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「喂。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYjSDu41qM
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8zEyDhqCc
「我失戀了......」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi4hCXoCbe
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aoW7qzatJ
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVnrYfppIl
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETHYZ5GVGU
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgC8phhqxU
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvvWOlGXx3
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXyIZf05Tj
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxECKA1PiU
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6nVjmYNx7
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qRoD1xrz0
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ214KbbzL4l
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB1Ou052Wk
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7GSao0YZv
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啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DaC0wXg0k
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOrygnsxqJ
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j7riXSK1a
「我要一杯威士忌！」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZzYSfUQSB
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb2BaXG0Mb
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRdclUpW4b
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExO0dUiVNV
「先生你的威士忌。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6IEMdkMUK
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP2piprvGV
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKdCYu3BSR
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwPv2uOU8F
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNAj6iohPk
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSXocWZtUq
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx8mRg3WFC
不妙，他超生氣的…871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CFIzRB0Zq
唰。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzPNOC0VpQ
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一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOt0BVd1j81
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCU2TcK8db
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDn6HIIItL
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJgcFMTrmd
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxg9RqpYr2
「威士忌。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6JG4Na1zh
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「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hqP5z6gP6
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvhxPPLJ11
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1Uzr2b0Pu
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvJuAfgDAu
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIu8kMZNmp
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpevmEWlAEB
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJHn3wvsM8
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3rHoXLX3B
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLn7QolFr1
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1eET83sH1
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwnNqPy8u8
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlS00UdgPhl
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwGt2t5Hfl
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gMcIeb5aU
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5Tls9K3L4
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7wYojrXXw
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP52u2QWvCY
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UWXGj1Lqk
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqPfvLoIlx
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbn6YIQJcP
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73DpVcLN5I
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bp8Ha2HZ5
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMIU8OGYsq
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyJxm1IaPH
「嗚哇！」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JN3TY4Q8s
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4pkPOX8zc
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDobQZ0T1Q8
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFWmsptsLB
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc9w0D3uGm
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeTbA7o9iS
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIqJya8Alt
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtafsrCepnY
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSgRFleLaT
哇，眼睫毛好長…871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDiTT3ab94
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBFEwHW7gs
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvl99chixr
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh3UmCP9IF
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WZXuGbENj
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGqgyt4Eqj
…咦？871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZMJA4njAl
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還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDQcYw4pMj
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tdZOrxqqf
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQTPnmBYaA
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88VseZMdO7
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgIreEFxJC
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd9Ixzgg7e
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嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sGFZtyN2o
「愛你，不可以嗎…」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV47dhtTTDh
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…他把我，誤認成誰了？871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59Zw8w8ZNw
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我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iD7riDk3Y
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYxWu4r2UE
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他，沒有挽留。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK7CnSf69a
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我喜歡姜幸宇。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe844IfdVCR
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小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtg7KFaQhx
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSEUuwD2a5
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwOPqqrorp
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAAgEyo0ew
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg35GWl1Yvv
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJsNcyW1IQ
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEpdQ7uuhg
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJgxmNX0FY
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0iV2J0X2O
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0ZCdHNOEF
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRVmOQDwdF
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I5C7iJJ5v
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRKPYxpCxI
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLbRpXzbP1
我愛上了姜幸宇。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh1c4VOf0R
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHNBJbTRMs
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6npe2nWVVM
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那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUx1lfehefs
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但，這並不是自己想要的…871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qc7W8Z9tj
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObReDTkdsx
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWAWQ3AB2M
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNY4zvlos6
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOgm5xpM9j
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25LqE6Jw9r
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACCF4UvOSG
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJHfc1lUBU
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YqwdOpVuo
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy4lAvvx20
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEEsVc9OXR
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AhetqDeJ0
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQHtBAkut6
「啪！」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFNvhqr1Kq
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjIriEB3d3
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEhNkOyUMf
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg17y3ayMb
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1aYJKuZ6W
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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