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Why does it hurt like this?828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbEBFwPOi0
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZG53GlGLbn
So...828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuR1r9GKek
So why can't you?828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL1Bflsx7l
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi0WaPwGbT
Your only company is the silence that follows.828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7dayHPcNd
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You dig.828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dKAUTU9Nl
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Deeper, deeper,828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMw6vwm2bu
There has to be something.828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OsDdTxzVo
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Something that just didn't click.828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rk1H36xoV
Deeper, deeper,828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12ZI6s5U72
What else is there?828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKKRTUFQvD
Deeper, deeper,828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2ARaV6KMm
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBPZBxOCOC
Deeper, deeper,828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcim9mashe
It has to be the answer!828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqkAX3DoYJ
Deeper, deepest.828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhG2kVlZpg
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanInu9XgLR
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVYDjMn8xd
There's nothing.828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lzFh3OfSX
It's empty!828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VcvG53mcb
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucJLr5GIgg
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPYDE0Y29t
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuEwDrcixZ
They never came.828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxdDIywWHP
