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No Plagiarism!3rmEdEW3JwA9uk0l2pBXposted on PENANA 隔天早上,沈嶼六點就醒了,他睜眼盯著天花板,長長的嘆了一口氣,反正睡是睡不著了。8964 copyright protection123PENANAZjCKJiEKWK 維尼
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他起身動作輕巧的爬下梯子,準備去洗漱,且不論林昭然那翻身時的震盪,光是有人睡在他的底下沈嶼就感到不適應。8964 copyright protection123PENANAPVz7ZlB0MJ 維尼
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等到他所有事情準備完,隨時能夠出門時,沈嶼回頭看了看還在熟睡的林昭然,微微蹙眉思考要不要叫醒他。8964 copyright protection123PENANAGYgaJ0euOi 維尼
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歷經一番天人交戰後,沈嶼走過去搖了搖他,見他不醒來又搖了一遍:「起床了。」 林昭然悶哼了一聲,翻身背對沈嶼,看起來並不打算醒來,沈嶼見狀,嘆了口氣,語氣加重了一點:「要遲到了。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAMSKfntSgtA 維尼
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林昭然聞言,終於從被窩裡露出半張臉,瞇著眼看他,眉頭皺得更深,嘴裡含糊不清地嘟囔 :「還早……再給我五分鐘……」8964 copyright protection123PENANAh5u62QSSxr 維尼
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「五分鐘?」沈嶼看了眼手錶,冷靜的指出事實「再睡下去就只能在五分鐘內到教室了。」8964 copyright protection123PENANA1qKTFDynrR 維尼
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林昭然終於以極其緩慢的速度坐起身,語氣帶著剛醒來的迷茫 :「沈嶼,你每天都這麼準時?」 8964 copyright protection123PENANAC1L6ynIrdO 維尼
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沈嶼無語的看著他,「這是效率,走了。」 「誒別!」林昭然一下子翻起身 。8964 copyright protection123PENANAnJbxX4J51D 維尼
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「給我幾分鐘,馬上就好。」看著沈嶼準備轉身,林昭然大喊道「誒你等等我!」8964 copyright protection123PENANAHRSOPY2G90 維尼
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到了教室,沈嶼翻開書本,心思卻不在書本上,他眼神放遠,看著窗外的晨曦,身旁的林昭然在一進教室後又趴在桌子上呈現陣亡的姿態。8964 copyright protection123PENANAv0SWt7LKPV 維尼
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突然,林昭然猛地坐起來,「對喔!」沈嶼被他嚇得抖了一下,歪頭皺眉轉向他。8964 copyright protection123PENANAz29PAnOs1y 維尼
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「我們還沒加聯繫方式」林昭然認真的看著沈嶼就事論事的說:「都當舍友了,加一下也比較方便。」沈嶼思考了一下,覺得他說的有道理,便把手機拿出來。8964 copyright protection123PENANAPHVjUDbNCH 維尼
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掃完之後,林昭然看了看頂著月亮頭像的沈嶼,再看了看放了個太陽的自己「還挺對稱。」他笑道。8964 copyright protection123PENANARrZx0Ynw6i 維尼
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這時,程奚舟興奮的衝了過來,「你們在加好友嗎?我也要加!!」8964 copyright protection123PENANArGLWjmoFLC 維尼
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其他同學看到他成功加上兩大級草的ig,紛紛湊上前,幸好這時數學老師走了進來,才阻止了這場「級草交友會」8964 copyright protection123PENANA5Ts3JGvvJw 維尼
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「老師的臉是沒有他們兩個帥氣,但我上課時你們也看看我,好嗎?」有幾個同學低低的笑了出來8964 copyright protection123PENANAZTen49TskY 維尼
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這時沈嶼在抽屜偷偷打開了手機,昭然兩個個大字出現在了院長的後面,那個太陽風景頭像感覺和他的手機格格不入。8964 copyright protection123PENANAeco7rKytYi 維尼
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嗡嗡兩聲,手機震了一下,程奚舟把他拉進了班群,裡面訊息一個個跳出來,把他的手震到發麻,沈嶼把班群關了靜音,抬頭看著黑白愣神。8964 copyright protection123PENANACAg0v4NqX0 維尼
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日子一天天過去,群組的通知還是頻繁響起,但他早已習慣無視。天氣漸漸轉涼,課堂氣氛也沒什麼變化,該上的課這樣得上,該交的功課一樣逃不掉。8964 copyright protection123PENANAnx6OtWe73Z 維尼
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午休,同學都去吃午餐,沈嶼拿出最近新借的書,低頭翻閱。「你在看什麼書?」林昭然側頭問他。8964 copyright protection123PENANAHcYQccz4ju 維尼
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「人間失格」8964 copyright protection123PENANAlcAy9vcBrB 維尼
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「我聽過,好耳熟但我想不起來。」林昭然抓了抓頭努力思考。8964 copyright protection123PENANA6rtR4vWH96 維尼
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好不容易想起來:「你看那麼有深度的書?你看得懂?」8964 copyright protection123PENANAozOFFP62tn 維尼
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「……看得懂。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAOUQAJDoCbh 維尼
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沈嶼有時候總覺得自己很割裂,他的靈魂一半埋藏在世界裡,一半則留於那幼小的夢,一個迷失在人群,一個沉眠於心裡。8964 copyright protection123PENANAiBKpss6LfO 維尼
