x
No Plagiarism!ASnvB56ZtymNDbFUd3e2posted on PENANA ------老爸視角------8964 copyright protection394PENANA5UgRGDzLsJ 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAva19NBwMVy
8964 copyright protection394PENANAmIkSstoxo5 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAqKZoTyShR9
8964 copyright protection394PENANA6LjbakCFeG 維尼
樓梯間的風景,一如十幾年前搬來這時……亦如三年以前,那件事發生的當下。8964 copyright protection394PENANA2r6rLmkoaj 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAi3DCiPWSC9
8964 copyright protection394PENANABrRMaMFPRd 維尼
在還沒有若芸與輝烈時,為了省錢,我們買了這棟沒有電梯,得徒步四層樓才能到家的公寓。8964 copyright protection394PENANAG0pSNy2W3U 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANA6PzuK6zxph
8964 copyright protection394PENANAulWltBS2iD 維尼
雖然不大方便,但那時我與子曦的工作剛上正軌,貸款額度不高,又不想跟爸媽借太多。才想說當作運動也好,不選擇有電梯的社區大樓,藉此多存點錢。8964 copyright protection394PENANAbZuRBlE96s 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAG8XFPUyTUx
8964 copyright protection394PENANAJXm29Sv93W 維尼
……早知道。8964 copyright protection394PENANAwSxyB4rcdn 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANADaMFaQs2Y1
8964 copyright protection394PENANAKFzVLUnVqH 維尼
早知道那時就別這麼想了。8964 copyright protection394PENANA07nYOIOzhH 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAoy1B4sQn7l
8964 copyright protection394PENANAWOYwPZjtyQ 維尼
如果那時能夠預知未來,那我肯定死都會選有電梯的大樓。8964 copyright protection394PENANAxXsGcQBuOU 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAON7I3hQRVZ
8964 copyright protection394PENANALJQXbVMaIP 維尼
……因為事情就是因此發生的。8964 copyright protection394PENANAXFcrymsSF5 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAzWKEFboDHK
8964 copyright protection394PENANATz2eJA2KQU 維尼
那天,也就是三年前那天——8964 copyright protection394PENANAk2bQmh4SJl 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAbx8neqUcbV
8964 copyright protection394PENANA87x7RlNdGe 維尼
我跟子曦買東西回家時若芸和輝烈待在家裡,我們下車後各自抱著東西上樓我走在前頭子曦跟在後頭就這樣一路有說有笑地走到四樓當我將東西放在地上準備拿鑰匙時不經意轉頭看了子曦就看到了那一幕。看見了她因為一瞬間的眩暈抱著東西失去平衡的樣子我伸出手想抓卻因為差了兩步的關係沒能抓住就這麼看著她向後跌落後腦杓在踏階的邊緣狠狠撞了一下啊啊啊啊啊啊──8964 copyright protection394PENANA0aAS6eFdCH 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAQDv6Lx0SbR
8964 copyright protection394PENANApso5P7WsJf 維尼
8964 copyright protection394PENANAksVuU9RJ8P 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAsk9btftSKy
8964 copyright protection394PENANAEgC15Z0iSg 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAK4TAEx29rU
8964 copyright protection394PENANAXei1P6h29h 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANADt9H7cShwF
8964 copyright protection394PENANA6d3wTik0NX 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANA1XkNCRO9V0
8964 copyright protection394PENANAf6Uphb84nw 維尼
「啊啊啊啊啊啊──!」8964 copyright protection394PENANA9ztYNEgYLz 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAwSD5N0wlTr
8964 copyright protection394PENANAWapc0j96od 維尼
尖銳的悲鳴在耳邊響起,被嚇得跌坐在地,連滾帶爬地逃回室內。8964 copyright protection394PENANA13H5Qjik6Z 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAvMJx1zYLNi
8964 copyright protection394PENANAouu4DXEPU3 維尼
「不行……不行不行不行……」8964 copyright protection394PENANAgMiHFvk4KW 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAMpkRavNKaM
8964 copyright protection394PENANABETHwTiGsn 維尼
整個人躲在沙發,像個縮頭烏龜似地盡可能將頭埋進膝蓋。雙手抱著頭希望藉此把自己藏起來不被樓梯間存在的「什麼」看見。8964 copyright protection394PENANApfzCNgFRRH 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAL3Cl2cGbsK
8964 copyright protection394PENANA1TiYqGg6hT 維尼
我盡可能甩開那景象好不容易才將它逐出腦海。但取而代之,卻是另一段回憶不斷湧現──8964 copyright protection394PENANARCd4E8xMrB 維尼
8964 copyright protection394PENANAsXphGDDXDV 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANASd2iGOyxmu
8964 copyright protection394PENANAcosH7b3m4y 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAmiza85h3Gb
8964 copyright protection394PENANAqv9dHu6cs0 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANADRLf5un0za
8964 copyright protection394PENANAiWHYAY0sYY 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAPsQhOdGyrd
8964 copyright protection394PENANAp6wk8StEjH 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAUYgmaqvEdp
