I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xPHJnlCz8
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQL12ctTHh
I sit around wishing you well381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZneohvoSTj
How I'm craving you381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4cdzigU0D
Every time I'm near you381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nczaHePJN
I always wanna swallow you down381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOFNOm7t8t
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuP5L8CRFz
I'll need you here381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxSjY51lex
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH2kay9RN5
Why is it every day381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx29gQ8HYcK
That I feel the pain?381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEE7T7S6WZ
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZMjnsvM2B
Where were you when I was down?381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEMqAriUjj
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXdvqheHNy
And my soul mate lives in your body381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zgrllJjcd
I can't get you out of my head381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31G7JojQhE
It never goes away
In my life,381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLLUfS5mwZ
I'll need you here381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbVSyPsjcP
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHl1QI1P6S
In your eyes,381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwxuSuT9li
You can bid me farewell381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUGPBRGsMI
Don't ever try to understand my situation381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp1XCKOGah
Why is it every day381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDniCibuTOG
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrMBMBKeNW
When I'm looking for love381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQYdffCtit
Always seem to be regretting it381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDca4lfQ5T
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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