(第一人稱,松本晴香視角)62Please respect copyright.PENANAbYpmjWPPKO
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「準備好了嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANADVebNoQvjZ
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吉田站在我一旁,並一如往常的掛著笑容,並對我發起疑問。62Please respect copyright.PENANAX5UE3fxWTY
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方,正為即將到來的表演做準備。62Please respect copyright.PENANA7eT50sQNK4
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我深吸一口氣,卻感覺不到一絲緊張。62Please respect copyright.PENANAyCYJ8OfHUZ
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「需要喝水嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAQhd9kXyNO0
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。62Please respect copyright.PENANA5EaQPjLrD9
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「……,不用了。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAkJeQi3GmFi
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「真的不用嗎?平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊!」62Please respect copyright.PENANA4PSXhCQdqI
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已,喝水比較能緩解心情……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAXWGRjxwlvK
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不過,現在沒這個必要吧?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAI6AA9VD12v
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「……,也是呢。」62Please respect copyright.PENANA4NG95tryN1
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吉田沒有多說什麼,而是看向舞台,等待著即將到來的表演。62Please respect copyright.PENANAa7xwrKYcWT
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「下一個,Amateur Light!」 62Please respect copyright.PENANArGUrt0oK9O
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這時,布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。62Please respect copyright.PENANAzGbHED0AgU
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聽到這句話,我和吉田沒有任何遲疑,並一同踏上了舞台。62Please respect copyright.PENANANcYhcolsZ2
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我閉上了眼睛,並朝著舞台前進。62Please respect copyright.PENANAbALGNTmzLT
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在舞台上表演……,究竟是怎麼樣子呢? 62Please respect copyright.PENANA4EmQSrFspi
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「到了喔!晴香。」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAkN7RNPm0Ax
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一段時間後,吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 62Please respect copyright.PENANATdHdEEBzZd
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聽到吉田的聲音後,我深吸了一口氣。62Please respect copyright.PENANABvEGEDlYWC
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必須冷靜下來,接下來就是我們偶像的表演。62Please respect copyright.PENANAaZmHQGFKMc
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只要表演好的話,或許我們會紅嗎?62Please respect copyright.PENANAsTeKFqJxQc
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那就得跳好才行,必須跳好才可以……。62Please respect copyright.PENANA96pf9zw9Zb
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……。62Please respect copyright.PENANABI3EtSlQr8
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……,夠了。62Please respect copyright.PENANAtVtmY0ftu1
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候?62Please respect copyright.PENANAssGwIfQ3YJ
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我張開了眼睛,並看著眼前的一切。62Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2DrLnUrKz
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人,剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。62Please respect copyright.PENANAor7HhApVwD
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而我們所站上的舞台,不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。62Please respect copyright.PENANARsNSeKyJZP
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命,一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。62Please respect copyright.PENANAfqhs2klZas
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Amateur Light,是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 62Please respect copyright.PENANABKZNqkyDDg
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢,和業餘偶像合作非常便宜,也不需要太多麻煩的手續,對於某些小企業來說,拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 62Please respect copyright.PENANA0tM4ypW6r4
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在吉田的邀請下,我很快就加入這裡,並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAayLsokWmga
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雖然……,和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAm3GyN5T51J
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但也沒關係了,如今能當偶像,又有足夠養活自己的薪水,也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧?62Please respect copyright.PENANAo7kyjbFlgw
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這一次也是,只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAE7Qc0CHO5t
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「那麼……,開始!」62Please respect copyright.PENANAGkxMcwBArO
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隨著台下的導演喊下,我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。62Please respect copyright.PENANADENf6Ke5MU
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明明在舞台上,明明在表演著……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAISMwy19Uer
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢?62Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3UYvG9Lj4
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在我們錄完影片後,我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAoLef37Z8AP
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間,是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。62Please respect copyright.PENANA2bbgrzEigN
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我在打開門進到這裡後,我很快坐在其中一個椅子上,並直直趴在桌上。62Please respect copyright.PENANAoRPLPm8AeA
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我能深刻感受,我在做的是一份「工作」,而不是一個「興趣」。62Please respect copyright.PENANAzzubuDNTbf
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不過那又怎麼了嗎?反正我都有穩定的收入,我能有什麼怨言?62Please respect copyright.PENANA8C3wsrt92O
