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追逐明月的時候，能被落下的月光眷顧一刻，已經是幸運了吧？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WR79ewIBs
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第一次見到五條悟是在宿舍的走廊上。我提著一只皮箱，正要拐進房間。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfGZNF4ANb
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkNJMshjMW
喂，你就是新來的嗎？聽到他的聲音，我回過頭。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rlRO9jr1y
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu67th6BO2
他圓圓的小小墨鏡滑落，無意間露出漂亮的蒼藍色眼睛。俗話說得好，眼睛乃心靈之窗，而我正為那一眼墜入他的眼眸中。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnHZZPjRuh
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0Aefpt6yE
換句話說，我一見鍾情了。不過我還不知道他的姓名，只覺得這個人的眼睛真是美得不像話。是神明遺落人間的藝術品。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqODdqcouIT
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLSeRDhqKC
「啊、嗯……」我有些忐忑，連說話都有點結巴。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviM6kPY84O
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx4ZYco4xi
他推了推墨鏡，語氣裡難掩失望。「什麼嘛，看起來好弱。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6gKLExUW5
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85vjoVPJB3
像是被潑了冷水似的，整個人突然就冷靜了下來。我不知道該說什麼。他尖銳的言語挑動我敏感又自卑的神經，長長的走廊上只有我跟他兩個人，空氣在這一瞬間凝滯，時間因此凍結，有一隻無形的手將這陣沈默拉得冗長。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QRfSS16qu
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDZ07FGaIj
我被說得內心感到羞恥，卻又無力反駁。只能按捺下心頭難堪的情緒，老老實實地道歉：「抱歉，是我太弱了。」聽得我這話，他雙眉高高挑起，我猜他瞪大了眼睛：「什、什麼嘛，為什麼要道歉？」語氣兇巴巴的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5mehYQsQr
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwfroTvcTv
氣氛好像變得更尷尬了。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOGgbqEjlp
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UjcuCjlZ2
……其實我也不知道為什麼我要道歉，但總感覺很多事情只要先低頭認錯就沒事了。至少在我有限的經驗裡，這樣的作法的確省略了不少麻煩。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4woKdknQy
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlG0V9JrCa
這種話當然不能說出來。聽起來很沒誠意。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebFgzxIcw1
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW0VcrFngR
「因為我太弱了。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJ1az9t3Cj
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbukxQOgQc
他不可置信地「哈？」了一聲，看起來想繼續說點什麼的時候，旁邊的門開了。是打呵欠的家入硝子。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtiN5wNcSX
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVfhHixr5Q
我們早上見過面。令人不安的情緒被撫平些許，我問家入是不是打擾她了。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Oojj61iJf
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE8natY64B
她回我説那當然的，畢竟高專宿舍的隔音爛透了。然後話鋒一轉，砲火轉向少年。她罵道五條悟你吵死了，一回來就欺負新同學，你他媽能不能消停點？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhJ7ZJJhEI
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk43aNWTyRz
一旁的我恍然大悟，原來他就是五條悟。少年「欸──」的一聲拉長了尾音，他十分震驚且大為不滿地指著我嚷嚷道她就真的很弱啊，硝子你怎麼這樣啊。開口就是一堆抱怨，初次見面時那股高高在上的味道消弭無蹤，此時此刻的他看起來真的就像個十幾歲的少年，普通的男子高中生。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbprOOJ9Dz6
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7GNKsnOmM
我有些出神地盯著他柔軟的髮絲，他們吵鬧的對話像風似的掠過我的耳畔，大腦無法捕捉任何訊息。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBhG4AViaX
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVpM8OlDGi
五條悟的頭髮真像蓬鬆的棉花糖。我心想。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUZSNuxeJp
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzydW8adViE
「別理他了，回房間去收行李吧。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GVezKM1QV
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLcZhI5EQn
家入拉起我的手，無視旁邊某隻鬧騰的巨型貓咪，她安撫我。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9fTGE42ND
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeraBiy0knK
雖然她神色寧靜，然而平淡語氣之下潛藏的溫柔體貼沒有因此被我忽略。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvU3H9dJB2
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxNETKAnmb
我收起多餘的心思，笑著跟家入說好。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wrXu9tmcQ
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5eZh5cRjQ
「晚安，五條同學。」這是我打開房門前，對五條說的最後一句話。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTAuKzSNoA
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvCFNH8zSt
