第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢184Please respect copyright.PENANAOOsbvix48Q
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記184Please respect copyright.PENANAa7D4pPKObF
發現李湘渝這幾個月來184Please respect copyright.PENANAgwIPvmvc7N
都過度積極的控制情緒184Please respect copyright.PENANAEDH3w4rHG5
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少184Please respect copyright.PENANAXo9lW5heN1
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂184Please respect copyright.PENANAeN2T70AULK
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAKXPfoSsKxl
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「每天都有…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAYn79rZjIJh
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「比起剛出院184Please respect copyright.PENANA9WxTK5sV5t
或上個月184Please respect copyright.PENANAApEAeYuumw
有好轉嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAPBDMaoLfP4
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「好像…差不多…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAiC23AI1jdr
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「十級的話184Please respect copyright.PENANAYDilarLPDB
有多少級痛?」184Please respect copyright.PENANA1KVPVhs0vA
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右184Please respect copyright.PENANAu3ptpGfQXZ
試過幾次真的很痛…」184Please respect copyright.PENANArJ8ulJzDVT
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容184Please respect copyright.PENANAnXBKIdcX8H
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神184Please respect copyright.PENANAGy9VrT5mLI
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「已持續兩個月了184Please respect copyright.PENANACwMs8SQvGb
是吧?」184Please respect copyright.PENANA8A57uxEPsn
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「嗯…」184Please respect copyright.PENANA84IXBJBXLk
李湘渝點點頭184Please respect copyright.PENANA6MqRbSwNyR
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小時候的事184Please respect copyright.PENANA8ntzDPOa5e
實在記得太清楚184Please respect copyright.PENANAn4HsIud2pZ
印象太深刻184Please respect copyright.PENANABedqrLk22z
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候184Please respect copyright.PENANAcesdyL02I0
彷彿提醒著自己184Please respect copyright.PENANAjpzmLVGcYU
不斷的重溫事發經過184Please respect copyright.PENANAQGAFTDVjjF
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇184Please respect copyright.PENANAAHdyajOlia
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態184Please respect copyright.PENANA3IztaMhS5K
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來184Please respect copyright.PENANAELpGSPi5iS
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著184Please respect copyright.PENANA6m2pfiXW6X
自從幻聽出現後的日記184Please respect copyright.PENANAwyriYIEetm
看得出李湘渝心裡184Please respect copyright.PENANAN7CjIXwlux
是極度的恐慌184Please respect copyright.PENANA2ic8bGT4jb
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從字裡行間裡184Please respect copyright.PENANA19p9qJGVLz
李湘渝透露出的是184Please respect copyright.PENANAzMS2QSrm07
逃避現實184Please respect copyright.PENANAlXbXnkuSQV
置之不理184Please respect copyright.PENANARxNHBGORQ8
過份抑壓情緒184Please respect copyright.PENANAU8U68pSmFE
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「湘渝184Please respect copyright.PENANAV2i9pvJLiG
欺騙誰也可以184Please respect copyright.PENANA1l5crE9vqB
但就是不能欺騙自己184Please respect copyright.PENANA2jhMeoL9rn
要對自己誠實」184Please respect copyright.PENANAnCy8zEoeUu
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「嗯…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAiTh99LNX1r
李湘渝低著頭184Please respect copyright.PENANApmZiWJ228V
點了一下頭184Please respect copyright.PENANAabOfFceTj3
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?184Please respect copyright.PENANA8p6B8UChbE
在逃避嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANANdATcjsYfx
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李湘渝沉默著184Please respect copyright.PENANABKG9gzhh8u
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情184Please respect copyright.PENANAwRnLF7D9iI
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李湘渝思考了一會184Please respect copyright.PENANAdYD74Ig0JY
點了點頭184Please respect copyright.PENANAc8n9so5MOV
「嗯…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAo1UYPSrCW7
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「有什麼原因184Please respect copyright.PENANAiLKeZClpT4
