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「喂。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcat5msfej0
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrdnIERPXz
「我失戀了......」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4gRnfqrMQ
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3McqlaXTh
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvzehJ7TlI
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLG8yDByZA
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBGEXYg2pR
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgCNyr7qbQ
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbHY4gqDJZ
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5jdorwYEY
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9csw22sME
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlJskCcmmY
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHR7FRPUS6
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「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC7diMjihZ
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啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLDqiUSMlc
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知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFHhu3G6Ia
「我要一杯威士忌！」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Uq1eUjNVs
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酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bk0v0OVfN
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuVYMto4XR
「先生你的威士忌。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oa2MQChe6
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVrF12z54F
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF76tOD0Jk
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「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ74fhXsl6O
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk2Q0p7bry
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不妙，他超生氣的…842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwJ3LjdWDx
唰。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKyHnQmTfM
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一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtz28Od1CV
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhUfxXCKZm
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41Z6iiB2GF
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4QK4eBNlP
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXrydmJ5f7
「威士忌。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F78qviXAM
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LFhtnCvje
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoa2s1JYXZ
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED11hiu6yL
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXX42gNjVIJ
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我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkrkB2G2Cd
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以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fdR0vfUqq
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ925ZIm1Obk
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAKTWK4uYU
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ckpDCzBLh
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldKRhuVAAK
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPZ9ehqjbX
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzWMtpoXR4
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbdfSNuBqb
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mTvXvMzq9
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfEN7Tb6Hr
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb7Aof7czK
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfI8vACkq5
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3kWzF2Exh
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6UVvbRBrL
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEX1bcmckC
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKgWZ7SvhC
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAhONs7Plt
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJgx44sMcd
「嗚哇！」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf1Lz8Gtlv
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGATiwzsJv
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dQBwFvydR
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheK0nk54qf
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9g0zj6PZi
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlGq92KfzP
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWV5DAoIGl
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gutG0VAgu
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb28l93gy4
哇，眼睫毛好長…842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdIkUoIwa3
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突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxB4CRtFkZ
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lO6NbjsZc
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJFJuMH8AQ
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…咦？842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvD2fpfXND
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還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLhtw7E9h6
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjTWMwqNTW
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JhUugPdu8
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkj4YOc07W
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9W9IqiDZCr
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嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeIUuToY4G
「愛你，不可以嗎…」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQvtSbqlEX
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…他把我，誤認成誰了？842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg7TqImN0A
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我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h37oBQMHh
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RPiCMVcPz
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他，沒有挽留。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI3RN5c94k
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842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qhb8v48co
我喜歡姜幸宇。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNs0DKgedSU
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小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uXhe5H0ti
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqhnLmkEa0
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFK9FcLtEV
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm6ovzKfmp
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuMaOy7mRC
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwt7BNZDNV
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzUZe919YX
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyskbuR8wkv
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVl7ieQrgY
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO83ugdzlg
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftDATpyYuu
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi5NVmvXc1
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkqjaFiRWi
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyYvukDWpo
我愛上了姜幸宇。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4JqIT2PDG
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWwLxBG7gd
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz00S4IBvC
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFrjDXCrIw
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLRsRvlA8U
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842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fokqAA9rf
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi87ujs0xL
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但，這並不是自己想要的…842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJXrAf2bFT
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zPtXIBciQ
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyFwu9MIGO
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDTQyaHaHT
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hxgPnadU9
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S6Muf0Kh7
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiqo23iq4A
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCUh26nJCP
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCoNEM4gH9
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa96PzzSUL
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy8WWRM444
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnsYzox0AT
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「啪！」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPFiWOkGmX
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmtSnLlO8O
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzDGOLXO55
842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92kHE8t4z5
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N3znFsMil
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r1VNLx0VW
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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