回想起自己這麼努力,這麼辛苦638Please respect copyright.PENANAT4KSzUcOoi
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程,花了不少金錢時間補習英文,溫習到凌晨達坦638Please respect copyright.PENANAOhgB5Opfhw
這一切這一切...現在卻什麼都不是638Please respect copyright.PENANAHyhgxZSS0E
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學,尤其是媽媽,每天也給我湯水..638Please respect copyright.PENANAdKYrqzCpUY
想到這裡,我崩潰了...638Please respect copyright.PENANA9SAkBz2QgI
我的眼淚不斷湧出來638Please respect copyright.PENANACl7nTI7kOh
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人,我不想..我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕,也不願讓高佬文他們看見,我嘗試冷靜自己638Please respect copyright.PENANANouzNH68Gz
但我真的很辛苦..很苦638Please respect copyright.PENANAs3maKENiwb
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而往後的午餐,吃了什麼,我也不記得,反正都沒有味道...638Please respect copyright.PENANAtEkiZdcK87
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「呀峰,洗唔洗咁頹呀,你肯努力既一定可以上番大學!」 高佬文看見我沒出聲,便希望鼓勵我638Please respect copyright.PENANAn8UuwVO4KV
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我點點頭,笑笑以示明白638Please respect copyright.PENANA8bBlIuCyXO
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「誰都不知我心底,有多暗」這是我現在的感受638Please respect copyright.PENANAu1dFT2MXfH
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況638Please respect copyright.PENANAZepMsHAETI
我簡單回覆了,表示不能進大學638Please respect copyright.PENANAHjKXRo7pos
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「親愛的,任何事都有我陪你,你要繼續加油呀!支持你!」638Please respect copyright.PENANA75y963fV3G
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現...638Please respect copyright.PENANAKZwJLIRYGF
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「多謝你呀!我愛死你啦!我今晚想見你呀,可唔可陪我」638Please respect copyright.PENANAuSjoJ41emU
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「可以!但我今晚謝師宴,可能要遲D..」638Please respect copyright.PENANAdkhWCUpLvJ
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「唔緊要呀,我等你!」638Please respect copyright.PENANACQAbfoMeil
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對,原來呀怡今天是謝師宴,她可以玩得開開心心,我卻...638Please respect copyright.PENANAqZ27AV1eD9
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辦理好入學手續後,也算暫時放下了一些煩惱638Please respect copyright.PENANAmItnZ4CGi2
但有些傷感,仍然揮之不去..638Please respect copyright.PENANAEH0O8dl9Ci
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。638Please respect copyright.PENANAf1AxPF4Fhp
不知覺間,原來已經晚上8時多...638Please respect copyright.PENANAFuxHLBiiqQ
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可惡!連手機也沒電!638Please respect copyright.PENANAABQnd60TAU
這天是什麼日子呀!!!!!638Please respect copyright.PENANA8nzpHONBiO
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一個人的晚飯後,便開始等待呀怡的來臨。638Please respect copyright.PENANAg0o3tAGsuL
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰,在我失意的時候,還有女朋友陪伴638Please respect copyright.PENANAmc1xr7aamc
我仍然有呀怡..638Please respect copyright.PENANAOZFZ832432
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電話沒電。638Please respect copyright.PENANACkXYct3QD8
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼,利用街上電話亭打了很多次,也沒人聽..638Please respect copyright.PENANAHZ66tskM2A
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣...呆呆地等,不知等什麼,就像廢人一樣638Please respect copyright.PENANAl3JaMvGgeH
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第6次撥號,終於通了638Please respect copyright.PENANAsgUQWcji9E
「你係邊呀,我打左好多次比你啦!」638Please respect copyright.PENANACx6r88ZnJv
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「喂喂..喂..呢到收得好差呀,我仲影緊相,好快,好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚638Please respect copyright.PENANAyPcg0Wy5dk
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「咁我轉頭再打比你!」638Please respect copyright.PENANAtDBLMGMmA9
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難道連呀怡也不關心我...我的情緒真的負面至極點,我很想發洩!638Please respect copyright.PENANAYCDetV9rzY
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過了30分鐘,終於看見呀怡638Please respect copyright.PENANAEAMD4TepS6
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她的確裝扮得很美,一身吊帶長裙,加上淡淡的裝,還有身上的香水638Please respect copyright.PENANARAvI4WC8rj
這一切在我眼前,令我怒火有點減退,始終這天是呀怡開心的日子638Please respect copyright.PENANAHzy0MGa9AX
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩,為何要我等這麼久638Please respect copyright.PENANAr3kv1hnNhh
但理性想清楚,這是我的失敗,為何要別人承受呢?638Please respect copyright.PENANAq2LZsG6uUv
