「你自己唔試下,無人幫得到你,因為你都唔願意踏出第一步。」呀楊每講一句,就好似支針咁,吉落個心度。561Please respect copyright.PENANAPQD7BNis8b
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針同刀唔一樣,痛楚係有分別。刀嘅嘢一嘢捅入去,好深好痛,甚至可以即時死亡;但係針唔一樣,好淺咁慢慢吉入去,唔算好痛,少少痛楚咁,但你實死唔去,吊住你條命咁。561Please respect copyright.PENANAyCN4iyCOus
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「你一直停留係以前,有咩用姐?我哋返唔到去架啦!我哋只可以一路向前行。」561Please respect copyright.PENANA2Yz1BZVg1l
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「我之前唔講,係因為我知道你需要時間走出嚟,等你慢慢好返,但依家我唔係咁認為。」561Please respect copyright.PENANANaAkaOkk8r
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呀楊又飲咗一啖酒,望實我,眼神係同我講,『無自己諗啦』咁嘅意思。561Please respect copyright.PENANAbuq6LncUX4
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我無出聲,只係係度飲悶酒。561Please respect copyright.PENANAUgzY8N0lU7
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以前嘅我唔識得飲酒,覺得飲酒唔好,仲要唔識飲酒。561Please respect copyright.PENANAhLpfbAiIVT
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但呢幾年,我慢慢學識得飲,而且越飲越多,每次都wing住咁返去。561Please respect copyright.PENANAn9ur7j0EC2
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唔係呢啲係咪成長必經階段……男人識得飲酒,就係成長嘅開始。561Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7sEmG4U2B
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唔識飲酒或者唔飲酒,證明自己真係毒。561Please respect copyright.PENANAehQCXQG00l
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人無可能一直停留係同一個位置,同一個階段,我哋總會改變。561Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ96otX1wb
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原來依家回頭望一望,自己真係改變咗好多,心智都成熟咗,但對感情,我始終如一。561Please respect copyright.PENANAdXNmujoecE
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因為我走唔出嗰一步。我有膽改變自己,去試唔同嘅嘢。561Please respect copyright.PENANALYDfjpW0MS
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但我就係無膽去面對感情,原來我對感情嘅處理,都係同以前一模一樣。561Please respect copyright.PENANA0lpyYtwrg8
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呢方面我係無變到,都係咁懦弱。561Please respect copyright.PENANAsIccOC8e7R
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可能係自己性格嘅關係啦,見住自己身邊嘅朋友不停咁換畫,換男/女朋友好似食生菜咁。561Please respect copyright.PENANACLtd3m6wTD
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呢啲對佢哋嚟講駕輕就熟,完全唔會好似我咁無膽,有時我都好羨慕佢哋可以咁開放,同埋直接表達自己嘅感情。561Please respect copyright.PENANAIuT83gg86Q
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反而自己嘅感情卻一路原地踏步,無進步過……561Please respect copyright.PENANAiT1IWAB1q0
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伴隨著呢種尷尬嘅笑聲,我同Amy嘅關係就好似落定咗咁。561Please respect copyright.PENANAk2kGaVyh82
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但我好唔適應,就算返嚟香港之後,我都唔知應該點做……561Please respect copyright.PENANAtDMwqzYxjy
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但Amy佢都好主動咁搵我,約我出去,食下嘢,行下街咁。561Please respect copyright.PENANAj0pGeuEaSj
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我哋就好似同其他情侶咁,無咩分別,但我哋從來都無話一齊,姐係無正式嘅表白都無。561Please respect copyright.PENANAXo3s6XO34K
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但行動上,算係情侶掛?我都唔知,我都好迷惘。561Please respect copyright.PENANAoCHeJe7CYi
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我都唔想咁仆街,明明唔係話好鐘意,但又同呢個女仔發展。561Please respect copyright.PENANAFlPJNgsZ0S
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我想逼自己試下出去第一步。561Please respect copyright.PENANAILPKfxNrHG
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「我哋……係咪情侶呀?」Amy係旺角呢個人多擠逼嘅地方,拖住手問我。561Please respect copyright.PENANAnzqaAOsgLY
