Do you ever want to cry, but can't?834Please respect copyright.PENANAwyXJme1To5
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam834Please respect copyright.PENANAY9Vpw3BSTK
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.834Please respect copyright.PENANACFf25s5JAU
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,834Please respect copyright.PENANAmr48GaNefh
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,834Please respect copyright.PENANAwCPNjJryQ3
Why does it hurt like this?834Please respect copyright.PENANA4S47b7vF1m
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...834Please respect copyright.PENANAGz8yvUn0Bl
So...834Please respect copyright.PENANAzevWYlQuDn
So why can't you?834Please respect copyright.PENANA2s6PZDk8V4
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,834Please respect copyright.PENANALfeKgM3D4Z
Your only company is the silence that follows.834Please respect copyright.PENANACX7EItFcYv
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.834Please respect copyright.PENANA6I6oK7McBi
You dig.834Please respect copyright.PENANAkXjzvRiXOS
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,834Please respect copyright.PENANAq5CG3nHkh7
Deeper, deeper,834Please respect copyright.PENANAWs2RB1YiLs
There has to be something.834Please respect copyright.PENANA1BY6aW9hzx
Deeper, deeper,834Please respect copyright.PENANAIQHubAvtrS
Something that just didn't click.834Please respect copyright.PENANAey5pX4NpBH
Deeper, deeper,834Please respect copyright.PENANAl31bnZ3VuM
What else is there?834Please respect copyright.PENANAkgBY3Vww7E
Deeper, deeper,834Please respect copyright.PENANAIELN7crykz
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?834Please respect copyright.PENANA3vEezA5Ykt
Deeper, deeper,834Please respect copyright.PENANAdZZUpHB1Y2
It has to be the answer!834Please respect copyright.PENANAYltyjIhIOS
Deeper, deepest.834Please respect copyright.PENANAHVbjRaU95A
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.834Please respect copyright.PENANAzy1BdyswTe
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?834Please respect copyright.PENANAP6MSd63FA4
There's nothing.834Please respect copyright.PENANA3NZWoVrxk6
It's empty!834Please respect copyright.PENANAQLSutLaLvo
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 834Please respect copyright.PENANAAiI9zo6Mps
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 834Please respect copyright.PENANAkcnfIBUgGr
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.834Please respect copyright.PENANAOi4lD8245R
They never came.834Please respect copyright.PENANAGj2dPfXtoc