第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢240Please respect copyright.PENANA6fPJfsPthR
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記240Please respect copyright.PENANAhNiWLbfRKo
發現李湘渝這幾個月來240Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8YdUA6OTv
都過度積極的控制情緒240Please respect copyright.PENANAQRFvvdszZ4
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少240Please respect copyright.PENANAt2WpqC0cUy
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂240Please respect copyright.PENANAvBVhh2jZ0h
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAL2bcpvlbFL
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「每天都有…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ37QVnZ7U
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「比起剛出院240Please respect copyright.PENANAqKWCagvBSD
或上個月240Please respect copyright.PENANAFAu1d0fkEh
有好轉嗎?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAxnjmgxDUe2
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「好像…差不多…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAHF5DQASM0f
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「十級的話240Please respect copyright.PENANA26kk7ME5OB
有多少級痛?」240Please respect copyright.PENANA2h57Wjf8Dc
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右240Please respect copyright.PENANAGczw7CVEri
試過幾次真的很痛…」240Please respect copyright.PENANA1h66LT1WKi
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容240Please respect copyright.PENANA1yaDVryv15
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神240Please respect copyright.PENANAcKbyzrIiuL
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「已持續兩個月了240Please respect copyright.PENANAKwHUb8im6T
是吧?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAJAsY2s7tkf
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「嗯…」240Please respect copyright.PENANA4P6Su1VJhT
李湘渝點點頭240Please respect copyright.PENANAVpF6A64Irc
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小時候的事240Please respect copyright.PENANAGqxq11wumG
實在記得太清楚240Please respect copyright.PENANA8iYBLTVX5O
印象太深刻240Please respect copyright.PENANAxVtC5E9dZ1
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候240Please respect copyright.PENANAlqwYyYXZAk
彷彿提醒著自己240Please respect copyright.PENANAoNYdQTxEKu
不斷的重溫事發經過240Please respect copyright.PENANARjY18dkswj
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇240Please respect copyright.PENANAljXWME96a5
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態240Please respect copyright.PENANAbeOSWR8fFN
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來240Please respect copyright.PENANAfewDyUURdu
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著240Please respect copyright.PENANALZBHLcJCga
自從幻聽出現後的日記240Please respect copyright.PENANAV86Axc9nET
看得出李湘渝心裡240Please respect copyright.PENANAzcwJjr3UxX
是極度的恐慌240Please respect copyright.PENANANOcJwcgBZ5
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從字裡行間裡240Please respect copyright.PENANA2WY3OFx5pm
李湘渝透露出的是240Please respect copyright.PENANAWRWwBjlpwe
逃避現實240Please respect copyright.PENANA7J47mfOk3m
置之不理240Please respect copyright.PENANAXkGeic4LPd
過份抑壓情緒240Please respect copyright.PENANAgU5iQw7PqV
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「湘渝240Please respect copyright.PENANAUJsFqLuONl
欺騙誰也可以240Please respect copyright.PENANAET0TNuXL3w
但就是不能欺騙自己240Please respect copyright.PENANAlLJfOAB4Ub
要對自己誠實」240Please respect copyright.PENANATuhZsFSb2Q
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「嗯…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAdlpoRbRBha
李湘渝低著頭240Please respect copyright.PENANA42q4auDh9U
點了一下頭240Please respect copyright.PENANAaXErqMQcnD
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?240Please respect copyright.PENANAg2A5Ej284C
在逃避嗎?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAtmbmngA5wr
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李湘渝沉默著240Please respect copyright.PENANAlXKj0iHN37
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情240Please respect copyright.PENANAIckFs9OZ9b
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李湘渝思考了一會240Please respect copyright.PENANAb6teog1uvU
點了點頭240Please respect copyright.PENANArJ6lONxHUM
「嗯…」240Please respect copyright.PENANA6ms1qQJ4gY