8964 copyright protection394PENANA0RZB1cS1eY 維尼
「唉……他是不是都沒在照顧家裡啊?才會連太太生病都不知道。」8964 copyright protection394PENANAdyfzlwfPXY 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAdKBbewVJYX
8964 copyright protection394PENANA5MMKXpPBcY 維尼
「人就在身邊,竟然還會發生這種事。你這個人真的是……」8964 copyright protection394PENANA7fd9Nu5mV8 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANA0cZp73zpza
8964 copyright protection394PENANATnW3whGyoa 維尼
「如果你認真對待太太,就不會有這種遺憾了。」8964 copyright protection394PENANAt3QEWSfbEM 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAP4S1kwkIMi
8964 copyright protection394PENANAUYJgUPYIZt 維尼
我知道……是我的錯、都是我的問題所以別再說了……8964 copyright protection394PENANA9fEjORT1sn 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANABdcfUlmfTp
8964 copyright protection394PENANAcnLtOYQjgR 維尼
但這些聲音褪去後,隨之而來的是岳父岳母的話語。8964 copyright protection394PENANAFDn1OI39Sb 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAI8l3ghuJa9
8964 copyright protection394PENANAyqGEvPcXtV 維尼
「子曦呢?子曦人呢?我把她交給你,你把她帶到哪了?」8964 copyright protection394PENANA6RqQRvTKHI 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAVX7x2MKm62
8964 copyright protection394PENANAMnYofuCuer 維尼
我不知道……8964 copyright protection394PENANAzfWzg2zeD7 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAI4CzKDtCf4
8964 copyright protection394PENANAufGjRFQuEe 維尼
「夠了。等喪事結束,我們家就跟你沒任何關係。牌位我們自己帶回去供奉。」8964 copyright protection394PENANAFiqyqInCnS 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANATFZLfvF8UL
8964 copyright protection394PENANAO5LDE3obb5 維尼
不、不能這樣!那是我的責任!8964 copyright protection394PENANA3V1w0vtEIz 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAfvKoCcIjmy
8964 copyright protection394PENANAQn63jGxyDF 維尼
「你的責任?我們當初把子曦交給你時,你也說過會盡到照顧她的責任。結果呢?」8964 copyright protection394PENANA9g7c9IoUwU 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANABml47jtlny
8964 copyright protection394PENANAHa0kVcNdX2 維尼
結果……8964 copyright protection394PENANA16HZ0pVvrF 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANArxT4Wyc4nu
8964 copyright protection394PENANAWbCCkYA06R 維尼
「結果你卻讓她躺在這!躺在冷冰冰的棺材!」8964 copyright protection394PENANAAnXlRUlIAg 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANA8raggnLxy5
8964 copyright protection394PENANArKkI0eh7yr 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANADb39SDR0oF
8964 copyright protection394PENANAn0fzMs9Vhj 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAxQkir4ytjV
8964 copyright protection394PENANAd6xU0Kk3wc 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANA0fLZ4bH89k
8964 copyright protection394PENANAxbTRzSeZQy 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAJooljy9LeV
8964 copyright protection394PENANAFM9wviKcFB 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAx6MumIBXlH
8964 copyright protection394PENANAk2xjm9kb7i 維尼
……又想起許多喪禮前後聽過的話。8964 copyright protection394PENANASWGq3u0m81 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAfK95sgYuZp
8964 copyright protection394PENANAbbU9WhUxN4 維尼
極度不願想起,但這些話不斷在腦內反覆閃現,不斷提醒我這人是多麼卑劣、多麼自私又多麼厚臉皮。8964 copyright protection394PENANAqkbeTSFuCp 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAyvOSstKc5Y
8964 copyright protection394PENANAsMTQiGFSHO 維尼
但這些我早就知道了啊?8964 copyright protection394PENANAz3rFAJuHpJ 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANApcVrt4ju9B
8964 copyright protection394PENANAteds9DU0ec 維尼
早就知道我是多麼卑劣、自私及厚臉皮,才會一直揮霍子曦給我的愛、給我的人生,自己卻什麼也不曾回報。8964 copyright protection394PENANAdYpap72J2Y 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAqxKS7o0ABd
8964 copyright protection394PENANARKgLDGaUoI 維尼
對。該死的是我,就是我這種人沒錯。所以拜託你們,別再說了……8964 copyright protection394PENANAdQApaOmu7F 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAlL81zlPHWZ
8964 copyright protection394PENANAUAJpHCp02n 維尼
拜託……別再讓我想起那個場景。8964 copyright protection394PENANAhMBOBXlUN9 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAGs1Kw0MMjX
8964 copyright protection394PENANAeBvUS964re 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANACx5EHlbFSp