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這樣的生活就好,這樣下去就好……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAoPAPaM2Ad3
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧?62Please respect copyright.PENANAr2b1TiieBR
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「喂!松本。」 62Please respect copyright.PENANA5hBI6Iyn4b
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就在我趴在桌上時,一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來,並喊了我的名字。62Please respect copyright.PENANAxo4tIJb8z2
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她叫小林千鶴,算是Amateur Light的製作人,負責管理Amateur Light的財務;同時也是個有名氣的網紅-頻道有120萬訂閱,是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAPEuKKPmhkq
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不止如此,Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的,是Amateur Light的元老。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAzRs7vclwKa
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來,並雙眼無神的看著她。62Please respect copyright.PENANA1QkNeNu6MX
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「是這個月的薪水嗎?」 62Please respect copyright.PENANA4vzs2OnK6A
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「當然……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAFHTykGdxZj
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你幹嘛?表情很臭欸,不要打擾我的心情好嗎?」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAIrBPYMa9pt
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「沒什麼,只是有點累而已……。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAfqjF0oXDTd
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與其說累,不如說是空虛吧?62Please respect copyright.PENANAe8DQX3lkVz
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小林嘆了一口氣,並坐在我一旁的椅子上,並開始開口。62Please respect copyright.PENANAJUYaxhaedr
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「我認真問你,你在這裡開心嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAlt8Q7IEI5Y
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「嗯,我很開心。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAAZ9MaQc1Qt
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「這是你的實話嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAhBkhcvouTg
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「當然。62Please respect copyright.PENANAqnnorxK6tu
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞,還能領薪水呢!62Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZcC4dF2ra
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所,那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果,不是嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANACPfNFE87RV
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「你在說這些話的時候,你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」62Please respect copyright.PENANA6nrCMEoR04
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「……。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAUhheJyYhk6
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笑容?62Please respect copyright.PENANA2qiZBaXCMS
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「真是的……,松本,你是不是智障啊?62Please respect copyright.PENANAWZpGJaUYUR
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活,你騙自己多少次了?」62Please respect copyright.PENANA0gqaSiQqd4
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「……,騙自己嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAXc2blZdbOu
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原來一直以來,我都在騙自己嗎?62Please respect copyright.PENANAWbeXxosaGk
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場,我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。62Please respect copyright.PENANARAxxg0Yd9P
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松本,雖然現在你只是個新人,不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。62Please respect copyright.PENANAwCnBn7EPjI
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的,唱歌的音調也抓的準,你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。62Please respect copyright.PENANAA4zxja0fP1
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷,但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」62Please respect copyright.PENANA6iRUtwhMhC
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「……,是這樣嗎?62Please respect copyright.PENANAaTY8ts8eDz
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但無論做的再好,我不也是業餘嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAAh6maE3KbU
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「……,真是的。62Please respect copyright.PENANA9NuIswyJ8Y
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊?」62Please respect copyright.PENANA2KLwxIVjY4
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「要是不悲觀的話,我們現在就不會在這裡了吧?」62Please respect copyright.PENANADv0x6PVVBI
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎?62Please respect copyright.PENANAxf6IePMKlF
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無論怎麼表演,她都能一直掛著笑容……。」62Please respect copyright.PENANA6afIinc5sl
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「你到底想說什麼!」62Please respect copyright.PENANAKWmB7s7ROn
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突然間,我激動的站起來,並看向小林。62Please respect copyright.PENANAHxq5TOMjVH
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般,讓我終於忍不住。62Please respect copyright.PENANA6U3MCzQrqX
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你以為……。62Please respect copyright.PENANA1Mzt0VNSVi
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊?誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊?62Please respect copyright.PENANAzMO4BEDB9u
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但我做不到啊!我又不是吉田。62Please respect copyright.PENANALFH1E4LDWb
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你又不是偶像,你懂我們的經歷嗎?62Please respect copyright.PENANAS4KI8tAoGG
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不懂的話……,就不要擅自在那邊指責我們!」62Please respect copyright.PENANAVqwckDuSSM
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我激動的喊出內心的話,連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。62Please respect copyright.PENANA1YtYCsaMOv
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣,而是死死盯著我。62Please respect copyright.PENANAVlPSoAAWVA
