今天一整天都在昏睡139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm64Bd9hGv
原本沒打算要發日記139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvWC3ngwZA
但突然冒出一個念頭139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAi0bQkidH
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJuy4Ay7DH
跟 看到未來139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtSTNIDD4O
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDlXv5UEE9
能等到結婚生子139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvYKM80mRH
有我的孩子139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRraJDmYKg
我自己的孩子139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTULnR1pv1
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeA6c2dnzZ
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6whWHJGZP
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqG4zQHroW
我會變成什麼樣子？139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchmrE6MdwZ
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMfthOGGUp
沒有愛的人139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJoV7Nk0bw
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VReFfii5a
好像是在逃避什麼139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPTvENKHCI
又像在渴求什麼139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YHPF88SHW
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiJSFuK1l7
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcYBruJp7y
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XkY0GGR2t
請容許我幼稚下去吧139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqOdAIkS3e
這禮拜學校出了不少事139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ4YU7D9RJ
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA9hDNPs0j
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid87LMhUIz
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeyjHwTyiQ
所以不清楚139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3gkyu8i3a
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73ne8XEJPw
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUuMZ4TVA3
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfsF7NplU8
大概是這種想法吧139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpsauoC0kL
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iXlzbxTqj
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTIlNv6dCl
會選在大家都看得到的地方139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OupzaqPwU
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt0sNcXeTQ
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwUiBz0oIB
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g8EUph34U
我也是139Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtufKDzvnHK
