仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLkm9GNScM
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgm6owPlZO
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdWAOT4UGW
如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqzWpgrJcx
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbiqKGssww
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimvati2wU7
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfawBWBGC1
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmc1vhnCht
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwVZUpSs78
"我諗可以嘅。"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLvRCopffe
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCUiAEThKU
接近六點，佢回覆我。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOv0kVoCvT
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNza51Ct4YS
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1kASi0sPW
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsH4T6XMU0
"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdElSDOG6r
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6ImdxcQp2
"嗯........好吖。"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV6LDGYntZ
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0Y53t6B2E
佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkfczVGsrg
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnVPajY8dw
"係咪有心事？"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb6UlZebj0
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fGf22Be8B
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqcu9hJHYc
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT81s0Gvja
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFB86Nlw1SQ
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi5OI7pZTx
"嗯......無嘢呀！"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg0RTh6G3m
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsYsrfxYkO
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnG8b8qrYw
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6BC46dlCz
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP5bg357dg
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHSCEtqZVU
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFGopKukdF
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNmH2v9GlB
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpCQSW0CaE
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJim0EpyTIv
"唔得就算啦！"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5djdglqV4r
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQCWau35I7
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsg6T9ctzE
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PykaW9hDm
"唔係呀，只不過........."342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyqQ5XTCaR
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FaPEm4s6O
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLwnH1cefr
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMU0KyLujX
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTGaBUGygM
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbclkKmK5a
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8rsYjzNwC
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j0IkpMagY
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF96s3jknM
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O8pLqNrE9
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm8kRWXhCX
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDcHzcedyo
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu25oSwZ8MI
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLO3DAen02
"一陣再搵你！"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtWjeu9aBE
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjyagrT1cB
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9kCP2z4U6
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZMRtYS3N9
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpioTnHyEVm
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwW19Lt6cqy
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWDaAj0SVY
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZpamo3ZbS
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYtyvBoPXj
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXHdWG16di
"唔好咁啦！"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU40qjnWV0
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjTLhHn1zU
男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHggtzJMNH
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ihDSfqTx1
"我好快返嚟，等我。"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkHYNA5hQS
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqK5eXqW1X
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvE4l3ohuQ
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07s2a5Y0qJ
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw64iuQGLq4
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw6DCwglV3
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoC8HXrWfM
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYiJUSYKS1
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8EiCYi3QB
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS16AxXQWn
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoo5sPv7D6n
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlonKfHLFKe
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdLqbDo4RS
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfQ0ERuy4z
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuwV446mCT
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oekVviqNS
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5TrLHojSo
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKiYWDDxWb
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMKxZ0FobL
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUrLVjKlJk
可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaytyeCWAZ
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb0B5xitUI
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcus2v4MFhy
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呢張係四個月前第一張。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuWJQP6kmC
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJff2O4rP5L
Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TlebcRVac
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8OleXUaTA
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywEweZdc05
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxWmyNW14h
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52TqCRLf0V
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAje2vurqd
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4Zl7YcRGa
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsljrQQHfW
呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb8ffWUpyr
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wLwvEBP4l
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQUDBAc39j
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尤其是最後一張。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVB5PyQuR8
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zMgcjVFA9
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZKdTYY0vK
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2KvlsJo9i
下星期三？咪即係今日！342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGydcAKKI82
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1S79sRcjT
嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw7scoa20Q
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXgi4BLNhk
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGY5F96hVX
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgASrCHZtLv
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVjPdGQsA7
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcesyFzWbLJ
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJuDBxLgOi
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAo4o8TmgOf
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5B3e2M5A5
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1x9Zqts8v
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi1Y4PDt1A
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55sFfU1U2N
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaDcIRIDYK
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcgzvD7iuu
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0ppHfX8mJ
"我call咗車，我走先！"342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSVLeRTrzo
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbn087gygAZ
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaAHtdL5Qz
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jVId55gHd
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zVn4CYRJ1
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdVNSlU0Nm
“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkIfpeThbf
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsorT6UlkqJ
男友追到落嚟。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbj8nmGBv0
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2cuc3PPNc
“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlYG2PjlTg
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6IuieoCpv
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN1w2pSxR5
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgiI3B3Qxf
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0Qq5rBZ2J
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC18fuesFfq
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVxPpX8qsi
342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm4G6vKtJF
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。342Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7Z750hVBH
