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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsMK6bhjn7
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp8Fo810I3
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2x4QhIOsU
到了下個路口258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKF3ML8hdm
看見我一動也不動的站在原地258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhCx7W4Kwq
走近才發現 我看到的景象，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCh4yrFyRe
那正是我暗戀的學長258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLtS31Iilr
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJps0RXtFBd
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泰亨大步地走向我，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2yTXuVVrH
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1FVmebCAA
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3UJYuW7Mb
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SNlZMaile
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HQfahpiIO
我將他的手慢慢移開258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk7IJGOMdi
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0izs8QTMW
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGR4T0gfOV
逞強地假裝好像沒事，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oeBrGUY8G
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJycKxPe43
已經出賣了我...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRrEbLsKVa
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我們站在冰櫃前，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr5z3m9jA4
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHORrhcKi99
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eh40hInzz
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop1qIQdQqT
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPQ3etoZVa
忽然學長從門那走了進來，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhkb8309b7
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfiJ1rxwUc
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMSHdauOra
「學長好。」我說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8iV0Ko1H7
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zDn66O9VB
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「共36塊。」店員說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngqMlUA7FM
我打開錢包，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf8ZEjYVnD
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhOdMpw2Na
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYboeYbQBV
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFFjbN5fGM
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgu5CgAfRv
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePokwTS4X9
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4zHDGkJIZ
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6z4A3UQXg
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhEgFjqoDH
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8hbHzXnUa
他也跟著看著前方258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZMvUY4WLG
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當再次轉過來時258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu0x7H41AJ
我的眼淚已直直地落下，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfESWMt4M5D
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA6veB5TLs
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpodrJhZ4UO
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIfd3U34rp
感覺平時不太會安慰人...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbOfDc1mZ6
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突然我拿起手機給他看258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE9wA6ZDR6
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszOltia4df
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG5HDyCXs9
我又哭得更大聲了......258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLprYzhTlTQ
看到我哭到不能自己，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmXMSB6g8G
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAq8WHxOCXG
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFzgDeMSdv
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYczjfhoVGY
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoeHCx23kQ
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a4RB4Vik2
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqL0JgyWon
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAjsRctM0B
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfcKnF6XGs
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QZrtGZett
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNzML9hLAf
「我們都沒做錯什麼」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat6sh9m1xi
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytULq7Msr6
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnymjTqQdtm
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MAGDyNmXj
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泰亨聽著我所說的，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgctCiWB4jI
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH0hbwa7yG
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ0k9M4lLq
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURWkcYXD3P
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrsGSm0JnX
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdscumJCNGE
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbTsXHTpZe
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBrwzNqdGV
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lzLLhj8hP
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpP8VRA2QF
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FVo9CHoOc
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f6JcC3D2P
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkseHG7ojSk
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRv6c0NTFz
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJmyfzwEY4
「要不要我送你？」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5qojs0olq
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYJn6Xz2Pr
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fn0Wudpl3
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDA5YxXhZP
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzjFEsLqHv
- - ->258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcykvbg8kM
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInnVSLxboh
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfkXLrtkNC
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYx0O9LBG2
他們倆不解地看向房那，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTFUFOM2zL
二哥的房門 微微開了...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKys3kD3e7M
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlcacKOyqi
哭累了就睡著了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oemjJgMgC
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD8mxYPFPN
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53t5ED43Kc
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcce7tuNh3
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77jrRPZPAl
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeleZMGpGyT
長大後 看不見黑影了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL35OVtamE
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthZZY5BjNB
因為一直不知道是誰給的，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojtVNZYfxe
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsUn6Z2VH2
-258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCv0QECV8w
隨著年紀增長258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OPgqRDSFH
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIy2uqlAbG
假裝著自己沒事，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpDN4Xm7Xg
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf7did5c4K
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1eM1O1MfX
看著手中的棒棒糖，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xzYqisYDX
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwQTv2foAi
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvJtRjvTQj
就會看見他們在那放閃，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrymeMwsEGC
對沒錯 是社對。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmpf7CVSY6
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzBJdCo3QW
假裝著自己毫不在意，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPNKL97X9Q
其實心裡破了一個洞...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXN0sXx20H
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqammovuLW
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSOKxSl1Pf
「哥，我想作曲」。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNp4XAz7FR
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu05Lh1EqD2
我點進去聽了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoQ2jHoSI4
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoVhYRDit3
閉上眼 靜靜地聽258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41yzm35UnH
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBIShC6u0G
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1XFIFNh3x
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC18zQzT3F
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYIs6nclAq
主詞人說道，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OjZB7eeWK
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYGC99990f
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQANJO1O5U
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy3L5y4XXw
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvMt32CL6z
-258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CLg4eaafR
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKjyA4K0QO
「我自己跳」我說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNNeRQrLy8
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ8S58fj57
一個人也能做得很好...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER40KM6rQE
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音樂即將播下，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7SzWbBqvh
我看著會場中央的大門258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ7jw3X2hg
有一絲光線射入......258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWykHYMO6L2
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-待續...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOO0bQsBKP
