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當我睜開雙眼時,天色已亮,子夜下的那場雨也停歇了。8964 copyright protection281PENANAky1CnDQ8Gm 維尼
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連我自己也不曉得,昨夜我是在何時入睡的了。8964 copyright protection281PENANA2mBWBBUfiZ 維尼
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唯一能記起的,是我無聲地哭了許久,久得連黃麻紙上所寫的每一個字,都因濡濕而暈染開去。8964 copyright protection281PENANAkaCmdQA7a8 維尼
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我又再一次夢見婉兒了。8964 copyright protection281PENANAJPH3WD9Qps 維尼
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自從婉兒去後,我就頻頻在夢中與她相會——可說來奇怪,夢裏的她並不是我最後見她那不惑之年的模樣,而是昔年我初遇她時,那亭亭玉立、青春少艾的姿態。8964 copyright protection281PENANAuXv5JZJmAQ 維尼
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夢裏的她總是笑着,那笑容是何等的溫婉可人啊!然而我們二人長大以後,好像沒甚麼事值得我們笑得如此歡忭了。8964 copyright protection281PENANArq9MVOBvtz 維尼
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在夢裏我問婉兒,妳可曾後悔認識我?畢竟,是我一手把妳推向政治漩渦去的,可我最終還是沒能保護到妳。8964 copyright protection281PENANAK268bS43Yq 維尼
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那場政變(1)是我一手策劃出來的,然而那晚我卻沒有進宮。我心裏明白,那將會是場血腥的廝殺,我實在不忍心目睹這種場面——8964 copyright protection281PENANAZc1LXm53zS 維尼
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畢竟,這半生以來,我已經親眼見過太多人從我身邊離開了。8964 copyright protection281PENANA3zsg51CKLN 維尼
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我總以為,三郎會順着我的意思,只剷除韋后餘黨的勢力。8964 copyright protection281PENANA4jsJbuEg7G 維尼
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可我當時萬萬沒想到,他明知妳是我這邊的人,卻連妳也不放過 (2)。8964 copyright protection281PENANA6zGL4fZJV8 維尼
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真可笑,我為了三郎能全身而退,連宮裏逃生之路都為他想好了......8964 copyright protection281PENANAqjJcrUlDUQ 維尼
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但我卻忽略了妳。8964 copyright protection281PENANA0MLBznH3nq 維尼
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明明妳手裏有我們一同草擬的遺詔、明明我已經叮囑兒子崇簡(3)要在危急關頭護妳周全的啊,那為甚麼,我始終保護不了妳呢?8964 copyright protection281PENANAqcQi4ECHdq 維尼
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那晚妳執燭開門時,迎來的不是我,是否早已料到自己的下場?8964 copyright protection281PENANANvvymHkIMz 維尼
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婉兒,本宮又讓妳失望了,是嗎?8964 copyright protection281PENANAgsdWXeRjDA 維尼
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現在我總算明白,李隆基眼中是容不下我們這些掌權的女人的,他唯恐我們結黨對付他,這才對我們趕盡殺絕。8964 copyright protection281PENANATK7ReQLLiW 維尼
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這些日子以來,我深陷於政治漩渦之中,無法自拔。8964 copyright protection281PENANAwtnuuWIzEV 維尼
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明明我已竭盡所能,試圖將李隆基從這龍椅上扯下來,可我終究還是輸了。8964 copyright protection281PENANAgSDznv2TSM 維尼
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當我在夢中說出「婉兒,妳可曾後悔認識本宮?」這句話時,婉兒是這樣回答我的:8964 copyright protection281PENANAuVtfzMWhBM 維尼
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「不,公主——」8964 copyright protection281PENANA9gGOk7BKjW 維尼
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「婉兒曾說過,我願終生追隨公主,雖九死其猶未悔。」8964 copyright protection281PENANAaOGq8LInz5 維尼
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婉兒的笑容太過溫暖,我渴望像昔日般撫過她的臉頰,可她的距離卻越來越遠,最終只化為我指縫間的一縷輕煙......8964 copyright protection281PENANA4IMEoOLCws 維尼
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眼角的淚珠仍默默地懸掛着。8964 copyright protection281PENANAe36yNSEOTF 維尼
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如今我只想知道,婉兒妳是否真的這樣想呢? 8964 copyright protection281PENANABMJJtfwYCk 維尼
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卻說太平身為天皇和天后幼女,平日除了幾位兄長玩樂之外,就只能跟身邊侍奉自己的春梅或秋菊等宮人遊玩。8964 copyright protection281PENANAAfMCqZbrVq 維尼
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不過,隨着哥哥們年歲漸長,要處理的事務或學業也日漸繁多,除了偶爾到麟德殿前打馬球和鬥雞之外,基本上只有宴會時才能聚在一起。8964 copyright protection281PENANA35XdHk78ef 維尼
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太平和宮娥同玩時,宮娥常常過於拘謹,總是擔心公主會出甚麼意外而不敢恣意作伴,令太平每每意興闌珊。8964 copyright protection281PENANAiHUL5pUlEL 維尼
