(第一人稱,松本晴香視角)63Please respect copyright.PENANAjiItOtF38d
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「準備好了嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAOwFqdfhel5
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吉田站在我一旁,並一如往常的掛著笑容,並對我發起疑問。63Please respect copyright.PENANAFZkJ5saGBK
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方,正為即將到來的表演做準備。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQMrX250wIt
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我深吸一口氣,卻感覺不到一絲緊張。63Please respect copyright.PENANAYniwtTNfcW
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「需要喝水嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANANPcKmPq8EK
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcXxnEdM3q1
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「……,不用了。」63Please respect copyright.PENANA8oowofnWv7
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「真的不用嗎?平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊!」63Please respect copyright.PENANASRweBLqksI
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已,喝水比較能緩解心情……。63Please respect copyright.PENANABUfBi4umUy
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不過,現在沒這個必要吧?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAvgq2T2aSYi
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「……,也是呢。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAIp8T2VPWQE
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吉田沒有多說什麼,而是看向舞台,等待著即將到來的表演。63Please respect copyright.PENANAh7bZaZNON8
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「下一個,Amateur Light!」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAb3DVgjoSBj
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這時,布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。63Please respect copyright.PENANAnM93hLPVuD
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聽到這句話,我和吉田沒有任何遲疑,並一同踏上了舞台。63Please respect copyright.PENANAdZYZRabI1L
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我閉上了眼睛,並朝著舞台前進。63Please respect copyright.PENANAgds2naqQcG
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在舞台上表演……,究竟是怎麼樣子呢? 63Please respect copyright.PENANAp611Ug8sch
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「到了喔!晴香。」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAfUgX5rqqLq
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一段時間後,吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAwP97iEkLgw
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聽到吉田的聲音後,我深吸了一口氣。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcnLipuIvVh
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必須冷靜下來,接下來就是我們偶像的表演。63Please respect copyright.PENANA8K4MPtuJsA
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只要表演好的話,或許我們會紅嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANAR4dp0uqePq
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那就得跳好才行,必須跳好才可以……。63Please respect copyright.PENANA7XEvjMaqqa
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……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAiIuK2TUzvN
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……,夠了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAfV9A8GZ1dF
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候?63Please respect copyright.PENANAHlDbb8BCEE
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我張開了眼睛,並看著眼前的一切。63Please respect copyright.PENANAasyjmwdjpb
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人,剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。63Please respect copyright.PENANAbzJhqkoYzV
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而我們所站上的舞台,不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAFLZJlotePY
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命,一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。63Please respect copyright.PENANA4aICyVm5nJ
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Amateur Light,是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAlOKuTgxowv
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢,和業餘偶像合作非常便宜,也不需要太多麻煩的手續,對於某些小企業來說,拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAEsSeUi0FVG
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在吉田的邀請下,我很快就加入這裡,並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAft9T1Wttwv
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雖然……,和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAtg20dOH5cJ
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但也沒關係了,如今能當偶像,又有足夠養活自己的薪水,也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧?63Please respect copyright.PENANAIRqnEQa9SO
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這一次也是,只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAilHyhB2nGG
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「那麼……,開始!」63Please respect copyright.PENANANQQFzgxYI2
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隨著台下的導演喊下,我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。63Please respect copyright.PENANApPWHaoyiTE
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明明在舞台上,明明在表演著……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAUvJO8874xu
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANAv5azI7Llbn
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在我們錄完影片後,我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAID3yFv25vB
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間,是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。63Please respect copyright.PENANAFazKBnRpB4
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我在打開門進到這裡後,我很快坐在其中一個椅子上,並直直趴在桌上。63Please respect copyright.PENANAFoUjCpSiMl
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我能深刻感受,我在做的是一份「工作」,而不是一個「興趣」。63Please respect copyright.PENANAoOrIOgbBN2
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不過那又怎麼了嗎?反正我都有穩定的收入,我能有什麼怨言?63Please respect copyright.PENANAxXVrHbsSLj
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這樣的生活就好,這樣下去就好……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAW88zNMwZay