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「有什麼原因240Please respect copyright.PENANApLj7Kt00W1
令你想逃避?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAFouUwGa8VL
鍾媽媽溫柔的說240Please respect copyright.PENANAiNEdoLjb9z
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最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」240Please respect copyright.PENANA3dTB8htxbQ
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李湘渝低著頭240Please respect copyright.PENANA4OOZpUf0xX
手按在昨天傷口的位置上240Please respect copyright.PENANA9gqP9kRI4C
「我…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAQe6gTQRGOx
突然低壓情緒湧了上來240Please respect copyright.PENANAC7S52tp8tb
「很…240Please respect copyright.PENANA9eGn9Jm5IR
累了…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAlT1z3wpXmc
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「所以昨天240Please respect copyright.PENANAQgDFmRGVR5
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAcVLdATSBqX
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李湘渝點了點頭240Please respect copyright.PENANA0xGup4iWnf
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」240Please respect copyright.PENANA9Q2P6Ny3LS
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了240Please respect copyright.PENANAxCrAoYynUB
抹著眼淚240Please respect copyright.PENANAah1pBrS1Mt
搖著頭否認240Please respect copyright.PENANAkGNk1xe9Z8
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應240Please respect copyright.PENANAIc0Dhm5fgB
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎240Please respect copyright.PENANAJyy47nlNoJ
只不過在鍾天程面前240Please respect copyright.PENANAkCsznxfGGi
不適宜直接問他240Please respect copyright.PENANATtJq9SpZLD
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「在這裡說的話240Please respect copyright.PENANAFlAF1dNcMW
我是不會跟天程說的」240Please respect copyright.PENANAQjyizv0nTc
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題240Please respect copyright.PENANAZEWmesYYCL
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞240Please respect copyright.PENANAs4s3avGiB5
「你可以放心的告訴我240Please respect copyright.PENANAvVoVyLYZlG
我有責任保障你的私隱240Please respect copyright.PENANAyBSSDrJAGZ
就算他是我的兒子240Please respect copyright.PENANAiT8ZFo0T3N
我也不可以告訴他240Please respect copyright.PENANAVwFYkRp3Ay
這是我的專業操守」240Please respect copyright.PENANArVipXp43xR
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李湘渝繼續低著頭240Please respect copyright.PENANALHqObOqyUY
「對不起…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAaZuJD5HVVn
為自己的撒謊而道歉240Please respect copyright.PENANAfMZXfMKD1t
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「乖孩子240Please respect copyright.PENANAN3vOAWIuYw
不要怕去面對240Please respect copyright.PENANAInHiqTI9Pq
要坦誠接受自己的情緒240Please respect copyright.PENANAWm6q5Je2rQ
知道嗎?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAwZ4BaBzdwb
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李湘渝沉默了一會240Please respect copyright.PENANAeCQTuzdLtm
緩緩的說著240Please respect copyright.PENANAbwyg00cSAs
「我…很怕…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAnG9OoHCDF0
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「你在怕什麼?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAVNS2pxCZpT
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂240Please respect copyright.PENANAEEqf2nzl9a
「不…不知道…240Please respect copyright.PENANAyDk5SsTY1H
就是…很怕…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAzPguxgxriT
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說240Please respect copyright.PENANAZcoYRnGCQG
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「真的…很討厭自己…240Please respect copyright.PENANANwsCRRONIi
很麻煩…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAFEyUbfX0NR
李湘渝忍哭著說240Please respect copyright.PENANAB7gQT5gqiX
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來240Please respect copyright.PENANAgg7IxlCfHe
「我真的…240Please respect copyright.PENANAAMm9ycidDe
一點用處也沒有…240Please respect copyright.PENANAd0uYv3NypX
我是…一個負累…」240Please respect copyright.PENANADvpqN5TGK9
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來240Please respect copyright.PENANAbQ4AEF6sge
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…240Please respect copyright.PENANADRKhVWY2zd
我也想…拋棄這個想法…240Please respect copyright.PENANAjRWCvpuwj8
