今天一整天都在昏睡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCLzvQqCsr
原本沒打算要發日記194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1X9y4rVFy
但突然冒出一個念頭194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIEOR8vjn7
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm31d2yxE8G
跟 看到未來194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEToDceEtaG
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mq8hFMfte
能等到結婚生子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTH6h6hDZJ
有我的孩子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1eyAAVvqi
我自己的孩子194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw0VUuJChZ
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIlTLwRqAc
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ082Qrb3vMM
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1QLNHG3C8
我會變成什麼樣子？194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSIHQlOQSk
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DSvfhqEBI
沒有愛的人194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteRmFiUmiX
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjNGn2nLHs
好像是在逃避什麼194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v03DUdYRY
又像在渴求什麼194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2sLKKPpkU
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2hwR1kRpX
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPDE4ZLizs
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r16MaPbUz
請容許我幼稚下去吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLR1klgs5H
這禮拜學校出了不少事194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGYGChz2Jw
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjon8us3pih
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjssosFSPD
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5fhrl0tMY
所以不清楚194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkz5CgwfXo
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqrAchsdI5
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywQ879Yo6K
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ6224Xz9C
大概是這種想法吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoCMnF0dIm
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfy5I6IM24
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwMETdcwvx
會選在大家都看得到的地方194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGcFXKtnuj
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp0QEi8uqP
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES1YGrKYFo
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpaV5Kgw9C
我也是194Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xuBrzA3Wz