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「……,果然。62Please respect copyright.PENANAeIcLgRyOrR
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你的內心,還是有夢存在的。」62Please respect copyright.PENANA8u2YMc863n
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「你到底要說什麼啦?」62Please respect copyright.PENANA4EcsZzoeU0
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法,不過……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAzzAbqyao4S
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如果我現在說,我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。62Please respect copyright.PENANASbIq2TZAxT
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這樣的話,你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎?」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAnRXQDAGcWW
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……,LIVE? 62Please respect copyright.PENANAYIVRnIpCZt
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聽到這句話的瞬間,我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAmSZONDg10W
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。62Please respect copyright.PENANApm83f97780
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間,也不再是無聊的表演。62Please respect copyright.PENANATJIEYp35B8
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要是真的做到了,我……。62Please respect copyright.PENANA7iJRcT0Jrb
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……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAjAfUnLoiSs
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「真的……,有可能嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAU2tVXNsIdz
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「那當然,我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。62Please respect copyright.PENANAeTxeCwyviV
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但就是有可能,我才會提出這個想法。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAwfDSOClfea
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「如果是這樣……。」62Please respect copyright.PENANALCHa5y9mhQ
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不知不覺,我的嘴角露出笑容。62Please respect copyright.PENANAxkUF6w5bix
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看到這一幕,小林也笑了一聲。62Please respect copyright.PENANAPlCZMQfFL9
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「你這不是很期待嗎? 」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAZR3dFOPwmq
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「嗯……,要是真的能表演,我……。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAATdSyh4J5X
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。62Please respect copyright.PENANABLU60B66b9
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「不過話說,為什麼要突然辦LIVE?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAMXav1bsT40
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。62Please respect copyright.PENANAAHCxjwem80
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好,我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。62Please respect copyright.PENANAXMVFdI0yHR
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如果運氣好的話,我們也許能成為大人物。」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAiV60rAggQS
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大人物……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAUG2iLdqcS3
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……,沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAvZgBo6Zlej
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我點了點頭,眼神變得堅定,內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。62Please respect copyright.PENANAGByQNcsCVF
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希望,再一次降臨在我們面前。62Please respect copyright.PENANAiqaRUSaJ3u
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「如果是這樣……,那我會幫忙的。62Please respect copyright.PENANA5BCMVqNDjy
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無論如何,我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功!」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAgBPPaaXqtp
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我對小林說著內心的想法,小林聽後也露出了笑容。62Please respect copyright.PENANAgDBUeH4UyQ
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊!」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAIrUwxG8sMk
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隔天,小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。62Please respect copyright.PENANAdiOG3rUMgi
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原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會,不過在大家到齊後,小林拿起麥克風,說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。62Please respect copyright.PENANAV1AHXej4JZ
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在小林說明計畫時,我觀察著其他人的反應。62Please respect copyright.PENANAJWbUhbVbhs
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所有人從一開始的疑惑,到後來的否定,表示這是天方夜譚。62Please respect copyright.PENANAy3qMEbdo5t
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後,所有人都不再否認,眼神內都充滿希望。62Please respect copyright.PENANAm56pnw0atl
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「難道……,我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAbD51ozbI27
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聽到台下一名成員的話,小林露出笑容,並點了點頭。62Please respect copyright.PENANAsNZ9WkJ2OD
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「毫無疑問,沒問題。」62Please respect copyright.PENANA7JW14Umree
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聽到小林這句話,所有人都開始興奮了起來。62Please respect copyright.PENANAXGC6qAjoLj
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會!」62Please respect copyright.PENANA3cOnZqCoYb
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「好的,我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行!」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAqaEwdWGndR
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大家說著,似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAaxdmw0DWeL
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是啊,怎麼可能不贊同?62Please respect copyright.PENANAazkfHmaHTL
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……,這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路!62Please respect copyright.PENANAahgrMHeAUq