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所以當太平遇見婉兒以後,她除了欣賞婉兒的才情外,更希望的,是婉兒能成為自己的玩伴。8964 copyright protection281PENANAhzYp7UmwWo 維尼
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昨日婉兒目送太平離開後,她便將那精美而華貴的環佩繫在自己腰間,高高興興地邁着小步子返回母親身邊。掖庭宮裏的女官見公主如此賞識婉兒,對她的態度竟一反常態,不但溫和了許多,甚至還有些討好的意味。8964 copyright protection281PENANAij3XNeX8d7 維尼
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鄭氏的態度倒是顯得有些曖昧了,雖則她明白公主對她們是一番好意,可公主的母親可是當今天后啊!十三年前她害死上官家所有男丁和抄家的場面,鄭氏至今仍歴歷在目,她這輩子也寬恕不了那個狠毒的女人。8964 copyright protection281PENANAkKdkBSLXKd 維尼
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奈何太平公主正是那個女人最心愛的女兒。8964 copyright protection281PENANAmsrlwDvcls 維尼
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如般想來,鄭氏又怎放心自己的女兒跟公主有來往呢?8964 copyright protection281PENANAy48iqZs0Of 維尼
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「婉兒,妳過來。」8964 copyright protection281PENANAQDp0BAwzFw 維尼
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鄭氏的語氣冷漠而嚴肅,婉兒心底裏倒有些怕了,在此之前她可未曾見娘親恁般狀貌的。8964 copyright protection281PENANAsakTKBc3K9 維尼
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「阿娘,婉兒適才是否做錯了些甚麼?」8964 copyright protection281PENANAbVNVgGKTQt 維尼
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婉兒緊張地問道,下意識地將那塊剛別上的玉佩攥緊,空氣間存有的壓迫感使她好不自在。8964 copyright protection281PENANAdBs7eCIV0S 維尼
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鄭氏自然留意到她手邊的動作,她萬般無奈,闔上雙眼嘆道:8964 copyright protection281PENANAwAs93AtE6G 維尼
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「我告訴過妳,妳的祖父和父親怎麼是死的,妳可曾記得?」8964 copyright protection281PENANAcjiDYgIC7z 維尼
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婉兒忽覺內心有一陣寒流在湧動,她垂下眼簾,回想幼時娘親對她說過的舊事。8964 copyright protection281PENANAccztmPTUcJ 維尼
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祖父上官儀、父親上官庭芝和其他上官家的男丁都是誣罪被殺的。8964 copyright protection281PENANAitlKy1nRxc 維尼
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而自古以來,每個王朝、每股勢力都是由無數白骨所堆疊出來的,帝皇家素來殘酷,哪會有真情所在?8964 copyright protection281PENANAljdvcj4drv 維尼
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於他們眼中,她們這些宮婢不過是一介草莽,高興時便對妳青睞有加,不高興了,隨時也可以罵妳、打妳,甚至奪了妳的性命。8964 copyright protection281PENANAl0DeTmm2PP 維尼
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這便是她們這些掖庭宮婢的宿命吧?8964 copyright protection281PENANAhZMqbYnuDJ 維尼
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「婉兒不敢忘記,只是阿娘,公主她......」8964 copyright protection281PENANAJZJPRWso8Y 維尼
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公主她不像這樣的人。8964 copyright protection281PENANAhq5zFNUn59 維尼
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眼看娘親臉上尚存慍怒,婉兒硬生生把最後那句話吞回腹中。8964 copyright protection281PENANAnhEHBxiavA 維尼
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「時候不早了,庭院裏的落葉尚未打掃乾淨,妳也該盡妳宮婢的職責了。」8964 copyright protection281PENANAy9O9GGZ2VP 維尼
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「是,女兒這就去。」婉兒無奈,默默地離開了。8964 copyright protection281PENANA3PbOLhCh3z 維尼
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(1) 唐隆政變中,太平公主與侄子李隆基聯手剿滅韋氏集團,韋皇后、安樂公主、上官婉兒等人全被誅殺。8964 copyright protection281PENANAG1R3FV3hS7 維尼
(2) 一般史書記載,上官婉兒與韋武集團是同一夥人,可後來上官婉兒墓誌銘公開以後,卻披露她強烈反對安樂公主成為皇太女一事。8964 copyright protection281PENANA9k5ZTWwAlV 維尼
(3) 薛崇簡,為太平公主與第一任駙馬薛紹所生,其與李隆基交好。唐隆政變中,奉母之令跟隨李隆基進宮發動政變。後來太平公主與李隆基鬥法,薛崇簡選擇站在李隆基那方,因此屢遭太平公主鞭打。先天政變後,太平公主被賜死,子女被誅殺。唯獨薛崇簡一人被賜李姓,再貶出首都,客死異鄉。8964 copyright protection281PENANADRZNcwgGGO 維尼
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太平公主在寺中逗留了三天8964 copyright protection281PENANAM6WCsB7Znj 維尼
所以大概會寫幾個「寺中自白」8964 copyright protection281PENANAu5XHjQC5JF 維尼
另外,不知大家對薛崇簡這個人的看法如何8964 copyright protection281PENANAvIO8wjhd7Q 維尼
就......很神奇的存在......8964 copyright protection281PENANALX2QPjuHI6 維尼
太平os:氣死我耶!我怎麼生出個逆子來?8964 copyright protection281PENANAtCJ7UpwihD 維尼
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