoqZ
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAIVNRvWAu
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy3ViQWXW9
到了下個路口209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRjdymTc6b
看見我一動也不動的站在原地209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9UgLE4LPI
走近才發現 我看到的景象，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOA2a1Epex
那正是我暗戀的學長209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxV6WczRi7
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGXvgQKdcw
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泰亨大步地走向我，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLr8aKuUYqn
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJUn0MCm9m
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpVFHiwH16
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik3y1FaFQZ
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ihgWdICqu
我將他的手慢慢移開209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6M1YyHnUid
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHoZsBN5tF
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPQaBRUQjR
逞強地假裝好像沒事，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST2tRIdXyl
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwTOTW1PAD
已經出賣了我...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw5rps233k
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我們站在冰櫃前，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYCQ6sHzXC
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0imVp87oqT
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKHSbVafaR
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BHWEpNmj0
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LJV5Rtyf6
忽然學長從門那走了進來，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXevqlBQNm0
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ND3KVcIXh
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WES02cYB4
「學長好。」我說，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt3Elx4ffP
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIec1a8FPQ
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「共36塊。」店員說，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1mYT2kZU7
我打開錢包，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IQa4bqhCo
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jPsjtIFdh
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXDdYowS33
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo444rUmIT
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgeXkLOpDJ
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF715T7wzy
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS97D717Qg1
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZqvbNUbgb
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ2Dt2TShT
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3HgdiOyXS
他也跟著看著前方209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmrwKoeYuE
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當再次轉過來時209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALPoVUsNz8
我的眼淚已直直地落下，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsURbhV5fF5
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ9yRGD7Ae
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a6lltCrwe
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb4pRmr2Xc
感覺平時不太會安慰人...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJPNpV9ZXN
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突然我拿起手機給他看209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz1liWot59
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrglEeEVzC
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yexeEsqQL
我又哭得更大聲了......209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH8Go8zTIb
看到我哭到不能自己，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy31uoNsxp
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOhUUIHGOz
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB4Tvk8G8S
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPsLMVirBt
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoxU1J2Lyk
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2beSSGaF9I
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykKxv3vbsK
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8nSSMC6Ha
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYVBxQy0SZ
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl2CyWsa1m
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2e8e5IQkq
「我們都沒做錯什麼」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFAQLbXltf
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHIMdUVmch
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6BeR8AgEr
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yBd97L8Jk
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泰亨聽著我所說的，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgqhnJ6Dot
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUiXLz0V4c
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnmrBXKmft
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYvQgTUFaI
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczEMqjVnwV
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq5LGZmbcb
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjErznPzBu
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAZy3mk45z
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0Kah6gPnM
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XwhiY1ke1
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMU17kZLsk
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvD5AsgCsC
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkAYokyPMb
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHd7cHIlAs
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiJNBgMsEI
「要不要我送你？」，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ulw2fHmcY
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3gcnbMjIx
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06p3w89dvU
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGAVz1zcpW
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D7SvsmGKV
- - ->209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RX2iNZWNm
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoofBKXtBPo
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6zogo8rrt
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSYdrcUvzh
他們倆不解地看向房那，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOjN7EPs1D
二哥的房門 微微開了...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtLI6BxnV8
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBNvSpLoXd
哭累了就睡著了，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9WCGCUMkI
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcmW3m7pE6
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbb4qbxwfK
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwkkB2BZvw
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2avehJQ15h
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMobqnADwev
長大後 看不見黑影了，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIArs2aumw
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKwo05tZMQ
因為一直不知道是誰給的，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzFxGCghsq
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHiDJwVOtC
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隨著年紀增長209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrqJ3qtdYX
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkBu7vHEBF
假裝著自己沒事，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXuSdYODzz
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLT6h0P4s0
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXAGe2q9lF
看著手中的棒棒糖，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuBqUE5wX4
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxbZtZnq0h
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDWqNI32IQ
就會看見他們在那放閃，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ehkTsyn4b
對沒錯 是社對。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8bchJdMJg
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5wnLmCkWk
假裝著自己毫不在意，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBunMMV8nBe
其實心裡破了一個洞...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYvcogJgM2
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xdjNVlA5o
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWZIE8z8ZM
「哥，我想作曲」。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKxxznC5XI
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIWT3FaXBs
我點進去聽了，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPX7NecFnx
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfojk60vbvI
閉上眼 靜靜地聽209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAfL1peaet
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD0ABYCNB9
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Da1TJHl8r
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssfmbBWn4I
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4taFu3I0H
主詞人說道，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9Na37bmxN
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUijmILo0ei
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31Ne2n5tBw
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF7xgv0fJt
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIIodRi05H
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「另一個人呢？」主持人問，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vIBE5tEMp
「我自己跳」我說，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8znGQA8Yt8
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybvSnKUKUd
一個人也能做得很好...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VnSk9VIhk
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音樂即將播下，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0nF9q0Lp7
我看著會場中央的大門209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzePWF1P9qy
有一絲光線射入......209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeCxkExQGg
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-待續...209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyQDrNvEwk
