第一回傳送門642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXammnNLXu
他在床上徐徐張眼。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvnAE4ODVN
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchdpf7dfd4
床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQtosNxEtc
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyzRk7FrJb
暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsDpxAGmW6
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tWGZImvt0
嗯。醫院。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHdGDfTivz
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUHwr3Vm9q
接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UXQEDvd1H
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kHUW5geCl
醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpJ41z5naD
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9yUUmRJFe
他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbPgZnu9k2
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeb8iYwEl7
如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb2iuOKGKj
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRkZrJaZap
「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGKeafV8ST
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMnfHhkA7P
「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJFT3gobZb
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor5PdDsiws
「知道。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5f3rJV0798
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmwTSeyfgB
兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJomjLH0zW
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDPKw9Y5AW
車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi4XaH8pAT
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn11MWFPYNT
沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoefT2J63eQ
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv1S6aGQCW
黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpiYcf65x7
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BqwlvLiJ8
兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFewAV7Suq
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQfQonk4Qr
「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOMwswZyg6
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVFSOYxAay
「她知道了沒？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MUos8MeqE
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21A7VLg3pV
「不打算告訴她。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7z3qhM86Z
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vhfob3V31
「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8LyCxuLMy
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXlF7X6FjK
兒子笑而不語。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe1ddERcKU
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnuAOR6Mum
他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRamV3og0xY
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vDHX85NCY
兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVFxthKvV9
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTreBZulpmY
抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLQ3kkggXX
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsQ16OKGWj
蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6gyxdiGXC
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9fChBeM1I
沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK03sx72PL
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsxS2iX3cR
翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNuFQhmfSw
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKn6R23mTR
他決定到公園走走。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6qDcjPUxF
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlCQ1eWkmK
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHnMGYhIgn
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gPJXzbB1I
此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC72Qi9ku9
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbQjajd1Jz
幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBwozcOTFw
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QTYGdbj2L
來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYVd1SfC9U
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5LxnaeV9Z
全場一片默然。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2irGS6Setc
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuGEtqlpbs
聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyscVrSjRN
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqen8Lomxso
不要問為何。不要問感受。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIk29uzwQH3
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgwbSuCspv
有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4tocBXBRB
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxD4BURAG0
正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM15rrEzpAM
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9bbnGFaKg
那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKDWllkX1D
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1yhlT94qr
數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNLcPdhdtW
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B2kTSvjTT
他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzClkTjFuy
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDfSFTr1RT
心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmoHvHz0RL
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPaLmd8awh
「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEn6hiDnjY
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eFV6C2MlZ
「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQPF6zBSkl
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMndeXvewXa
晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZspUAWD7E
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gRfwMyhXW
跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOQoBDVKRu
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJrlUWF6HC
心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpwagfevZA
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SZXxo4S5I
他的目光不期然落瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbUccN8qVX
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz8Wqsiv1j
不復見。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZBBPwNpBW
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYwy6csMkw
他莫名的被深深憾動。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTKRTlCDR5
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh25IAJPwl7
走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYDB3sGkBr
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnLsizdlvH
毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN8X9VXIWI
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBREZ6nfMZ
「我不怕死。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUxzy1zNhp
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fCC9wSku2
「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg56cHvvXpm
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI0t2Edc4n
「你有沒有想要完成的事？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWrsMp6Wtg
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3nQIQgHok
「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SJFnh9D7d
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXup0D58K0
「她的叮囑？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwfQo9bHRO
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEiJrW7Y6I
「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6RsqgXvq5
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJcst9vl1c
「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS7u2VPM8q
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YG7spP0EF
「她沒這麼說。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDmMn9lHO6
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVmqpyFdYr
兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cx8URRKZL
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktBWpMvFxw
再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemCJzRX1Jh
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdvuri7HHo
無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlRPjyRYET
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlJpN3O9zr
半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksR0kn9NB8
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohinE7WZu7
問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U4ejFSzD9
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRPHnKXfr2
離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApXXwbHYQk
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y1LBtouNQ
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB04PeizZzV
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tYzKhEZqU
「你多活了三年半。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStDT3T1nqt
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qBQ0szQXp
「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6USB2cwzOM
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfwoDtxqq2
「想繼續吃？」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGuhccbuh5
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFakLoKkZ6b
「是。期待下一個夏天。」642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8urRqW4hJ
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7Jc2SEtxs
兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyXhGkWdn2
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTjWvzzfS0
他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvOOXcVLJm
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQReixrM0c
兒子呢？642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhfCRgSy6H
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW56EYafkaf
悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB88HwtV6gU
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC8L7WTBDO
啊！記起來了。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9Hj4lzzHL
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEYkdIaoxJ
兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZav3uNrPI
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IO203yPgV
果然。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDOolVF6SV
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtQxm4F8uB
不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdZcZfYiZM
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89o57SJKNa
婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbhoq58qK7
642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCirUYJvia
幽幽踏步慢慢走。642Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm91aWxNczl
