1月14日,凌晨5時多。789Please respect copyright.PENANAJ38xbtR4oA
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。789Please respect copyright.PENANAwrzgg5XfRN
大家都在熟睡中,789Please respect copyright.PENANAtl8rSXKL4c
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,789Please respect copyright.PENANAA3MpX4Oc5D
不自覺的再次想起她。789Please respect copyright.PENANA5kBfQz6Cou
我,很想長睡下去,789Please respect copyright.PENANAQIYs4CjXYN
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。789Please respect copyright.PENANAWS1CzWUDQP
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。789Please respect copyright.PENANAeUBMx9JUlF
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。789Please respect copyright.PENANA3UA0ouDQ2L
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,789Please respect copyright.PENANAHzKdzq6u54
血水慢慢的滲出。789Please respect copyright.PENANAhMldTXg8n7
789Please respect copyright.PENANAb78uKdWy1b
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。789Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6zGoenJlL
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。789Please respect copyright.PENANA8U0CbrrO9b
起來梳洗,789Please respect copyright.PENANAvDW5NA9PHl
執拾行裝。789Please respect copyright.PENANAidP9eTZEor
準備與朋友集合。789Please respect copyright.PENANANTTHZ0tDAG
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,789Please respect copyright.PENANAnRCQxEAJ8w
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。789Please respect copyright.PENANAaMgUkW2oCX
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。789Please respect copyright.PENANAJzENUEJ7ES
或者一切都因為我的被動,789Please respect copyright.PENANAkFPfKgFp2o
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,789Please respect copyright.PENANA2F3yAVaMyd
導致我的失敗。789Please respect copyright.PENANANE6b7BMKjw
789Please respect copyright.PENANA4S5oMxJCTl
若不是早已應邀,789Please respect copyright.PENANAv02HflIzpt
我想,我還是留在家中,789Please respect copyright.PENANAXTvYQTGhds
白白的消磨時間。789Please respect copyright.PENANAprXZtnNxqj
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,789Please respect copyright.PENANAbemvG9xwsp
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。789Please respect copyright.PENANAral9WwHVHb
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,789Please respect copyright.PENANAtS0Cc9dzUE
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。789Please respect copyright.PENANA7DkThqjG6U
789Please respect copyright.PENANANZTtq0cNgN
我們乘坐慢船。789Please respect copyright.PENANAWUQ8VNnpRu
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,789Please respect copyright.PENANAvqsdvJcZH8
然後開展我們的「賭局」。789Please respect copyright.PENANAwIvuxLneOi
我們玩得有說有笑,789Please respect copyright.PENANASyfb3YENRZ
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。789Please respect copyright.PENANAhIuYaESE0B
我內心的景象,也是如此。789Please respect copyright.PENANAyUpF0J3dld
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,789Please respect copyright.PENANA9a6nLwJyTh
尋得他們的燈光。789Please respect copyright.PENANAoh10wydz31
789Please respect copyright.PENANAY8PX37rdyO
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。789Please respect copyright.PENANAks5FzVp3vx
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,789Please respect copyright.PENANAKTdJmcSUFG
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,789Please respect copyright.PENANAaA34UTXNnA
玩玩聊聊。789Please respect copyright.PENANABgIqXMbqXk
789Please respect copyright.PENANANeSpxiLCjH
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說789Please respect copyright.PENANA34eL9HUhVn
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說789Please respect copyright.PENANA88oyMOs7il
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應789Please respect copyright.PENANAk5VzZfWA0E
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」789Please respect copyright.PENANA03ki4RZVnF
789Please respect copyright.PENANAjFinxfek6H
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。789Please respect copyright.PENANAPhKnDmvLxl
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。789Please respect copyright.PENANAfl2nInSUvA
記得,789Please respect copyright.PENANAJiCA3GvnXc
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,789Please respect copyright.PENANAzx7xVWKVbE
四處找朋友拍照留念。789Please respect copyright.PENANAYaNnqTrQTT
我,只是一個留級的同學,789Please respect copyright.PENANAoMuqezeFPi
又不主動認識其他人,789Please respect copyright.PENANATIsDPwLDzw
沒有人找上,也正常不過。789Please respect copyright.PENANAkXQsBviMAz
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。789Please respect copyright.PENANAN54qjJfIIG
不過,789Please respect copyright.PENANABm70BpKFUw
她對我已經……789Please respect copyright.PENANAmcqWlWHas0
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,789Please respect copyright.PENANApdqlgUCs7L
其實,789Please respect copyright.PENANAePI0AGeJbK
心裡還是渴望著。789Please respect copyright.PENANAbzGEMmHP2B
789Please respect copyright.PENANAVZ35oc26kN
最終,都得到實現。789Please respect copyright.PENANAfJxNFR38q3
不過,789Please respect copyright.PENANAIRGuITiF9s
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。789Please respect copyright.PENANA97kPlpq3ca
我不喜在她這樣的態度,789Please respect copyright.PENANAYocL6jaRe7
不是想說她態度欠佳,789Please respect copyright.PENANAGewKoSKOvP
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。789Please respect copyright.PENANAAWFcXbsfw9
789Please respect copyright.PENANAHVSkrtEyML
眼見面前一班好友,789Please respect copyright.PENANAJINCbGXQz1
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。789Please respect copyright.PENANAIBCMTMayPo
過了好一段時間,789Please respect copyright.PENANApMk1iDRQsG
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。789Please respect copyright.PENANAZl0VwZgW5T
偏偏在上山的時候,789Please respect copyright.PENANAcNyhFEWwaX
我突然感到一陣納悶,789Please respect copyright.PENANAin8lchufVv
那刻,我在想,789Please respect copyright.PENANAWXp1Bw4yEB
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?789Please respect copyright.PENANAN35ZllQzmf
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。789Please respect copyright.PENANAdZFlnlErG3
良久,終於下山,789Please respect copyright.PENANAXHcVkIoj4b
時間來到下午五時多,789Please respect copyright.PENANASIHaf4rmaq
我不適的感覺重了,789Please respect copyright.PENANAJCMM3fUVr1
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,789Please respect copyright.PENANA38MNqMmiAy
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。789Please respect copyright.PENANANvktdDyO9I
789Please respect copyright.PENANAujBBPEQp8M
終於舒暢了,789Please respect copyright.PENANAjazbC9Cwip
可惜,789Please respect copyright.PENANAvOFuJxMvrE
過了不足兩小時,789Please respect copyright.PENANAwP9K9YAYOO
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,789Please respect copyright.PENANAxt5C3tLKzv
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。789Please respect copyright.PENANAi3lyIMVLCr
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。789Please respect copyright.PENANApKCzvcRJ33
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。789Please respect copyright.PENANAIM0zqIQMtZ
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。789Please respect copyright.PENANAdG83626PW6
789Please respect copyright.PENANAcER5cUOSKt
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲789Please respect copyright.PENANAVfqcJ4FziU
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」789Please respect copyright.PENANAktQXcjBeQn
「回去好好休息吧。」789Please respect copyright.PENANAk4Swz8uD3h
789Please respect copyright.PENANAy5hLjZPiKN
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。789Please respect copyright.PENANA8NJLFDXHpH
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。789Please respect copyright.PENANAeBl4eGpmJ8
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,789Please respect copyright.PENANAtasE64W32G
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,789Please respect copyright.PENANAbUVyo5rNWa
無奈已經沒可能了。789Please respect copyright.PENANActNU8Yusp8
789Please respect copyright.PENANA2EorMstFkl
晚上十時多,789Please respect copyright.PENANA4NS7KziYTh
終於回到家裡,789Please respect copyright.PENANAZOMI7oCNVb
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,789Please respect copyright.PENANA3ziPLI4aOM
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,789Please respect copyright.PENANAgm1HLd3Z4n
我,肚瀉了。789Please respect copyright.PENANADptU8t2ROe
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,789Please respect copyright.PENANAOwIAhD1Lcn
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。789Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3bqurQQBF
本打算藉今天散散心,789Please respect copyright.PENANAkIt6f71BNZ
卻又嘔又瀉。789Please respect copyright.PENANAd9254OsAxE
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。789Please respect copyright.PENANAEX1r8igidS
閉起雙眼,789Please respect copyright.PENANApqLu6UZG4D
更見黑暗,789Please respect copyright.PENANA7986ZZulJ5
更感孤寂。789Please respect copyright.PENANAhJjGvwbFFb
我,很想很想...789Please respect copyright.PENANAWsLHq5qIrW
很想痛哭一場。789Please respect copyright.PENANAhvdXhNiPUQ
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。789Please respect copyright.PENANAUZBe0XVtMb