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他想起書裡的一句話:「身而為人,我很抱歉。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAkuCEhYSa3I 維尼
像是在緬懷他國中那狼狽不堪的日子,也像是在像是在對自己道歉,為了那些無能為力的過去,也為了那些依舊滯留在心裡的傷痕。8964 copyright protection123PENANA2wcQNr2cUO 維尼
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沈嶼不喜歡回憶那段時光,但有時候,它們還是會在夜闌人靜時,悄無聲息地漫上來,像漲潮一樣淹過他的意識。他記得那些嘲笑的聲音,記得自己濕淋淋走過走廊的模樣,記得那些想要掙扎卻又無法抵抗的瞬間。8964 copyright protection123PENANAby5zgx5VC7 維尼
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他曾以為長大就能擺脫這些感覺,可時間過去了,他依舊在努力適應,努力迎合,試圖讓自己變得「正常」8964 copyright protection123PENANAi2No8sKLHT 維尼
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可是,那個還留在夢裡的自己呢?那個曾經滿對未來懷期待與幻想的自己,如今又在哪裡?8964 copyright protection123PENANAdiRmYm7DXF 維尼
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沈嶼有時候會想,如果當初能夠勇敢一點,會不會現在的自己就能輕鬆一些?但這樣的問題沒有答案,他只能繼續向前走,帶著那些割裂的自己,在現實與夢境之間,試圖尋找一個能夠安放靈魂的地方。8964 copyright protection123PENANAeAVj3ETxwR 維尼
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林昭然看著沈嶼的眼睛逐漸下沉,帶著一些晦暗不明的神情,他不知道沈嶼想到了什麼,但身為一個腦袋只剩物理化學的人,他組織不出任何一個能安慰他的語言。8964 copyright protection123PENANAm5NcGN3Zvw 維尼
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他想了又想,最後伸出手,輕輕拍了拍沈嶼的背。8964 copyright protection123PENANAdKbsvrnel0 維尼
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這個動作有些生硬,甚至連力道都拿捏得不太好,有些癢,但沈嶼縮了一下,像是被什麼拉回了現實。8964 copyright protection123PENANAfM5v5nEEXk 維尼
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他回過神來,看著林昭然有些不知所措的樣子,嘴角微微動了動,牽強的想要給他安撫性的微笑,但最終還是沒有笑出來。8964 copyright protection123PENANAmdQQfQWVEl 維尼
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「你是不是在想一些難過的事?」林昭然皺著眉,語氣裡帶著一絲笨拙的關心。8964 copyright protection123PENANAePGeMoMUhO 維尼
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沈嶼黯然的捏著書角,「沒有,我沒事。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAK4cys6G9Ub 維尼
「你一點都不像沒事的樣子。」他皺眉注視他。8964 copyright protection123PENANA0D8by4CYsl 維尼
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「我說了我沒事!」沈嶼閉眼有些大聲的喊,接著被自己嚇到,他不應該用這樣的口氣跟人說話,他的人生信條都去哪了?8964 copyright protection123PENANA9Sfi34fxc5 維尼
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我嚇到他了,他是不是生氣了?沈嶼不敢看林昭然的表情,低頭抿緊嘴唇,像是一個做錯事的孩子。8964 copyright protection123PENANAt9lv2ao460 維尼
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最後他下定決心偷偷瞥了一眼。8964 copyright protection123PENANAs2LRkqP68Q 維尼
林昭然依舊皺著眉,像是在思考什麼,卻沒有露出絲毫生氣的情緒。8964 copyright protection123PENANA5MxKQhLt3i 維尼
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沈嶼有點意外,他剛剛的語氣那麼冷淡,甚至帶著些壓抑不住的煩悶,換作別人,或許早就不爽了。8964 copyright protection123PENANAZJoLpM8JNy 維尼
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可林昭然只是看著他,像是在等待自己開口,或是,等他願意承認自己的難過不安。8964 copyright protection123PENANA2j8BNlKUfG 維尼
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沉默在兩人之間蔓延,壓得沈嶼有些喘不過氣。他不擅長處理這種說不上來的情緒,更不擅長應對這種過於真摯的關心。8964 copyright protection123PENANAs1hkSMjyIM 維尼
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「……對不起」沈嶼低聲開口,指尖在書頁上滑著,像是要抹平內心的混亂。8964 copyright protection123PENANA6fCNMkGbdF 維尼
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林昭然的眉頭微微鬆開,他沒有說沒關係,也沒有敷衍地帶過,而是認真的問:「你在擔心什麼?」8964 copyright protection123PENANAyjqNEfzWwG 維尼
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沈嶼怔住了,這個問題直擊他內心深處,他想逃避,想退縮,卻發現自己也無法回答8964 copyright protection123PENANAkl4M1Bu6hm 維尼
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他低頭盯著書頁,半晌,才喃喃道:「我不知道……只是……不想讓別人覺得我是個麻煩。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAL5iQFDk8AU 維尼
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「可你現在的樣子,才讓人更擔心。」林昭然嘆氣,伸手合上沈嶼的書,語氣不容拒絕「走。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAMvKhALJhTS 維尼
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「去哪?」沈嶼下意識問了一句。8964 copyright protection123PENANACKb2difQoj 維尼
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「去吹風。」林昭然站起來。8964 copyright protection123PENANAMw5nwAIF3Z 維尼
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