可是…我…」240Please respect copyright.PENANA5303TPwTeh
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽240Please respect copyright.PENANAiOF6EAVISK
「我…做不到…」240Please respect copyright.PENANASjm5humkcU
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白240Please respect copyright.PENANAh7m0zGRviD
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「我…真的…240Please respect copyright.PENANAYHm1YlVJ8M
很累…了啊…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAF2Vz1xuhIz
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「可以告訴我嗎?240Please respect copyright.PENANAjW1UQOpIjR
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAZDksObxHto
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李湘渝愣了一下240Please respect copyright.PENANA2cslG817I8
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他240Please respect copyright.PENANA8GhVnUCt6X
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAzFgZlU18jQ
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「昨天…傷口很痛…240Please respect copyright.PENANAvhpnV81cA2
痛了很久…240Please respect copyright.PENANAVo2zWRp7d7
整個下午都在痛…240Please respect copyright.PENANAjeMnlnQuRZ
痛得…240Please respect copyright.PENANAu7oMyjJNcU
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAlB28a5nZXt
李湘渝慢慢的說出來240Please respect copyright.PENANAlw10NYk5Mp
哽咽著240Please respect copyright.PENANAFmnmCFQOZZ
「我…真的…240Please respect copyright.PENANAEOpcIKBCCY
忍受不了…240Please respect copyright.PENANAeZfrK7Olkm
不想再忍受下去了…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAakYlvKGXc0
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAQBXTG2cSX6
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「我在書枱上240Please respect copyright.PENANAATdG1CoXvL
隨便拿起了鐵尺240Please respect copyright.PENANAyB9mcBsopW
便開始…弄痛自己…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAAnUZW2riwQ
李湘渝回想著昨晚240Please respect copyright.PENANAVaXi126As4
那種痛好像又要開始了240Please respect copyright.PENANAw9XNof10qb
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAnmDm1He28C
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鍾媽媽坐近一點240Please respect copyright.PENANAJhyyjNk6g9
「然後?」240Please respect copyright.PENANA0kgNJaIUnu
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「然後…又變得很痛…240Please respect copyright.PENANA3u8X10xggn
全身也在痛…240Please respect copyright.PENANAisvEULyQus
很辛苦…」240Please respect copyright.PENANALAEOVGGZP4
李湘渝握緊了拳頭240Please respect copyright.PENANAhzvyCNF8ts
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「嗯」240Please respect copyright.PENANAZy5bwWb10f
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「我想…用鎅刀…240Please respect copyright.PENANAXyqLG5vUz6
在手腕上…割一下…」240Please respect copyright.PENANA3XoDAR2bWB
李湘渝哭了出來240Please respect copyright.PENANAmx3MDExmyl
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都不用再痛了…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAolqRcCkpsi
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜240Please respect copyright.PENANACLIdSTqGdz
停頓一下240Please respect copyright.PENANA0VfAQbkcQA
再續問240Please respect copyright.PENANAxRMDeke5aL
「是發生了什麼事240Please respect copyright.PENANAycjcDszDFH
讓你停下來嗎?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAi0AADKlgaL
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…240Please respect copyright.PENANA3xEVHhudIm
看到了…240Please respect copyright.PENANAf7NQRk2ecC
師兄…寫給我的信…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAGbeZI0DeVi
李湘渝激動的哭著240Please respect copyright.PENANA3GDWQtRDK1
「是他…的…信…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAxh3XEqkxx6
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛240Please respect copyright.PENANA2rzHoqQA6U
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾240Please respect copyright.PENANArqJw8XocMA
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「你看到了天程給你的信240Please respect copyright.PENANA1o85c1GuCn
然後便停了下來240Please respect copyright.PENANAfGtukF8qTi
對嗎?」240Please respect copyright.PENANAYAXotOLtWX
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李湘渝接過紙巾240Please respect copyright.PENANADj1uID6m9B
點著頭240Please respect copyright.PENANAiKpbYVEhjV
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?240Please respect copyright.PENANAI5Szj2dCtJ
