花語:野生711Please respect copyright.PENANApYi4eDXKcb
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「快看快看,它醒來了。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAL3IO92NVVA
「啊,真的,手和頭都在動。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAvdKUR4lmLZ
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眼睛還未能看清楚周遭環境,耳邊便持續傳來窸窸窣窣的聲音──他們到底煩不煩啊!711Please respect copyright.PENANAWbTYb49TJI
「吵死了──」711Please respect copyright.PENANA61oabZoQL8
到底是誰在人家睡覺時不停碎碎唸那麼欠揍!我氣上心頭,坐正身子怒叫起來,此時映入眼簾的是一片藍天和鮮黃色的花海。711Please respect copyright.PENANAcJB4iIAgNm
微風迎面吹來,花香讓我稍微冷靜下來,我開始回想關於自身的一切──711Please respect copyright.PENANAHz9k62gn8k
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真糟,完全沒印象!711Please respect copyright.PENANAza3LEaDD4L
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我是誰、我在哪、怎麼睡在這裡諸如此類基礎到不行的問題,竟然一題也答不上來。711Please respect copyright.PENANATcTWdA7eBL
我好像睡了很久,久得連時間也沒法算清楚,看著這片藍天黃花海,這個世界忽然變得好陌生。711Please respect copyright.PENANAzDMMm72j5Z
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「對不起,我們看到你醒來,實在有點驚訝。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAPAgslL1i2N
「因為你是不該有生命的東西呀。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAiRc7VcWc4y
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那些窸窸窣窣的聲音又再響起,沒想到是那些高度跟我齊平的黃花在說話,而且還說我是不該有生命的東西。711Please respect copyright.PENANAK3NmI6hD05
被沒有發音組織的花說我不該有生命這點,我應該吐槽嗎?小心我把你們連根拔起啊!711Please respect copyright.PENANA0aho9wDDfj
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「它似乎不知道發生什麼事啊。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAssgDoIeXg6
「到河邊吧!看看自己的樣子就會明白吧?」711Please respect copyright.PENANASZhpIKcvS4
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這也好,看到自己的樣子,說不定會記起什麼。我考慮黃花的建議片刻,就往有流水聲的方向走去。711Please respect copyright.PENANAKTiMf5ptky
清晰的河水,原本只有天空的倒影,現在則多了一隻小身影。711Please respect copyright.PENANAaSEbETG5e4
毛茸茸的外表、頭頂一雙半圓形的耳朵、塑膠的黑色眼珠和鼻子,還有那對沒有爪子又軟綿綿的掌和腳──711Please respect copyright.PENANASHd23eb32o
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我是一隻活生生的玩具熊。711Please respect copyright.PENANACP0PUxKHYs
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我成為一隻野生玩具熊,展開了到處流浪的生活。711Please respect copyright.PENANAokktSdGEh2
離開了那片花田,到過很多大城小鎮,見識了很多人和事物,可是胸口時常充斥著鬱悶的感覺。711Please respect copyright.PENANA31MdLb0RlG
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「晚安囉,小熊。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAAb4PJL7vf2
這個小女孩在公園的草叢中發現了我,於是把我帶回家中疼愛著。711Please respect copyright.PENANAVnEUFqiV1N
她當然不知道我有生命這回事,知道的話一定會哭著把我燒掉或抓去驅邪吧?有了類似經驗,這幾天我也只好盡其玩具的本份,當成報答把我丟進洗衣機洗個痛快的恩情,給她玩個夠好了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAoH8S0eeh78
恰如現在,她蓋好被子在我臉頰親了親,便緊緊擁著我入睡。711Please respect copyright.PENANAuXSY25tws3
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待在這裡一定過上一段幸福的日子吧?711Please respect copyright.PENANAMXxpSbeVB9
我忘了錯有多少次衷心這樣認為,也曾決定就這樣偽裝成玩具,躲在某個小孩的玩具箱裡一輩子,可是胸口的鬱悶總是會在最後打消了這個念頭。711Please respect copyright.PENANACk44T8gkuu
