I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsyrlfwFQM
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
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Let's take a blast to the moon, baby257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ778o2ZcLPs
I sit around wishing you well257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJjBrfLGq1
How I'm craving you257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbolnU6iHu
Every time I'm near you257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAHRAZTSOM
I always wanna swallow you down257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEpSXMdSnp
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAmFsIReCn
I'll need you here257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpmVvQuEEi
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6d9vCNtHD
Why is it every day257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8l2EiOFae
That I feel the pain?257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfvTTGvdlb
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksHpNplNjL
Where were you when I was down?257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwo158QWCP
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nKbxGheD9
And my soul mate lives in your body257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJnsSVo1vX
I can't get you out of my head257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazm9uXthgg
It never goes away
In my life,257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tmiwqzD6D
I'll need you here257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA0ZYB0Nml
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHifM14JgN
In your eyes,257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMafOXQdxtD
You can bid me farewell257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1u7sfIJhU
Don't ever try to understand my situation257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX84m5PPqz
Why is it every day257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoopFnT9I56
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4ZVXixNRc
When I'm looking for love257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI0njC9nLt
Always seem to be regretting it257Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTe4z5OEcK
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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