花語：遇見幸福
邂逅總是突如其來，防不勝防。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdWkVNSCj3
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6ie4BIxNJ
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt9AdWGpdz
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdgqV6GP1G
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUKL0jKssi
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQenSn1LRpo
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWohdOfGDOP
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx2Ucz9tb9
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwxkZOdGz2
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaTh42ELg2
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實在太超現實啦！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDN0YYgIJu
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGSoBpZ3m9
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真矛盾。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2bAWXx1ge
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM9hUlgcOV
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dHxU7m1s2
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很完美的人生吧？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7HUrXc67C
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0n5gCPT99
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycD1LN6ZnS
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9zfDbsVw2
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錯了。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanDpTWInQv
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完全錯了。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fi0WeRviO
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSmoYbHLXL
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMBCvq4Fex
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDpGnlT8po
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnI3YamRqs
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyZfyHvCT1
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會死掉嗎？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lNXkW9x7i
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沒所謂。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf7vsKO26x
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s8JhBlDR6
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ayKlRiu9p
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l8rtFXjIe
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfIJVqAtlD
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8PuiALpfX
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兩手是空空如也。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxeyg5EU1p
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6m3YKzpF9
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfZVPE2V2V
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcHPSkf2RE
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1OIoEDv9J
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAPUCgkSvE
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1C8UYIZrI
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhHQkXLlX2
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假如……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgxPWnTJwV
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1uycSiOZh
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiIwdjGdVn
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjXzDe0TMg
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75bVumVdRs
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yz9ikjLNJ
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRArP28tHpo
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSmvwZqO3s
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRJVIQleEG
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我真的活著嗎？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT1XwtNecY
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xrh7bFnfq
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GI2eu6ror
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkR2R6R97Z
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzprnwWxnw
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很可怕。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBOqNrKkw0
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhltxHrSgAW
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF1mcvWRma
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqddMEz1As
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTVfo3gg9K
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3Q61Kuuri
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPHRQeDiPl
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「妳怎麼了？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS8B9IaxyL
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl36Gu7aRDz
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「看起來很痛……」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0Nj4HJs4P
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXknYcr8S7
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「來，打起精神吧！」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIqdWqi3xZ
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIzUzTYsAp
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZSfCvOtAK
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJmYfC7o2G
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到了哪兒去？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Oe1PkKTxF
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHIWHAN7m7
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPg7p8gfPB
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsFsuDYAVz
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPD49Uvh6DS
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qA2HMESWi
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為什麼呢？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMMiw9qQN0
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl5l1jIUkZ
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQQIj861t5
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6PsFchNI1
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嗯……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EcrPLEigq
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQvxPjE2gB
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCYDEdoydN
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLoPHQoVYd
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ztQZ2k8uC
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7sSGAQhlL
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不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uSd0cEXNo
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbGtoPXnYh
從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlJAF1Bnqx
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0e49tS2fq
後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1IsUF8IHU
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGNDUTO7X6
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaky4jrUdVo
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqecqXK9qE4
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jROXrOK1E
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JbNA2Ot8f
「有很多東西。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwLD6zo6nJ
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sCeXfFc2M
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABGOjkfvYy
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWkc8zRU6m
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl6Goeaeff
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OBZhfcMQf
沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XdnqwwKAy
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw5IWeSY0d
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SzweeFqvu
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiCkwdShpE
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbbUP7aYXb
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdYeafpGJm
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RSCm1hu1z
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9Lh3clnrc
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DeVoUHSM0
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1iZ6dMcNy
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBNVUMI9jl
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowKe6r1qig
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz3gZ2zlTn
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3DsWlr2yu
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDy0RJ70jV
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf5t8sIMk5
這是我第一次自己作出決定。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZNLNqTGjs
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWRcRWaumV
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDAIJUzrDa
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2u0EpZMTLn
仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcr0miAJ61
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3qMfH6NyS
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYXvIYpgKB
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2HPFtXTgN
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbTTjI8edc
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWzKTZV0aW
嗚——598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqzfJdKArc
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea1PP4dC4K
警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFn1Gcijne
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy4V346Xwy
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKvDgZTsi8
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc4WlxoVYx
「妳還真是……」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLqbPTktw4
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQtfVb680V
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKfyupNV6x
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvmdWQME0g
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBUbzpODjx
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiDs9LZdwW
「有想去的地方嗎？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7hcosXBYa
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9geVAEnae5
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ99jt51XZ4
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofzHHna9fB
「沒問題。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X03LSvR0Q
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhWQvKEE9F
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hKmrJw4dy
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4cTdrtzIC
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡql90TTaxgs
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLgCtyzqFi
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3LrbQqF1I
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnxBm7Hmhp
「喂！」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZSP1yRFR6
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDcJu9k67f
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3eAvUuBCf
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTDbPPk0pA
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA6Uo8N4pA
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIKAUSwtJ6
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWbRdgLJcD
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazAIHqm6m3
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg9ybO4CRk
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQh0P766so
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjORbKofjC
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NZM0UL9FO
之後要如何是好？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3nP1zneix
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcCCqRwIj2
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqtO94U9Fy
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnOQppBw9I
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBDKMXa4fZ
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IHsH0fdZb
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXsAJF3pUy
