I am dreading growing old.294Please respect copyright.PENANA2ggbEKbEla
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,294Please respect copyright.PENANA71eUYx6Rqd
everyone asked for a young female.294Please respect copyright.PENANAthIUaCFcs9
what happens when I grow old,294Please respect copyright.PENANAcEIcPNwuUI
what happens when my tits sag 294Please respect copyright.PENANA7R98xmAM00
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,294Please respect copyright.PENANAXNvI0X1HtR
will I no longer be wanted?294Please respect copyright.PENANARORyp5BUSl
No longer desired or admired.294Please respect copyright.PENANAAetsZkHjFB
will I just be old?294Please respect copyright.PENANAxrLnCFvDIr
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 294Please respect copyright.PENANApwQbBjJ86O
Just294Please respect copyright.PENANAagz7qWVO9R
Old.294Please respect copyright.PENANAsOwriCrW8T
294Please respect copyright.PENANA6ymEcbfVf5
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?294Please respect copyright.PENANA0JDLdg2JXx
I'll have to be good at something,294Please respect copyright.PENANA4nM6zbpBiu
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills294Please respect copyright.PENANAnGMPGGltGG
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain294Please respect copyright.PENANABK52CFZ85W
I'll have to be somebody294Please respect copyright.PENANAYsrs6SCvk8
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth294Please respect copyright.PENANAtA2kRVdhEl
but I know I can't keep it.294Please respect copyright.PENANAkQiOWfs6ez
Good things never last.294Please respect copyright.PENANAGAvyEWtWeK
294Please respect copyright.PENANA2c0HIOgUz3
I don't know when youth became so important to me294Please respect copyright.PENANAj9UdyvYR8v
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail294Please respect copyright.PENANA1HbybQ8ei2
and why so many people died over it294Please respect copyright.PENANAboOlSAIybz
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,294Please respect copyright.PENANA9CHUVndct3
I would.294Please respect copyright.PENANAMvoLgScnlJ
perhaps that makes me a bad human,294Please respect copyright.PENANA7ANnLxgRHC
a bad feminist294Please respect copyright.PENANAPyk5CX3YbX
bad person,294Please respect copyright.PENANAD4hXiDRVKK
but all I know is it's the truth294Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6iNPPHR7i
and I would do it,294Please respect copyright.PENANAfRHQToDWdU
294Please respect copyright.PENANAn8l84rCGhN
I would give up so much to stay desirable.294Please respect copyright.PENANAKDYnHzxJAS
Because I've never been desired before294Please respect copyright.PENANAUvXFFMSATw
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,294Please respect copyright.PENANAA8VAv51rSO
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?294Please respect copyright.PENANAveK0gISGjx
and my skin sags from my bones294Please respect copyright.PENANA4jwTr9N9MU
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach294Please respect copyright.PENANAu0ZtmyFZLy
my neck doubling,294Please respect copyright.PENANAO09H7OjbUG
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad294Please respect copyright.PENANAqL3U1okdT5
294Please respect copyright.PENANAvewLT25Oce
some people think when you get older looks matter less294Please respect copyright.PENANAN26Z1lutXZ
But that's not true, nobody wants that294Please respect copyright.PENANAeyz2rzf3cG
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.294Please respect copyright.PENANAAeyZIQzWhF
What will I be?294Please respect copyright.PENANANGeSfzqA6U
Chopped liver I suppose.294Please respect copyright.PENANAyxWCs0wgSb
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools294Please respect copyright.PENANAupO6oT1gOi
294Please respect copyright.PENANA4SYsaXtxD2
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life294Please respect copyright.PENANAUgpzFLfU0h
I'm young294Please respect copyright.PENANAqX91FCS425
I have done nothing time is flying by294Please respect copyright.PENANAxEvfMqtQ0P
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast294Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6WhlWIjh1
Keeps slipping from my fists.294Please respect copyright.PENANADJQxIMWCvm
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).294Please respect copyright.PENANAFFBLI9AO4i
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.294Please respect copyright.PENANABNthVRxdo0
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up294Please respect copyright.PENANAyKdsTHGmFa
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.294Please respect copyright.PENANA3djdjgp58Y
294Please respect copyright.PENANA8uWFS3ErZK
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity294Please respect copyright.PENANAI2nfh5QpT1
I feel it closing in on me294Please respect copyright.PENANACqzwZz3qdG
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,294Please respect copyright.PENANAaMQnK5068s
looking in the mirror I see my painting.294Please respect copyright.PENANAPbYpcoyIxE
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,294Please respect copyright.PENANAj062o5l7BJ
I know they're going to be my demise.294Please respect copyright.PENANAGIiIVI6Nn4
294Please respect copyright.PENANAdk6rNATsVj
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen294Please respect copyright.PENANAvum5BypLDj
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.294Please respect copyright.PENANAS9XGQwh22s
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 294Please respect copyright.PENANAxxqpEtAclK
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 294Please respect copyright.PENANArQDnPgkxGU
294Please respect copyright.PENANAmtflMAFvqo
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither294Please respect copyright.PENANAHZzKtzegVg
because I know myself if not anyone else294Please respect copyright.PENANAo8BDOIbvib
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.294Please respect copyright.PENANAJYYd3lCuUj
294Please respect copyright.PENANAL6RzmM5P42
