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「喂。」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLiEzVxb2R
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxsqoLYRMe
「我失戀了......」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2l8EPwE6n
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlni99uPmCa
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbY7RWye8u
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzITxiJFhQ
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nuvWwkIzo
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ0UMpRpSz
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdIJoz8Z60
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJSMAxILwA
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRtsp0PwGC
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyMCznoTwY
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUXy3egWBs
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GtCQnDmRO
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GuOKhc0Kd
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7Jk7ninba
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPEtxILyAN
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知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyIMzoMBHN
「我要一杯威士忌！」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEfAbuYPDp
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酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE08eqmLDj
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuTq2GogP9
「先生你的威士忌。」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJv4sogBia
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOcHhRPIlm
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErsp9vaM5K
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0WNbS4Od0
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8zW3mCk2h
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aGoHqL4cP
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeXHeN4Zfs
不妙，他超生氣的…924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWFkzTUmNi
唰。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ulyzHgOdG
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一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0dzMu7oBZ
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTpZ8b6ilA
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzY0UMpoayL
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcPIGozTFo
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh5I6zbbNJ
「威士忌。」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotPGmsdJJe
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2v2uPM0eo
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy9UN8kht8
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他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaeL0IMbIw
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4NXDxzTir
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacfAcAUJTU
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhStVLW0cc5
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Th4AmDQkA
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDWt9qmCAU
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpLpZq6BvU
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYuqLgBVBn
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuHr5YqsKB
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2aFXtUE5x
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xUlZhDRUA
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79ZH3mTu4m
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6paARrVc7D
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzAmj64qHr
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHrLkKve3o
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYoGdxXX7l
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyzjWMXS4q
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLj0hmNLmI
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfswJHvfs7
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwLPon58vH
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHWzNmdqLz
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYBeU1N3AC
「嗚哇！」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUox5dPMLtE
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6QThOYTeU
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdT3P063A8
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW5OaPKtxU
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHJ3qJpNby
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLBIssa6Hn
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL8fU2QZfg
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg70D8NsbYh
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MmbuSCdGO
哇，眼睫毛好長…924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbwAlvgbXT
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoEeXgu4Yl
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CxcVhqLPa
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkDaOQOdNc
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEBIbsgnQA
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWFpq0YZHO
…咦？924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1JkFH12Ah
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還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCQFgydM4T
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRI9gcgHEl
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv1rHpMg2U
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgGD6v66bs
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEP3B8mLkE
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG9NIbSOX0
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFmE6qH4io
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxphXRxhzsu
「愛你，不可以嗎…」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsivnJn8OzP
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924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk726Plv8Vg
…他把我，誤認成誰了？924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHQKKxyQFu
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPtYDQFZrN
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltP39RcFL8
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdullhnOAg
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj9YkHmIVM
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejNnqDU7Rz
他，沒有挽留。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl09lbu7JVx
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924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC2duvK2AI
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我喜歡姜幸宇。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY26v9WyB3P
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v2X1WPmzr
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2YbPmCI2H
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvUMOuTk6Z
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzw5jSWHGF
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBHDqTWVEJ
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyeVaX3KXT
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisvJ5627XY
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuPraiQ1zq
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeKdufigzl
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xT3oT7nna
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvncvTooEkj
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpxuZ0M7H3
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiclTXa5iP
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3FOuthHJg
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFK7uSquC90
我愛上了姜幸宇。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJ5XsP4bhl
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2moj6CcOJ8
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzmxDbLUDl
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924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXCQBYZeF0
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LYr2asnpl
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz41fVvjkP
但，這並不是自己想要的…924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6MLsHnLm3
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfUgsexdcH
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGgHVb6S1l
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzQdDU9QJu
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsAgSitjES
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYD7zxwnug
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5QMTTlKqo
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyocnpwUPd
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RdMhUCdyz
924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulv8xUiya1
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflGSzslqzf
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwFBcUXOhZ
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「啪！」924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cvzmtnFug
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo0Dcz0LKD
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlgDfLvtbF
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。924Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR9yJhuL0G
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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