我看見他的髮絲安分地落在他的鬢邊，皮膚白皙，身影頎長，雪髮少年像幅美好的畫，又像墜落凡間的神明──完美的、無瑕的。他側過臉看向我，語氣有些不耐，卻還是說了晚安。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb2zgvOtWW
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhY76gP4Il
進入房間之後我無心打量裝潢，只是抵著門板心想，神明果真不屬於人類。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqSaqGzkxx
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRel9llozDa
──我想追上他。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuIMp4Qck4
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcvyf9d4Z1
我想……靠近我的神明。
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追五條悟要先從哪裡開始？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbXeMvfI1q
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRFiJ0hKrj
剛來這所學校不久，我跟所有人都算不上熟，唯一的女性同期家入也跟我說不到幾句話。沒有任何軍師可以給我建議。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCVQp3kzne
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoI0wp8gAN
我盯著鏡子裡的自己，心說五條悟那麼完美，不然從化妝開始好了。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXN8JWr8at
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7EyzPZIh3
我是混血兒，以前都還住在國外，因為父母工作調動的緣故，去年才搬回日本。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprjISNY2x6
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77MV7v4Tnd
國外不怎麼要求出門一定要化妝，素顏也可以，加上皮膚狀態不佳，因此我鮮少化妝，技術自然也稱不上好。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiCLLgy5bF
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0WvgN8h3g
遮住因為經常失眠留下的黑眼圈，蒼白的唇塗上粉嫩的唇彩，用眼妝修飾不完美的眼型。我把造型醜陋的眼鏡拔掉，換上黑色圓形眼鏡，連髮絲也用工具精心燙了個捲。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93NVqOSPco
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbDs83CCvF
我摸摸自己微捲的髮尾，心想是時候好好養皮膚了。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoMQRafFod
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6r3ZTf9T3
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP5Y9kuIXk
03.969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomFRhtyTW8
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01hRAOQjPj
走到教室的時候發現家入認不出我。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6ZzCPHuR8
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdLRGWmguq
「不好看嗎？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNQmXTR5Ya
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmdH5iGLM7
我抿抿嘴，試圖不讓自己太緊張。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7McD6YIMGm
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70ON2aJSAL
家入打量著我，搖搖頭：「不，就是跟昨天差太多了。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTnD9eRiv2
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXYgfoyVwR
挺好看的。她說。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec5LC3dlXQ
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYgAIVxlva
坐在家入的旁邊，發現她右手邊還有兩個空位。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUOD8VzSmO
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYbUi9ZxSf
「五條同學跟夏油同學怎麼還沒來？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk7YM0pKVC
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kTzGAJHFI
我出於禮貌地詢問，得到「大概是昨天打遊戲通宵了吧」的回應。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL05S3tymdY
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs63gpvYvf
我說好吧。心裡有一些失落，臉上卻不動聲色。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTQirzCOqI
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBrDZa8ooK
也好想讓五條看看。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3pPuubG6T
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1Mm4txRMq
夜蛾老師過沒多久也走進教室了，他看到我時先是愣了一下，又看見空著的兩個座位，額角一跳終究是不再多言，大手一揮開始上課。我收起心思專心看向黑板，認真地抄著筆記。我日語不好，晚上還是得多費點心思自己複習。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV64ujFdGF9
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy02pVD2Gf
上課上到一半的時候兩個打著哈欠的少年才姍姍來遲，被夜蛾老師鐵拳制裁。緊接著過沒多久老師便宣布有任務需要先離開，下午不用上課。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu7eW6JYVp
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFsU4pRwC6
聽到下課兩個字，身旁的三個同期精神狀態明顯好了一半，尤其是五條，他頂著大大的黑眼圈，聲音中氣十足：「傑，我們回去打遊戲吧！」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUlq4qURtp
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWuXhCHplh
夏油對他說等等，然後喊著正在收拾東西的我。他問我今天晚上有沒有空。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhGYpVIwxH
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4cZMFYRcp
我疑惑，他把手機亮給我看，是夜蛾老師的訊息。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuEMl1P5H9
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjTdU0nVdp
「傑，她剛來日本定居沒幾年，日語不是很好，你跟硝子多多幫著點。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbUpCUwEMA
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLcN6JSxEd
想起入學時那張成績慘不忍睹的日語考卷，我說：「隨時都有空。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLNVhsk4pD
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm9gpY0CEq
「晚上七點可以嗎？我跟硝子去找你。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2EWlaLHoV
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPYAaKta8G
還來不及說好，一隻白皙的手從他身後抽走手機：「哇嗚，原來你日語這麼爛啊。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbeHsVq8eE
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYG9Dg7AhT
「悟，手機還我。」我彷彿看到夏油額角的青筋正在一跳一跳的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQSIan2ycm
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F8tFV2j0h
五條語氣自然地回答說等等嘛，然後用漂亮的、寶石般的眼眸上上下下掃視我一番。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHL3PxYQWX
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSAjNcTng9
「你今天長得好不一樣。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfExKsnFxcx
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhAxJkrdjR
好不一樣？是好看的意思嗎？我反問他。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpaQCfza3n
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qZSz9GN2g
五條湊近我，驟然在視野裡放大的臉孔使我有些不適應。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsMFQLoAtJ
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4UYcJfrZY
「浮粉了。」他說。「你眼角那個黑黑的是什麼啊？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IZhyIDVnJ
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxtkFeucce
「那是眼線。」一旁不說話的家入拉開我跟他的距離，夏油叮囑他不要對女孩子指指點點。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlZknjgtNH
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXWbmIBspa
「抱歉，悟這個人講話……比較直一點。」夏油語帶歉意，又安慰我：「沒事的，沒有很糟糕。你這樣打扮很好看哦。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetnLzL4rUF
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekNKMCPNiZ
我還有點沒反應過來，聽到夏油的安慰才意識到自己的臉部表情大概很難看。我露出笑容說沒事我不在意，只是浮粉而已，不是什麼嚴重的事。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vLX5amVyf
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfaJqz3CBu
其實他也覺得不好看的吧，卻又因為體貼的個性選擇說謊安慰我。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KxPY1yhoi
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOBJjtCUSv
夏油毫無所覺地再度對我露出安撫的笑容。時值正午，光線落在狐狸眼的少年身上，垂落的瀏海隨著微風晃呀晃的，渾身上下散發著平和親人的氣息。奇異的是，正是這樣一個溫柔的人，偶爾卻在言談之間洩露出幾分傲慢的味道。這種看似溫柔實則傲慢的反差映在我眼底極具衝突性。我忍不住心想：他可真矛盾。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSSkAUXLgr
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyQv5GF1aF
但我亦深知他的傲慢從何而來，夏油傑的確有十足的資本可以這樣做──罕見的咒靈操術能夠無限制地收服咒靈，簡直就像精靈寶可夢一樣。即使被摸清咒靈的術式也無所謂，再放出新的咒靈就行了。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbhA8pi0q2
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ333hIeNHtH
盯著他耳際處閃閃動人的耳釘，有一瞬間不知為何我竟覺得暈眩。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncVJfeLLMA
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyGqlmr5MR
「走吧。」家入過來拉我的手，示意我們可以先離開了。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQEaHzUvc2
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1RR3ylLb0
走回宿舍的一路上我都有點恍神，同期察覺似的開口：「不開心嗎？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNrut7v4Gy
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAG6ZIyZHi
不開心？「也還好，只是說浮粉而已，看不懂眼線也不能怪他。家入覺得不好看嗎？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX7h4k1cK4
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY5kOgvW7f
「唔，實話實說，我覺得──大概五十分吧。」她頓了頓，又說：「不過我覺得以新手來說，你真的很不錯了。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6XOzLqQPE
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpgaaFCrZG
我沒說話，心裡卻忍不住盤問自己：那怎麼會只有五十分呢？在家入硝子的打分模式裡面，有幾分是真心的給分，又有幾分只是出於同情的給予？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYflxJWOMky
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DQtAO7AMo
大腦不斷回放著五條湊近我的片段。我心想，及格線怎麼這麼遙遠呢？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgLC8MOEOm
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「我教你化妝吧。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnFdR7iJOE
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宿舍樓已經到了。驟然響起的清悅聲音像一把弓矢劃破過分寂靜的氛圍，她打斷我的思緒，我側過臉看向她，發現棕髮的少女對我笑得溫柔。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJW2qkfXIL
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjOrCsMm6M
好啊。我也微笑，告訴自己沒有關係。自怨自艾是沒有用的，只要再努力一點點，遲早都可以追上那個少年的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFY5JNCWqy
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSDkNv7zhJ
「對了，你是不是還不認識歌姬她們？她們是三年級的學姐。下次我們跟歌姬她們一起去買衣服怎麼樣？」她提出邀約。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu0Zyt5dYq
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Cnt1BieUB
我受寵若驚。這麼快就可以加入女子聚會的嗎？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCiqoLSmSw
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9pzqgLMJo
那當然了。家入摸摸頭髮，再度彎起眼睛。聽你叫我家入叫怪生疏的，叫我硝子吧。她說。
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjLLRXIAE6
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我卸了妝，趁著空檔將房間整理過，又備了些小零食打算招待這兩位同期。高專的設備雖然有些老舊，但好在應有盡有。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ47JQzV9eu
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWf8kUE7hv
硝子和夏油七點準時出現在我房間，還有不請自來的五條。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlfEbE3AkX
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKrswCOuOb
「抱歉，他聽到我們兩個要來找你之後也想來湊熱鬧。」夏油解釋。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgXc8GZKEh
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzX14HLUOn
「……」我盯著白髮少年一時失語。五條看著我的反應瞪大了眼睛，神色顯得有些不悅：「幹嘛，是不歡迎老子嗎？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlysk0XNo3
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjOF6GVapF
「怎麼可能。」我回。「只是很意外你會來。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaqKAcdPIb
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4FylgNnJQ
……畢竟你看上去還挺討厭我的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77qjE4Rqi6
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfOj35S8PP
「先說好，這裡沒有遊戲可以招待你哦。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnPT0AxbKx
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkaR5VAjFT
這倒不用。五條拿出他的PSP，看上去非常得意。老子早就準備好啦！他說看你這種人很明顯就是不打電動的。神色驕傲極了，像一隻對著主人喵喵叫，等待被撫摸的雪白貓咪。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8ZOl6TUAC
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqzvIaxXGN
可惜我不是飼主，這麼可愛的貓誰不想擁有？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVwbsNK9jR
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrFO1VGtfY
「五條同學真聰明。」於是我誇他自己懂得找樂子。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlCpuWW82P
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6Cnl3QpLm
但我沒告訴他，其實我還挺會打電動的，只是已經不喜歡玩了。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb7TGpCk3l
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikCZ1865b9
打電動的美好回憶應該要留在過去。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezusPkIND0
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3LA0pkX65
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcP87wq3t1
補習大會正式開始，步驟是這樣的：由經常出任務的夏油四處搜考卷給我，只能留在高專的咒術界珍寶硝子耐心指導。他們準備了一份中學的日語考卷給我，要我先做題。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZpXjIdjSo
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpc1F4G6C4
我側頭看了一眼已經在翻我書櫃的夏油，再看了一眼咬著棒棒糖正在看電視的硝子，最後又看了一眼跟PSP大戰三百回合的五條。然後我埋頭咬著筆桿狂寫，寫不出來的也會想辦法自己做個骰子骰出答案。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8c2nRHk5h
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoZYoz7Y2L
接著信心滿滿地交給硝子改考卷。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19hB2S8Pca
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「……三十三分。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz2wsdOlKY
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「誒！？」我大受打擊。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJcpeTDRXq
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaQghrrju0
一旁的男子高中生二人組湊了過來，夏油看著題目試圖釐清錯誤的原因，五條則是毫不客氣地指指點點，他大笑：「哈哈哈哈哈太笨了吧！這題怎麼看都要選A啊！」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIcOV5Ny8E
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFYZUmRKvG
「悟，她最近才搬來日本，不要欺負她。」夏油無奈地阻止同期的取笑，接著他又好脾氣地說，來，看這題。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CjlhuZ0vc
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzGnOyTnhY
我對他笑了一下，目光順著他纖長的手指看向紙張上印出的題目。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpTlF8SDTe
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaoQPBQvR3
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沒關係，總有一天會學會的，不要氣餒。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwoTDCpca2
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe3B766eqj
總有一天我會學會日語，學會化妝打扮，學會變得更強……學會如何去當一個更好的人。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBa4CFjhL2
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6TCkVYZ8q
然後虔誠地對著我的神明大人祈禱，請他看看為了他變得更好的我一眼。就一眼。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcM85TyA6O
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0SxiqiV7u
──請他憐憫我。請他愛我。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVGi7Lh9Lk
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDOnp6jxkn
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日子一成不變的過去，日語補習也照常進行中。拜人類的負面情緒過多所賜，工作量一如既往的多，咒術師不得不二十四小時on call，簡直就是無法休假的可悲社畜。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzGkXfAMW7
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQavSHwqknr
賺錢很快樂，存簿裡面逐漸增長的數字使我滿足，但都是用肝換出來的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4U5tEvY1FJ
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIaFZufPdk
就像現在。半夜兩點，我跟夏油還在帳裡面，剛祓除完一隻一級咒靈，正看著他準備吞食咒靈球。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5tRjwpTkm
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──不，可能還是有什麼不一樣。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo0wwkpv7E
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6mcoPVbdA
「傑。」我在他舌尖已經快要碰到黑團之前開口，他放下手側過臉看向我，「嗯？」了一聲。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhTGwlpjPo
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00YEKP7enN
我跟傑的關係變得更親近些，也可以互相用名字來稱呼彼此了。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aJpQ88KLR
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MI3U7Kdv9
感謝我破爛不堪的日語給我機會，現在我們下課時也能說一些除了日語題目以外的話題──而我的程度也肉眼可見地變好了。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RPsHCNpPO
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWtgwx4qGo
「我從以前就一直很想問了……」我指著他掌心的咒靈球，它正散發著令人不適的氣息。「它到底是什麼味道？我看你吞下去之後表情都不太好。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsRvdJfqoo
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQjM5iwDlv
「嗯……」傑沉思了一下，用了一個聽起來就很不舒服的形容：「像處理過嘔吐物的抹布。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZwCKPp8PB
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ624dqZ8MUs
「哇嗚……」我一時之間不知道該說什麼。他不再接續話題，而是眼一閉心一橫，將咒靈球吞下去，動作一氣呵成不帶一絲猶豫，他顯然也不願意讓這種噁心的味道留在舌尖太久。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSoXcNMtiw
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd5rWiTmQR
少年精緻的眉宇微微擰起，看起來很是痛苦，過了許久才舒緩表情。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfo4nt9y59
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9ukVaTgda
我摸摸口袋，發現還有一顆用來提神的檸檬糖沒被我吃掉。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qfMH3AO3m
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DQNMoSDwd
吃一顆吧，我只有這個了。我遞給他。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPswvCQp4UY
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaUHFumsPZ
他愣了愣，彎起眉眼收下我的好意。謝謝。拆開糖果包裝，他說。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ075DnPrDxb
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHril74odfu
看著他的一系列動作，我忍不住想：為什麼要為了不知名姓的普通人類做到這個地步？用自己的痛苦換取別人的幸福？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqTs4358LU
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0z0Gwode3
走吧，該回去睡覺啦。傑笑著。我站在原地猶豫一下，最後還是問出口。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0lCW811jM
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm33C8IHuv
「強者生來就是要保護弱者的。」他只這樣回答。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4pu5NrcTx
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值得嗎？我又問。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHU8LbhmBH
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8hpEJuJow
「不是值不值得的問題，只是應不應該而已。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u9OxpRpri
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKfRlBWYPL
隨著咒靈被祓除，帳也已經消失了。繁華的東京直至深夜仍然亮著許多招牌，屬於城市的霓虹燈光在他俊秀的臉龐上落下斑駁的光影，方才還空無一人的大街上漸漸地開始有人走過。兩名穿著深色制服的少年少女像靜默的行道樹，佇立在人來人往的人流中，他低頭注視我，額前的瀏海垂下來。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zWkMn0Ycx
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9dsqWGf8b
「……你真傲慢。」半晌，我慢慢地說。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO0Exw8axK
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0DYhItgR8
「什麼意思？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiQC4Tolos
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGk6T6WRuO2
暫停的時間被按下播放鍵，傑那張微笑的臉有了變化，多了幾分不悅的味道。少年的自尊心被挑撥起，他會不開心大抵也是正常的。對於惹起他的怒火我覺得很抱歉，但也許這些話他現在就該知道。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy3Mq4AHul
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vN0wFhJ3l
如果一直這樣下去，我甚至可以預知他的未來。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpCYFWC4mF
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSBAoveZ8i
「你是不是在想，我這麼弱的人怎麼配這樣說你？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzX5Ay7Svx
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdEWxWpD1f
他沈默不語，抿緊的唇卻洩出幾分心思。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Bi1QWlTUe
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mJPqGQCmJ
「你覺得人類是弱者，咒術師是強者，是兩種不同的種類──你有沒有想過，如果有一天，你定義的弱者殘害你所謂的咒術師同胞時，你該如何自處？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE45ZQNXgzK
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1yZ1iwSdl
「別說不可能，世界這麼大，一切你覺得不可能的事情，實則都有可能發生的──理想主義者，總有一天會被自己的理想擊潰。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCWeWxE5Nm
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIDbqofXQR
傑安靜下來，在我準備開口說「回去吧」的時候，他突兀地開口：「那你呢？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOqcVudr68
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ73ykRxkZd
什麼意思？我問。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLbiSV10tA
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdVdJghh5n
「你喜歡悟吧。」他說。「悟性格不好，你也不是個能對於他的話一笑置之的人。你圖他什麼？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH5bt35sMK
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgRpzDWJZf
我笑起來。問他說很明顯嗎？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOyDbczfoR
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmIkYkmVuH
氣氛放鬆些許，傑也笑了。他說其實不明顯，畢竟你去出差時帶回來的禮物不會只有悟獨有。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcGEP1xm0z
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfX3l2VcxV
不過偏愛都是顯眼的。少年指指眼睛，喜歡一個人的時候，即使嘴巴不說，也會從眼睛跑出來。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgJhRw2pPs
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yNCwOXLCa
「別講這麼噁心的話啊。」悟不在這裡，我繃緊的神經徹底放鬆下來。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbCglqJRJJ
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2miKi2U9Wz
你說得對，我喜歡他。我說。「但我能圖他什麼呢？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2vttjPYT4
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiBO4e5enZ
我有些難過。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF5pKo7Xfh
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs53l7XXvvS
他是神明，我是匍匐於砂土的信徒。這就是我跟他的差距。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA5H6CBCvT
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqdFJAF332
「我圖他的喜歡，但我配不上他。或許這輩子都配不上。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfHJyuqYW7
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO5tPxU7BB
高高在上的神明不屬於人間煙火。五條悟也不屬於我。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYLF4VT49M
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnosGs1Qnk
「別這麼說。」他安慰我：「你也有很多優點的。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMIEPGeYrF
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXtuolUvRH
什麼優點？傑扳著手指認真地數給我聽：溫柔、內向、認真、為了一件事情竭盡全力。這不算是優點嗎？在別人眼裡，你也在閃閃發光呀。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXgijB3eYO
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SepLdDvIh
──我突然有一瞬間想知道，他是那個「別人」嗎？他也會覺得我是閃閃發光的嗎？然而我們交情也不過如此，終究只是關係不錯的同期，又何必問這種問題使他為難。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLj1swFMtE
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我最後還是沒答腔，只是微笑。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcAe1H8BHx
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「我想再努力一點，再靠近他一點點。總有一天，他說不定也會覺得我配得上他吧。」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e4xhbZGfZ
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傑定定地看著我。半晌，他拉平的嘴角也漸漸上揚，形成動人心弦的弧度。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7GOIablSR
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「──你說得對，說不定呢？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJdo2AKUid
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他語調輕快。
