I never knew that it was possible to feel painfully horny and incredibly awkward at the same time. Despite the loud noise that has taken over the entire dining area, the lack of conversation between us is painful. After I finish eating, my eyes are glued to his lips as he chews his food, the gravy from the liver gathering at least the corners as he licks it away. In return, he looks right back, almost as if he is waiting for me to say something.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDA0CILQlt
"Yuh sure yuh good?" No. I can't be good around you. You completely disrupt my mental processes, rendering me incapable of logical thought. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W4ZcOUrhQ
"Yeah," I assure him with no strength in my voice. He simply shakes his head and continues to feed himself just as the waitress walks up to us. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1t5obQmLI
"Good morning," she begins, her voice warm and her teeth as white as her crisp, button down blouse. "Is there anything that you would like to drink?" 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ycwqrIyDZ
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"Coffee and orange juice."789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwtyNdMS3N
"Would you like milk with it?" Milk... 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIT8LTYZDk
"No."789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPR5HqTsfQ
"Anything for you, miss?"789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOEQiherX9
"Lemonade and tea.”789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUCQRdjH9I
“Milk?” 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2GyicwKlU
“No!” My response is loud and quick, causing them to both look at me as if I have lost my mind. After a few seconds of awkwardness, she clears her throat. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCo7bLFxpG
“Well, um... I will come back with the orders soon.”789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PzfucZUHW
From the way that he is looking at me I can tell that he wants to say something, but he waits for her to walk off with our plates and orders to speak.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGOK0xUW8o
"You don't look good." Damnit. I thought that I was hiding it well. I really need to work on my acting. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcpWuIgBmf
"Please, don't worry about me." It's not as if his concern will change anything. Not as if his frown makes him any less appealing. Makes me want to fuck him any less.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc67XKTjaz
"You sure?" His eyebrows raise even higher in concern, the noise of the dining area seeming to disappear almost completely. The rush of bright colours behind him, the blues and greens of the walls, the people passing by — they all fade into insignificance as my hornyness increases.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOms97SSqw
"Yes. I'm okay." I don't know just how many times I have to say this, how many times I have to lie to him before he can believe me. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglX6TYbEma
He exhales deeply. "Look, if you're still feeling awkward about this morning—"789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogxwxoMOAB
What?789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPHXVdcNJE
"No! That's not it... Well, it's deeper than that."789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5r432OZSn
"What the hell does that mean?"789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJaVTzlmyb
It means that I want to fuck you.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWQRJxCHKk
"I don't know... forget it." 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMPjjSWr91
He rolls his eyes and exhales deeply. I can tell that he's getting frustrated with me. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNbNKtVRkz
"Okaaayyy... so can we just... I dunno... talk?"789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW4aFXSGNE
"You want to talk?" I splutter. I wasn't expecting him to say that. Maybe this will be. good. Perhaps he'll tell me something embarrassing about himself, and I'll get turned off. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyMpPqc1XZ
"Well, were kinda stuck here with each other, aren't we?"789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26yfgeHkfF
I sit and stare at him, waiting for him to go first. He rolls his eyes and shifts his hands on the metallic, cloth covered table ton as he leans towards me.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDgFEc1osJ
"I enjoy gardening," he states.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvRg2acaKb
"Gardening?" The image of him gardening comes to mind. Him in a white tank top, bending over and digging out weeds, the muscles in his back flexing, sweat dropping off his body... 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEGy1C6gKO
Jesus Christ. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeQSb4cvdb
"Yup. Now it's your turn."789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIlUREow0H
Well, fair is fair. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa7bNqdm14
Then, I remember that I never actually said that I wanted to do this. I'm a bitch like that. However, just as I'm about to open my mouth, she returns.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7hH27rK0p
"Here you go. One black coffee, and orange juice," she says, handing it to him, "and a lemonade and tea," she finishes, handing it to me.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtLMBA3SEU
"Thank you," we say simultaneously as she walks off.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAh1n0bGka
"What's your name?" He asks me as he swirls the spoon idly in the coffee. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Px9AOUmDo
"Diamond. Yours?"789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFhOStDLes
"Alex." He replies as he adds two packets of brown sugar to the coffee from the sugar holder in the table, tearing them simultaneously over the hot beverage. The action is swift, controlled, and so erotic when done by his long, nimble fingers. How is everything that he does erotic?789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqji9yYRst
"I love sugar. But you know what else I love in my coffee, Diamond?" he asks me. One look at him, and I know that I'm screwed. He's pissed at me, and he's intent on taking it out on me. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ic8St1Ug2
"What?" I ask him. I have a feeling that whatever he says is going to be devastating on my pussy. He's getting revenge on me for lying to him, giving him so little information.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiFMXpRFVN
"Cream."789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JHAip8HQv
Holy fuck.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwKs7EpDgb
He picks up the creamer, and tears it so slowly, as if unzipping his pants. Then he pours it into his coffee and mixes, looking at my face the whole time, wearing a wicked smirk. He then lifts it to his head, slowly, dragging it out.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnpzibWFtm
Taking a sip, he moans.789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gNaLuCHSN
This isn't right. He can't do this to me, play with me like this. 789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW52ctmpNR
"Yum." One word, but it's enough to drive me insane. If I have to use one word to describe myself right now, it would have to be devastated.
