時間一日一日咁過,George借調仼期好快到,佢將會同Julie一齊飛去渡假,佢哋返嚟之時,亦都係佢哋佳期之日,每次想起,都感覺到傷痛。
我啱啱重溫完同George影嘅相,同埋以前喺同佢傾過短訊紀錄,近來每日都重溫一次。
已經接近一點,我接到van仔電話。
佢通知我已經到咗我樓下,想見吓我,而家咁夜,我落晒妝,沖乾淨晒涼,唔係好想落街,想喺電話同佢傾,但係聽到佢好失意落莫,一定遇到好大挫折,我唔忍心佢一個人面對,於是扐起門匙,落樓下見佢。322Please respect copyright.PENANAbk6XecNJxq
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"做咩你?!"322Please respect copyright.PENANAEqMpJ98eZl
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見到佢,嚇我一跳,佢唔單止滿身酒氣,仲一隻眼瘀腫晒,眼角貼住塊紗布,不過塊紗布鬆離晒,將近要甩,又染滿血漬。
我叫佢等我一陣,我趕急返上屋企攞埋啲急救用品,喺佢架車度,同佢清潔吓傷口,換過晒啲紗布。322Please respect copyright.PENANAwGnhlXpHIR
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之後佢叫我扣好安全帶,準備開車。322Please respect copyright.PENANAIqJc2SLL3d
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"唔好揸車喇,我哋行去海濱公園傾吓啦。"322Please respect copyright.PENANAW1cCQL9jf8
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我怕佢醉駕之餘,更加怕佢好似之前咁,車我去海灘仔呢啲僻靜地方,我拉佢落車,同佢去附近海濱走廊行吓。322Please respect copyright.PENANAmBpmR0pg2D
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我哋一路行,van仔粒聲唔出,以佢平日咁多口,一定發生咗好唔開心嘅事,我由得佢冷靜一吓,一路喺旁邊陪住佢慢慢散步。
“想唔想講俾我知發生咩事?”
搵咗一張長櫈坐低,我嘗試問佢。
佢長長嘆一口氣先同我講。
原來今朝俾針對佢嗰班人挑釁,佢沉唔住氣,同佢哋爭執起上嚟。322Please respect copyright.PENANA2fy2GIkwvO
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佢俾人打傷隻眼之時,佢亦都打傷其中一個同事。322Please respect copyright.PENANAvwXonH1Uzk
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"呢度做得好無癮,我想轉工。"322Please respect copyright.PENANA3xIvdq1kuZ
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佢埋怨老闆娘偏幫嗰幾個同事,佢做得好唔開心。
咁啱Gigi又話返佢媽咪屋企飯飯,仲話唔返嚟瞓,van仔覺得除咗我,就無人會關心佢。
佢一路講,一邊伸隻手嚟拖住我。322Please respect copyright.PENANAND6msdc84Y
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"我諗你老闆娘只係唔想將件事搞大,佢未必針對你,只係想𠱁住嗰班人,等佢哋唔好報警啫,你老闆娘都係為咗你好咋,而且同你講過啦,轉工對你無好處㗎啦!"322Please respect copyright.PENANA1qMUAMuGxU
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聽完van仔複述老闆娘所講嘅說話,就算唔肯定,我一於講成老闆娘係想息事寧人。322Please respect copyright.PENANAgZkHNkKXsV
"你日後收斂吓你啲脾氣啦,如果佢哋報警,蝕底嘅係你自己咋!"322Please respect copyright.PENANAT0s367n5tG
我勸佢收斂一吓啲脾氣,同時解釋俾佢知,嘅然佢立心將來成立自己嘅公司,而家就應該好好哋跟老闆娘學吓點做生意,佢喺第二度搵唔返好似老闆娘對佢咁好嘅老闆。322Please respect copyright.PENANAU7ixCfqcHo
"我好撚悶呀!"322Please respect copyright.PENANA6krkOwANx5
van仔攬住我,我由得佢攬,早前失落,曾經攬過佢,理解到俾人攬住,或者攬住一個自己信任嘅人,可以得到一份安慰,一份安全感。
