第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢241Please respect copyright.PENANAE7itF7k6G7
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記241Please respect copyright.PENANA8nLrGQFnsn
發現李湘渝這幾個月來241Please respect copyright.PENANAwhNxR6TXnK
都過度積極的控制情緒241Please respect copyright.PENANAIOycuqGEV1
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少241Please respect copyright.PENANAWt65nwBCyD
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂241Please respect copyright.PENANA3QKXDdwiYc
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAWQlwKHlm5O
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「每天都有…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAX3jH24Ieop
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「比起剛出院241Please respect copyright.PENANActwm3x9pjh
或上個月241Please respect copyright.PENANAd3xYa28EFS
有好轉嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAiocjf9myDA
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「好像…差不多…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAxslBU3xSL0
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「十級的話241Please respect copyright.PENANARKQpxaXBPf
有多少級痛?」241Please respect copyright.PENANApbc9tfdZ9d
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右241Please respect copyright.PENANA9aaT8wBAi0
試過幾次真的很痛…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAjnvHtMjCqG
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容241Please respect copyright.PENANAAISSyryxZn
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神241Please respect copyright.PENANA47q3gaIzwF
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「已持續兩個月了241Please respect copyright.PENANAnsSpGS3n5Q
是吧?」241Please respect copyright.PENANArXGt5rV2wE
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「嗯…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAle2M0gdCWx
李湘渝點點頭241Please respect copyright.PENANA8KXq8REPce
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小時候的事241Please respect copyright.PENANAbqGEbuepAm
實在記得太清楚241Please respect copyright.PENANAterTjw6AMJ
印象太深刻241Please respect copyright.PENANAdoaeWxEYeN
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候241Please respect copyright.PENANAdLTzZBaoYD
彷彿提醒著自己241Please respect copyright.PENANAqHVBxdT47D
不斷的重溫事發經過241Please respect copyright.PENANAB6yDWIglJT
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇241Please respect copyright.PENANAeDrwsgHc1b
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態241Please respect copyright.PENANAYNlsZ4YiVv
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來241Please respect copyright.PENANAOFah66HhpG
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著241Please respect copyright.PENANAKFvmgMacRX
自從幻聽出現後的日記241Please respect copyright.PENANAExekbzAOxg
看得出李湘渝心裡241Please respect copyright.PENANAG1Ir1kCois
是極度的恐慌241Please respect copyright.PENANApQsCHGCkum
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從字裡行間裡241Please respect copyright.PENANAZdVU1gRAbx
李湘渝透露出的是241Please respect copyright.PENANAkKbWsdNlab
逃避現實241Please respect copyright.PENANAnOXcI1dugT
置之不理241Please respect copyright.PENANARF1RCYJ34x
過份抑壓情緒241Please respect copyright.PENANA3hWkLqhnW1
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「湘渝241Please respect copyright.PENANAR0cb1UeNnU
欺騙誰也可以241Please respect copyright.PENANAqZxZa63Srw
但就是不能欺騙自己241Please respect copyright.PENANAyHmscfjUht
要對自己誠實」241Please respect copyright.PENANAl4DWuFO0Nc
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「嗯…」241Please respect copyright.PENANApouJjGQeWk
李湘渝低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANA0u0kNlPlB9
點了一下頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAHpNJ1t4ftp
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?241Please respect copyright.PENANAmnYSFYDN9L
在逃避嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAU6mlJmjSkO
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李湘渝沉默著241Please respect copyright.PENANAD5pUe9E5Nv
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情241Please respect copyright.PENANAivX9XVW8bv
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李湘渝思考了一會241Please respect copyright.PENANAh7wq0Jx32z
點了點頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAoT81add7My
「嗯…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAi2hOtu2Lqe