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不過這時,有一個人突然站起來。62Please respect copyright.PENANAMxmywd25Ar
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「……,這件事你想很久了嗎?千鶴。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAvnDAm8GHSM
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開口的人,正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。62Please respect copyright.PENANAcabpFanRqI
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著,她似乎有點困惑。62Please respect copyright.PENANAu4QiEbQkH9
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她難得沒有露出笑容,而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。62Please respect copyright.PENANApS2ceOulZU
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小林盯著吉田,並說明自己的想法。62Please respect copyright.PENANAQNT8S3Tvwm
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAIpl1MrP6P9
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「怎麼可能!只是……。」62Please respect copyright.PENANA4HR2x8cC8s
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「陽菜,我可是最懂你的人。62Please respect copyright.PENANAwJqoKXp3fv
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我直問吧,你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAdI77erY6Jg
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聽到小林的疑惑,不止吉田,我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。62Please respect copyright.PENANAJXF5dNznHw
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強顏……,歡笑?62Please respect copyright.PENANAfwVrMDLXLQ
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我看了小林一眼,這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。62Please respect copyright.PENANA2fOx4QorgV
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……,不對,當初她是故意這樣對我說的,為了試探我的真實看法。62Please respect copyright.PENANAvcFqFi0P1R
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吉田雖然一直都笑著,但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。62Please respect copyright.PENANAdHU3FJKE47
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。62Please respect copyright.PENANAiR8bBlUzsf
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「吉田,我想跟你說幾句話。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAmDYQYSsTbr
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我站起身來,並將視線轉移到吉田身上。62Please respect copyright.PENANAtbsjB7S5DE
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下,我說出了我的真實想法。62Please respect copyright.PENANAse8ICgxuws
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「你該不會很不安吧?害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧?」62Please respect copyright.PENANArmJoUWMdlj
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「為什麼你……?」62Please respect copyright.PENANALdJmWoeR3v
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「因為我也是這樣想的,所以我了解。62Please respect copyright.PENANAAYyqu6c8ws
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但即使如此,我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成!62Please respect copyright.PENANATGMV2wX9my
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吉田,你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧?62Please respect copyright.PENANATv0oG1cVAa
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體,沒有舞台、沒有製作人。62Please respect copyright.PENANAWc2hHPJfjK
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但是即使如此,我們還是偶像!62Please respect copyright.PENANASLE73cOpcT
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活,而是作為一名偶像,表演一場震撼人心的表演!62Please respect copyright.PENANAuLStr6e7vn
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這才是我們該做的事,不是嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAntDn5XYmB6
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聽了我的話,吉田雙眼睜大,似乎很意外我會這樣說。62Please respect copyright.PENANAQFyCC45FQX
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「是啊……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAKGrdYMaheZ
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為什麼我會害怕呢?62Please respect copyright.PENANA73pNfqQjAr
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明明應該感到開心的才對!」62Please respect copyright.PENANAWtMXJaL3BD
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吉田很快抬起頭來,並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。62Please respect copyright.PENANAgjRUeIqdL2
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的,所以……。62Please respect copyright.PENANA9nVLEftoJq
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧!」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAAyPeCtKV5s
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聽到吉田這句話,所有人全部的激動的大喊。62Please respect copyright.PENANAGbsFD9U79I
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「當然!」62Please respect copyright.PENANA39QI9E1YTN
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「我可不想繼續這樣了!」62Please respect copyright.PENANA5zloxDSyFX
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧!」62Please respect copyright.PENANAIuriD0AaU5
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所有人全部歡呼的說著,臉上都掛著笑容。62Please respect copyright.PENANAihk6us6Olh
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我和小林對到了眼,小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。62Please respect copyright.PENANAhQEzqhGnr0
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……,雖然這只是我的猜想,不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。62Please respect copyright.PENANAP5JEPfGLWu
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一直以來,我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎,她全部都看在眼裡,更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。62Please respect copyright.PENANAXwRYQHUVyh
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所以小林才為了我們,想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。62Please respect copyright.PENANAoo9GJWPDXD
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌,如果我這樣對她說,她或許不會承認吧?62Please respect copyright.PENANAMckyGaIXLO
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不過……,不管怎麼樣,我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。62Please respect copyright.PENANA4jTYyC0qqT
