「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknyTX7UqSW
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ418uE00l08
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE6JHcPHdf
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幼小我的父母就離異，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOll7MigGim
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjkd9u43Sn
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對母親的記憶還是有，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJfsOmXWdj
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記得她很常酗酒，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10Xt4XDXMe
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後來的日子，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGb3Buo5PZ
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg51igrOwso
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忙於工作的他，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0QZvB4pzY
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF2de90oC8
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到了上課時間再直接上課，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvX1BqZ015q
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8wVnaUhkL
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzhNzOFDxf
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb4dvGq22t
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwttFgcYYS
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGowkDar5b4
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父親工作的地方不一定，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAe5ajuKPlz
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輾轉的換了三所小學，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmTcEg5hwL
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaaO62cnCn
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他開始會喜怒無常，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW6ttbkndd
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWglrQ6B0G
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviZOLS90JD
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很小我就與異性交往，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQODzuCIhaq
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXzvx3cAWa
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDreDaq5zY3
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwXxWB1Mpn
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我會睡在工地，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta6AAg3V39
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk1k55iUvB
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDr8Mnwies
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSlLc5WTrS
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他開始會講貶低的話語，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHUqGLTXo2
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那些原本用來工作的用具，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJlcKvOUrb
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgB6UKSPPj
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nAwbCjaUH
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQUjZBkzLp
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWq5FHsq3cI
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要我轉告給老師，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6QSPo4iVh
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8eBjQhSx5
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmlSYAlXV7
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnVLpgrCJ9
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFKQy1h0TH
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細細去回想每個片段，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJVTauYYf8
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZYGdeWzci
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMG7mXHAs5f
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6jg28Nb3M
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLO01MqDJkz
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3Ox8sVHFK
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjZMedXi8L
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGH9AdSCCU
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kpdqJlepV
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAj2UnXbE9
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwZIsGXTU0
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN5UM0zWpl
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正準備吃下第一口時，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOxThitUyl
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLBGzRtiuB
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。644Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2mHNqnaoS