令你想逃避?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAhmyNFHEL2i
鍾媽媽溫柔的說184Please respect copyright.PENANARgfcjG15wq
「或者184Please respect copyright.PENANAMjjYFGIb4H
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8ronVneYh
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李湘渝低著頭184Please respect copyright.PENANAHr8UcEMRWx
手按在昨天傷口的位置上184Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZHxfKKFRB
「我…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAAtsGp537Dx
突然低壓情緒湧了上來184Please respect copyright.PENANAmTg1axTAkf
「很…184Please respect copyright.PENANAulorKtzjvv
累了…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAez0I6mFw1j
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「所以昨天184Please respect copyright.PENANA8B1k158cd8
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAOVQUiQlBjG
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李湘渝點了點頭184Please respect copyright.PENANA1c3cxvhZ9s
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAJpIifErQ8v
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了184Please respect copyright.PENANAhtGviwOoTq
抹著眼淚184Please respect copyright.PENANA7FkXC7eMZx
搖著頭否認184Please respect copyright.PENANAjUYOCTVn6L
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應184Please respect copyright.PENANAuKhyBEepjL
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎184Please respect copyright.PENANAKAl0DAUlLN
只不過在鍾天程面前184Please respect copyright.PENANAXKS8HI5FLL
不適宜直接問他184Please respect copyright.PENANAF4WuE2gw3t
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「在這裡說的話184Please respect copyright.PENANAjzPMiluEkz
我是不會跟天程說的」184Please respect copyright.PENANActN0UM9U8R
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題184Please respect copyright.PENANAITnVe2NFPY
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞184Please respect copyright.PENANAKuAgZbsOUf
「你可以放心的告訴我184Please respect copyright.PENANAcapLtPi85g
我有責任保障你的私隱184Please respect copyright.PENANAGolwPRE3gY
就算他是我的兒子184Please respect copyright.PENANAHGfIYhe0D7
我也不可以告訴他184Please respect copyright.PENANA0YngmpWOjv
這是我的專業操守」184Please respect copyright.PENANAoTz0oIDY74
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李湘渝繼續低著頭184Please respect copyright.PENANADyOfYeZikW
「對不起…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAUdlJftUtbG
為自己的撒謊而道歉184Please respect copyright.PENANANcglTpb2We
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「乖孩子184Please respect copyright.PENANAmfuEmh8oAy
不要怕去面對184Please respect copyright.PENANAzlJF9LDoUf
要坦誠接受自己的情緒184Please respect copyright.PENANACkdvfIMoDF
知道嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAFmDUwptRpP
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李湘渝沉默了一會184Please respect copyright.PENANAKta4ofvFdj
緩緩的說著184Please respect copyright.PENANA7WLhcZ3e6Y
「我…很怕…」184Please respect copyright.PENANA6Xjc4f03D4
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「你在怕什麼?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAS3HLj3bevq
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂184Please respect copyright.PENANAOVkBFBfugd
「不…不知道…184Please respect copyright.PENANACOxYgJzxBc
就是…很怕…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAEAW5cZlUnn
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說184Please respect copyright.PENANA5Gc7DWVTEd
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「真的…很討厭自己…184Please respect copyright.PENANAJTzzhRlZg5
很麻煩…」184Please respect copyright.PENANA5aWCjovJgG
李湘渝忍哭著說184Please respect copyright.PENANAOYYnPbt5Uf
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來184Please respect copyright.PENANA0m6n18PPDf
「我真的…184Please respect copyright.PENANAtCUFCKMygH
一點用處也沒有…184Please respect copyright.PENANAuVNUwn1ev9
我是…一個負累…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAJGiOqs8r36
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來184Please respect copyright.PENANAwubuWh8RHn
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…184Please respect copyright.PENANAsaBhb4d3NG
我也想…拋棄這個想法…184Please respect copyright.PENANARHjYDsgp1r
可是…我…」184Please respect copyright.PENANA3hdp9z9lHf
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽184Please respect copyright.PENANA5FRm3LwWDv
「我…做不到…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAzaj5enjrsl
