I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.380Please respect copyright.PENANAKBdJVChjCe
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby380Please respect copyright.PENANA5j2LqTJlvd
I sit around wishing you well380Please respect copyright.PENANAd6LbcAN2VP
How I'm craving you380Please respect copyright.PENANABdKNwz91JN
Every time I'm near you380Please respect copyright.PENANAjEH0OK7VOj
I always wanna swallow you down380Please respect copyright.PENANACjXNVw7lTb
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,380Please respect copyright.PENANAtJrCrmC4p6
I'll need you here380Please respect copyright.PENANAZrqSnRbFn6
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear380Please respect copyright.PENANAjMW14WrQiD
Why is it every day380Please respect copyright.PENANAS31GZEPQV4
That I feel the pain?380Please respect copyright.PENANAhZ5qh55IEv
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away380Please respect copyright.PENANA0zfsnLSsm0
Where were you when I was down?380Please respect copyright.PENANAOvV6yQH3pP
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure380Please respect copyright.PENANAF9zJ2obIKU
And my soul mate lives in your body380Please respect copyright.PENANA7N3Eygpc0L
I can't get you out of my head380Please respect copyright.PENANA2aixG3YQKq
It never goes away
In my life,380Please respect copyright.PENANAMXx2fvTkmP
I'll need you here380Please respect copyright.PENANAiMQuuIXpQy
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear380Please respect copyright.PENANAl5ykIJpz43
In your eyes,380Please respect copyright.PENANAFOLMJsjWWk
You can bid me farewell380Please respect copyright.PENANAsR4ebhSXBr
Don't ever try to understand my situation380Please respect copyright.PENANAnDOktWfppA
Why is it every day380Please respect copyright.PENANAPO9fjTnQMm
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it380Please respect copyright.PENANA8NKdanls9p
When I'm looking for love380Please respect copyright.PENANAUoTw50KJUd
Always seem to be regretting it380Please respect copyright.PENANAdk8yQmSaPj
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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