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧?63Please respect copyright.PENANAsxCMTmSY5u
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「喂!松本。」 63Please respect copyright.PENANA65VJumTaCX
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就在我趴在桌上時,一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來,並喊了我的名字。63Please respect copyright.PENANA4jV8xBpgSo
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她叫小林千鶴,算是Amateur Light的製作人,負責管理Amateur Light的財務;同時也是個有名氣的網紅-頻道有120萬訂閱,是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAM5bsr34EKn
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不止如此,Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的,是Amateur Light的元老。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAd4BTUqdK1E
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來,並雙眼無神的看著她。63Please respect copyright.PENANAhQnh5qaZNf
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「是這個月的薪水嗎?」 63Please respect copyright.PENANA6A9cp7fBQS
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「當然……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcQ9QHLu47T
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你幹嘛?表情很臭欸,不要打擾我的心情好嗎?」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAukxuFAm2CS
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「沒什麼,只是有點累而已……。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAWg1Zvn0uRs
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與其說累,不如說是空虛吧?63Please respect copyright.PENANAaVZqKyRgs3
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小林嘆了一口氣,並坐在我一旁的椅子上,並開始開口。63Please respect copyright.PENANAklCf4WhijN
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「我認真問你,你在這裡開心嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAJWsT859obr
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「嗯,我很開心。」63Please respect copyright.PENANABoVbno7nmW
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「這是你的實話嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAlV0L9pXDTa
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「當然。63Please respect copyright.PENANADwbMN5EEnz
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞,還能領薪水呢!63Please respect copyright.PENANAZXlU0FCtwP
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所,那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果,不是嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANA1WG3Ig15dv
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「你在說這些話的時候,你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAJGbNELRmQB
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「……。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAZYTGTVH263
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笑容?63Please respect copyright.PENANAxYZPJauv6p
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「真是的……,松本,你是不是智障啊?63Please respect copyright.PENANAPtvaYJzTOC
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活,你騙自己多少次了?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAMZEh409OYw
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「……,騙自己嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANALFZHZhkUC4
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原來一直以來,我都在騙自己嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANAzNEt1ilrNl
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場,我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。63Please respect copyright.PENANAK4478vBqJP
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松本,雖然現在你只是個新人,不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcsvlx0xtYs
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的,唱歌的音調也抓的準,你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。63Please respect copyright.PENANA51iCxUZRm3
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷,但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」63Please respect copyright.PENANA4pepuFuj0x
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「……,是這樣嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANAOL8f2oeKoZ
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但無論做的再好,我不也是業餘嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAdyVEKZ6N2V
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「……,真是的。63Please respect copyright.PENANAMuHBxAgf07
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAuStpOZoRDk
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「要是不悲觀的話,我們現在就不會在這裡了吧?」63Please respect copyright.PENANA9uhUNPKILX
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANAWiw04hhAkP
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無論怎麼表演,她都能一直掛著笑容……。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAVeT4mMFDB9
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「你到底想說什麼!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAFbSJlqds1C
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突然間,我激動的站起來,並看向小林。63Please respect copyright.PENANAxqtycfhlsb
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般,讓我終於忍不住。63Please respect copyright.PENANAArgkQlEAFI
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你以為……。63Please respect copyright.PENANATYizrLzDat
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊?誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊?63Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6INLPJdDy
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但我做不到啊!我又不是吉田。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7w0hzMtlu
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你又不是偶像,你懂我們的經歷嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANAps0soBlmda
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不懂的話……,就不要擅自在那邊指責我們!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAlULTSy5ljU
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我激動的喊出內心的話,連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。63Please respect copyright.PENANAAoHqp97xf4
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣,而是死死盯著我。63Please respect copyright.PENANAFS8vUjmDz1
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「……,果然。63Please respect copyright.PENANADw7secKM6P
