第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢241Please respect copyright.PENANAEn89NGoiqs
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記241Please respect copyright.PENANAnl7w4sTot7
發現李湘渝這幾個月來241Please respect copyright.PENANAeIjBS6LjWF
都過度積極的控制情緒241Please respect copyright.PENANAlmasYvMBFK
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少241Please respect copyright.PENANArjWCNA00W2
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂241Please respect copyright.PENANAmhUbzvuBbd
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAIty2T4TUtv
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「每天都有…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAMeSySjj0Mo
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「比起剛出院241Please respect copyright.PENANATpL4HRWcST
或上個月241Please respect copyright.PENANAAfP0OMGvNW
有好轉嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3VFMxWNf8
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「好像…差不多…」241Please respect copyright.PENANASnyxQZdyFv
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「十級的話241Please respect copyright.PENANAb2Av5bYbcC
有多少級痛?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAx0hcLeK6E4
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右241Please respect copyright.PENANAz2tuCTiblP
試過幾次真的很痛…」241Please respect copyright.PENANABRVT8hOOVB
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容241Please respect copyright.PENANASWckpZe3GZ
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神241Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZJqSwXjT9
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「已持續兩個月了241Please respect copyright.PENANAvwxRAYn36b
是吧?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAy5OqNhCnIT
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「嗯…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAak1VwsKKGi
李湘渝點點頭241Please respect copyright.PENANATCHE2Uaamt
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小時候的事241Please respect copyright.PENANAgGZrgKbUOv
實在記得太清楚241Please respect copyright.PENANArlndxNUGLm
印象太深刻241Please respect copyright.PENANAY7i3iOxJPC
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候241Please respect copyright.PENANAYSTnUn7dQC
彷彿提醒著自己241Please respect copyright.PENANAMbb1iRU9YF
不斷的重溫事發經過241Please respect copyright.PENANAWHIaILBJRN
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇241Please respect copyright.PENANATWxQ9I2KHG
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態241Please respect copyright.PENANAm38bd6cp1u
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來241Please respect copyright.PENANA3Af3jj9ECD
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著241Please respect copyright.PENANAtGNVIgmy9D
自從幻聽出現後的日記241Please respect copyright.PENANAsj0fSvg0My
看得出李湘渝心裡241Please respect copyright.PENANAKkFFEzzKzR
是極度的恐慌241Please respect copyright.PENANAtEf0rmVSNb
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從字裡行間裡241Please respect copyright.PENANAOS2nUKhL8p
李湘渝透露出的是241Please respect copyright.PENANAF8cEIb8i7i
逃避現實241Please respect copyright.PENANA6ciHoyUtIW
置之不理241Please respect copyright.PENANAyDh7kdQlU5
過份抑壓情緒241Please respect copyright.PENANAdMtrviBzml
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「湘渝241Please respect copyright.PENANAV1Il0o6wfq
欺騙誰也可以241Please respect copyright.PENANAAJ39PqJjAE
但就是不能欺騙自己241Please respect copyright.PENANAkIrGL7DlVO
要對自己誠實」241Please respect copyright.PENANAcFbA6q4nX9
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「嗯…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAXQ1zlChVT4
李湘渝低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAY2kptZVQgN
點了一下頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAGARFBuEFme
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?241Please respect copyright.PENANAMgXcFOtf67
在逃避嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAm8GLzKhzhv
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李湘渝沉默著241Please respect copyright.PENANAaG6M7I9K2A
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情241Please respect copyright.PENANAthvivwcM8R
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李湘渝思考了一會241Please respect copyright.PENANACiTOQVX9ET
點了點頭241Please respect copyright.PENANA1QAP8gt01E
「嗯…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA2bU4ALfFji