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白184Please respect copyright.PENANAWRzqqUD0aR
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「我…真的…184Please respect copyright.PENANADkUMtUobqL
很累…了啊…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAwWl68x83ga
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「可以告訴我嗎?184Please respect copyright.PENANA1RrVtJysAy
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」184Please respect copyright.PENANA73eWsKdlMx
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李湘渝愣了一下184Please respect copyright.PENANAkS7HlWLXvu
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他184Please respect copyright.PENANAX0zldHh9ft
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAKhaBnlfQri
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「昨天…傷口很痛…184Please respect copyright.PENANA529GaUJIGO
痛了很久…184Please respect copyright.PENANAKP5mXVqaUe
整個下午都在痛…184Please respect copyright.PENANAIDv2I5Vdva
痛得…184Please respect copyright.PENANAwJALrcJInL
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAjhhPE2oHB9
李湘渝慢慢的說出來184Please respect copyright.PENANAtJxHtX1u0Y
哽咽著184Please respect copyright.PENANAkrmrr5nrN6
「我…真的…184Please respect copyright.PENANAB5QcxMELJz
忍受不了…184Please respect copyright.PENANA9Vc9lswVtf
不想再忍受下去了…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAKc6wefBas3
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」184Please respect copyright.PENANA78bUxpBM0M
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「我在書枱上184Please respect copyright.PENANAkrsCZQJHEJ
隨便拿起了鐵尺184Please respect copyright.PENANAxV1lKvnGg9
便開始…弄痛自己…」184Please respect copyright.PENANArcJBKNjqZr
李湘渝回想著昨晚184Please respect copyright.PENANAvAxOfUanaO
那種痛好像又要開始了184Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ068cOk3Q
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAzk0L17oolo
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鍾媽媽坐近一點184Please respect copyright.PENANAwK24qhsVi6
「然後?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAejz5roffma
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「然後…又變得很痛…184Please respect copyright.PENANASmgSf3N7qe
全身也在痛…184Please respect copyright.PENANAqW1XNkPN5p
很辛苦…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAyhcib28gCR
李湘渝握緊了拳頭184Please respect copyright.PENANA8y32w2rTic
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「嗯」184Please respect copyright.PENANAESZQVWfrOE
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「我想…用鎅刀…184Please respect copyright.PENANABsTJCNITNr
在手腕上…割一下…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAOssuEHOmcB
李湘渝哭了出來184Please respect copyright.PENANAEtRShDfjEs
「那…我便…以後…184Please respect copyright.PENANAG6mvU8fzEZ
都不用再痛了…」184Please respect copyright.PENANA87EDIjRrts
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜184Please respect copyright.PENANAYpJdZ3DU9D
停頓一下184Please respect copyright.PENANA6h0rdpYrBU
再續問184Please respect copyright.PENANAr5d0w6KSY8
「是發生了什麼事184Please respect copyright.PENANAOTGTEVkK1f
讓你停下來嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAt4f4gd9UrA
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…184Please respect copyright.PENANASLB5WgHc0w
看到了…184Please respect copyright.PENANAG5Z7xObWec
師兄…寫給我的信…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAiutxlr9TOI
李湘渝激動的哭著184Please respect copyright.PENANAmDP2kufryP
「是他…的…信…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAKXuWxMMSF4
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛184Please respect copyright.PENANAW2MnePBeZI
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾184Please respect copyright.PENANAYvi3wlfq2Q
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「你看到了天程給你的信184Please respect copyright.PENANAqwT3uB0xE2
然後便停了下來184Please respect copyright.PENANArhzxMllO1K
對嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANA7FTVziEr60
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李湘渝接過紙巾184Please respect copyright.PENANAXE9tHkoBCk
點著頭184Please respect copyright.PENANA49oVOOYoTL
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?184Please respect copyright.PENANAhQQbwon9KV
促使你停下來184Please respect copyright.PENANAmXDSkSbgEt
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」184Please respect copyright.PENANALSGzZ1DGQk