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你的內心,還是有夢存在的。」63Please respect copyright.PENANApoLAEYXzX8
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「你到底要說什麼啦?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAV8qE2jmWk2
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法,不過……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAqUVOwcSgaX
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如果我現在說,我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。63Please respect copyright.PENANAOmljYIFiq3
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這樣的話,你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎?」 63Please respect copyright.PENANA1FF5vZgIbI
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……,LIVE? 63Please respect copyright.PENANArEFvfnGClq
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聽到這句話的瞬間,我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 63Please respect copyright.PENANASyx2b7HOin
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAe8R657OJO4
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間,也不再是無聊的表演。63Please respect copyright.PENANAOHkwCq664V
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要是真的做到了,我……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAgJQkLoUZUf
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……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAmNmd4B0MWE
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「真的……,有可能嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAAkZcEehaaZ
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「那當然,我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAnEkya21wjF
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但就是有可能,我才會提出這個想法。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAhVWBBYGcEa
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「如果是這樣……。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAlgUsvQ1Etc
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不知不覺,我的嘴角露出笑容。63Please respect copyright.PENANAgN1rQsz9x3
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看到這一幕,小林也笑了一聲。63Please respect copyright.PENANAGFgfXQe32J
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「你這不是很期待嗎? 」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAgwpu1Ylik1
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「嗯……,要是真的能表演,我……。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAizR1JC9hnh
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAA9zFfeyzeB
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「不過話說,為什麼要突然辦LIVE?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAKMMEVbdXoi
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQymUgH7Sgh
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好,我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。63Please respect copyright.PENANAtLJ6oJqroe
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如果運氣好的話,我們也許能成為大人物。」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAkngfRBzl8P
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大人物……。63Please respect copyright.PENANA4oVymPiXl9
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……,沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAMhPkYA6GT2
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我點了點頭,眼神變得堅定,內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。63Please respect copyright.PENANAAQyiN6k9nw
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希望,再一次降臨在我們面前。63Please respect copyright.PENANASCMWGKKoLH
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「如果是這樣……,那我會幫忙的。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcOpzpbfzxY
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無論如何,我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功!」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAmmvPJ2bK33
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我對小林說著內心的想法,小林聽後也露出了笑容。63Please respect copyright.PENANAlyQRtOaYgY
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊!」 63Please respect copyright.PENANASQG7NiDMzO
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隔天,小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。63Please respect copyright.PENANA7GywbUBWSh
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原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會,不過在大家到齊後,小林拿起麥克風,說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。63Please respect copyright.PENANASSRRnyXoOs
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在小林說明計畫時,我觀察著其他人的反應。63Please respect copyright.PENANAOXvr907v9t
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所有人從一開始的疑惑,到後來的否定,表示這是天方夜譚。63Please respect copyright.PENANAa4bGT9diHP
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後,所有人都不再否認,眼神內都充滿希望。63Please respect copyright.PENANAmpmMmF300B
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「難道……,我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAkMZPApezsz
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聽到台下一名成員的話,小林露出笑容,並點了點頭。63Please respect copyright.PENANAl30CbEoMMN
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「毫無疑問,沒問題。」63Please respect copyright.PENANA8ckzdouwMY
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聽到小林這句話,所有人都開始興奮了起來。63Please respect copyright.PENANA1ECSw2SZwC
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會!」63Please respect copyright.PENANA7bn4U6Axfc
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「好的,我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行!」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAs7Xmq1YLMy
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大家說著,似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 63Please respect copyright.PENANA9s9xYQ2kIR
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是啊,怎麼可能不贊同?63Please respect copyright.PENANATBrJ9XQMSs
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……,這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路!63Please respect copyright.PENANAt37IshXGs3
