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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7BwkeRAx2
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSojJV4Gi7m
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2xHkDScBa
到了下個路口258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTligE1AAoO
看見我一動也不動的站在原地258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lxfKpzIb3
走近才發現 我看到的景象，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuMBfp7g1s
那正是我暗戀的學長258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArDtBaGzPC
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5bBrcGUzs
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泰亨大步地走向我，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKvwdorwZh
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlyMO6g2Mk
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrMCiqvzq1
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOejoJHwxx
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbwDthaUdf
我將他的手慢慢移開258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUSutacqWc
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebFec6peYv
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9PzkDdhhM
逞強地假裝好像沒事，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0awfcL7c34
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIFDjNfNsv
已經出賣了我...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD1HO8QSm1
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我們站在冰櫃前，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKF8XW0k3Y
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds4htBLLFS
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4h4BVZZx3
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPIZkkTuav
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlTF9l2a88
忽然學長從門那走了進來，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwtJE6Ex8w
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WIg4WTP1a
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDToXprYnq
「學長好。」我說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNbl7GwZbI
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qajlGiQYj
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「共36塊。」店員說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgbdWklGdm
我打開錢包，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOcdTQyIvp
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7urWcebXg
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ki3lImsg0
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu04LeyUT2S
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO8wV4mM94
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWXYGG3i9k
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiSuimgGXH
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoinqHIi0X
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjg67fWTnD
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7CMTO4te1
他也跟著看著前方258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqsuM9XQId
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當再次轉過來時258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvMR7Wlnlu
我的眼淚已直直地落下，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFmnWLr5Z7
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLFcC8oLXo
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTHjqaZOOO
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpQHSSwPCe
感覺平時不太會安慰人...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0d4OxXkBs
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突然我拿起手機給他看258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tCSqmo54J
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIrKWGoN9d
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaFlcdPh4m
我又哭得更大聲了......258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR4wGBYfwi
看到我哭到不能自己，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT1L8mhu3z
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpppCeDqRR
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz7fE40pzK
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1vMK6PhSe
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKPIzGCdBH
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2o0NNfQDE
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyeTZA74bd
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWuIYn1yaT
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QiQmCtCC0
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22TpASvMlo
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDIFkdsg8H
「我們都沒做錯什麼」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp1yvC6vTV
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DiDhVHJZL
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gWZPtej46
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTW9sKPTb4D
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泰亨聽著我所說的，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJQablyQEp
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIaZ59Dsmv
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mid5kLtv4
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTnuzbYSOB
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYuVKmQ5Dq
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rAnp0drCm
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7kcET2OLd
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0vWV9KFIj
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8AxnKVo6A
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJW4Q0uqh4r
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Jo6B683xT
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvpk5TyslU
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4wV7tOA5p
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJv5GA8NZS
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccb0hSxu2s
「要不要我送你？」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebyq0xoGxZ
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDUt7IazvK
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQseCPgAIA
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUo8gDKhQx3
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoC88e0wAb
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回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1D9AM5M7i
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15NzSo9csF
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFqOmPaOwG
他們倆不解地看向房那，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEYcVbhhps
二哥的房門 微微開了...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CBSHnmS0Y
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bzV1hC1SU
哭累了就睡著了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JkW5fDjOq
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1LgDhCgQ3
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pTk5QGsIl
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOMC27q66A
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbuaF9BDD2
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF482LDCJz
長大後 看不見黑影了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8SeCFecUQ
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD7KFxqoOk
因為一直不知道是誰給的，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66Ve9Gwc2Z
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONkEWGEwrN
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隨著年紀增長258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMovK0ikCpY
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEGLe5a4hm
假裝著自己沒事，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxm87wnYDP
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqAHCUK45F
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDdRlmB8zs
看著手中的棒棒糖，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyAxba47lO
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemjRnwJaeM
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOi8eYBOeK
就會看見他們在那放閃，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EnpdbHyQN
對沒錯 是社對。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPww0FTRVa
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eV2CwyxaO
假裝著自己毫不在意，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lFywaCqAf
其實心裡破了一個洞...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMn0iHqWPM
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那天泰亨回去後想了很多，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEabnS3DWtr
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxxMSzdBuh
「哥，我想作曲」。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4doeJaIWO
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0xAs9wFmy
我點進去聽了，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQKLFaIRiq
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuSBdd5LIE
閉上眼 靜靜地聽258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsTYjv9j4O
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclvS2aXFdx
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一轉眼就到了舞會當天，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60D85Diigk
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlDQy5AJsd
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9NQXaxnDO
主詞人說道，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkoBwGH0OQ
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8CNCk6Ooa
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2zomrN1kf
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzfdJV3aZx
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSMGgcJL47
-258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ppRBfqW2s
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnR0K7bW3S
「我自己跳」我說，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt6KXpKW5Z
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pxPaTiw4w
一個人也能做得很好...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2vLyEkvbR
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音樂即將播下，258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikYmaqbQZ1
我看著會場中央的大門258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF1YGhJclW
有一絲光線射入......258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqfEmuFG3G
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-待續...258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqOzxsyu0v
