I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTBImgSZXP
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3PW40Ainr
I sit around wishing you well269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNuWytKVfj
How I'm craving you269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSE7mtIGJJ
Every time I'm near you269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQROPxhlvb3
I always wanna swallow you down269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkCCe52znV
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhSqZJHKdF
I'll need you here269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJei10nCSi0
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZLX9OY8A4
Why is it every day269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvtj0PyD2Y
That I feel the pain?269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVXjQkutFb
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO74RqqaIZ
Where were you when I was down?269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnAHedRnjV
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZjUwoNEJ8
And my soul mate lives in your body269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoPNUwtGlY
I can't get you out of my head269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduTOf70UXH
It never goes away
In my life,269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dEnm55Tnh
I'll need you here269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hE7U38nnz
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebrCRaOhGY
In your eyes,269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSO8KWiMDo
You can bid me farewell269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0poVl8AMgF
Don't ever try to understand my situation269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhW2RoRNPl
Why is it every day269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrW83BNqyme
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlIAw2LvWR
When I'm looking for love269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehRUsLClBG
Always seem to be regretting it269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDcGpE7h56
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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