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不過這時,有一個人突然站起來。63Please respect copyright.PENANAA6xUmIaegm
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「……,這件事你想很久了嗎?千鶴。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAzsHmpzmDAR
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開口的人,正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。63Please respect copyright.PENANAzj6jW7RH49
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著,她似乎有點困惑。63Please respect copyright.PENANACBCVG5gAwE
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她難得沒有露出笑容,而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。63Please respect copyright.PENANAYXS7h55M7z
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小林盯著吉田,並說明自己的想法。63Please respect copyright.PENANAFFatlnlXix
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAc6bYdnuv52
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「怎麼可能!只是……。」63Please respect copyright.PENANABN4ZqgekAR
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「陽菜,我可是最懂你的人。63Please respect copyright.PENANAacJfhPjXPx
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我直問吧,你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候?」63Please respect copyright.PENANATe87Z5PWA1
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聽到小林的疑惑,不止吉田,我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。63Please respect copyright.PENANAhv832FtfWA
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強顏……,歡笑?63Please respect copyright.PENANAUk6JosnZcq
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我看了小林一眼,這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2ahRs4iIX
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……,不對,當初她是故意這樣對我說的,為了試探我的真實看法。63Please respect copyright.PENANAANko5THtB3
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吉田雖然一直都笑著,但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。63Please respect copyright.PENANArxF1H59jli
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。63Please respect copyright.PENANADsB5eNPUw1
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「吉田,我想跟你說幾句話。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAhXKBzEci3m
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我站起身來,並將視線轉移到吉田身上。63Please respect copyright.PENANAwJw5nYt30e
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下,我說出了我的真實想法。63Please respect copyright.PENANAXgZ3hUX0RL
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「你該不會很不安吧?害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAx8ImItwCOy
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「為什麼你……?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAsHBjNt2Cvk
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「因為我也是這樣想的,所以我了解。63Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1XGYsLNEr
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但即使如此,我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成!63Please respect copyright.PENANA19YqM47Yu1
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吉田,你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧?63Please respect copyright.PENANAxHxMbkjcaT
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體,沒有舞台、沒有製作人。63Please respect copyright.PENANAl4Q8P0IWr8
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但是即使如此,我們還是偶像!63Please respect copyright.PENANA7t6oDhx4w0
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活,而是作為一名偶像,表演一場震撼人心的表演!63Please respect copyright.PENANA8BitsKByyF
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這才是我們該做的事,不是嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANADfRzPftSz2
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聽了我的話,吉田雙眼睜大,似乎很意外我會這樣說。63Please respect copyright.PENANAP698t1mLP0
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「是啊……。63Please respect copyright.PENANADBYQSEzqYz
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為什麼我會害怕呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANAjCtLESETGH
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明明應該感到開心的才對!」63Please respect copyright.PENANA7XKFgouXT2
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吉田很快抬起頭來,並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。63Please respect copyright.PENANATOi5A7Eiy7
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的,所以……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAiT6KtWwU7A
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧!」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAFGoEO0HroX
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聽到吉田這句話,所有人全部的激動的大喊。63Please respect copyright.PENANAyIYuamDVSE
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「當然!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAZuhVVPtSzx
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「我可不想繼續這樣了!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAttqDbjsvGp
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧!」63Please respect copyright.PENANARiOi9Bdepo
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所有人全部歡呼的說著,臉上都掛著笑容。63Please respect copyright.PENANAWRcs7IR34b
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我和小林對到了眼,小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。63Please respect copyright.PENANA1rNmUUDyJz
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……,雖然這只是我的猜想,不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。63Please respect copyright.PENANAgtm8Byb07a
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一直以來,我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎,她全部都看在眼裡,更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAzUNIuoYVet
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所以小林才為了我們,想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQ95Z46AIvF
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌,如果我這樣對她說,她或許不會承認吧?63Please respect copyright.PENANAIvNamXZyeM
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不過……,不管怎麼樣,我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAaggMs5W5J9
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現,這讓我很高興。63Please respect copyright.PENANAwwwAo87FzO