小女孩的呼吸漸漸平穩,後來更無意識大刺刺地翻身──711Please respect copyright.PENANAzHiCkBIeUj
等到了!就是這個時機!711Please respect copyright.PENANAetKSJ3AuQY
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噗咚。711Please respect copyright.PENANAjPLwzMIvOA
被子連帶我一起被她踢下床,唉唉,這傢伙睡相真的很差,差到不行。711Please respect copyright.PENANAv8MFhCzNbY
不過今後也與我無關了。711Please respect copyright.PENANANJJcoQKWwS
我把沉重的被子踹開,悄悄地打開窗戶,窗紗便隨風飄逸著,不知不覺又混到秋季了嗎?說來這到底是流浪日子裡頭第幾個秋季呢?711Please respect copyright.PENANAgA4ri4qaMK
罷了,根本沒必要算清楚。711Please respect copyright.PENANANZ5mjqJ4pI
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不過秋風啊……711Please respect copyright.PENANA1TqnGHkGAr
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我從窗台跳回睡房內,吃力地把被子拉回床上。711Please respect copyright.PENANAq7Emd65ed2
「拜託睡相不要太差,這樣嫁不著好伙子啦!」711Please respect copyright.PENANARlynFBSIru
「……知道……」711Please respect copyright.PENANAGywmJO47Ip
啊啊啊啊啊──她醒來了嗎!711Please respect copyright.PENANAHxAYQHnKWo
我連忙偽裝起來,可是沒一會才發現那只是她的夢囈,呼,嚇、嚇死了。我不禁搖頭懊惱,嘖嘖,怎麼我永遠也是這副德性,總是不自覺就做著沒意義的事。711Please respect copyright.PENANAEMyNVYCvRy
這次我真的離開房間,從窗台一躍而下,咚咚咚幾聲便滾到空無一人的深宵街道上。711Please respect copyright.PENANAGDzSvSIwHs
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好,自由了!711Please respect copyright.PENANA4uavWqD04A
只是,接下來要去哪裡呢?711Please respect copyright.PENANABVEpx1HfeB
大概走了半條街,看到一輛停泊在路邊的貨車,我沒多細想便攀了進去。711Please respect copyright.PENANAqdgzKqnjFR
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我是野生玩具熊,不屬於任何一個地方。711Please respect copyright.PENANAU6DJdDQw4j
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總結而言大概是這種感覺吧?711Please respect copyright.PENANARBPn8rkUhV
可惜嶄新旅程帶來的刺激和期待,還是沒有取代胸口的鬱悶感。711Please respect copyright.PENANAJUIadNiu9N
究竟缺少了什麼呢?711Please respect copyright.PENANAEAuqOBg7cv
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在貨車駛至目的地之前,我一如以往找不出解開這問題的線索。沒差,說不定這趟旅程將會得到答案吧?我也懶得深究了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAoicRlLArs1
於是我跟隨著貨車,混在洗淨的床單和毛巾裡頭,來到這個名為醫院的地方。雖然不是第一次聽聞,但還是頭一次到達這個地方,我的旅行似乎比那些背包客更不一樣。711Please respect copyright.PENANAqo21mMV3pQ
現眼看到兩個清潔女工正在埋頭整理,準備把用品分發到各個地方,我也得找個時機溜出去──711Please respect copyright.PENANAdUjTuKDBV1
「哎,怎麼有隻毛娃娃?」711Please respect copyright.PENANAJDs7XxdALe
「大概是兒童病房的東西?」711Please respect copyright.PENANARrJqFQ7gpv
「這樣啊,我順道送過去就好。」711Please respect copyright.PENANA6koz5zV18Z
等一下!妳們不打算問問我意見嗎!我可不想又要被屁孩又拉又扯啊!711Please respect copyright.PENANA1W8UxGoSAk
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儘管我內心抗拒不已,但現實還是不敢有什麼動作,於是我就這樣被大嬸一手抓住頭,然後粗魯地塞到手推車裡,送到兒童病房內。711Please respect copyright.PENANAiAz0khMTNP
嗚啊……這是宿命嗎?711Please respect copyright.PENANACQp09SckPJ
為什麼只要有兒童專屬的角落,我就非得會先去參觀不可!隔著門仍能聽到那些喧嘩聲我就頭疼起來!你們不是有病嗎?為什麼還能如此精神奕奕!711Please respect copyright.PENANAmivucIlj3N
手推車正要轉入病房之際,忽然停泊在房門外,她似乎被護士叫住跑去忙別的事,實在太好了!711Please respect copyright.PENANAcWSko29nDV
我急不及待從籃子裡爬出來,咚一聲跌落到地上,然後──711Please respect copyright.PENANAehxzx7o4zv
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然後──711Please respect copyright.PENANAeaG6AEJXmB
