回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDxMpkldj6
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsErHbFMmaA
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfcAmqRDb1
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZzSMyv2et
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHPteZd6YS
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZwCzh7QaG
再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkIOX59xjT
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg68rD2P98Z
我的眼淚不斷湧出來638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcLSKvEdRC
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjbtLB97Dk
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokYQWOd0yA
但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVgpDSfmLa
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kPoggCgQB
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuhOIYjWyI
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nJFtoCiFM
而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebDNIMdUgz
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZsH1GpjL9
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVOCoG1BsU
「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t9sfGxalH
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HsnPV3Las
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRtPChlEWD
我點點頭，笑笑以示明白638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP9IqWbIPl
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEet7yi0mcF
「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbxEp3GOrY
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutJ5oXBM2v
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYB2MfJFa0
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRzdfigypM
呀怡傳來訊息問我情況638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1QEKtV3dS
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkRkcSILee
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0titgQGTp
「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf69VBt3LiU
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRB1pdO7Re
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOOn5TWF5W
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdOch2RieU
「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00LHZZn2ia
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsXXC83sEz
「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrzsa7VjIQ
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEkaq3Am6y
「唔緊要呀，我等你！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKT85h7gVB
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOFFNAXwuC
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthlsmAgIlS
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCCE08HaR1
對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXmME1GK6M
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3xRxPKPfo
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnO0xyPtJc
辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh9lomjFXv
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLAV8WyxM0
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84FrEZi2Kx
我最後去了幾間的院校留位。638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvVRP5ke0b
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBkS5veJK2
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b2vSLkk9e
可惡！連手機也沒電！638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUmMzhfWLT
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBrMhNYtXn
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk605CE9PZB
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPOWeeW14a
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5iN1GXf7w
一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTuVtlZRtP
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBjjBOQHpy
_______
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvl9pX5H0n
當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yeTCMjmXE
我仍然有呀怡．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVFx9rnyKC
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj8F67LSnN
電話沒電。638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYCq0C8PoK
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVWootMicl
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PAgGXR3aB
我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VdQBtsXPD
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS25rwMo5lQ
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11kiJpxdwl
第６次撥號，終於通了638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXG9Zlo3GL
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SM9IPOgKV
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnscjt17WU
「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jpv4dbReW
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡty7wpkUHh1
「咁我轉頭再打比你！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3KQ2VAv5P
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw7wm0iLSE
難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM1wPquGVD
──────────────────────────────────638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W7UzckVtH
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2aa6PPnTF
過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAk4ABZrvs
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM6kf2ANA2
她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo83SDjyMSU
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9ypzQNwQ7
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbmA8qjZkN
原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrwnlCY6tO
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfV8LOOheT
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7sSveWhZ3
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLbFmc24UX
「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0Gtd7tDUg
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocNkhSnTjU
「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BOue7oqEB
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGG82XsRzy
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuiVy3QH2c
「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ03QLmONJN
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCzlQtlr53
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP3nPOVBNk
「你．．等陣有野做？」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnmxWRbnXJ
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfB4taChiN
「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPcKq8g6Xr
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlb8CBQxjd
「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVH3luk2x1
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLQi5sWxZp
「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdrrHVarJP
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBqkBVVcqO
「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQGf8H0bTU
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFabOA5SqO
「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9cioBdzAv
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXZTH3JjSd
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FzmpTcjNw
呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcTR0XXdAH
我仔細想想，還是算了638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ3a0v9bI9
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU80Mjpezf
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8t3wAifgy
「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2M1K8Rl1H
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2KXK5BUq4
「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxikVf0yWwI
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDveLvTDYkT
_________
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89BzHb39D9
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXpVVq5ckH
「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtPpIkufbS
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF7wZRuG9s
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0AqgRzR6R
呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmOzQUjYWH
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNccgsM5IP
「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZNVj5NG0n
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lg46hhsEW
「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f3uCmT4AL
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJxnc833Rf
「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIyQTEE9JD
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeKjCSSvbD
就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9AOQyZMHO
我也只好乘巴士回家638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYD49Lr3wC
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDsPXHcI7v
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF88jXeZXlR
我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3CRbhhuMR
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmI2ybb8wq
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVrshDHLUa
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiFMqiYJnn
回家後．．我不知如何開口638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRg76yN547
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpqVZRGBbg
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8755HhWEx
「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dDcDuIUCj
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJU6AhqXKe
「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM1cqnWePw
家人可說是我的死穴638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9B6OP5l68
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgQa5kL6Rp
媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lUT8PaYVz
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoAWL4UvAP
「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnubmWucYeZ
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvtxLkaGNj
在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q8LD7v1iP
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zy8yNwLki
很累．．我真很累638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsJRkLHrM3
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Q0FM0y4vy
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOBv9sZDXU
我躺在床上638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn7S4tFWsz
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dLL9r79Bs
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7thszVe9OR
也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7sbtSV0f9
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTASv5tDgNe
──────────────────────────────────638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENTHSmzvBs
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe7o2Eq7Ib
638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauyDXZyf81
換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD3RHBZDR0
