I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxUK8w2ZYz
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzPfFXvR1z
I sit around wishing you well178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oEJfz1UgB
How I'm craving you178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLbTv4nWXF
Every time I'm near you178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqHAreykf6
I always wanna swallow you down178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpMgIJFKEo
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9pxnhJmfg
I'll need you here178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SOn5uPQsK
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VgDwrbXAk
Why is it every day178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTlVjLiFvC
That I feel the pain?178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo23BblnXS6
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c3KGWcAqP
Where were you when I was down?178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2BcOkojVY
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFS4112WI3
And my soul mate lives in your body178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyvKbWwGbQ
I can't get you out of my head178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQfPb4lh17
It never goes away
In my life,178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tQ8qUSFX3
I'll need you here178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB2ZgwuQMf
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBdPihmI8U
In your eyes,178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLH2Y4rEag
You can bid me farewell178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdRAkDjYVw
Don't ever try to understand my situation178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiCF6bppgO
Why is it every day178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVblprd6S6d
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKS4DtrEluM
When I'm looking for love178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWguNKPDdE
Always seem to be regretting it178Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryi57cRGEX
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
ns3.147.7.83da2