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就像我說的,無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE!63Please respect copyright.PENANAx6Y1pKOknJ
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因此在今天之後,我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項63Please respect copyright.PENANAvIMyd8xVyn
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題,為LIVE的成功前進了一步。63Please respect copyright.PENANALfFJoyZexb
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其餘的團員們,則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞,並練習著舞步。 63Please respect copyright.PENANArOTh3a3JVD
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的,歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。63Please respect copyright.PENANAzKPh1h51zp
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我想,除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAxRuWWkicHw
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因此我們一同努力,並一同度過許多難關。63Please respect copyright.PENANAmj7wv2BJx6
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而在某次練習結束後,我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台,並在黑夜中看著天上的星星,並一起聊天。63Please respect copyright.PENANAHipraOzk7n
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「松本,對於這次LIVE你感覺如何?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAu9DWxzRxMa
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「當然很開心啊!沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」63Please respect copyright.PENANA55iXwHDmcB
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「嗯,我也是這樣想呢!63Please respect copyright.PENANAsx2cbddEJM
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎? 63Please respect copyright.PENANADdqOp2jefc
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神,天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAVwjSvCse7t
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「我當然記得。 63Please respect copyright.PENANA9dgqHeXIB9
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不過……,沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAoLBysUDBPG
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣,以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。63Please respect copyright.PENANA9dqmHNiLjT
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我,我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧?」63Please respect copyright.PENANA5d78YtApnX
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「原來是這樣嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANA4fT3JtJEUI
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的,不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢!」63Please respect copyright.PENANA7gTix7jdW5
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAphMHSnKWlf
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想,她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子,不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。63Please respect copyright.PENANAyiYhwHTv1e
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我想我的人生中,沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAl0IL6wH4fW
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所以……,松本你應該也有吧?一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAQMzfOYFxYN
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「……!」 63Please respect copyright.PENANA2uqALXjR1w
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聽到吉田的話,我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAy1p6xgglUp
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我拿起了手機,並打開了電話。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAOOX4ksLcaV
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媽媽……。 63Please respect copyright.PENANA1APGxw67rW
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「怎麼了嗎?」 63Please respect copyright.PENANASHLErn4E2E
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。63Please respect copyright.PENANAyDY0psc5QH
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 63Please respect copyright.PENANApjPD2Q94qD
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我一邊說著,並一邊打開電話,輸入著母親的號碼。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAtBFhNYryOL
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時,我的手指卻開始在顫抖。63Please respect copyright.PENANAKNcaprSuta
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……,不行,我打不下去。63Please respect copyright.PENANAz9SzxJINnJ
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我沒辦法……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAdwA95R3Y2e
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我關掉電話,並再次將手機放進口袋裡。63Please respect copyright.PENANAPQLZIS9KN7
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「怎麼了?」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAA8vL9TE2u8
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「我……,沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。63Please respect copyright.PENANAgMhCpyV8Bo
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我和她約定過了,下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。63Please respect copyright.PENANAOnZxqrnXn2
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子,不知道會怎麼想……。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAF2JpBgZiY5
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聽了我的話,吉田走到我一旁,並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。63Please respect copyright.PENANAPiA5SlJhIJ
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「……,松本,雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰,但她一定是你最重要的人吧?這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話,這樣好嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANADrITa5g4JF
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聽到吉田的話,我的內心正不停顫抖著。63Please respect copyright.PENANA8AvhpYCyBc
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當然不好啊!怎麼可能好?63Please respect copyright.PENANAJeCDUh5dg3
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……,不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。63Please respect copyright.PENANAapusLWhL4P
