「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz1QLBiGb7
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「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50BwY9E7UY
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「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg2MqvSUaE
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9liB8iv5K
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq16h189VD
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恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7ARcsw1Iw
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子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FQteO6Bxg
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeqRKFIZUO
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWD7BCGMwA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQqwVdCUAM
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rlmwoSur4
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWoBOi6VLH
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C4s9tQxAs
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj2pqKzXyp
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DoxkTTIZP
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRvDfoWaup
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcIxfnO6Pd
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwLGvdqkeK
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgL61FWqIK
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfFsmXkVhc
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYOYB46HGE
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN1u1VBspu
全部都係女人。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7PTBfao6G
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zgLJzeeN7
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7ryWeCaEx
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7ODNCJ8hV
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9MB6jiu9n
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvgZGQleBd
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6ntPrxlkr
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPOWbzi3Fw
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZnNzNGRq7
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUrQIrPHXk
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVhXuddyuI
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF6DFDwn66
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWCmMptVWO
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjqbMyTlkk
子瑜困惑。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6HTJYok6K
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0odVkoYMKK
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRVYvmdChK
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJLhXDZ53i
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z9EI7X4g3
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyCV6vOFoY
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UXpmMNElp
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「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlchprkzWL5
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe8af1rSqf
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpKgNDp3qw
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0IIEid2NT
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm7VXEulQG
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXjXoNvuA9
原來友情可以咁脆弱。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaBCI05YEx
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXid9bbbLPQ
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqZiVZV7uA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1BbdjQ6nB
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES1VYFVNmy
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM3NhrVeGx
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpK8zhyJta
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnjBdFGtgF
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpgtRNNEaV
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig4FugS8sm
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV0rovPDgm
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAsKdkMWwJ
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu061iyqBR
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNG9STnCW6
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AratmPpdA
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlryUbsEbO
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfttPW66l3G
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFg6TgsYFO
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8tQkw4bmM
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV67TslOH9
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkjdq63a4I
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwCE79CrOn
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwD4vt3QtG
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iEH830bqn
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9donEg6z5f
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點解你會係到？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF15cX11fB
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你憑乜係到？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr46rVc0blj
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無人鐘意你呀？439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXLjvtsEjM
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面皮咁厚都有。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZQjccKav7
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZBw6jO6VG
幻聽。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFc4VexlsS
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2XvsitGwS
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20lzgRzfxi
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OZYxOpOfj
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yfjNsij1n
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JXHD7Bygx
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYfLGObdy1
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkPONjIHzv
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyzU4kjYgi
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKNtH9Q0V8
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgR0c5dmNo
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqJcdXymXI
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHPTYIv9O2
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI54vqNtAX4
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeXDhW9bHG
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQldMyVqrUg
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOuox7T7FK
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hDr70VCrJ
一切都係自己一個。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP984EK5Xe6
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJQopkMAj8
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6sbNG2IeZ
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf2eYMN7sT
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAyJtq6Ge1
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG1oqfyWg6
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy27oGTTkV8
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt8rE8yjNP
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLAx0KxzQy
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pC67KH2Uw
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqNEZwCKCn
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdexd8igmEA
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4izQjp4Qn
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG1tMsk3Rg
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYHSAcnu3R
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所以恆樂決定踏出一步。439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmTyeVyLtl
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWxOoMK7OA
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAbxD3c6sf
439Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArCVrTMLjF
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