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「有什麼原因241Please respect copyright.PENANAS9oGQFFUmt
令你想逃避?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAqK1UUugNs6
鍾媽媽溫柔的說241Please respect copyright.PENANAtU7RRDdF0Z
「或者241Please respect copyright.PENANAhK1F4Sn3jp
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」241Please respect copyright.PENANANHTTAdYgCl
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李湘渝低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANABuIYxZwLs6
手按在昨天傷口的位置上241Please respect copyright.PENANAs4zNOeuwyP
「我…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAKq5VNRmy0b
突然低壓情緒湧了上來241Please respect copyright.PENANAo6osfLiCst
「很…241Please respect copyright.PENANACSp9XF98zd
累了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAGW5ZhPkdgE
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「所以昨天241Please respect copyright.PENANAObU8HP4x3e
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAD3k9d9dvJa
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李湘渝點了點頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAxlSiZYZXLh
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANArclLJuhOPh
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了241Please respect copyright.PENANACbVBdHj4fY
抹著眼淚241Please respect copyright.PENANASdgphwoU60
搖著頭否認241Please respect copyright.PENANAFIemzpby2R
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應241Please respect copyright.PENANABbSDTymEwH
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎241Please respect copyright.PENANALPEPWfS9H2
只不過在鍾天程面前241Please respect copyright.PENANADIhfCXkBKl
不適宜直接問他241Please respect copyright.PENANAwcqj5BOmWG
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「在這裡說的話241Please respect copyright.PENANAuzNm5MU8tZ
我是不會跟天程說的」241Please respect copyright.PENANAARnHTqUiSe
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題241Please respect copyright.PENANAJTj1NQik7t
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞241Please respect copyright.PENANABcGXEm65jy
「你可以放心的告訴我241Please respect copyright.PENANAUyXYFwD7x8
我有責任保障你的私隱241Please respect copyright.PENANAX6XbJVGNDW
就算他是我的兒子241Please respect copyright.PENANAhbhbMQ5HzK
我也不可以告訴他241Please respect copyright.PENANAB82FvLQ1zj
這是我的專業操守」241Please respect copyright.PENANA0FCNyUH0TQ
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李湘渝繼續低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAv355MGXBDo
「對不起…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA0JK7ptfEPm
為自己的撒謊而道歉241Please respect copyright.PENANA9RFsP2HQK4
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「乖孩子241Please respect copyright.PENANAAB8A2AIcn8
不要怕去面對241Please respect copyright.PENANAbEXE5RkZIs
要坦誠接受自己的情緒241Please respect copyright.PENANARFYUcnWYLh
知道嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAVcoDWYCG9s
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李湘渝沉默了一會241Please respect copyright.PENANAljIdwdW5Vk
緩緩的說著241Please respect copyright.PENANAhTGH5xYz4g
「我…很怕…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA8dcHabP3BM
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「你在怕什麼?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAEjkZ8zoVKj
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂241Please respect copyright.PENANA1D6zDcKA3E
「不…不知道…241Please respect copyright.PENANAs0x7478GYD
就是…很怕…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAZVGsGyd1Uj
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說241Please respect copyright.PENANAdIvtKGEBf6
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「真的…很討厭自己…241Please respect copyright.PENANAf3L7qhvQTi
很麻煩…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA5JI5WuUBvw
李湘渝忍哭著說241Please respect copyright.PENANAguSMwznXBP
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來241Please respect copyright.PENANAOF2vA8AI4c
「我真的…241Please respect copyright.PENANAtQfyVmphOz
一點用處也沒有…241Please respect copyright.PENANAFmSOvKUILE
我是…一個負累…」241Please respect copyright.PENANADrgoHqM74h
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來241Please respect copyright.PENANAdQ2npx5SDe
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…241Please respect copyright.PENANA5NsdjWAMFC
我也想…拋棄這個想法…241Please respect copyright.PENANAQMB2sIL2Fc
可是…我…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAs1f5JRNMUt
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽241Please respect copyright.PENANAfgcceq0UE7