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現,這讓我很高興。62Please respect copyright.PENANAQhmad9nqQq
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就像我說的,無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE!62Please respect copyright.PENANAYRaTnhaeUs
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因此在今天之後,我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項62Please respect copyright.PENANAiAXhM2NHoc
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題,為LIVE的成功前進了一步。62Please respect copyright.PENANADGmDtkMwxT
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其餘的團員們,則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞,並練習著舞步。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAWY6tNDLztd
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的,歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。62Please respect copyright.PENANAlzxUTashLM
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我想,除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。62Please respect copyright.PENANA3zpIl8s3iP
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因此我們一同努力,並一同度過許多難關。62Please respect copyright.PENANAAiluiqItnE
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而在某次練習結束後,我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台,並在黑夜中看著天上的星星,並一起聊天。62Please respect copyright.PENANA6kVM2nfEPf
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「松本,對於這次LIVE你感覺如何?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAqphlKHupvL
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「當然很開心啊!沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAUPNlqsYdhu
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「嗯,我也是這樣想呢!62Please respect copyright.PENANAZFIWY0uhQa
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎? 62Please respect copyright.PENANADAGhm3YboS
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神,天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAKQI1crZSDj
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「我當然記得。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAVymYjh9Kg6
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不過……,沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 62Please respect copyright.PENANA0PRiMmW0rf
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣,以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAKkKLYGsMNm
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我,我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAmeWIy1gryn
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「原來是這樣嗎?62Please respect copyright.PENANAfciyBltNnn
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的,不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢!」62Please respect copyright.PENANAoWfReb73Mi
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 62Please respect copyright.PENANASnR9M3xKKz
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想,她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子,不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。62Please respect copyright.PENANA8UkADooT5Y
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我想我的人生中,沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。62Please respect copyright.PENANAfn9u8JNURc
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所以……,松本你應該也有吧?一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ5wD0cmpB
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「……!」 62Please respect copyright.PENANASF8juyIA8U
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聽到吉田的話,我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 62Please respect copyright.PENANA3EKC1Zt7yc
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我拿起了手機,並打開了電話。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAaRhnkmYhFq
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媽媽……。 62Please respect copyright.PENANA8DUXny5f2m
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「怎麼了嗎?」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAfnJKXXmUjR
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。62Please respect copyright.PENANAT46Lt5X85r
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 62Please respect copyright.PENANARCUpWfaKDm
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我一邊說著,並一邊打開電話,輸入著母親的號碼。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAArZAITSpkl
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時,我的手指卻開始在顫抖。62Please respect copyright.PENANAAcXb9wul5Q
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……,不行,我打不下去。62Please respect copyright.PENANA1TBY36zTdp
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我沒辦法……。62Please respect copyright.PENANABKOI6kk1TR
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我關掉電話,並再次將手機放進口袋裡。62Please respect copyright.PENANAqatqKOFyIR
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「怎麼了?」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAXYa9x739O0
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「我……,沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。62Please respect copyright.PENANAfmghHow1Vl
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我和她約定過了,下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。62Please respect copyright.PENANAYiJW4QwXww
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子,不知道會怎麼想……。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAy5Qd7q5x12
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聽了我的話,吉田走到我一旁,並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。62Please respect copyright.PENANAz05kKVBFb6
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「……,松本,雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰,但她一定是你最重要的人吧?這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話,這樣好嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAggmXyZUb0q
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聽到吉田的話,我的內心正不停顫抖著。62Please respect copyright.PENANA0F7QBBovOz
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當然不好啊!怎麼可能好?62Please respect copyright.PENANAij605USEob
