I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.379Please respect copyright.PENANAkenFKgdT8s
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
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Let's take a blast to the moon, baby379Please respect copyright.PENANAtX3bK2tgRp
I sit around wishing you well379Please respect copyright.PENANAMRSaw2TleF
How I'm craving you379Please respect copyright.PENANA0X3H4ZaF7Q
Every time I'm near you379Please respect copyright.PENANAx750YaTyOz
I always wanna swallow you down379Please respect copyright.PENANAsdfv2tR01u
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,379Please respect copyright.PENANA6pEET35JWx
I'll need you here379Please respect copyright.PENANA69JTxm2ExX
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear379Please respect copyright.PENANA4gbjRpIOLa
Why is it every day379Please respect copyright.PENANAxVH3INxRZJ
That I feel the pain?379Please respect copyright.PENANARTW1dDI52I
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away379Please respect copyright.PENANAIuKipsHD0P
Where were you when I was down?379Please respect copyright.PENANAbLfJ6yeIdD
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure379Please respect copyright.PENANAqiHjfDhnMl
And my soul mate lives in your body379Please respect copyright.PENANASirbEMfPU7
I can't get you out of my head379Please respect copyright.PENANAVlzh3gqE5y
It never goes away
In my life,379Please respect copyright.PENANAiFqQqSRssA
I'll need you here379Please respect copyright.PENANAF9keco4V6v
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear379Please respect copyright.PENANATFVaBUaDqm
In your eyes,379Please respect copyright.PENANAAyzD65s77f
You can bid me farewell379Please respect copyright.PENANAOVzhkG7Rjt
Don't ever try to understand my situation379Please respect copyright.PENANADGtdu1O3WV
Why is it every day379Please respect copyright.PENANA6pzoo5NMOT
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it379Please respect copyright.PENANActk5Til0oS
When I'm looking for love379Please respect copyright.PENANASTsy8YqA9M
Always seem to be regretting it379Please respect copyright.PENANAD0R6ailtMw
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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