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「我記得…184Please respect copyright.PENANAihiUCXQouB
無論我怎樣放棄自己…184Please respect copyright.PENANA9QNfu4BC2Q
他都會…在我的身邊…184Please respect copyright.PENANA982MjIgE3D
不會離棄我…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAMtHU3ROlT6
李湘渝痛哭著說184Please respect copyright.PENANAPeK9kSTQCx
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…184Please respect copyright.PENANARVCQxA4fsF
是他說…184Please respect copyright.PENANAVxIOAgUaXQ
明明知道了…看到了…184Please respect copyright.PENANAMdBYSkYpJn
不能什麼也不做…184Please respect copyright.PENANAl7unykCeHN
便讓我回家去…」184Please respect copyright.PENANA6X4PfJaY5y
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩184Please respect copyright.PENANA8mXVAXHwOp
感歎著愛情的力量184Please respect copyright.PENANAK2FyvWmmSw
影響力實在很大184Please respect copyright.PENANARPdY2lxaPB
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幸而鍾天程的愛184Please respect copyright.PENANADUIxyXthsv
能夠承載著這個重擔184Please respect copyright.PENANAPw23Ky9LQa
分擔著李湘渝的壓力184Please respect copyright.PENANASJBfQnVg3V
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡184Please respect copyright.PENANAiJjTPcrNHV
得到了很強的力量184Please respect copyright.PENANAOneoOaeGZb
有了寄託184Please respect copyright.PENANAtQwU3tVZ0A
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要不然184Please respect copyright.PENANArSx5SuCoq5
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前184Please respect copyright.PENANAnpkohDh8Kd
已經離開了這個世界184Please respect copyright.PENANAlvnjSjUcfr
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「我知道…如果那個時候…184Please respect copyright.PENANAUSsLxCdQpp
他在我的旁邊的話…184Please respect copyright.PENANA8HRqRXgur6
他會毫不猶豫的…184Please respect copyright.PENANAEx64seX6mL
抱著我…184Please respect copyright.PENANAvnt8RQydnH
不讓我傷害自己…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAX14e5R4ahs
李湘渝仍在痛哭著184Please respect copyright.PENANA6oeMiamifC
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊184Please respect copyright.PENANAzJ4mGemoa2
握著他的手184Please respect copyright.PENANAPyCoftrCbK
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「我還記得…184Please respect copyright.PENANA1yABaKV3w2
在天台那時…184Please respect copyright.PENANAkhHzBjdHs9
他…184Please respect copyright.PENANAEE0PcsGckd
他……」184Please respect copyright.PENANAnEmsWj4IoH
李湘渝泣不成聲184Please respect copyright.PENANA1vwbToQF7y
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程184Please respect copyright.PENANAqQKoaQqcbt
不斷的哭著184Please respect copyright.PENANAISTxD6qlna
哭得難以呼吸184Please respect copyright.PENANAuHQBSAZpTZ
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛184Please respect copyright.PENANApr5pQz4e7j
輕掃著他的背184Please respect copyright.PENANAQAkCgmaC3j
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一會184Please respect copyright.PENANAVOP1PnNUcZ
待李湘渝情緒平伏後184Please respect copyright.PENANA4UwSXKyjHA
鍾媽媽溫柔的說184Please respect copyright.PENANA0rn55e7si3
「謝謝你對我誠實184Please respect copyright.PENANAzNU1MDVteQ
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」184Please respect copyright.PENANAGtogSORL9c
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李湘渝低著頭184Please respect copyright.PENANArzAErhfF3F
擦著眼睛184Please respect copyright.PENANAbuEAfnxICy
「不…我…184Please respect copyright.PENANAq2LOzgckuk
很沒用…」184Please respect copyright.PENANAVgSWQGGaoB
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「湘渝184Please respect copyright.PENANACx2WKpqvud
你真的很勇敢184Please respect copyright.PENANAvsd4xoomsh
而且184Please respect copyright.PENANAeRxmjLhawP
你也有很堅強的信念184Please respect copyright.PENANAY9WPGjEkvb
只是一時有點迷失184Please respect copyright.PENANAFjjrNoORvi
加上幻覺痛184Please respect copyright.PENANAYaa45nbYcB
令你軟弱了」184Please respect copyright.PENANAEnUuDT3JAX
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭184Please respect copyright.PENANArIgnZLC9qn
「我非常欣賞你的堅強184Please respect copyright.PENANAcgDBC1ZhZu
因為這是真的不容易啊」184Please respect copyright.PENANAaB1xY3w5Ve
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣184Please respect copyright.PENANAwPOOFvPo94
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「這件事184Please respect copyright.PENANAemY8zRVbLS
你有跟天程說嗎?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAM0ovjNA5Of
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