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.294Please respect copyright.PENANA6NEh8wVzWr
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,294Please respect copyright.PENANA1Y1rt3dpA0
everyone asked for a young female.294Please respect copyright.PENANASUqzJ3rwhA
what happens when I grow old,294Please respect copyright.PENANAgNZuIQzWJg
what happens when my tits sag 294Please respect copyright.PENANAcdsjaawRAc
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,294Please respect copyright.PENANANV85MBh2VO
will I no longer be wanted?294Please respect copyright.PENANAm27QIRltWb
No longer desired or admired.294Please respect copyright.PENANADD6dBW1gPO
will I just be old?294Please respect copyright.PENANABPk30hwpRB
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 294Please respect copyright.PENANAFCHhX5PVft
Just294Please respect copyright.PENANASr71x5A6J8
Old.294Please respect copyright.PENANAIfE8Tk0KRY
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?294Please respect copyright.PENANAjlRwqO9jmc
I'll have to be good at something,294Please respect copyright.PENANAUlDUUwTRvb
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills294Please respect copyright.PENANAaEIMjS5M4F
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain294Please respect copyright.PENANA0IambDFwZk
I'll have to be somebody294Please respect copyright.PENANAz1x4GdruzJ
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth294Please respect copyright.PENANAHXaWppFhwV
but I know I can't keep it.294Please respect copyright.PENANAphb6nARhu1
Good things never last.294Please respect copyright.PENANAGc6S33HKYa
294Please respect copyright.PENANAm8HtVuewzG
I don't know when youth became so important to me294Please respect copyright.PENANAtSVNjb4ifd
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail294Please respect copyright.PENANAZtw0xMUZmH
and why so many people died over it294Please respect copyright.PENANAf4JXdTbsem
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,294Please respect copyright.PENANABSpBDr3AGx
I would.294Please respect copyright.PENANAe3HOIAiAqW
perhaps that makes me a bad human,294Please respect copyright.PENANAMXUdHbDwIp
a bad feminist294Please respect copyright.PENANA2ncqynCEYu
bad person,294Please respect copyright.PENANAOeTbkSZmTb
but all I know is it's the truth294Please respect copyright.PENANAfwyqezpYLw
and I would do it,294Please respect copyright.PENANAtOf9N4axAj
294Please respect copyright.PENANAtDclSETrdf
I would give up so much to stay desirable.294Please respect copyright.PENANAQAuvCpJUH6
Because I've never been desired before294Please respect copyright.PENANA3YPUqt05XK
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,294Please respect copyright.PENANAAFSc3dqpUC
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?294Please respect copyright.PENANAaLl9LMjHXw
and my skin sags from my bones294Please respect copyright.PENANAEPWaSxieWq
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach294Please respect copyright.PENANAOhZDjbOXqT
my neck doubling,294Please respect copyright.PENANAsVApP6o10e
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad294Please respect copyright.PENANAGPEqfD91Og
294Please respect copyright.PENANAu65eTN4tIQ
some people think when you get older looks matter less294Please respect copyright.PENANAfHhpCUvFx2
But that's not true, nobody wants that294Please respect copyright.PENANAwpoNqg9GFN
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.294Please respect copyright.PENANAIzeqoynHXN
What will I be?294Please respect copyright.PENANAAX8wIDztnQ
Chopped liver I suppose.294Please respect copyright.PENANABsPCS4HYqe
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools294Please respect copyright.PENANAwGeDZhfzdC
294Please respect copyright.PENANAIbYoCVk8Da
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life294Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7sxkWEB1q
I'm 20294Please respect copyright.PENANAhfc28sskMr
I have done nothing time is flying by294Please respect copyright.PENANApIYneHiLub
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast294Please respect copyright.PENANA3piTNZZg84
Keeps slipping from my fists.294Please respect copyright.PENANAXp1P8G179B
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).294Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7VHLvxLvz
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.294Please respect copyright.PENANAdqUcLCrIPj
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up294Please respect copyright.PENANAKhdd7PzuO2
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.294Please respect copyright.PENANA1FZEFiIWvj
294Please respect copyright.PENANAJUDH6ZuEj1
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity294Please respect copyright.PENANAdemAKcIxwj
I feel it closing in on me294Please respect copyright.PENANAhKyl8oFcC8
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,294Please respect copyright.PENANAJxI0wCppHe
looking in the mirror I see my painting.294Please respect copyright.PENANADUgSLX13Eq
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,294Please respect copyright.PENANAf6zSsErVnc
I know they're going to be my demise.294Please respect copyright.PENANAdARkDC99al
294Please respect copyright.PENANAzS7sl1xlvH
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen294Please respect copyright.PENANAaEVrl0yHCW
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.294Please respect copyright.PENANA5bEYmu0FVU
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 294Please respect copyright.PENANAkXqARiLJjh
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 294Please respect copyright.PENANAraLuasKwuE
294Please respect copyright.PENANAeYFsjijniF
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither294Please respect copyright.PENANAaNt8MiyQQ9
because I know myself if not anyone else294Please respect copyright.PENANAJT49KHHBZx
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.294Please respect copyright.PENANAIXV28eTjvL
294Please respect copyright.PENANARVIhrJ7kS9
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old