促使你停下來240Please respect copyright.PENANAQo5itjkWcd
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」240Please respect copyright.PENANAgxOvvjlMLy
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「我記得…240Please respect copyright.PENANAEACSCrjZ4I
無論我怎樣放棄自己…240Please respect copyright.PENANAVyY9PSoPsq
他都會…在我的身邊…240Please respect copyright.PENANAltSYnZs34Z
不會離棄我…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAHnjxyfO464
李湘渝痛哭著說240Please respect copyright.PENANAOmRIfc8OIa
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…240Please respect copyright.PENANAoqKxScnDEx
是他說…240Please respect copyright.PENANA6qpQ0MFIOy
明明知道了…看到了…240Please respect copyright.PENANAcRuoRvztva
不能什麼也不做…240Please respect copyright.PENANAwbXDkw27gB
便讓我回家去…」240Please respect copyright.PENANApCg7jETXQ1
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩240Please respect copyright.PENANA0A6nsSx6fP
感歎著愛情的力量240Please respect copyright.PENANAiXis87gTwq
影響力實在很大240Please respect copyright.PENANArIDStV1hXL
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幸而鍾天程的愛240Please respect copyright.PENANAgLyVhmkwvE
能夠承載著這個重擔240Please respect copyright.PENANAXFZUAEBlcJ
分擔著李湘渝的壓力240Please respect copyright.PENANAZbanHRlQgF
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡240Please respect copyright.PENANAdpZDdQ0AEB
得到了很強的力量240Please respect copyright.PENANApSkNiOktb7
有了寄託240Please respect copyright.PENANAP9Xf5aSwfh
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要不然240Please respect copyright.PENANA1vEMGthPJD
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前240Please respect copyright.PENANARs0wPLv7bW
已經離開了這個世界240Please respect copyright.PENANA97YkEqDEq8
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「我知道…如果那個時候…240Please respect copyright.PENANAHwno5wtWHN
他在我的旁邊的話…240Please respect copyright.PENANAFxlXs7vstV
他會毫不猶豫的…240Please respect copyright.PENANAUqDHEuS25m
抱著我…240Please respect copyright.PENANAEIMyiUJ2rc
不讓我傷害自己…」240Please respect copyright.PENANASXfoQbXMY8
李湘渝仍在痛哭著240Please respect copyright.PENANA0hurRMT4pK
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊240Please respect copyright.PENANAHD0UP0sg3T
握著他的手240Please respect copyright.PENANAr96xSYcPNB
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「我還記得…240Please respect copyright.PENANAQAvbED2DjK
在天台那時…240Please respect copyright.PENANAdJFFk1eTO0
他…240Please respect copyright.PENANAixxTsAJVYr
他……」240Please respect copyright.PENANAcsGnRZFAuC
李湘渝泣不成聲240Please respect copyright.PENANAZfAe6doZgc
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程240Please respect copyright.PENANABn2z60mVMv
不斷的哭著240Please respect copyright.PENANAa3kh8QvMJR
哭得難以呼吸240Please respect copyright.PENANAqRn2qf6jRv
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛240Please respect copyright.PENANATvtw6gsfqm
輕掃著他的背240Please respect copyright.PENANA1wfscjQurs
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一會240Please respect copyright.PENANAzTgEsv0Svo
待李湘渝情緒平伏後240Please respect copyright.PENANAb0oIUF2kKL
鍾媽媽溫柔的說240Please respect copyright.PENANAUz4PKbcy6o
「謝謝你對我誠實240Please respect copyright.PENANA46BKZltTcB
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」240Please respect copyright.PENANA8lCPkovTOe
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李湘渝低著頭240Please respect copyright.PENANAHqt79KB3r6
擦著眼睛240Please respect copyright.PENANA1xWnXtSZZA
「不…我…240Please respect copyright.PENANAJgv1m95zHP
很沒用…」240Please respect copyright.PENANAtjEQJhAZ4p
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「湘渝240Please respect copyright.PENANAOpYNFAFEtO
你真的很勇敢240Please respect copyright.PENANAK3u60dVU5R
而且240Please respect copyright.PENANAto1Tx7cOch
你也有很堅強的信念240Please respect copyright.PENANAmfzkYh3WeE
只是一時有點迷失240Please respect copyright.PENANAbVq3VJqoXS
加上幻覺痛240Please respect copyright.PENANAVS2bly9In0
令你軟弱了」240Please respect copyright.PENANAVmA0GbMt7P
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭240Please respect copyright.PENANAA83MWL19VR
「我非常欣賞你的堅強240Please respect copyright.PENANAM16jzRiG60
因為這是真的不容易啊」240Please respect copyright.PENANAJGsQob37ge
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣240Please respect copyright.PENANAb1Y3Ir5bc7
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