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和一名小女孩對上了視線。711Please respect copyright.PENANA1yj2LBYoY6
僅僅過了二十四小時,我又和這女孩相遇了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAUrdXvi5hIh
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她默不作聲,趁在父母發現前把我塞進包包內,往兒童病房走去。接下來的一整天,她彷彿在監視我似的,不論到哪裡也緊緊抓住我的爪不放。711Please respect copyright.PENANAADte9vxeO4
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究竟她是何時發現我?711Please respect copyright.PENANACXyJtZVsBk
在跌往地上的那刻,還是在我爬出毛巾堆的時候?711Please respect copyright.PENANAF79U1SBbZi
有沒有察覺我的秘密呢?711Please respect copyright.PENANA3hP79lbQp0
可惡……她的反應平靜得出奇,根本無從猜測!711Please respect copyright.PENANAaFtSyqKFHa
無計可施之下,我也只能同樣按兵不動,偽裝成一具普通的玩具熊,這次到底要如何才能脫身啊啊啊──711Please respect copyright.PENANAD17lYFBrZ7
在我完全摸不著頭緒之際,看到她換上一身病人服裝,疑惑又不自覺浮上心頭。711Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1u4rHrKMt
明明在公園和在家裡時她都一臉歡愉,興致勃勃,完全不像和醫院有關的健康小孩嘛。711Please respect copyright.PENANAbtmkKAF5Jo
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「晚安囉,小熊。」711Please respect copyright.PENANArUmYgeR1lM
護士走來關掉兒童病房的燈,恰如二十四小時之前,那女孩蓋好被子,然後擁著我一起入眠。711Please respect copyright.PENANAa7GzupnuiI
該走了嗎?還是繼續靜觀其變呢?711Please respect copyright.PENANADUr7xe5dhk
起初病房內還是很多悄悄話和抑壓的笑聲,但隨著夜深,房內漸漸只剩下大刺刺的打呼聲。711Please respect copyright.PENANAqJ2BRXIrvL
這個女孩的被子也徹底踢到地上,小孩終究也是小孩,即使再扭鬧也一定敵不過睡意嘛。711Please respect copyright.PENANAGkXV0H7EpK
好,趁現在!711Please respect copyright.PENANAc3vkN3HMMv
這次我必須更加小心翼翼,手腳也必須放輕再放輕,對,就這樣慢慢鑽出她的懷內。711Please respect copyright.PENANAa0J65vvWg3
只要再一次抵達窗戶,我便再次恢復自由──711Please respect copyright.PENANAIO5WYTX9bN
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「你果然有生命啊。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAljhSN0PDKS
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幼嫩的嗓子響起,連帶一股力量捏住我的後腿……糟!她竟然醒來了!711Please respect copyright.PENANABWc5QLj8dJ
「放手啊臭丫頭!」711Please respect copyright.PENANA2cPUq11J8r
事到如今我也不跟她玩家家酒了,直接壓低聲線喝罵,將身體左甩右甩怎麼就是甩不掉她的手啊啊啊啊──711Please respect copyright.PENANAUfd5hph2vJ
「我跟爸爸媽媽說,親眼目睹你從窗戶溜走,他們都說我做夢。」她嘟嚷著嘴巴,同樣壓低聲量,一臉苦惱地怪責。「為什麼不好好留在家呢?」711Please respect copyright.PENANA5impnZFQeo
「因為我是一隻野生玩具熊啊!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAG95d1SooUP
可惡!這個軟綿綿的軀體即使拚命對她拳打腳踢,依然造不成任何傷害!我可不想又被抓去做稀奇古怪的儀式啦!711Please respect copyright.PENANAHgUpoW6Ci3
「玩具熊怎可能是野生?不過能再次見面,真是太好了。」她邊說邊笑邊用力拉我回被子裡。711Please respect copyright.PENANAkXGp8TXiIY
「雖然妳很可憐,不過我可不會同情妳的。」反正甩不開她,我也索性停止扭動了,硬來不行就試試軟功!「聽好了,每個人都有自己要走的路,妳走妳的奈何橋,我繼續我的流浪,從此各不相干就好明白嗎?明白的話就快放手。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAmHnEUesuxn
「你有一定要去的地方嗎?必須盡回到主人身邊嗎?為什麼會髒兮兮的躲在公園呢?我好喜歡你啊,不能稍微多待一會直到那個時候嗎?雖然醫生叔叔、護士姊姊和爸爸媽媽也沒對我說過什麼,」711Please respect copyright.PENANAIoZu4NaKKJ
她用另一隻手按在心房上,眼睛忽然湧出霧氣──711Please respect copyright.PENANAn1oTNcemkX
喂、妳怎麼了?妳打算怎麼了!711Please respect copyright.PENANArydocZdeQa
別、別這樣啊……711Please respect copyright.PENANAfZe6mXqJDs
「可是『它』果然快不行吧?不然最近怎會常常住進醫院檢查呢?」711Please respect copyright.PENANAFtSh8YMcIU
這女孩因為要用力掩住嘴巴不讓自己哭出聲來,所以她終於如我所願鬆開了手。711Please respect copyright.PENANAIskGq8uBLZ
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再沒有任何阻攔我的事物了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAQjnIS7kpwN
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我爬出被窩,攀上窗台,正要一躍而下之際,我看到一抹披著黑袍的身影,領著幾道身穿病人服裝,走在冷清的花園,任憑那些病人又哭又叫,最後亦漸漸消散於空氣之中。711Please respect copyright.PENANAOoEuq2XLWh
雖然是頭一次看見,不過那個黑影就是人們口中的死神嗎?711Please respect copyright.PENANAFCUtmeY7L9
回望一下靜寂的病房,月夜下的窗戶剪影恰好灑落在瑟縮成一團,不停抖動的被子。711Please respect copyright.PENANA15uokIWfM7
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我坐回女孩旁邊,如此提問:「妳想知道為什麼我會髒兮兮的躲在公園嗎?」711Please respect copyright.PENANAhJm3YUFEOX
被子倏地停止震動,一顆小頭顱悄悄探出來,含著豆大的淚珠,呆呆點頭。711Please respect copyright.PENANAlXmx8w7Mr0
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我不禁重重嘆了口氣。711Please respect copyright.PENANAquM4vFynuc
永遠也是這副德性,總是不自覺就做著沒意義的事。711Please respect copyright.PENANAF9o2gMduNv
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「所以說,你的故鄉是那片花田嗎?」711Please respect copyright.PENANAQJer1a9pIx
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接下來有好一段日子,這女孩都纏著我問東問西,從她亮晶晶的眼神看來,她似乎相當憧憬我的流浪生活。711Please respect copyright.PENANA5xMzoOLcz1
相處一段時間便發現,大概大家也知道她不能承受太劇烈的運動吧?沒同齡的小孩會來找她玩耍,很偶而才會看到一起看書的畫面,所以基本的日常活動,不是檢查、看書,就是和我聊天。711Please respect copyright.PENANAIRFof1SaHi
現在她躲在圖書角的角落,把我放在膝蓋上,抓來最大的圖書將我遮掩,日晝我們多半就是這樣掩人耳目地交流著。711Please respect copyright.PENANAsFg8lKA8sa
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「可以說是,也可以說不是。」畢竟我只是在那裡醒來罷了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAM2whwZPYD5
還有,那裡算不上是花田,確實來說是粗生野花佔領了的荒地,而我對花海的記憶,也只剩下噪耳的黃色花而已。711Please respect copyright.PENANANRgpheVxBY
「聽得懂動植物和昆蟲的說話,明明是死物卻忽然活過來。」她露出好奇心徹底被滿足的神情,嘗試總結感想。「擁有奇蹟般的生命,你該珍惜呀。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAVZ73oedhCJ
她會說出「珍惜」,背後的意義我也相當明白,可是……711Please respect copyright.PENANApQsYZATOsm
「有生命之後到底要幹三小──好重!」711Please respect copyright.PENANA3hIQRNvex8
搞什麼忽然一記手刀砍下來,難不成她是氣我說洩氣話嗎?711Please respect copyright.PENANApirlS8zyCk
「不要說髒話!明明是隻很可愛的玩具熊啊!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAVemxxUfIF7
原來妳在糾結這個!711Please respect copyright.PENANANiNet3fyfj
坐在角落的小女孩忽然大聲說話,立即惹來大伙兒好奇的目光,她羞窘得把頭深深埋在圖書裡,直到他們繼續方才的事兒,她才稍鬆口氣。711Please respect copyright.PENANA6IP7zhr6Dn
「有生命之後到底要做什麼……這個啊,我也不知道就是。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAyBwMnyBBw0
她歪著頭想了想,最後給了我一個意料之中的答案,唉唉……這也不能怪她啦,我活上比她更久的時間,還是找不出所謂活著的意義。711Please respect copyright.PENANAts6MLwZW0B
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胸口又再次鬱悶起來,到底缺少了什麼呢?711Please respect copyright.PENANADMvOfagN1n
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「對了,今早檢查時,醫生叔叔說我情況好轉了點,下星期可以試著回家,這次假期帶我到那片花田吧?」711Please respect copyright.PENANA2PgRsjL7nB
她指著圖書上的那片黃色花田,喂,別一臉期待地看著我啊!好歹要經你爸爸媽媽同意才可行動啦!711Please respect copyright.PENANAa3gnano68E
「說不定那裡有著不思議的魔法,把我的病治好?」711Please respect copyright.PENANAM69OQbE9dK
「最好是這樣簡單。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAzZAQP2smiG