8964 copyright protection394PENANAJXfkLUEB4N 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANABcBq4kjBnh
8964 copyright protection394PENANAH7Cjz9gkSf 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAGfsofualta
8964 copyright protection394PENANAy9PUDAjOJB 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAblwN4b1uCC
8964 copyright protection394PENANAD6oAPzOgBf 維尼
……不知道過了多久。8964 copyright protection394PENANAdOkBoVXN4a 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAGVHcSFYMTW
8964 copyright protection394PENANA9wjDpVKTQB 維尼
若芸和輝烈都在學校,這次沒有人能救我。我只能繼續在過往漂流。8964 copyright protection394PENANAFA261zAY5M 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAkToq1nngF8
8964 copyright protection394PENANAgHC1eV1zTL 維尼
難以起身,又不知道該怎麼救自己才好。被絕望壟罩的我只能維持同個姿勢,等那些聲音及感受消散。8964 copyright protection394PENANAfzzrNLtbrC 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAlhozb3cvdI
8964 copyright protection394PENANA8l7lomBmhx 維尼
等到自己的感覺終於麻木,覺得一切都無所謂為止。8964 copyright protection394PENANA1u7lBKMclk 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANABw6v4J0F7S
8964 copyright protection394PENANAom1ZJtqBUZ 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAe5H323Hiy8
8964 copyright protection394PENANAyL74sdR3pl 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANABsF9s6D6zN
8964 copyright protection394PENANARehLB0HzD0 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAbPL4w5HdGV
8964 copyright protection394PENANA9WdEgr44g1 維尼
「……」8964 copyright protection394PENANA6gWydNEj0S 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAjRKqXnlfNW
8964 copyright protection394PENANAmaXrFClXLh 維尼
又過了段時間,大概覺得好點了吧?我不帶情緒地起身,到浴室洗了把臉。8964 copyright protection394PENANAuO10dnK8n4 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAlYdh9t4iB9
8964 copyright protection394PENANABJFqt3YnnG 維尼
用水稍微抹過後,抬起頭,看看自己現在的表情。只見到一個漠然、像是昆蟲般的中年人臉龐。8964 copyright protection394PENANAV1WsjIjoug 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANA7QtcVgpSgg
8964 copyright protection394PENANAxtlMDsnlFI 維尼
還真夠難看的。8964 copyright protection394PENANAztwm8sm4jH 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAUzLqOp2sim
8964 copyright protection394PENANA2jQIT7m2pF 維尼
也不只是臉,整個人都是這樣。8964 copyright protection394PENANAtVqxObZRxC 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAEMxTSxtsLu
8964 copyright protection394PENANAnxGNFpyqKX 維尼
試著擠出笑臉,想告訴自己已經沒事了。但只能得到一個像是在笑,卻沒有任何笑意的表情。8964 copyright protection394PENANAUb5uoABEW0 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAAVxfCBaqI2
8964 copyright protection394PENANANLDENplWNS 維尼
好吧。8964 copyright protection394PENANA4IKCESyTqW 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAdiSP1oKWRU
8964 copyright protection394PENANAoDhI2lNsQE 維尼
這樣也夠了。8964 copyright protection394PENANAd896ujzyEJ 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANA2BoO888D17
8964 copyright protection394PENANAaGdZm3SFBy 維尼
等下要做的事只有實況而已,如果強撐一下,也不是不能用開心的樣子度過。8964 copyright protection394PENANAD7Cnw1TRZ6 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANA8BgBETRUMQ
8964 copyright protection394PENANADEy4cDgJby 維尼
畢竟掛著名為皮諾丘的皮,就算內裡已破落不堪,外表還是能裝得光鮮亮麗。8964 copyright protection394PENANACX6GlXV8lf 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANADW24uYYG7z
8964 copyright protection394PENANA9pfonAJR0t 維尼
只要讓觀眾開心,讓他們繼續支持皮諾丘就好。8964 copyright protection394PENANAsSRlm6ifO3 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANABI1aQkcVfD
8964 copyright protection394PENANAd8UvqgyOKH 維尼
只要能讓我繼續做下去就好。8964 copyright protection394PENANAbNXXVlUXxw 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANAssjfDYGigw
8964 copyright protection394PENANAAhh9E61oG3 維尼
能繼續贖我的罪就好。8964 copyright protection394PENANA5WVlTnSss5 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANA8HAYPKHcIL
8964 copyright protection394PENANAvXSVtkXDNY 維尼
「……」8964 copyright protection394PENANAUIoRaLejZw 維尼
398Please respect copyright.PENANACmvgrJ2OML
8964 copyright protection394PENANAbqOkYqmXCv 維尼
就這樣吧。8964 copyright protection394PENANA712vvi4fri 維尼
216.73.216.85
ns216.73.216.85da2