「我…做不到…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAlzySlOuNS3
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白241Please respect copyright.PENANA9WzfNteP2P
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「我…真的…241Please respect copyright.PENANAT4RWp2ZG3Q
很累…了啊…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAPT9Ne8VxFx
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「可以告訴我嗎?241Please respect copyright.PENANAa76m8a98yA
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」241Please respect copyright.PENANA73jm6ul8Ts
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李湘渝愣了一下241Please respect copyright.PENANA4HyomTAVCV
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他241Please respect copyright.PENANAoqh7IKPA6W
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAIJtbI8iwKk
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「昨天…傷口很痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANAtR0QjvNCoo
痛了很久…241Please respect copyright.PENANAoJ8zk9dpmO
整個下午都在痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANA3UkeKcrjzO
痛得…241Please respect copyright.PENANAW1MGesMVXn
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA8JvNs9hkUG
李湘渝慢慢的說出來241Please respect copyright.PENANAcVT4P0U0kz
哽咽著241Please respect copyright.PENANAX1chQ5gCfi
「我…真的…241Please respect copyright.PENANApmm7tJtWF8
忍受不了…241Please respect copyright.PENANAt6ahwUOXqu
不想再忍受下去了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA0cPclCgda9
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAMWMqYbbXQK
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「我在書枱上241Please respect copyright.PENANAyqFq0NtEGH
隨便拿起了鐵尺241Please respect copyright.PENANAiPX7dpfRf6
便開始…弄痛自己…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAdgmQrI3Krk
李湘渝回想著昨晚241Please respect copyright.PENANA6of7mgUmd1
那種痛好像又要開始了241Please respect copyright.PENANASTCKvS1vUp
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAy0khavcmVC
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鍾媽媽坐近一點241Please respect copyright.PENANAOp4jKMsvip
「然後?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAKnlTtR1Irs
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「然後…又變得很痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANA8HnJyM0PGe
全身也在痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANAHPurrZOmbV
很辛苦…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAGsKZW5GSB1
李湘渝握緊了拳頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAkFOtc0rbUI
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「嗯」241Please respect copyright.PENANAKHoiKeX32O
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「我想…用鎅刀…241Please respect copyright.PENANA7iaRIPHPSH
在手腕上…割一下…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAox13NOEw71
李湘渝哭了出來241Please respect copyright.PENANAwiMa1OQ8bf
「那…我便…以後…241Please respect copyright.PENANA4zfOHolEiN
都不用再痛了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAnqlTb0cnXP
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜241Please respect copyright.PENANAZuhebzTMOh
停頓一下241Please respect copyright.PENANAu8MpJv9UeC
再續問241Please respect copyright.PENANA32TwgiW1dR
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讓你停下來嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAowuwEwXf4m
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…241Please respect copyright.PENANA5r9mwKfopi
看到了…241Please respect copyright.PENANAE5ZFpCCjbx
師兄…寫給我的信…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAE7A6Qry7OY
李湘渝激動的哭著241Please respect copyright.PENANApkqwWFGIz8
「是他…的…信…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA5AqMwvkzbB
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛241Please respect copyright.PENANAfK5rP5wCAe
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾241Please respect copyright.PENANAvrMCAcukkz
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「你看到了天程給你的信241Please respect copyright.PENANA3Sy3UwRRYt
然後便停了下來241Please respect copyright.PENANA5AyZQtcIld
對嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAJkPw8S7l24
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李湘渝接過紙巾241Please respect copyright.PENANAoODeeRKt0k
點著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANA2rUjfXNm1B
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?241Please respect copyright.PENANAHNZMXlyv4j
促使你停下來241Please respect copyright.PENANAYzbpN32icK
