第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢180Please respect copyright.PENANAVRVZG8duqL
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都過度積極的控制情緒180Please respect copyright.PENANAGxRBp6ojzA
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少180Please respect copyright.PENANAXn1wNgg5OL
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂180Please respect copyright.PENANACIHS0YajmV
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAky0WbPVch7
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「每天都有…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAd47w9BeOGO
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或上個月180Please respect copyright.PENANA1f7KditFRW
有好轉嗎?」180Please respect copyright.PENANA24LahbiIDX
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「好像…差不多…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAV7L8d0xpnm
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「十級的話180Please respect copyright.PENANAn2Eu4dgcuw
有多少級痛?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAIdzhkinGu5
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右180Please respect copyright.PENANAZZwfgqDExp
試過幾次真的很痛…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAjw1bxbppe4
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容180Please respect copyright.PENANAKopmRigEPd
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神180Please respect copyright.PENANAosKXjXl5XC
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是吧?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1sN5r66fB
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「嗯…」180Please respect copyright.PENANA9TSRTZeicn
李湘渝點點頭180Please respect copyright.PENANABe4ZKzO5r6
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小時候的事180Please respect copyright.PENANAbUltRx95MB
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇180Please respect copyright.PENANALPU5QzRg80
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態180Please respect copyright.PENANAsM2X0aOBqI
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著180Please respect copyright.PENANAjgUXf812ff
自從幻聽出現後的日記180Please respect copyright.PENANAwr17PefxiH
看得出李湘渝心裡180Please respect copyright.PENANAyW7gLyCJSR
是極度的恐慌180Please respect copyright.PENANAF1GADc0Si3
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從字裡行間裡180Please respect copyright.PENANAA6W97zwoKa
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逃避現實180Please respect copyright.PENANAFYwdUgG4N1
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「湘渝180Please respect copyright.PENANAAK0z7h6Zwi
欺騙誰也可以180Please respect copyright.PENANAfrnI2shD8y
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要對自己誠實」180Please respect copyright.PENANAiEHPCPnYo6
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「嗯…」180Please respect copyright.PENANA7VFNyRBrCO
李湘渝低著頭180Please respect copyright.PENANAIIHYFH4Oc8
點了一下頭180Please respect copyright.PENANAgfqUSsEaL9
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情180Please respect copyright.PENANAeMfTRpWRkV
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李湘渝思考了一會180Please respect copyright.PENANApBilT0ndYn
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鍾媽媽溫柔的說180Please respect copyright.PENANAnB5wnE1EwO
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最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7DK24XKxy
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李湘渝低著頭180Please respect copyright.PENANAYN6fjeRVWx
手按在昨天傷口的位置上180Please respect copyright.PENANAIWmtZoV9PE
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突然低壓情緒湧了上來180Please respect copyright.PENANA4kptCrH7fK
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累了…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAFcYkXMPCNn
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「所以昨天180Please respect copyright.PENANAlTimVCYipq
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAJFfb72NecE
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李湘渝點了點頭180Please respect copyright.PENANAPsxNMoWeOO
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAkXOWkFhQzE
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了180Please respect copyright.PENANAdhIDw1zDsf
抹著眼淚180Please respect copyright.PENANAtxE9iCw8fi
搖著頭否認180Please respect copyright.PENANAcfmpE7SkMS
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應180Please respect copyright.PENANAUYqVI1cug7
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只不過在鍾天程面前180Please respect copyright.PENANA5lNLxJaJzK
不適宜直接問他180Please respect copyright.PENANAVZPBYGuY87
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「在這裡說的話180Please respect copyright.PENANApuwpTJwtJh
我是不會跟天程說的」180Please respect copyright.PENANAtimHlcWezT
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題180Please respect copyright.PENANABvgbD9T2hm