「那麼,約定──」711Please respect copyright.PENANAghtA22zlUv
「喂,不要整個人壓在我身上!走開走開!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAUN1R471bSe
所有小孩也這樣子嗎!一旦得意忘形便緊緊擁著別人──711Please respect copyright.PENANAQhP4SVHswP
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她怎麼揪著胸口一臉痛苦。711Please respect copyright.PENANApPAfXW2V62
711Please respect copyright.PENANAxvrbJ9uEo8
「──快叫醫生來!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAfegv6g7A6E
怎麼她偏偏坐在一個不起眼的角落!711Please respect copyright.PENANApi33g4mis5
聽到我的叫喊,在玩耍和聊天的小孩及在場的護士終於慌慌張張地有所行動,沒多久醫護人員便聞風趕至。711Please respect copyright.PENANAcMSlcva1kw
我理所當然被人視為障礙物拋到一旁,雖然現在的情況扭動一下身體也不太可能被發現,但要是一個萬一令他們分心了,我可承受不起那個後果。711Please respect copyright.PENANAF5PzH3hbUX
就這樣,我聽著很多儀器聲響和醫生冷靜卻帶點焦慮的指令交錯,由現場急救直到擔架送走搶救,我一直背對著急救現場。711Please respect copyright.PENANA3926HNZMoK
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我還是第一次衷心痛恨著這個玩具熊的身體。711Please respect copyright.PENANAUUNFwCUUPW
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小女孩被送走了,現場的人似乎也被嚇住,那些小孩的神情變得哀傷起來,大人們想要安撫卻說不出真正能令人安心的語句。711Please respect copyright.PENANA42f4jRh2UN
「會回來的吧?上次不也是這樣,最後活蹦亂跳回來了?」711Please respect copyright.PENANAClKhmaiEHM
一個男孩倏然湊近,我認得他是小女孩的鄰床,好幾次險些發現我能動,現在他打算怎麼了?711Please respect copyright.PENANAhfsUAgoNyd
「我來帶玩具熊回她床上。」他將我拾起,放到小女孩的枕頭上。「我希望她回來時就立即發現玩具熊在等待她。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAtrEpVwTOWN
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對吧?711Please respect copyright.PENANA6wcoxrZ1fh
會回來的吧?711Please respect copyright.PENANAjXJJlVUwWs
妳不是要和我約定嗎?可別這樣就丟了小命啊!711Please respect copyright.PENANAQPCJ0CVe6U
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今夜,這張床上始終沒有小女孩的身影。711Please respect copyright.PENANAtov8FpCfqA
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不過,黃昏時倒是看到她的父母出現了並著手收拾東西,期間小男孩硬是要把我留下來,原因依舊是那個,反正我只是拾來的玩具,沒幾下她的父母就同意了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAbFlw04JYbe
我說啊,這個年紀的男孩還真是非一般的扭鬧。711Please respect copyright.PENANAdtooLJr4gN
看著黃澄澄的圓月,我腦袋不自覺追溯著這段不長不短的日子,這算是我在同一個人類身邊逗留最久的一次。711Please respect copyright.PENANAMBYph7nP49
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不論如何,終究還是結束了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAO5MwEwi18J
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我從枕頭站起來朝看窗戶,除了偶然有身穿素衣的衣護人員經過外,還有平常人沒辦法看見,引導亡魂的黑影。711Please respect copyright.PENANA7Bsqt54LWH
那麼,是時候出發,繼續我的旅程。711Please respect copyright.PENANAgurd2QJYzE
畢竟我是野生的玩具熊,什麼生命的意義,什麼約定,根本就是無謂的束縛。711Please respect copyright.PENANAGsrfAWnu1E
好,這個地方,永別──啊啊啊,怎麼又有東西扯著我啦!711Please respect copyright.PENANAey1Yz4hS4n
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正當我要打開窗戶,一股蠻力抓住我的頭,硬生生扯我回去。711Please respect copyright.PENANA5QhVVgqDJ9
竟然是你──鄰床的小男孩!711Please respect copyright.PENANAVynx3slnxK
他果然發現了我有生命,這下糟了!又再一次不能脫身嗎!711Please respect copyright.PENANABCLIqSvBzM
「放手啊小子,老子可沒心情陪你耗!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAeewFdvIt65
「護士說她轉了到『兒童深切治療部』。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAkqxDli9eOU