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「有什麼原因241Please respect copyright.PENANA1E4NOhKyYy
令你想逃避?」241Please respect copyright.PENANA1dBuERw1vZ
鍾媽媽溫柔的說241Please respect copyright.PENANAZFxWmpyBcq
「或者241Please respect copyright.PENANA9xP8dvXkdm
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」241Please respect copyright.PENANApIXgBjV0u0
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李湘渝低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAQIJNbK43Gw
手按在昨天傷口的位置上241Please respect copyright.PENANAFF2ormjaso
「我…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAZx9fafXffy
突然低壓情緒湧了上來241Please respect copyright.PENANAioBCCWTxBN
「很…241Please respect copyright.PENANAWa2yFW4yRA
累了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA1l7vCNwfqE
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「所以昨天241Please respect copyright.PENANA7jTFXVKLoh
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANA4V0Dsomzmb
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李湘渝點了點頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAy5vcKwix5H
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANA3INs4APRyr
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了241Please respect copyright.PENANAMQLrkVbKZj
抹著眼淚241Please respect copyright.PENANASqV5z8ncjJ
搖著頭否認241Please respect copyright.PENANAsA2oBKya3M
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應241Please respect copyright.PENANAnqDp5Wpo6z
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎241Please respect copyright.PENANAAoMOdUMhx1
只不過在鍾天程面前241Please respect copyright.PENANAmPO6gl8Muc
不適宜直接問他241Please respect copyright.PENANAyymBwUbx9a
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「在這裡說的話241Please respect copyright.PENANAUT9hS2JQEq
我是不會跟天程說的」241Please respect copyright.PENANAbwRttmovDn
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題241Please respect copyright.PENANA0SdRTKJ4nJ
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞241Please respect copyright.PENANAhhhUtIdCj6
「你可以放心的告訴我241Please respect copyright.PENANAAAlymLZgOk
我有責任保障你的私隱241Please respect copyright.PENANATJuLeZpIjJ
就算他是我的兒子241Please respect copyright.PENANARjB7QhRclO
我也不可以告訴他241Please respect copyright.PENANA2EwPMYXPoW
這是我的專業操守」241Please respect copyright.PENANAInAchQ3cLO
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李湘渝繼續低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAkJgKjxQXv8
「對不起…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAz6ZppEuiUK
為自己的撒謊而道歉241Please respect copyright.PENANA9q1SZd7RZv
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「乖孩子241Please respect copyright.PENANAt8lxm2N90U
不要怕去面對241Please respect copyright.PENANAl4h5biMMeN
要坦誠接受自己的情緒241Please respect copyright.PENANA1ITuURtTXt
知道嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAmtLaSQ00WS
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李湘渝沉默了一會241Please respect copyright.PENANAh4RZgogQwN
緩緩的說著241Please respect copyright.PENANACA85Jgk2l7
「我…很怕…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA9P7GYmRnXs
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「你在怕什麼?」241Please respect copyright.PENANATV6W6HOulV
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂241Please respect copyright.PENANASR9IxbRr8i
「不…不知道…241Please respect copyright.PENANAOCblyNEKzU
就是…很怕…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAq5wUzfi8og
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說241Please respect copyright.PENANATj5EHfOW3f
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「真的…很討厭自己…241Please respect copyright.PENANAu8GU8nvkF9
很麻煩…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAd5RIpwee5D
李湘渝忍哭著說241Please respect copyright.PENANAMrX3fGzrSf
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來241Please respect copyright.PENANAjtYDMGk0F9
「我真的…241Please respect copyright.PENANAYR6riXu14n
一點用處也沒有…241Please respect copyright.PENANA05mtxHrah6
我是…一個負累…」241Please respect copyright.PENANABUmrNXnYFG
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來241Please respect copyright.PENANASw8PznvfGO
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…241Please respect copyright.PENANATeG3fvSulj
我也想…拋棄這個想法…241Please respect copyright.PENANAIhyad3saeX
可是…我…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAaMAsq4zAYd
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽241Please respect copyright.PENANAAkbHEqI2Ov