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,789Please respect copyright.PENANAdWygQ5qU7C
但我卻無法哭一場。789Please respect copyright.PENANA0dXx2bknKR
味苦,789Please respect copyright.PENANAKUdGtqHlCR
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,789Please respect copyright.PENANAeWdsYYejY1
辛苦。789Please respect copyright.PENANAXxG6YAXM66
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,789Please respect copyright.PENANAFvDh7hGDHg
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,789Please respect copyright.PENANAC9dYMgIGut
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。789Please respect copyright.PENANAOBPPFmVM6N
789Please respect copyright.PENANAUJ2ms8K89Y
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。789Please respect copyright.PENANAWAefjWPKHM
其實,我想不出一位。789Please respect copyright.PENANASwnATbgqFx
其實,我身邊都沒有。789Please respect copyright.PENANAXWJX1td8vB
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,789Please respect copyright.PENANAoLOdzsKnJu
減下痛苦。789Please respect copyright.PENANA63XXgikMSG
789Please respect copyright.PENANACzOMDvZY8A
789Please respect copyright.PENANAzN9Jf3yESg
789Please respect copyright.PENANAk1V3FPmiPg
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色789Please respect copyright.PENANAtdmqilLpQ9
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了789Please respect copyright.PENANA2Z1XMr6Fvt
你已經決定了 你已經決定了789Please respect copyright.PENANATZ41xbHxXJ
789Please respect copyright.PENANAN3A0DIxwaB
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著789Please respect copyright.PENANApE0Er9xErw
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了789Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y2PwiXkgq
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割789Please respect copyright.PENANACo04il1Gdk
789Please respect copyright.PENANAqBQmF6CVAs
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色789Please respect copyright.PENANAs5AHPv8xUD
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了789Please respect copyright.PENANAYxmpjWfByG
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼789Please respect copyright.PENANAEfjS2pI71d
789Please respect copyright.PENANAKzgdAzJbID
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了789Please respect copyright.PENANAJe52dKqnyC
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇789Please respect copyright.PENANA9AvmTRXPhn
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著789Please respect copyright.PENANAMSzY257B2G
789Please respect copyright.PENANAdGXii7dREf
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色789Please respect copyright.PENANAvZvA9tFGyN
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了789Please respect copyright.PENANAbEa1zYn4WW
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼789Please respect copyright.PENANAwRmvOEJ8XX
789Please respect copyright.PENANACG0dwqJG8S
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合789Please respect copyright.PENANApR8AwsOQ2I
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河789Please respect copyright.PENANA51bV17RYVk
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了789Please respect copyright.PENANAzEfxCudBBu
然後才後悔著789Please respect copyright.PENANAyjHJosC5Kk
789Please respect copyright.PENANAq6epksk032
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色789Please respect copyright.PENANAYLrPEFSI1y
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了789Please respect copyright.PENANA4tq6T1PwRo
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼789Please respect copyright.PENANAJNjXnXM6PE
789Please respect copyright.PENANASQ3W0IjV7F
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合789Please respect copyright.PENANAUsHeCj0t76
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河789Please respect copyright.PENANAdgNayWplIv
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了789Please respect copyright.PENANADlD3zNAX7D
789Please respect copyright.PENANAGSXQderUkO
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色789Please respect copyright.PENANAsanzhknjOC
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢789Please respect copyright.PENANAhmmqivzxnv
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻789Please respect copyright.PENANA66d2JR7Dgn
重新開始活著789Please respect copyright.PENANAcvxydXR8nU
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789Please respect copyright.PENANAu5SRuTC8WW
789Please respect copyright.PENANAZfx3fPizNV
《你,不是真正的快樂》789Please respect copyright.PENANATAwufakGDJ