所以我也像平常一樣,笑著面對638Please respect copyright.PENANAB6tMj5QNRx
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「我今日靚唔靚呀?嘻嘻」638Please respect copyright.PENANArKPBp0Ua22
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「痴線,又會咁靚都有既!」638Please respect copyright.PENANAIyB5i1Pbp2
呀怡的笑容,真是沒有輸的空間638Please respect copyright.PENANA9imckKBFJM
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「哈哈,算你啦!我地快D影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間638Please respect copyright.PENANA4FiYry0bIA
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「你..等陣有野做?」638Please respect copyright.PENANAcKi5r3s3Wg
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「係呀,同班同學去唱K」638Please respect copyright.PENANAQLutZvDvXQ
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「你..又話陪我既?」我有點生氣638Please respect copyright.PENANAigJ7Oyqwh4
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「呃..但係我應承左去喎..一係你一齊黎啦」638Please respect copyright.PENANAJCVK8Rclhu
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「你D朋友我都唔識,加上我依加真係無心情唱..」638Please respect copyright.PENANA4pvNNzGGIe
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「吓..咁..你想去邊??或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落638Please respect copyright.PENANAVEywtPXrYx
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人..就像她剛剛說走了,但30分鐘還未見人638Please respect copyright.PENANAXJTfr0Wb91
我仔細想想,還是算了638Please respect copyright.PENANAPj4nlBNmNn
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「算啦算啦,你去玩啦,我自己返屋企得啦」638Please respect copyright.PENANAwgSZ9YgQeS
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「喂,做咩又發脾氣呀!」呀怡也有點生氣638Please respect copyright.PENANADRF20qxBCW
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「唔係呀..咁你今日謝師宴,要去玩呀,咁唔係點呀...」我的怒火也蓋不了638Please respect copyright.PENANAmKtDIK7Avy
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呀怡沒有說話,她生氣了638Please respect copyright.PENANAKp6IAhpUDm
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「唔係呀..岩岩大聲左,我真係冇野..你去玩啦,我都攰,想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低,我不想再吵交638Please respect copyright.PENANAy4B22KdUrN
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「我都知你今日唔開心..對唔住,但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」638Please respect copyright.PENANA3Mzr9q9aTv
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「唔緊要啦..你小心D啦,返到去打比我啦」638Please respect copyright.PENANAzi0E41CpDu
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就這樣,我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了638Please respect copyright.PENANA9y7AVrjRua
我也只好乘巴士回家638Please respect copyright.PENANAPPpVC5G41H
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我倚著座椅,呆呆地看,看著車外的風景638Please respect copyright.PENANAyzeTKXJKjj
即使香港的夜景多燦爛,維港兩岸多麼漂亮,我的眼內也只有灰色,心情爛透了!638Please respect copyright.PENANACFEJZyuNd2
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回家後..我不知如何開口638Please respect copyright.PENANAVQOlmxBL6A
「峰仔,點呀,依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問638Please respect copyright.PENANAOECzACRA2h
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「報左幾間,遲D再諗下讀D咩,唔洗擔心呀媽,我冇事」638Please respect copyright.PENANAgl9pMTfCSf
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「唔緊要啦峰仔,唔係個個入到架,你會考18分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦!」638Please respect copyright.PENANAKHZMVaeR2K
家人可說是我的死穴638Please respect copyright.PENANADcIiUPY4uR
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媽媽的安慰,令我淚水再次浮現,但我不可以讓他們看見638Please respect copyright.PENANAt9dSIWImGS
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「媽,我沒事,我去沖涼先啦」638Please respect copyright.PENANAVWUtYJ9qmJ
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在浴室的我已經忍不了..這天可說是我哭最多的一天,也是我第一天因為讀書而哭...638Please respect copyright.PENANAc0VORcNayD
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很累..我真很累638Please respect copyright.PENANAidTdyEg1gs
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我躺在床上638Please respect copyright.PENANAmC68dQx6Uc
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢?638Please respect copyright.PENANANVhsxuHc5M
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也許,我還是自私,想別人關心自己,想別人付出給自己,或是愛情原來就是這樣?638Please respect copyright.PENANAz81yH41ERS
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換了數星期,便到呀怡的放榜日子!638Please respect copyright.PENANAckdIVQGnPI