在我奮力掙扎期間,一個說不上好也說不上壞的消息從他口中吐出。711Please respect copyright.PENANApy0Cwgwj11
「我們去找她吧?」711Please respect copyright.PENANAdzQSSGPlmf
「喂,等一下──」711Please respect copyright.PENANAOVIYGg2spq
我還沒答應,不要擅自抱著我跑出病房啊!還有,小子你知道兒童深切治療部在哪裡嗎!醫院到處是病菌,你又是病童這樣到處走真的好嗎!711Please respect copyright.PENANAb77fP0OqbO
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「我想去見她。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAUZg3n05Y9x
小男孩一路走走停停,不時躲開經過的工作人員,也努力在迷宮般的醫院走廊確定方向。711Please respect copyright.PENANA9mhdmcvKfh
「要是過了今晚大概不能再見了,我有這種預感。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAKKaZLMjdSs
「那你自己去不就好了?我可不想再見那傢伙──」誰要看到她躺在病床虛弱瀕死的樣子啊!711Please respect copyright.PENANAY0Xt46rIg7
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「糟了。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAhosgv69CY6
我還沒說完,小男孩忽然停下腳步。711Please respect copyright.PENANA63ArzDKGEH
他終於如願走到兒童深切治療部前的轉角,看著盡頭那堵需要密碼鎖的玻璃幕門如此暗罵。711Please respect copyright.PENANAGFT0ptibeX
而我知道他懊惱的並不是密碼鎖。711Please respect copyright.PENANAgfSqnbGhOA
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而是死神領著小女孩穿過幕門的情形。711Please respect copyright.PENANAdCh8EEIVAi
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右手被死神粗魯地拉扯著,左手不停擦拭著眼淚,小女孩就這樣出現在我們面前。711Please respect copyright.PENANAjN3R2XJbkk
「是你……還有玩具熊!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAJsA7bng06G
看到熟人,她的眼淚更是洶湧,大顆大顆地掉下來,大聲向黑影哀求。711Please respect copyright.PENANANwQ1xl2ouX
「求求你,死神先生,我還不想死!我還沒和玩具熊到過花田,還沒替朋友慶祝生日,我不想死!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAF9cF9kvLUm
就在此時,走廊的另一端迴響著急促的腳步,沒多久便見幾個醫生護士衝入深切治療部。小女孩的身影倏地變得恍惚,虛無得甚至連死神也沒辦法確實抓住她。711Please respect copyright.PENANAZZWwxQ6wwM
「小孩的靈真麻煩。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAGMxqPXYOMc
死神吐出了相當不耐煩的說話,然後用手在小女孩面前劃了一圈,她立即動彈不得。711Please respect copyright.PENANATgwhHVnz0H
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「啊!你怎麼在這裡!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAKaJkhbSD6T
一名當值護士氣喘喘地跑出來,並發現了站在走廊中央的小男孩。711Please respect copyright.PENANAHVYprRwip0
「不能進去啊,小女孩會沒事,你先回房吧!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAX6LNiLoyEp
「不行!我要去阻止!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAE04yPhsqxS
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事情就這樣不分先後地襲來,這條不寬不窄的走廊迴響著兩個小孩的哭聲,我到底要怎麼辦?711Please respect copyright.PENANAZTnaA1K5vc
眼見小男孩被護士攔下來不能再隨心行動,我到底要怎麼辦?711Please respect copyright.PENANAG8QqEPw99H
眼見小女孩被黑影拖到窗邊消失,我到底要怎麼辦──711Please respect copyright.PENANAla36C6Agdl
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忽然,天旋地轉。711Please respect copyright.PENANAPP6RgVP3UP
小男孩奮力將我擲出窗戶。711Please respect copyright.PENANADxSHkXtSmf
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「拜託了!把她追回來──」711Please respect copyright.PENANAMjSyuxjeh4
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接觸到外頭冷空氣的瞬間,他的請求亦轟然響起。711Please respect copyright.PENANA6YNMLbTys5
把她追回來──711Please respect copyright.PENANAKJksvUiOcd
就像�ڰߤ@ť懂的指令,一著陸在草坡雙腳便狂奔起來,追趕著那個哇哇大哭的小鬼。711Please respect copyright.PENANAMprBrhC6Vc
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已經不停跟妳說,野生的我不甘心被馴養,不停想要逃走,老是不聽!711Please respect copyright.PENANALb0RMIAmqC
好了,害我現在開始有點在意妳,妳卻拍拍屁股溜掉了!711Please respect copyright.PENANArAgQsCJSLd
別太過份!即使是小孩也該負責任啊啊啊──711Please respect copyright.PENANAGUsXEs6y1T
711Please respect copyright.PENANA92s8sm8zoQ
回過神來,醫院的花園景色已換成一條灰色隧道,死神顯然放慢了腳步,我才得以追上──711Please respect copyright.PENANARlRTdkL6t7
「放開那個女孩──」711Please respect copyright.PENANA7jJI224WyB
我使勁地對死神使出飛踢……完全沒有攻擊性的飛踢。711Please respect copyright.PENANAwXHjcWOWbB
實在糗死了,不過成功讓他停下來就算。711Please respect copyright.PENANAIooQre9rP8
「玩具熊!」小女孩看見了我相當雀躍,呼呼,還好沒有把剛才的出糗放在眼內。711Please respect copyright.PENANA2yXH7Giai7
「你怎麼能進來?能進來這裡的只有亡靈和引渡者。」死神有點不解地問,什麼鬼?這些事你該比我清楚吧!711Please respect copyright.PENANAaGl6PltgNX
「我哪知道怎麼進來啊!總之我不會讓你帶走她!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAyjx7WbL3y6
我握緊前爪,使出一記又一記勾拳。711Please respect copyright.PENANALHCfNmbFR5
「你們倒是幹得出這種事啊!這樣的孩子還沒看過世界就死掉──」711Please respect copyright.PENANABytmrTDQWV
「在這世上十年也不夠就要走──」711Please respect copyright.PENANASYIRisrRGa
「有好多東西、有好多想做的事也沒有實現──」711Please respect copyright.PENANAnp06OkflGn
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明明是個天真可愛的小孩,卻就這樣痛苦的死掉了……711Please respect copyright.PENANAOtCGOxgty9
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「我只需要把逝世的人們帶來這裡,其他事情並不需要深究。」死神用了比踹開我更加震撼的方式,斬釘截鐵止住我的攻勢。「她時辰已到,你們該很清楚,也該接受這個事實。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAj4bjVf0qzs
死神伸出了手,在我和小女孩的旁邊劃了個圓圈,打開了一個大洞。711Please respect copyright.PENANALbHmxeBxeZ
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已經沒任何辦法了嗎?711Please respect copyright.PENANAxT5GuoSL0f
可惡啊──711Please respect copyright.PENANAwEmuMBwLgY
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沒想到,一片花田就在那個大洞呈現出來。711Please respect copyright.PENANAC3hcKTHaEe
藍天白雲和在風中搖曳黃色的鮮花,還有一條清澈的河流,這就是我當初醒來的地方。711Please respect copyright.PENANAzLMQHd5ItF
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「玩具熊的故鄉、好漂亮啊……」小女孩先是發呆,然後又開始抽泣。711Please respect copyright.PENANAwv9RVXbl7q
拜託妳不要哭啊!不要把眼淚傳染給我啊!711Please respect copyright.PENANAJNMYwaIq7P
「謝謝你,死神先生。」711Please respect copyright.PENANA3OzTc1fttC
小女孩一邊擦眼淚一邊主動牽回死神的手,繼續往隧道深處前進,妳這樣就滿足了嗎?711Please respect copyright.PENANAiixAyw41yJ
「玩具熊,這段日子也謝謝你了。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAceqaDgXDbz
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等一下。711Please respect copyright.PENANAw0fVCyz46x
多等一下──711Please respect copyright.PENANACQUnbY6dYg
連接花田的洞不斷擴大,我追不上他們也逃不掉崩塌,直接墮回花田裡去。711Please respect copyright.PENANA8jwGlriPQ3
最後烙印在我腦海的,是小女孩那抹滿足的微笑。711Please respect copyright.PENANAi6tSWSqJOR
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就這樣,幾天以來我一直持續著那天墮回人間的姿態躺在原地,喚回我思緒的居然是一隻硬是要掛在我鼻子上的甲蟲,噁心死了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAmSFAAZG6X7
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「雖然你沒有眼淚。」711Please respect copyright.PENANANhVDdgiZfh