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……,不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。62Please respect copyright.PENANAx3H8RUfgVU
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我到底該怎麼……。62Please respect copyright.PENANATRlxZYC87U
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……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAsZqbs4ODx7
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如果……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAPYZGv1jZuW
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如果這次我們成功的話,那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢?62Please respect copyright.PENANA9ylHp3miaH
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……,不對,不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。62Please respect copyright.PENANAnEG3qwN6N4
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「……,吉田,如果這次LIVE成功的話,我要離開月花市幾天。62Please respect copyright.PENANAqJUmC5rsd6
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我要親自去見母親。」62Please respect copyright.PENANAqNvUov7IUf
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「……,是這樣啊?62Please respect copyright.PENANAmCApmahWBq
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如果你是這樣決定的話,我就不多說什麼了。62Please respect copyright.PENANAOlJUVRRrrx
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我祝福你們,希望你們能平安的再度相見!」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAHCOs7fuord
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吉田聽後,再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。62Please respect copyright.PENANAtfS6CgcYEK
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看到這一幕,我也用笑容回應了吉田。 62Please respect copyright.PENANA3YMwG8q1d8
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢! 62Please respect copyright.PENANAgWcuDQTX0e
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之後,我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌,我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。62Please respect copyright.PENANACq13MpZjGT
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正因為如此,我們所有人都相信著,在我們如此努力下所產生的成果,一定會超乎我們的想像。62Please respect copyright.PENANAxecjrPFLYk
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於是在某一天,我們所有團員一如往常的練習,並為了LIVE而努力著。62Please respect copyright.PENANA3Gn7dgC71y
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這時,房門突然被打開,一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。62Please respect copyright.PENANAUW2Py1eCOU
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來的人是一個金色長髮,全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子,兩人看起來的異常威武。62Please respect copyright.PENANAmXPFtgBsXQ
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間,我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。62Please respect copyright.PENANA2VYlUREcVz
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我……,不會忘記她的臉的。62Please respect copyright.PENANAOIuc4fOPuN
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金花,鈴木美惠子。 62Please respect copyright.PENANAf70Xg58wnS
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曾經,我見過她那精彩的LIVE,被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡,究竟是想幹什麼呢?62Please respect copyright.PENANAvTiSXgOunt
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鈴木觀察了一下四周,看著練習的眾人。62Please respect copyright.PENANAAoN8zuMWHb
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎?」62Please respect copyright.PENANAkZofqt90PB
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法,並說出這句話。62Please respect copyright.PENANATUC472rLX7
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她……,在說什麼啊!?62Please respect copyright.PENANA8BphzqaO71
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎?62Please respect copyright.PENANAwwLWqS3uVq
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我有點生氣,並踏出腳步,想要與她爭執。62Please respect copyright.PENANAfKgRqZnnRR
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過,並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。62Please respect copyright.PENANAfew4ya5Y8v
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吉田來到她的面前,並冷靜的回應道。62Please respect copyright.PENANALINDZrgWK8
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「抱歉,請問有什麼事嗎?」 62Please respect copyright.PENANA7UXCWcXncl
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「嗯……。62Please respect copyright.PENANAJzPly8tLId
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你就是這裡的領導對吧?那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧!62Please respect copyright.PENANAWdizNFxtOr
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你們的那場LIVE,本小姐幫你們取消了!」62Please respect copyright.PENANAwV6kh7sm5c
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那傢伙說著,並露出了笑容。62Please respect copyright.PENANACujVOeZjiO
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聽到這句話,我的心頭突然一震。62Please respect copyright.PENANAZUHbW85mla
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不止我,所有偶像也停止手中的動作,不解的看著鈴木。62Please respect copyright.PENANAUYGWf40QrS
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼,似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。62Please respect copyright.PENANAcjns9JYtxM
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「你……,說什麼?」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAUPr8jtrnLd
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次!62Please respect copyright.PENANAdeG6x88Kmd
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你們的那場LIVE,本小姐幫你們取消了,就這樣!」62Please respect copyright.PENANAIVpuavFCvP
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她一邊說著,一邊掛著笑容。62Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0Kk33PSlM
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難道做這件事,對你來說很開心嗎? 62Please respect copyright.PENANAqHHgDXVQO4
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「你開什麼玩笑!!」 62Please respect copyright.PENANAmze0rAHiPC
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著,將內心的不滿吼了出來。62Please respect copyright.PENANAkPx0FQfvat
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然而見狀,鈴木依然掛著笑容。62Please respect copyright.PENANA2XZ7AIekZO
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