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一時之間我都唔知點答先好……561Please respect copyright.PENANABMqbkyeNeU
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其實沿路上我哋都有講有笑,但唔知點解Amy會忽然間問呢條問題。561Please respect copyright.PENANABQdScJES7N
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「哎…係掛。」我敷衍地道,因為我都唔知自己想點。561Please respect copyright.PENANARuqRHnnRI3
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Amy聽到之後,神情極之落魄,我見到佢呢個表情,就好似嗰時同Kitty咁,會忍唔住心軟。561Please respect copyright.PENANAkxHBzAMimB
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認真啲睇,佢同Kitty都有些少相似。561Please respect copyright.PENANAZFgHPCUSFE
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係我哋行緊嘅時候。561Please respect copyright.PENANAkw7TfFvHzF
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迎面好快咁行過一個熟悉嘅身形。561Please respect copyright.PENANAy2pERkKcx8
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經過我嘅時候,有一股熟悉嘅香氣……561Please respect copyright.PENANAK7P7bWy0VI
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我回頭望一望,只見嗰個女仔低頭玩緊手機,好快就係人叢中穿穿插插離去了。561Please respect copyright.PENANAWf4SklzOFV
「做咩呀?」Amy捉緊我隻手問。561Please respect copyright.PENANApdR8htTRLn
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我笑了笑,「無呀,我好似見到個熟悉嘅嘢。」561Please respect copyright.PENANA3bpVOBFZOh
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「係呀?」Amy低頭不語。561Please respect copyright.PENANAAG23LWdnqa
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然後佢輕輕放開我隻手,然後同我講,佢夠鐘意返屋企啦。561Please respect copyright.PENANA3m9wDLaHwc
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我見佢好勉強咁牽起嘴角。561Please respect copyright.PENANAdHLaqFNAUU
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之前嘅我,傷害咗一個的鐘意嘅女仔;如今,我傷害咗一個我根本稱唔上鐘意嘅女仔。561Please respect copyright.PENANAWpKfkpxSLs
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今次嘅感覺無上次咁強烈,只帶點淡淡嘅悲傷。561Please respect copyright.PENANAq3nbNoucxS
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「咁早就返屋企?」我望一望手機上面嘅時間,只不過係8點鐘左右。561Please respect copyright.PENANAxX5yze8t1p
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之前我哋都會行到好耐先返去。561Please respect copyright.PENANALgXALpbNkF
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「其實你心入面早就住咗一個人。」Amy眼神裡沒有一絲猶豫。561Please respect copyright.PENANA4u701fXOqN
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「我唔會怪你……其實我都感覺到架啦,只不過係我太鐘意你,所以先咁主動。」561Please respect copyright.PENANAH0IYN6d6Ug
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唔知點解,我無留住Amy嘅衝動。561Please respect copyright.PENANADZIeo9ZVwa
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我知Amy係好女仔,我都好慶幸我無遇到啲極品港女。與其話遇唔到,倒不如話我無可能同到嗰啲人做朋友,佢哋都唔會睇得上我啦。561Please respect copyright.PENANA1FXW26qOyy
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我知道之後都未必遇到好似佢咁好嘅女仔,但我寧缺,都唔想濫。561Please respect copyright.PENANAsVAb32RIUh
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我有自己嘅堅持,堅持等到「對」嘅人。561Please respect copyright.PENANAE1uUIuwV8V
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我無咩都講,就咁望住Amy係呢個人山人海嘅旺角消失。561Please respect copyright.PENANAMDBc5X7KI7
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我哋之後都無再聯絡。561Please respect copyright.PENANA0WvqtR7Kwj
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我都好多謝Amy,係佢令我知道真正嘅答案。561Please respect copyright.PENANAVUJefV1k8p