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp14F22Lnt
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfTJq3Euvz
沒有要拆下的樣子。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkf1uLjNLG
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatRCds9wQD
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL8d2Y82co
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPu6i1V1sl
藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu9PYUcyOR
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNfgVLF7mH
「送給妳。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg9oBVGvDA
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdEXWCs6Sl
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxY4BN2RkG
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu8mF0DZ4y
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasXo7cuqc4
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq8IxxifdO
我好像不太懂他……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6imxRWiVsq
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC8wLFP0FB
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z2TaDAIw8
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTmzsp2dwI
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF0OfYGv4b
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bCIKkd4l0
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRLzp6hP3y
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcwPsU2kUe
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSz5Dm7ZnB
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVBvklIu2i
「戰爭？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCIpgG7qrJ
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwedl0ifWB
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCtYdCQtsE
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJN5ig6jod
「其實我……」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3EkGpHuZQ
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalWlF26cdO
嘶——598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3bhyJKS1C
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgYgXlYGZ1
刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GWwNJD26f
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwNbBfhhoc
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkljWzeBrF
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5kCMSol5L
「爸、爸爸……」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxRzEZlYF4
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUhfEmH4gS
為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KmC9k4KO1
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0mwYRPsBe
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK1nNZEaQF
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z9PdU5oXs
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKMsYKgBnd
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasuwpyxYGb
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWT5ubTj7A
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5JTzvBPpE
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq1gEdoLu3
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifwlbubCec
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyFAjLl3mH
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAsSY6mOly
或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8UfmJwvMl
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEafhVKoN4
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIGaDibJOr
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3EzTgThpr
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wbnZ0ILNl
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9F5G18sbm
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmhJsQ2mER
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjmoC5cbKE
美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M9qk48Gj6
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1nCx9eAIY
那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOGhPeF3nR
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzgsh6nMlc
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJn2EMxSG5
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04C9OblJYK
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkroYIDHvI0
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqFe30tfct
沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9dQ7fSaKk
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhOVkVgN9o
然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQC4G6vL0X
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TpTHdht5r
咚！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBycULk5ZPb
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HDOeNA6Iy
是什麼聲？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq69J4Bzlti
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQEEJcnG5V
我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQhOZQgPsn
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgThWA57DW
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4krkYgdlf
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv55WMVO6Yh
「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPmjTtIUYC
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZurB9maRHF
看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUinzkvrE86
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbZKhG8AmI
「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS5wWh8i09
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo0MWj4yoY
以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks1XJBe3d1
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5BTPfmHPi
現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpsAlsDLCK
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWJnSQO1MW
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH9F1mFrKw
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJk8oVBM6j
糟糕！被發現了吧！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxoXEFBHSz
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwsyVe34Fv
「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XjYMcs3kj
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQVojnErJ0
「謝謝你，還有再見。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhiKHRBpy5
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwke6w8Knx
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGxmw3olUE
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MxPyba2FW
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58Er1UkjSY
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkphHX7NuS
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ88nXxa2qj
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkwsV4oEq4
「不要上飛機」。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7EHFAjL1A
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGbEbU2eVv
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsq6jSoIag
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjlFh6SsQk
是他寫的嗎？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4tzzsnDwF
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fNjzbIVih
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz0gjqhkPI
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJQbAgEh6t
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnFuKvfczJ
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIh2niM90N
沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM6A9rqmh7
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOghOirBtTZ
將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN621Zl3v9
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd72eYOHhy
「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQotFZFLFE
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7KLqtiUrb
「……那快點走。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjATNGpUbO
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZTf3GtKRd
他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGoofMekyi
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHcvZGdJHo
我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFg6kJv2BR
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WfUW9Y2ip
只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQZntjRPwP
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtwhT1E66V
緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUINZLmZml
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOpu045ZmU
「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRuipFEPQU
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCdU5eKrEV
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnVOeFsOXS
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGsd4xxmNe
「拿著。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl7P8QHibH
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsR2i9yKt0
「唔。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXTBIGk8HS
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7bLuRT33x
接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnr2zpuIYH
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6gFEKPYyx
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrpenHHZ9r
我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbuIoHjdCf
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQGWBrt2LF
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAIdCO4lQ5
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzX9iQEqNB
爸媽真的不愛我嗎？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2mBfC3yOg
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhha3EKXNAt
踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWDwPhEX2b
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4onJAh1C7k
很懷念。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDz1CaXN2p
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfN9ksO1pT
不過一切都要完結了。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o4mwWk7bP
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSu4E0EmVJt
飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoN3HqFFSz
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK4nNqscES
在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bcMiUNoaK
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWaRe2uVfI
「不要上飛機」。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKR6xPui4h
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUsga3RmDj
為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNbniL0P0K
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOANcrwEqG
轟！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrxsBlecBj
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YZBOlwkeE
忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqCmDa61e9
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSdmqnUbUX
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLozLhbJDev
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqe0cfNUN7
「爸爸……」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFz4MtrRNO
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLRpnGEgFA
「什麼都別說。」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCDTNYrweN
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMaI5jxd9Y
正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs37tLNWrd8
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnTmdv43e9
只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNJ8y3DNhG
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iOz8nxNcY
爸爸？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgnlAcA3wZ
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilg7OrgovD
爸爸在哪兒？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHLN68UhAM
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo5XUe06Aj
很痛啊！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFsoAoKDS4
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaBPPY7YFt
我動不到，連指頭也動不了……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCdQ9pixVV
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3rCJnGspQ
意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdTfXxM1bJ
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRqkYzLifQ
「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw0I8A9mjz
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1buh7KneDa
語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