「我…做不到…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAVonEW5ymLp
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白241Please respect copyright.PENANA540d4UyZSQ
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「我…真的…241Please respect copyright.PENANAjEUFFBKIhg
很累…了啊…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA63sY0k9lbL
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「可以告訴我嗎?241Please respect copyright.PENANAKiHj5DJ3rd
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAhL89ZX6vpe
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李湘渝愣了一下241Please respect copyright.PENANAaI0kEXxyML
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他241Please respect copyright.PENANAS0cnihXpKI
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANALOZONiApR4
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「昨天…傷口很痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANA1SuMidnJGf
痛了很久…241Please respect copyright.PENANAFCERRFtOlQ
整個下午都在痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANALWFiPsVydv
痛得…241Please respect copyright.PENANAYMaPScL725
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」241Please respect copyright.PENANALcESLgkXhr
李湘渝慢慢的說出來241Please respect copyright.PENANAq1I3LmqvN6
哽咽著241Please respect copyright.PENANAD3FX7dvQ0L
「我…真的…241Please respect copyright.PENANAF9VfZNlDSf
忍受不了…241Please respect copyright.PENANArJkXpqbNyJ
不想再忍受下去了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAZkYIzGaV95
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAlfL3UtlSsp
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「我在書枱上241Please respect copyright.PENANA6NYQBOHJJh
隨便拿起了鐵尺241Please respect copyright.PENANA3g4DXn0wKC
便開始…弄痛自己…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA5aeHsTL8XX
李湘渝回想著昨晚241Please respect copyright.PENANA22kSp5f36f
那種痛好像又要開始了241Please respect copyright.PENANAGIF3zGuls5
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAD7hBEhc0sf
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鍾媽媽坐近一點241Please respect copyright.PENANAIUUMcR4VWn
「然後?」241Please respect copyright.PENANA2N2RJjkBfi
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「然後…又變得很痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANAYGhxc7F5e2
全身也在痛…241Please respect copyright.PENANAQWr5xRMDHQ
很辛苦…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAidKlqRn5sX
李湘渝握緊了拳頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAozFOE2ktwq
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「嗯」241Please respect copyright.PENANAtLApHTafIF
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「我想…用鎅刀…241Please respect copyright.PENANAPSoxtDfBnP
在手腕上…割一下…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAhLjYmprNwg
李湘渝哭了出來241Please respect copyright.PENANAp8dJMCIWcz
「那…我便…以後…241Please respect copyright.PENANAHuWOC2QNOV
都不用再痛了…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAbgzBKEE8OI
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜241Please respect copyright.PENANAM3vGFxvYsp
停頓一下241Please respect copyright.PENANAWOuJXnGyla
再續問241Please respect copyright.PENANA41770GnTSd
「是發生了什麼事241Please respect copyright.PENANAsoI9d94r00
讓你停下來嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANACei4RhKZ6I
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…241Please respect copyright.PENANAIdG8h1B8fd
看到了…241Please respect copyright.PENANAC08xvp8FI2
師兄…寫給我的信…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAqYaXMRJBia
李湘渝激動的哭著241Please respect copyright.PENANAS5IMf73Cbi
「是他…的…信…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ2EuXgGCm
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛241Please respect copyright.PENANAJL9gkG6uoX
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾241Please respect copyright.PENANAo8rR4pzMAJ
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「你看到了天程給你的信241Please respect copyright.PENANATCRuERxVwx
然後便停了下來241Please respect copyright.PENANA1DbFOFkQvj
對嗎?」241Please respect copyright.PENANARMhOLIlkE6
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李湘渝接過紙巾241Please respect copyright.PENANAIx2kspjdlu
點著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAJCbBtDdhsm
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?241Please respect copyright.PENANANEzY5RGAik
促使你停下來241Please respect copyright.PENANAcJFvYWPHHu