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」241Please respect copyright.PENANAIz8YVaMK2W
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「我記得…241Please respect copyright.PENANAl6jmUQrs9H
無論我怎樣放棄自己…241Please respect copyright.PENANAjdpXBTXRlH
他都會…在我的身邊…241Please respect copyright.PENANAB7Mi9ARyst
不會離棄我…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAuiOTdmIoFf
李湘渝痛哭著說241Please respect copyright.PENANAdBpreKjpVJ
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…241Please respect copyright.PENANA8HkYU821dE
是他說…241Please respect copyright.PENANA6nP0MDMdtD
明明知道了…看到了…241Please respect copyright.PENANAOe9xISR7cE
不能什麼也不做…241Please respect copyright.PENANAz8uHqXIBUT
便讓我回家去…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA55KgzbORfF
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩241Please respect copyright.PENANAE7f2HmgSif
感歎著愛情的力量241Please respect copyright.PENANA92DKYbFXO8
影響力實在很大241Please respect copyright.PENANAeZa34bpzoQ
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幸而鍾天程的愛241Please respect copyright.PENANAQXlE767ex8
能夠承載著這個重擔241Please respect copyright.PENANAfGmJyZUpOH
分擔著李湘渝的壓力241Please respect copyright.PENANAyiMnJ167OT
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡241Please respect copyright.PENANA3fLcNSYKox
得到了很強的力量241Please respect copyright.PENANAq7RPBA4yh8
有了寄託241Please respect copyright.PENANACkz6WDBwXT
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要不然241Please respect copyright.PENANAFOmZPAcYv7
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前241Please respect copyright.PENANAdmPeOEySXO
已經離開了這個世界241Please respect copyright.PENANABpTFVJaxYJ
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「我知道…如果那個時候…241Please respect copyright.PENANAhDgp0eHd5p
他在我的旁邊的話…241Please respect copyright.PENANAKV3zcLzTUV
他會毫不猶豫的…241Please respect copyright.PENANAH5DVG1QTeD
抱著我…241Please respect copyright.PENANAwldcrsyDQk
不讓我傷害自己…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAPMZFc6K2m1
李湘渝仍在痛哭著241Please respect copyright.PENANAfIvgdLVPuR
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊241Please respect copyright.PENANA2rL7eYIZf4
握著他的手241Please respect copyright.PENANAhzXYQR5u2B
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「我還記得…241Please respect copyright.PENANAfCRivrorMn
在天台那時…241Please respect copyright.PENANAu816Gc4CDW
他…241Please respect copyright.PENANA5iN86fQmIP
他……」241Please respect copyright.PENANAxsVsEG8gey
李湘渝泣不成聲241Please respect copyright.PENANAEA45sXIhNS
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程241Please respect copyright.PENANAuVT3HvvpNe
不斷的哭著241Please respect copyright.PENANAWKg4WMv9iP
哭得難以呼吸241Please respect copyright.PENANAfmjqeaD6JY
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛241Please respect copyright.PENANASG8VObsHoe
輕掃著他的背241Please respect copyright.PENANAW8th888gdL
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一會241Please respect copyright.PENANAEKO2UAz6Xk
待李湘渝情緒平伏後241Please respect copyright.PENANA8E7r6uRwQF
鍾媽媽溫柔的說241Please respect copyright.PENANA81CZXXjwPv
「謝謝你對我誠實241Please respect copyright.PENANAZjY1QiGhrX
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」241Please respect copyright.PENANA2sBh8S0QpX
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李湘渝低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANA1DQ93N5J84
擦著眼睛241Please respect copyright.PENANAtLfep5DdWh
「不…我…241Please respect copyright.PENANAY0R7dlzJvU
很沒用…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAwZ7WQ9f4Hy
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「湘渝241Please respect copyright.PENANAN1qFJJrce0
你真的很勇敢241Please respect copyright.PENANAQgjk1LBjMf
而且241Please respect copyright.PENANA4S1fqoXb0T
你也有很堅強的信念241Please respect copyright.PENANAmx43DzJU5z
只是一時有點迷失241Please respect copyright.PENANA2mhinWtQOo
加上幻覺痛241Please respect copyright.PENANApZ3Dw4embm
令你軟弱了」241Please respect copyright.PENANAd4vfCEOxv8
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAN5vdBbjxM1
「我非常欣賞你的堅強241Please respect copyright.PENANACkLiwZ8KSR
因為這是真的不容易啊」241Please respect copyright.PENANArKlKvSeQ4J
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣241Please respect copyright.PENANAjbrT9BIRQW
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「這件事241Please respect copyright.PENANArwhf9oKvHB
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