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「駱少凡？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhBrkI4wVB
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官玄默疑惑地看著駱少凡把所有他帶過來的私人物品通通丟進包包裡，然後被拽住，一把從椅子上被拖了起來。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy8SSRaE6v
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「你現在立刻去找你那個朋友。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFcoIrKo6A
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抓著收拾好的包包，駱少凡推著官玄默往電腦教室的門口走。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ35EZhy1zG
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「花上兩三年的時間只為了找一個人，找到並且知道對方過得很好以後，不但沒有回來過自己的生活還每天往人家那裡跑，甚至接下了完全與自己無關的麻煩事只為了找個藉口住進人家家裡，如果這樣你都是這樣對朋友的話，那我怎麼沒有這種福利？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlrobstJOH
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「楚襄冉不一樣，我們認識很久……」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiC26DFcnSl
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官玄默皺起眉，他們怎麼能相提並論？46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYRBnvo3vX
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「我也認識你兩年多三年了。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMvOdeYS0b
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打斷了官玄默的辯解，駱少凡把人推出社團辦公室。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz3gj452PL
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「上次看你心情不好找你去爬個山你都推三阻四，他連開口都不用就得到免費勞工一名，官玄默，如果你還要說他只是普通朋友我一定要揍你。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe92s4TJ0r0
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把包包塞給官玄默，駱少凡不能真的出手打人，只好瞪他。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExVwqHKSQd
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「你真的對他一點點心動也沒有？沒有的話你會這麼煩惱？如果今天是我說我喜歡你，恐怕你早就直接了當的拒絕我，才不會考慮會不會傷害到我這顆玻璃少男心咧。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cVvSb2hzv
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「你怎麼可能喜歡我。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQy8sHG57l
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官玄默很直覺的反應。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pUpj4NnJH
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他又不是同性戀。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOIvijizyr
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「還好我不會喜歡你。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UzesDqzRE
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小小咕噥了聲，駱少凡把人又推離社辦遠一點。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwZ9PH8Jje
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「不要因為害怕就拒絕人家，他受的傷不見得比你少還是說出了自己的心意，老拿朋友當擋箭牌做些情人之間才會做的事……你失去了一個又不見得會失去第二個。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnqzXc7yj7
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官玄默的表情被他說得有些迷網，駱少凡發現這個室友不但沒有想像中的精明幹練，還少了勇氣……講難聽點就是懦弱。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlM9HlcUOf
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「今天如果這個叫做楚襄冉的人死了，你會怎麼樣？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOpSahGNfe
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看著官玄默一瞬間空白的表情，駱少凡笑了。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWitWc9C6I5
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「你沒有辦法想像他死去，對不對？生活沒有重心，再也不必費心費神去替誰著想，就算擁有照片遺物也再也摸不到那個人，再也沒辦法和對方說話……」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMSe22VZCN
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「不要說了！」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqDYw3AE87
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大吼一聲打斷了駱少凡述說的情境，當年向冬陽死去之後，他就是這樣過的，就算用忙碌也遺忘不了。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6yUxpjqi9
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而現在，要是楚襄冉也跟向冬陽一樣的話……46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT6Uydr8bX
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光只是這樣想像，官玄默就覺得自己的心臟一瞬間疼得幾乎窒息，像是被什麼人狠狠抓住擠捏，幾乎無法呼吸。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt6s8IAvFI
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「這樣，你還有辦法說你對他的感情只是友情，而不是愛情嗎？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WEVbSZ9Z8
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揮手和路上遇到的一對母女說了再見，楚襄冉把抄寫了對方電子郵件信箱的小記事本放回背包裡。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vWNVisEh6
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本來只是想用照相當個離開的藉口，沒有想到會在開滿了蓮荷的池塘邊碰上這樣可愛的母女。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5NMs72Szk
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小女孩渴望著想要帶回荷花的美麗，卻被母親阻止，只好攀在了欄杆邊捨不得離開。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPo2QEUw2D
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童言童語的對話和惋惜讓他忍不住勾起微笑，拿著相機去問需不需要幫忙。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa7Ml3cKzC
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雖然沒辦法帶回真正的荷花，可是相片能保留住的美麗說不定更長更久。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitmFuFO0Tk
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小女孩一聽能把荷花帶回家，露出了天真可愛的笑，讓楚襄冉替她們拍了一張又一張，滿滿都是小女孩和母親以及荷花的合影。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rhF5wDsTj
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可是等到那對母女從視線中離開，先前那種像是世界上只剩下自己一個人的孤獨感又出現了，甚至比之前更為強烈。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzISFSDbDQF
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或許因為正值暑假期間，明明是大學校園卻出現了不少年齡大約在國小的小朋友，楚襄冉在連續閃躲了兩個追著打鬧，差點把他撞下池塘的小男生之後，決定還是不要繼續逗留在這裡比較好。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VhDDEqroQ
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本來就只是想找個地方靜一靜，如果不是剛好聽見了那對母女的對話，他大概也不會對這池蓮荷感到興趣。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgY8BzNogK
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他本來就不是個喜歡熱鬧的人。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys7hhYM1U3
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將相機收回了背包裡以免被撞到，楚襄冉往看起來似乎人比較少的方向走去。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WlAhfNSuu
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剛才他似乎看到連著幾棟建築物的後方有片廣大的樹林，不知道那邊安不安靜。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOK0SJLldP
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他想要好好的休息……不用再去想黎法恩會擔心他，也不用再去想他該怎麼和官玄默相處。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ptYYCL25m
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那些關於愛或不愛，彼此之間到底是什麼樣的感情，該怎麼作才能讓別人不再擔心自己……太多需要思考的事情讓他覺得疲倦。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt3JGmHziV
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只要休息一下就好，找個沒有人會注意到自己的地方休息一下……46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNo7yuBSjE
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楚襄冉彎進兩棟建築物之間的狹窄小路，走到底之後發覺眼前果然如同自己所猜測的，是一片樹林。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3SwtSQ5bU
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被夾在建築物和圍牆之間的樹林並沒有很寬闊，但是很長，一直延伸到很遠的地方都看不見盡頭。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4FAMNlkxc
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樹林中很安靜，平常旁邊的建築物裡或許會傳來老師的講課聲，但是現在卻什麼也沒有。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35j27NW5N8
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楚襄冉走了進去，避開了幾張或許是因為這裡鮮有人跡而結起來的蛛網，找了顆順眼的大樹底下坐著發呆，什麼也不去想。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzREVOOeghw
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他只是需要休息一下。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvazdoe9xsZ
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淺色的背包被放在一旁，楚襄冉脫下了身上外套，當作被子一樣的蓋在身上，調整了一下自己的姿勢，倚著樹幹看著天空。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ359AWpQ6v1
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因為很靠近地面，泥土和青草的味道隨著呼吸充塞鼻間，一下子讓楚襄冉有點昏昏欲睡。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc9VU4dOsY
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夏天的陽光在茂密的林中灑下了斑駁，點點明亮只是溫暖卻不炙熱，偶爾吹動的習習涼風帶走了暑意。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyl6l6Cmj2B
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楚襄冉閉上了眼。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwUUBFNXVx