「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT1MdjJBih
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSq8EKtrk8
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtUgYZOL53
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87jrnBcBQV
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3awSLZJ1u
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eVonb0dAA
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZxdpakL8T
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMC42CPJum
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMvLXQg7yC
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ0HnaPL5F
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeKb40abz0
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4noG6sbkOF
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx7NTmfQ8w
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaUW5fS7ez
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsKGE4ctWC
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfA43vMsXx
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyQa8xPvMG
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vglhmPdtW
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXuSbaaTWY
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzjFfpybfj
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLHeFMp5dt
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeGCeAAy3b
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFRu37XfvI
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnL5tfCQM8
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKBDejjbIK
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3Ovy1mCgH
全部都係女人。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPyvpdz1m5
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pp9lshEfv
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXtQJrBArD
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjufUHxQOl
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGg8tbonoM
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRMgHng7q0
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3j3UBAzkb
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgdrRqEdPE
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡserHrFCqfW
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSOkDOrdGX
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3jbeSgRCh
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkrvMXLyoy
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4hF6HfdNR
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0YuJpgBV9
子瑜困惑。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATFES3O8hK
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA3llPXCHN
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjvz7bYtqQ
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReMi9wkdCn
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN61uUxreGD
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjZAHiGSnq
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14xOt6yV1w
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZG3zaDoXK
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEhUoCsDKX
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqPtOiv9fb
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2UDH5pTe3
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJMn0v0VL8
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGRLrRGAw2
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyUHOSHnnO
原來友情可以咁脆弱。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i6e1r28qH
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93qbAFBs7C
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡici5EmdKQw
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkPRN7hCKZ
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxi3PqYyNM
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwaNPBbOJU
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEsdUxotbz
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91ngCRgeKR
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCCFSjE9fQ
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmrF5oZSH9
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76HO8M17KB
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoqx27kALn
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCsQwcK4Kc
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaylMt7v4UV
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqilCWXUVT
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Nhp1UwuQw
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDs0r8jBqX
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8SPPerFVr
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolVmFeB0dk
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXh4MZxWuX
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh9uWoVifK
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAumQZVm8M
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxfcSPfLQj
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL1lkgj4bu
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVrY43cxOC
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH4y4d4rPN
點解你會係到？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hjITFOQpa
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你憑乜係到？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOhVyrT4bl
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYJ02bAJId
無人鐘意你呀？434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8WZedBh3b
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelmtCWkA43
面皮咁厚都有。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EaIceKlXC
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AZvrBuzhu
幻聽。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z4WgsdjfB
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmJHzaK2QY
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvVHCCT7LK
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXYBCM6sR7
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EdpUHp8NG
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh0PH5h1Xa
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GV4QXoeW6
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCpQ1wqZze
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3bRJ9QYdS
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOY0JN5QkcF
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jO7L7aMdF
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiFwJFx78p
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKOlO3B0nw
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhfDRVUtMc
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurWBxqp02y
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZg0qRub1S
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bCMNtywNa
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn7UdwjCD7
一切都係自己一個。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ACIbHukz4
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EgvWW1YIy
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm52xNQtBJ
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtigukflDr
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY4SlIovG0
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlRXf7MK90
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm11HnvmBIa
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqvVSdy8CL
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG0RfD1fKI
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11JjMD1i6p
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ROXalsu2S
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5N12lTpPI
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTglctDpgn
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFZzMbm4zP
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkznNBIgsNE
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSSX0cr6nI
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsi97rtHr1
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW1KYVJXgp
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIGocutnTz
434Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFAef1eG2n
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
