回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4KSzUcOoi
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhgB5Opfhw
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyhgxZSS0E
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKYrqzCpUY
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SAkBz2QgI
我的眼淚不斷湧出來638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCl7nTI7kOh
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNouzNH68Gz
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3maKENiwb
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEkiZdcK87
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8UuwVO4KV
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bBlIuCyXO
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1dFT2MXfH
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZepMsHAETI
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjKXRo7pos
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75y963fV3G
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZwJLIRYGF
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSjoJ41emU
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkhWCUpLvJ
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQAbfoMeil
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ27AV1eD9
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmItnZ4CGi2
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH0O8dl9Ci
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1AxPF4Fhp
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuxHLBiiqQ
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可惡！連手機也沒電！638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABQnd60TAU
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nzpHONBiO
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0o3tAGsuL
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc1xr7aamc
我仍然有呀怡．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZFZ832432
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電話沒電。638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkXYct3QD8
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ66tskM2A
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3JaMvGgeH
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第６次撥號，終於通了638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgUQWcji9E
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx6r88ZnJv
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPcg0Wy5dk
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDBLMGMmA9
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCDetV9rzY
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAMD4TepS6
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAvI4WC8rj
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzy0MGa9AX
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3kv1hnNhh
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2LZsG6uUv
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6tMj5QNRx
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKPBp0Ua22
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyB5i1Pbp2
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9imckKBFJM
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FiYry0bIA
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「你．．等陣有野做？」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKi5r3s3Wg
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLutZvDvXQ
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigJ7Oyqwh4
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCVK8Rclhu
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pvNNzGGIe
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEywtPXrYx
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJTfr0Wb91
我仔細想想，還是算了638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj4nlBNmNn
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgSZ9YgQeS
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRF20qxBCW
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKtDIK7Avy
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp6IAhpUDm
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4B22KdUrN
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mzr9q9aTv
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi0E41CpDu
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y7AVrjRua
我也只好乘巴士回家638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPpVC5G41H
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzeTKXJKjj
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFEJZyuNd2
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回家後．．我不知如何開口638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQOlmxBL6A
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOECzACRA2h
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl9pMTfCSf
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHZMVaeR2K
家人可說是我的死穴638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcIiUPY4uR
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9dSIWImGS
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWUtYJ9qmJ
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0VORcNayD
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很累．．我真很累638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidTdyEg1gs
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我躺在床上638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC68dQx6Uc
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVhsxuHc5M
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz81yH41ERS
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！638Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckdIVQGnPI
