回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQW2MUWLE4K
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0LtalGrdK
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMvyQYGQZw
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cBvBGKll3
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4k7wDNvo4
我的眼淚不斷湧出來643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E7w4rvWpA
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnBTZI3V0f
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzRPAa812Z
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUIY6xWCtg
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUpY1wK2eO
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA6OPlB4It
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvpfB3fuW7
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLPqjrdq17
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkySGcJTw9I
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡionAp9Dn8V
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqvePJQYjT
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrGouphc91
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD9hs8Whcj
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVUGD0vpvD
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0mfVg461r
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjKZ3RRwkF
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U5HAh4KA7
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgb62rRfj6
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv9NADAIAk
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可惡！連手機也沒電！643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9t0W8fF4x
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnEpCztpoT
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEdmNd4A5M
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7udw6OkmmK
我仍然有呀怡．．643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t2TH3Ll4K
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電話沒電。643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlxK8vIcHO
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMePm1EZVZp
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRtKz4gdtk
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第６次撥號，終於通了643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1G1hfP9BX
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZubOHEs3m
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55rsMgxSDr
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM773IMJiYo
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSc51fxkWcq
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAhOE6G7Sd
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bUwZ9coOT
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgQTtLOS9b
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSfh9kiAOJ
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFKAiduWpD
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyhf8zsLtH
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSlb0mN4Ed
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTqzEmRkPZ
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2Rya7Gs4c
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5U8zkn8xN
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「你．．等陣有野做？」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aeoVjv5lo
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxa2HgchK5
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIj80heVgkh
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBLwSOCO8U
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqqNKnWQRq
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43XvxHnkXN
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs2HKboZ3r
我仔細想想，還是算了643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAhdKEYwV2
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDhfDUGX4A
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79agJmB7p2
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDxHsngecU
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5c4EyuziA8
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBqfxLLjob
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPdfMsFXI1
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORWrIZuAbn
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMep2iofkxI
我也只好乘巴士回家643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuYpTf4Vdh
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYWFPhsVwO
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwXUy2fEqT
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回家後．．我不知如何開口643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26qcHAw9SR
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWkXFOXBMQ
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWVQUT0CKm
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeYpdnI3ah
家人可說是我的死穴643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOI49jswQc
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfkh3O8ZkM
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8i0QB9SW5
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jVjd61rex
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很累．．我真很累643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLJcl5JfiL
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我躺在床上643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidukx8LSuQ
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pKskWhsbn
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OWDKYwPbM
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！643Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwKDPxn15h