不過van仔唔淨止攬住我,佢箍實我,好衝動咁錫我,隻手仲伸入我件衫裡面,愛撫我乳房。322Please respect copyright.PENANAqUavuZKG5E
佢唔係色情狂,只不過佢由初中發育時期開始,受同學同朋輩感染,以性愛嚟舒發感情,無論係愛慕,高興,失落,又或者忿怒。
我唔想佢咁做,我唔係怕咩蝕底俾佢,只不過佢飲多咗酒,未必清楚自己做緊乜嘢事,而我係清醒嘅,唔應該俾收錯信號,以為我對佢開綠燈。
我亦都怕自己喺失去George之下,借van仔做水泡,又怕俾佢摸摸吓,自己按奈唔住情緒,再一次同佢發生關係。322Please respect copyright.PENANAxhYdd9tRlq
我明白到再同van仔繼續落去,我哋只會越纏越實,佢遲早不顧一切,放棄Gigi,到嗰時我點內疚都無作用。322Please respect copyright.PENANAhvqYkUgBB8
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我一隻手掩得住佢個口,佢隻手就推開我個bra,好大力咁揸,我捉住佢隻手之時,佢個嘴又錫咗落我度,係咁伸條脷入嚟。322Please respect copyright.PENANAuKtRpX6oyU
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"上我屋企,Gigi今晚唔返。"322Please respect copyright.PENANAh4CjdZtHYp
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佢不停咁錫我,愛撫我,喺我耳邊遊說我。
“唔好,你清醒啲啦。”
我好辛苦先掙扎得開,我立即企起身,擺脫開佢,整理好自己啲衫。322Please respect copyright.PENANAn8vqyHArG1
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"屌,而家係咪淨係俾你條仔,我唔屌得你呀?"322Please respect copyright.PENANApZTw9kiEWF
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van仔好失望,佢失咗常性咁叫,凌晨時分,海濱長廊無乜人,好靜,佢嘅叫聲傳到好遠,一兩個坐得好遠嘅人都好奇離遠望過嚟睇吓發生咩事。322Please respect copyright.PENANAPyO4CRRQuN
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一時間我感覺到好難堪,受到好大侮辱,想丟低佢,自己返屋企。322Please respect copyright.PENANA1gQ7DStVYe
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但係我睇吓佢,佢滿面通紅,我相信佢係一時酒醉,唔係有意侮辱我。322Please respect copyright.PENANAn30GRDY4fm
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"你飲醉喇,聽我講,唔好再牛脾氣,唔好諗住轉工!"322Please respect copyright.PENANAYsz1wbilIw
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如果我自己都控制唔到脾氣,就妄想幫到van仔,唯有平心靜氣咁同佢講。322Please respect copyright.PENANAtYow38SKGg
不過佢正話講嘅說話,更加令我下決心,以後唔再傷害Gigi。
我坐番低,雙手握住佢一隻手,靜靜哋等佢冷靜番,再分析俾佢聽留低喺佢公司嘅好處,希望佢接受。322Please respect copyright.PENANAbwptWo3I4Z
"今晚唔好揸車,我同你call車返屋企,你聽朝再返嚟攞返你部van。"322Please respect copyright.PENANAL4kGKKyHJ8
傾咗接近兩個鐘頭,我勸佢返屋企。
van仔已經腳步浮浮,行都行唔穩,我扶佢行返出大路等Uber,佢仲想話先送我返屋企,我點都唔肯,抖纏咗一陣,個司機有啲無奈,我半推半𠱁,推咗佢上車,等佢綁好安全帶,架車開走埋,我先返慢慢行返自己屋企。322Please respect copyright.PENANAInQYiClGP4
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過往我好細膽,好怕黑,今晚雖然沿途好靜,一個人都無,淨係自己街燈下面嘅影,同埋好沉重嘅腳步聲,但係我心境好平靜,只係考慮日後同van仔以乜嘢形式相處,自己亦都要諗吓用乜嘢方法去適應無咗George嘅孤寂嘅生活。322Please respect copyright.PENANAcFJvtvxvV0