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞180Please respect copyright.PENANA0M7GeoiXXT
「你可以放心的告訴我180Please respect copyright.PENANAN1ivZY4PUM
我有責任保障你的私隱180Please respect copyright.PENANAmXOxouaVw6
就算他是我的兒子180Please respect copyright.PENANAAdPdN9VEvv
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這是我的專業操守」180Please respect copyright.PENANA0WHzwrvRRo
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李湘渝繼續低著頭180Please respect copyright.PENANAuKEw0lBfZI
「對不起…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAr7cJJe8xGC
為自己的撒謊而道歉180Please respect copyright.PENANAti54wUytA0
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「乖孩子180Please respect copyright.PENANADFMSGAPuhp
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要坦誠接受自己的情緒180Please respect copyright.PENANAdVxTg0D0qF
知道嗎?」180Please respect copyright.PENANA3jMRSqVwjZ
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李湘渝沉默了一會180Please respect copyright.PENANA7euWFkfhvv
緩緩的說著180Please respect copyright.PENANAUWlE7wdW96
「我…很怕…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAEjiG3Fmkmw
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂180Please respect copyright.PENANALXw6Lgn8FE
「不…不知道…180Please respect copyright.PENANAZHmssHDl6E
就是…很怕…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAl3gYSFG1L6
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說180Please respect copyright.PENANA51m5QUiPwb
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「真的…很討厭自己…180Please respect copyright.PENANAmecVICBMYA
很麻煩…」180Please respect copyright.PENANALbO2NU4V84
李湘渝忍哭著說180Please respect copyright.PENANAG01UI3Tffa
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來180Please respect copyright.PENANAwWbkatCXa0
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一點用處也沒有…180Please respect copyright.PENANAu8yuTRusAw
我是…一個負累…」180Please respect copyright.PENANA5fZHD05xu6
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來180Please respect copyright.PENANAIR4NXdwGrE
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我也想…拋棄這個想法…180Please respect copyright.PENANA1rMpmlWFYQ
可是…我…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAur7vmIHbwe
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽180Please respect copyright.PENANA1EYP0gp0VW
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很累…了啊…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAPFEVcIgLyz
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昨天的經過是怎樣的?」180Please respect copyright.PENANApUfOdt4Krc
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李湘渝愣了一下180Please respect copyright.PENANAsS3RJemg6h
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他180Please respect copyright.PENANA6Rv0t2VYxX
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」180Please respect copyright.PENANArgDiXFF1Mg
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「昨天…傷口很痛…180Please respect copyright.PENANAywfzI4vkQa
痛了很久…180Please respect copyright.PENANAB2IkAs6X3a
整個下午都在痛…180Please respect copyright.PENANAxlCEcxU48D
痛得…180Please respect copyright.PENANAGWa3YHz1cw
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」180Please respect copyright.PENANA5TrovwpduO
李湘渝慢慢的說出來180Please respect copyright.PENANAFGbfSvPzhT
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不想再忍受下去了…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAbNfnKMGYlr
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「我在書枱上180Please respect copyright.PENANA2le8YN9YIZ
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便開始…弄痛自己…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAVxVL331w7T
李湘渝回想著昨晚180Please respect copyright.PENANAM1gdNFUgLu
那種痛好像又要開始了180Please respect copyright.PENANAXPL27MOP4l
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAGqRfT9nUjL
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鍾媽媽坐近一點180Please respect copyright.PENANAzFB5lATI2w
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「然後…又變得很痛…180Please respect copyright.PENANA8rCIPf6dSN
全身也在痛…180Please respect copyright.PENANA3pIlKckhFh
很辛苦…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAiXEQrKQN36
李湘渝握緊了拳頭180Please respect copyright.PENANAVhmZ2r3imi
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「嗯」180Please respect copyright.PENANAJrG3tmmgDZ
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「我想…用鎅刀…180Please respect copyright.PENANARq86tGs8Yl
在手腕上…割一下…」180Please respect copyright.PENANALXbUfHHcpn
李湘渝哭了出來180Please respect copyright.PENANAVSmBUMrc9M
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都不用再痛了…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAOC4AYrbMHX
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜180Please respect copyright.PENANAJHSuffK8Gk
停頓一下180Please respect copyright.PENANAH0cPJUjNap
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讓你停下來嗎?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAHlDZuTvnDW
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…180Please respect copyright.PENANA1Zb0xhTPto
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師兄…寫給我的信…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAo7cZOWU6KH
李湘渝激動的哭著180Please respect copyright.PENANA6N1SxJvRsU
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛180Please respect copyright.PENANALjcayoBjjS
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾180Please respect copyright.PENANAt2PRFfNPkr
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對嗎?」180Please respect copyright.PENANAA5r7UAMrAs
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李湘渝接過紙巾180Please respect copyright.PENANAlo0Mrs9Bce
點著頭180Please respect copyright.PENANABXc9PZeR0i
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令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」180Please respect copyright.PENANAB7nqYal1wo
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「我記得…180Please respect copyright.PENANAFXjAsPrQiP
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他都會…在我的身邊…180Please respect copyright.PENANAsibfkEDwwy
不會離棄我…」180Please respect copyright.PENANA24foqLcwUz
李湘渝痛哭著說180Please respect copyright.PENANAxvjXmfdeNw
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明明知道了…看到了…180Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ff7cfLXhV
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便讓我回家去…」180Please respect copyright.PENANA2iWNoJIFUv
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩180Please respect copyright.PENANAeD92sGD5aj
感歎著愛情的力量180Please respect copyright.PENANAMo2kUL8vOL
影響力實在很大180Please respect copyright.PENANADO9Dv9SC28
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幸而鍾天程的愛180Please respect copyright.PENANAVTctEwBBQ0
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分擔著李湘渝的壓力180Please respect copyright.PENANAWrbCqwyDkY
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡180Please respect copyright.PENANATzFrP0Udic
得到了很強的力量180Please respect copyright.PENANArdlQzweliO
有了寄託180Please respect copyright.PENANAgXRt99QBuH
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要不然180Please respect copyright.PENANAQJMJMzWUjW
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前180Please respect copyright.PENANAlSSulyb9mf
已經離開了這個世界180Please respect copyright.PENANAkJHcH39U3x
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「我知道…如果那個時候…180Please respect copyright.PENANAQRHGnRyWxG
他在我的旁邊的話…180Please respect copyright.PENANAzX8u77fBZW
他會毫不猶豫的…180Please respect copyright.PENANAUFMyn77kMJ
抱著我…180Please respect copyright.PENANAQfWder6eOs
不讓我傷害自己…」180Please respect copyright.PENANACU9AeHGK49
李湘渝仍在痛哭著180Please respect copyright.PENANAVuqCosdXS5
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊180Please respect copyright.PENANABE3c2Zmb5K
握著他的手180Please respect copyright.PENANAXXuPs85nxN
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「我還記得…180Please respect copyright.PENANAQmUwX9KWPd
在天台那時…180Please respect copyright.PENANAO6xFi71yuE
他…180Please respect copyright.PENANAU1qyvzq3TA
他……」180Please respect copyright.PENANA0SKZMb1uYP
李湘渝泣不成聲180Please respect copyright.PENANAveCoeO9tWL
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程180Please respect copyright.PENANATYsvjgC696
不斷的哭著180Please respect copyright.PENANApGPKxMjUgQ
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛180Please respect copyright.PENANAUXshzvKG8T
輕掃著他的背180Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1uCybcNUb
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一會180Please respect copyright.PENANADrPOIa86K6
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亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」180Please respect copyright.PENANAwLXmc9O6FE
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李湘渝低著頭180Please respect copyright.PENANA79aokNqYWg
擦著眼睛180Please respect copyright.PENANAi4ORd3CCiK
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很沒用…」180Please respect copyright.PENANAHgkpvcDxNv
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「湘渝180Please respect copyright.PENANAfKD88EJPhU
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你也有很堅強的信念180Please respect copyright.PENANAVHX1b0b6h9
只是一時有點迷失180Please respect copyright.PENANAhi8mMuX1NX
加上幻覺痛180Please respect copyright.PENANATyREPkVfKS
令你軟弱了」180Please respect copyright.PENANAzXvL3lZiHJ
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭180Please respect copyright.PENANAZcEIaJMjCE
「我非常欣賞你的堅強180Please respect copyright.PENANAusSSOaxCX9
因為這是真的不容易啊」180Please respect copyright.PENANAe0Tv5pGQln
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣180Please respect copyright.PENANAnadTlyxfGN
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「這件事180Please respect copyright.PENANA4CcLZd5qFM
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