I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBdJVChjCe
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j2LqTJlvd
I sit around wishing you well380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6LbcAN2VP
How I'm craving you380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdKNwz91JN
Every time I'm near you380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEH0OK7VOj
I always wanna swallow you down380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjXNVw7lTb
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJrCrmC4p6
I'll need you here380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrqSnRbFn6
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMW14WrQiD
Why is it every day380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS31GZEPQV4
That I feel the pain?380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ5qh55IEv
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zfsnLSsm0
Where were you when I was down?380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvV6yQH3pP
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9zJ2obIKU
And my soul mate lives in your body380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N3Eygpc0L
I can't get you out of my head380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aixG3YQKq
It never goes away
In my life,380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXx2fvTkmP
I'll need you here380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMQuuIXpQy
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5ykIJpz43
In your eyes,380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOLMJsjWWk
You can bid me farewell380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsR4ebhSXBr
Don't ever try to understand my situation380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDOktWfppA
Why is it every day380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO9fjTnQMm
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NKdanls9p
When I'm looking for love380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoTw50KJUd
Always seem to be regretting it380Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdk8yQmSaPj
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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