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我到底該怎麼……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcgy0OqbnX1
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……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAyG9VVGZGaY
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如果……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAMZcy4fAzBy
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如果這次我們成功的話,那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANAX0FQhhTSud
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……,不對,不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。63Please respect copyright.PENANArGymJxjQjb
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「……,吉田,如果這次LIVE成功的話,我要離開月花市幾天。63Please respect copyright.PENANAlQy3LwjKLR
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我要親自去見母親。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAhqfGWhHzqa
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「……,是這樣啊?63Please respect copyright.PENANAs5APeWnwsa
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如果你是這樣決定的話,我就不多說什麼了。63Please respect copyright.PENANACofrAbrxt2
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我祝福你們,希望你們能平安的再度相見!」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAD2NYRQvXMj
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吉田聽後,再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。63Please respect copyright.PENANAWHto7EsuS7
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看到這一幕,我也用笑容回應了吉田。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAjqWdppaVY4
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢! 63Please respect copyright.PENANAyQyGpGRakX
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之後,我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌,我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。63Please respect copyright.PENANAhUGtnhQxpu
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正因為如此,我們所有人都相信著,在我們如此努力下所產生的成果,一定會超乎我們的想像。63Please respect copyright.PENANAHHIkjOLNZH
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於是在某一天,我們所有團員一如往常的練習,並為了LIVE而努力著。63Please respect copyright.PENANAsiqKnhHFPA
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這時,房門突然被打開,一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。63Please respect copyright.PENANAt61vvbpcoi
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來的人是一個金色長髮,全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子,兩人看起來的異常威武。63Please respect copyright.PENANAWoAf8jUf7N
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間,我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。63Please respect copyright.PENANAnERM4yOoAH
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我……,不會忘記她的臉的。63Please respect copyright.PENANAzKBhyWBt5e
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金花,鈴木美惠子。 63Please respect copyright.PENANAJ47snKGVM5
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曾經,我見過她那精彩的LIVE,被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡,究竟是想幹什麼呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANAb1Ow3DgRxv
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鈴木觀察了一下四周,看著練習的眾人。63Please respect copyright.PENANAFI5d4PGWAR
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAoG8kk3SCnY
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法,並說出這句話。63Please respect copyright.PENANAd9wzL3J4a3
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她……,在說什麼啊!?63Please respect copyright.PENANAuhDk5Fz0nm
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎?63Please respect copyright.PENANA7y6Z2FlRfN
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我有點生氣,並踏出腳步,想要與她爭執。63Please respect copyright.PENANAUztDZttvAK
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過,並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。63Please respect copyright.PENANA7vffmihxfc
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吉田來到她的面前,並冷靜的回應道。63Please respect copyright.PENANAgR0IYBfifN
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「抱歉,請問有什麼事嗎?」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAaGG4I5rUSr
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「嗯……。63Please respect copyright.PENANAOqs4Mswk2P
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你就是這裡的領導對吧?那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧!63Please respect copyright.PENANAvSWdQ2oI6r
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你們的那場LIVE,本小姐幫你們取消了!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAWscEgKlME2
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那傢伙說著,並露出了笑容。63Please respect copyright.PENANAgLF6YT6sht
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聽到這句話,我的心頭突然一震。63Please respect copyright.PENANAlWqGNvzZeh
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不止我,所有偶像也停止手中的動作,不解的看著鈴木。63Please respect copyright.PENANAGJf3sTH83V
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼,似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。63Please respect copyright.PENANA7K14gBtvZR
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「你……,說什麼?」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAvkCLdVYd4G
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次!63Please respect copyright.PENANAAt5w3rnylP
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你們的那場LIVE,本小姐幫你們取消了,就這樣!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAKjV4FA2g8N
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她一邊說著,一邊掛著笑容。63Please respect copyright.PENANArn28MKXaJQ
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難道做這件事,對你來說很開心嗎? 63Please respect copyright.PENANA2pNHgrjh0w
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「你開什麼玩笑!!」 63Please respect copyright.PENANAmy8oqHAnla
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著,將內心的不滿吼了出來。63Please respect copyright.PENANANcHpROqCEp
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然而見狀,鈴木依然掛著笑容。63Please respect copyright.PENANAKtU5LPEhIy
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