「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NoPZT5vew
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47Xc9AT6qC
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFtJd32Z0Z
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L4zZz5Vsl
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU6s5My5QH
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8UKhbBNG4
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuquN5jMN9o
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDm4T5pwON
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS84yWP4OdK
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq58J4gSCwT
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJgilmwN9O
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0GozhKprI
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVIaMNc2Fn
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGxRjw4dze
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8J98bZyYx
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Wj7my1ONz
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NC1Un0NVL
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmSIaw6hoN
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVjsDBgIIl
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCZIaJSntr
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYPqptEMSW
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGySLoPZ5Ge
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw5aODL0d0
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRuP0r5zfJ
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbAEuSWJfu
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6NHr6lWa6
全部都係女人。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO16dKiLyRw
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzMCEVpsPl
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LZeGPYMhJ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdsgHNy0qr
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOQUGphPOe
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaoh57rSl3
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJdoeZtpWF
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx4ixsO7Fw
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBnWVJlRfQ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNkWd78zxq
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeJQf99DzJ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbUqDNPsg0
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdzWkPcQCu
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6up8K6Lu6k
子瑜困惑。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt31IpgqMlP
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qe65ofnR1
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjNjLYgX4v
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3Ik68ns4Y
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHfgwnI6DX
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrIcWvJW3e
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cR0IPJtYT
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPxRf7DFM9
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67XGQQQ8nW
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAOPhkQvz6
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7q13RL0PCb
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrzlarpdvj
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGmsnbfIbF
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpmddUv4Uo
原來友情可以咁脆弱。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKMvwNoC10
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeF4a8I8l8
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKHCeXjuuq
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGNXnQedXI
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz5VtpzpfB
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn9QpPYP1Y
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeeaxYrtnz
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11f67XVnDU
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUP3jhXUZ6
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvmvBzetXp
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoemfqoaBQ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnudRViWrY
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3NctXdKEi
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXEBXRiShZ
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7yEzNPYQ9
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ425KTV9Qx8
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wDbEAb7F1
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GfIunrhnJ
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTnxhMVUAh
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00ZJ4Hn7h0
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzGhzveBCm
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oHTfRQRQe
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilbjsuvZHy
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzanyRCCWyN
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlbrzNcVYd
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ943Q2IKplL
點解你會係到？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H0dgtqNvQ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVXC1phVMy
你憑乜係到？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kvejdaJ5m
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWxyqWSTAH
無人鐘意你呀？357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAblZwWoQx
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuX7cjWM0IN
面皮咁厚都有。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OLjLtzXpi
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr2Qn5ET0h
幻聽。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcmC7qF20c
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9iCJNoFTV
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD6C2X8y1W
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFgGbLmqxd
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTtyC4SNZK
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVebtCIbVk
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iGesSwm35
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar682jdVdb
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUcJKZQ7YY
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXlcbpUGdx
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBiRrLSIg3
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9WSvu51IG
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3hfKb98EN
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1OWkF4BiF
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jwTx0p2am
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6xMD7bFoH
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHFWH2AM0M
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KdMOIWjiP
一切都係自己一個。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnNvjNyzZq
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiikO71FhPM
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATK0uaTiHL
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieC1nNOih2
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD4Wm6QltA
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8gQ0k3Z0a
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpQMGOxGbh
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPr2Pctsvn
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllIFWwRCDM
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NMvf3L7xt
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG49Xlff60k
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacijLBOl2q
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdrsA4CXwN
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p2ouKvx5L
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGecTtAacU
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNnFrxbFgt
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ArZk1jeT7
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiVRbCareM
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88oXl4hlqy
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF7Zz2ux99
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
