I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSFgYOiPsH
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjDUWxOkcW
I sit around wishing you well180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1WjD7ZFbT
How I'm craving you180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREL6xRPIPg
Every time I'm near you180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikVo5m5xQR
I always wanna swallow you down180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3OJXxbirL
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDaKcKokf2
I'll need you here180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9GvNLYP0D
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn8WVPCegU
Why is it every day180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXZM9XRaGY
That I feel the pain?180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye2VU5jB4H
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF3p8KQgD5
Where were you when I was down?180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlyARErOuR
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9uMA6QkbS
And my soul mate lives in your body180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCv4Q57nfJ8
I can't get you out of my head180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFPB4bLirN
It never goes away
In my life,180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWu1Wdw9LI
I'll need you here180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6jD7NxWNi
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4oC6E9Ixy
In your eyes,180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw7O9Mk3cV
You can bid me farewell180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJnAgwhnSM
Don't ever try to understand my situation180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdYhCIwToC
Why is it every day180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ejfcfqYKu
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9Uwy6soxQ
When I'm looking for love180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokzmIQ6bEw
Always seem to be regretting it180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTB64Tw8M4
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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