19841218--19日记290Please respect copyright.PENANAoZ66n607ij
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1218290Please respect copyright.PENANA8UDO3MQrpN
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在290Please respect copyright.PENANA8NV6Am8C6O
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真290Please respect copyright.PENANAmKzD6Vl5lQ
290Please respect copyright.PENANA5j7tUWj8vv
不知怎的。290Please respect copyright.PENANAbbDP7xxDT9
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已290Please respect copyright.PENANAT1CMV4BjkQ
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到290Please respect copyright.PENANAHhphLfbL1V
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过290Please respect copyright.PENANAGQW86ZzDU6
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时又出现了,唉!290Please respect copyright.PENANAhuVyovIN6z
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1219290Please respect copyright.PENANAViXa33DmyO
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。290Please respect copyright.PENANAhqtKQuO1m0
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐290Please respect copyright.PENANAnDC47oFeKQ
290Please respect copyright.PENANAuMyIJ9VT9n
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改290Please respect copyright.PENANAfJDkdBMgg8
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这290Please respect copyright.PENANAxb6elZ13FB
290Please respect copyright.PENANAluJyJIr4AE
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。290Please respect copyright.PENANAPTMeCAkK4N
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19841220--21日记290Please respect copyright.PENANABnrjIFawng
290Please respect copyright.PENANAHO6D0nQthA
1220290Please respect copyright.PENANA86bFtQBts1
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团290Please respect copyright.PENANAWfmDWCELnk
290Please respect copyright.PENANAj9A0AzgagS
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们290Please respect copyright.PENANA5X7MMsHsod
290Please respect copyright.PENANAIFuadMGJRd
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态290Please respect copyright.PENANAIvaAgRjLSx
290Please respect copyright.PENANAGNyimoTPBL
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。290Please respect copyright.PENANAd26ajEO8SW
290Please respect copyright.PENANA0IeGhU6MmL
1221290Please respect copyright.PENANAozuLJuQECg
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交290Please respect copyright.PENANA5PKmVUaGu6
290Please respect copyright.PENANASNvZU2urGN
,可今天星期五了。290Please respect copyright.PENANAWTW2SAifrS
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他290Please respect copyright.PENANAjeQt0pF7cS
290Please respect copyright.PENANATjhdPWy8lQ
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。290Please respect copyright.PENANAhpuuUnB4Ai
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。290Please respect copyright.PENANAM4qxLdP9Ru
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向290Please respect copyright.PENANA7438eENV6L
290Please respect copyright.PENANAZTNRF5Isrj
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天290Please respect copyright.PENANAZxQlwEAXzs
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几290Please respect copyright.PENANAjWU1RVVB7j
290Please respect copyright.PENANADsJPflrXMr
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说290Please respect copyright.PENANAA5AidG6cW5
290Please respect copyright.PENANAIgRt9oljFP
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:290Please respect copyright.PENANApgIxg8zqPS
290Please respect copyright.PENANA1spLXoJ8ox
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这290Please respect copyright.PENANAYlOMrWMP0r
290Please respect copyright.PENANADHh0JO8SGe
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。290Please respect copyright.PENANAZqhBXEFkXP
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19841222--31日记290Please respect copyright.PENANAytfTr3Lhja
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1222290Please respect copyright.PENANAW38mCqGnDO
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈290Please respect copyright.PENANAb8q6TA1s34
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何,真不知怎的。290Please respect copyright.PENANAsWjcTBkMqq
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1223290Please respect copyright.PENANAOk4OZhe40y
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。290Please respect copyright.PENANALSjPOiM2qK
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1224290Please respect copyright.PENANAEsxcb7H2kF
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。290Please respect copyright.PENANAD8aZcK9xHi
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中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。290Please respect copyright.PENANAwLfrZrFqy3
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1226290Please respect copyright.PENANAhxkr978JhM
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。290Please respect copyright.PENANAm24TwZePru
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1227290Please respect copyright.PENANABEy3kfc1YE
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕290Please respect copyright.PENANAuGmH5rH1nB
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了。290Please respect copyright.PENANAV2G08IDxV2
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心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。290Please respect copyright.PENANAZH3sSumWZX
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1229290Please respect copyright.PENANAIKVIPx6N8b
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好290Please respect copyright.PENANAUnpuEX5OLF
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父290Please respect copyright.PENANAECqLdOsOB9
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》,却不得入梦。290Please respect copyright.PENANAytzkPTruPH