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」241Please respect copyright.PENANAIb5AUIe0Fl
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「我記得…241Please respect copyright.PENANAYQp6WnA1BH
無論我怎樣放棄自己…241Please respect copyright.PENANAeeFARCTkOu
他都會…在我的身邊…241Please respect copyright.PENANA5zHL4Tw9yK
不會離棄我…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA7VsD9AML7y
李湘渝痛哭著說241Please respect copyright.PENANA9taqP5nzwG
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…241Please respect copyright.PENANASjUPMpwgPL
是他說…241Please respect copyright.PENANAahgmh6Or0W
明明知道了…看到了…241Please respect copyright.PENANAYTk4gdJtJt
不能什麼也不做…241Please respect copyright.PENANAKu2phDwepx
便讓我回家去…」241Please respect copyright.PENANAz5XRFPOdmQ
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩241Please respect copyright.PENANAckRpbXlp5C
感歎著愛情的力量241Please respect copyright.PENANAVp7VCuYvkd
影響力實在很大241Please respect copyright.PENANAqnq2myr1Pf
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幸而鍾天程的愛241Please respect copyright.PENANApL2bOgUqGL
能夠承載著這個重擔241Please respect copyright.PENANAARRshuiH6N
分擔著李湘渝的壓力241Please respect copyright.PENANAKSGAt6sGUU
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡241Please respect copyright.PENANAmrtvbSP0ZF
得到了很強的力量241Please respect copyright.PENANAYkuujMEX7t
有了寄託241Please respect copyright.PENANAU3BYymRCwk
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要不然241Please respect copyright.PENANAHtEpeHEhtN
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前241Please respect copyright.PENANAnX0G3duicQ
已經離開了這個世界241Please respect copyright.PENANARe2uYHFxOf
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「我知道…如果那個時候…241Please respect copyright.PENANA5NitBeURsJ
他在我的旁邊的話…241Please respect copyright.PENANAVLNafxxutW
他會毫不猶豫的…241Please respect copyright.PENANAnvTpuKFAjO
抱著我…241Please respect copyright.PENANAqDfOn0p5PF
不讓我傷害自己…」241Please respect copyright.PENANArUxtt4ik6O
李湘渝仍在痛哭著241Please respect copyright.PENANAeHGXwPSuVy
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊241Please respect copyright.PENANAA8pVXpeGgh
握著他的手241Please respect copyright.PENANA2N3ulwblxj
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「我還記得…241Please respect copyright.PENANAivn1QaRwfg
在天台那時…241Please respect copyright.PENANANPkIEY9xh7
他…241Please respect copyright.PENANAyfppdWjKfZ
他……」241Please respect copyright.PENANAlnuoQ2hI5C
李湘渝泣不成聲241Please respect copyright.PENANA2XQmWH6M0o
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程241Please respect copyright.PENANAywzjn72s5L
不斷的哭著241Please respect copyright.PENANALgjv9nCIwg
哭得難以呼吸241Please respect copyright.PENANAeCknSLh3c6
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛241Please respect copyright.PENANAaxul9QATcj
輕掃著他的背241Please respect copyright.PENANAcEpRMFyg73
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一會241Please respect copyright.PENANAnOY48PIL6F
待李湘渝情緒平伏後241Please respect copyright.PENANAU0mNtxQi9a
鍾媽媽溫柔的說241Please respect copyright.PENANAYlTs7rkfeG
「謝謝你對我誠實241Please respect copyright.PENANAAPwywSAL9d
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」241Please respect copyright.PENANASNNQhwylU1
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李湘渝低著頭241Please respect copyright.PENANA7azlZtdV3n
擦著眼睛241Please respect copyright.PENANAo9COxAmqYl
「不…我…241Please respect copyright.PENANATJ5OB5cVwZ
很沒用…」241Please respect copyright.PENANA2RRS5f2oLV
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「湘渝241Please respect copyright.PENANAdjKpk7Yh5c
你真的很勇敢241Please respect copyright.PENANAiiBNxObxUh
而且241Please respect copyright.PENANACKqCHy527g
你也有很堅強的信念241Please respect copyright.PENANA4LJwwbQecU
只是一時有點迷失241Please respect copyright.PENANAe2GxeH0lus
加上幻覺痛241Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9X3M2NLRl
令你軟弱了」241Please respect copyright.PENANAHcDqXHe30J
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭241Please respect copyright.PENANAPdg7J5DpEa
「我非常欣賞你的堅強241Please respect copyright.PENANA2f0dpqfSrQ
因為這是真的不容易啊」241Please respect copyright.PENANApVzKXiUzeN
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣241Please respect copyright.PENANACl2F1s5qqi
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「這件事241Please respect copyright.PENANAQFbNnjBb04
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