「可是似乎在哭一樣。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAO03VoZKGRc
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這幾天漫山遍野的噪音,總算組織成黃花的說話了。711Please respect copyright.PENANA5Jo3PPZ9To
是嗎?原來我在哭嗎?711Please respect copyright.PENANAEBBIUVXH6m
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「我好像……做了一個很長的夢。」711Please respect copyright.PENANA9KWhW1SXyz
我坐起身子,把至今為止的旅程不吐不快似的,鉅細靡遺地說出來,當中包括遇見女孩的事,還有跟死神對抗的事。711Please respect copyright.PENANAIZpF9PM5dW
我一直在這個世上流浪,遇見了好多新奇有趣的事物,見識過很多,然而面對生死時仍然深刻地感到無能為力。711Please respect copyright.PENANAQ85MGRuF75
「夢醒來了,旅程結束了,我還是不清楚自己要做什麼,這種人生有什麼意義?」711Please respect copyright.PENANAujJrbSznfv
我很想知道,擁有奇蹟般的生命之後,我該要做些什麼。711Please respect copyright.PENANAneohY5BqXP
那個小女孩死了,我還可以為她做些什麼。711Please respect copyright.PENANAhof1F4cpwS
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耳邊持續傳來窸窸窣窣的聲音,黃花商量了好一陣子,最後終算有個代表回答我:711Please respect copyright.PENANAdO3hbEZ9gj
「每顆生命都有其意義呀。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAMtPc7MC0Ek
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每顆生命都有其意義,是嗎?711Please respect copyright.PENANADRpam9uXlB
即使忽然在這世上活過來的我、一隻野生的玩具熊,也是有著其意義,是嗎?711Please respect copyright.PENANAciVC9ajyzJ
腦海中,又再一次浮現了小女孩的身影。711Please respect copyright.PENANAXWoRqfLVJJ
在她人生最後的那段時間,有因為我的陪伴而感到愉快嗎?711Please respect copyright.PENANAyDJmJLkz0B
這個世界,還有多少個沒來及感受世界,就要離開世上的小孩?711Please respect copyright.PENANAtCrjbL6Njg
每顆生命都有其意義,是嗎……711Please respect copyright.PENANAkyrKQhTXSU
我想,我知道該怎麼辦了。711Please respect copyright.PENANAPVweLjuukw
我找到了──身為一隻野生玩具熊的意義。711Please respect copyright.PENANARTK7XWVScj
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是時候展開一段嶄新的旅程了。711Please respect copyright.PENANApLQsgZ3aHS
唯一不同的是,這趟旅行有別已往,如今的我身負特殊重任。711Please respect copyright.PENANADqvdqBkMia
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「我是一隻野生玩具熊,也是小孩專屬的引渡者。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAVFmleKahyM
這夜我來到一間醫院,對著一名男孩如此自我介紹。711Please respect copyright.PENANAMOgeJOXAfP
沒錯,我軟硬兼施之下終於得到那些傢伙的認可,成為了世上最獨特的引渡者。711Please respect copyright.PENANA5jHoTS1ExU
「引、引渡者?」711Please respect copyright.PENANAMvADepxZc9
「嗯……簡單而言就是死神啦。」711Please respect copyright.PENANAgkxGeCzG9q
聽到死神這名稱,果然會令他崩潰而泣啊……這心情我也相當理解,不過這是沒辦法的事,只能拍拍他的頭。711Please respect copyright.PENANAwVil6IO4n5
「的確很不甘心吧小子?所以你有什麼願望,我都陪你逐一實現好了!」711Please respect copyright.PENANAJVCa229G7d
我拉著他來到窗邊,一架巨現化的玩具蒸汽火車便由星空駛來。大概和人類口中的死亡過程有點不同,他睜大眼睛,感到相當不可思議,不過也乖乖坐到車廂裡去。711Please respect copyright.PENANA5jKXOth8kV
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「出發,來去實現願望囉──」711Please respect copyright.PENANAW3aqw9ThWA
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至少,我希望自己是這種存在。711Please respect copyright.PENANArECHUah9K1
至少,希望能帶給他們人生中最後的快樂。711Please respect copyright.PENANAZXqq1x7Kwo
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(I’m Asphodel, Tell Me Your Last Wish.) 711Please respect copyright.PENANAxvChxMdTOy