回想起自己這麼努力,這麼辛苦645Please respect copyright.PENANACsWhZdu4nH
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程,花了不少金錢時間補習英文,溫習到凌晨達坦645Please respect copyright.PENANAmjXvDuoGwv
這一切這一切...現在卻什麼都不是645Please respect copyright.PENANASkK6wu3nSL
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學,尤其是媽媽,每天也給我湯水..645Please respect copyright.PENANA1ECZ5aOhxO
想到這裡,我崩潰了...645Please respect copyright.PENANAlVAdX3MLW3
我的眼淚不斷湧出來645Please respect copyright.PENANAhpU06BVG0M
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人,我不想..我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕,也不願讓高佬文他們看見,我嘗試冷靜自己645Please respect copyright.PENANAMWbC9g8vtk
但我真的很辛苦..很苦645Please respect copyright.PENANA1wsBPckdo1
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而往後的午餐,吃了什麼,我也不記得,反正都沒有味道...645Please respect copyright.PENANATjdJxZ15MS
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「呀峰,洗唔洗咁頹呀,你肯努力既一定可以上番大學!」 高佬文看見我沒出聲,便希望鼓勵我645Please respect copyright.PENANASoiOAIl1Lo
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我點點頭,笑笑以示明白645Please respect copyright.PENANACUiiJElpAI
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「誰都不知我心底,有多暗」這是我現在的感受645Please respect copyright.PENANAoEwfRmToac
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況645Please respect copyright.PENANAgUyAZoVJzF
我簡單回覆了,表示不能進大學645Please respect copyright.PENANAfrTw1ZPdjl
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「親愛的,任何事都有我陪你,你要繼續加油呀!支持你!」645Please respect copyright.PENANAZRsPpfzRnK
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現...645Please respect copyright.PENANAAV6i5o9TjY
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「多謝你呀!我愛死你啦!我今晚想見你呀,可唔可陪我」645Please respect copyright.PENANAMArgn1JES1
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「可以!但我今晚謝師宴,可能要遲D..」645Please respect copyright.PENANAUQKexxVWkT
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「唔緊要呀,我等你!」645Please respect copyright.PENANAX4ZKGx8xKk
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對,原來呀怡今天是謝師宴,她可以玩得開開心心,我卻...645Please respect copyright.PENANAlv6aroXT4n
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辦理好入學手續後,也算暫時放下了一些煩惱645Please respect copyright.PENANA907FgoYaLz
但有些傷感,仍然揮之不去..645Please respect copyright.PENANA1g706EhLei
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。645Please respect copyright.PENANAeuQtPfSQ1Y
不知覺間,原來已經晚上8時多...645Please respect copyright.PENANABZuHV4hnUp
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可惡!連手機也沒電!645Please respect copyright.PENANAC13HBF7tJp
這天是什麼日子呀!!!!!645Please respect copyright.PENANAvi6SfHzjs7
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一個人的晚飯後,便開始等待呀怡的來臨。645Please respect copyright.PENANAwqm7hnAJXU
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰,在我失意的時候,還有女朋友陪伴645Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZxB1H50qr
我仍然有呀怡..645Please respect copyright.PENANAPVRYhcNzcI
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電話沒電。645Please respect copyright.PENANA1Hr57e30h8
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼,利用街上電話亭打了很多次,也沒人聽..645Please respect copyright.PENANA4g4FRIAto7
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣...呆呆地等,不知等什麼,就像廢人一樣645Please respect copyright.PENANAVPssNQ53IF
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第6次撥號,終於通了645Please respect copyright.PENANAogDkKzYbvM
「你係邊呀,我打左好多次比你啦!」645Please respect copyright.PENANA0eSLUxGCdl
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「喂喂..喂..呢到收得好差呀,我仲影緊相,好快,好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚645Please respect copyright.PENANAcrHPKiJVSm
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「咁我轉頭再打比你!」645Please respect copyright.PENANAcW7ypSCcvY
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難道連呀怡也不關心我...我的情緒真的負面至極點,我很想發洩!645Please respect copyright.PENANAD6Uj5WFFuM
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過了30分鐘,終於看見呀怡645Please respect copyright.PENANAV81KAsIRru
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她的確裝扮得很美,一身吊帶長裙,加上淡淡的裝,還有身上的香水645Please respect copyright.PENANAcrZgS92ej4
這一切在我眼前,令我怒火有點減退,始終這天是呀怡開心的日子645Please respect copyright.PENANAZRKFsQaQWc
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩,為何要我等這麼久645Please respect copyright.PENANA9JggjWNS35
但理性想清楚,這是我的失敗,為何要別人承受呢?645Please respect copyright.PENANAeaE8JE2aXO
所以我也像平常一樣,笑著面對645Please respect copyright.PENANA56C7abYodE
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「我今日靚唔靚呀?嘻嘻」645Please respect copyright.PENANASxMLf3qtpY
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「痴線,又會咁靚都有既!」645Please respect copyright.PENANA5mqisH3Fgy
呀怡的笑容,真是沒有輸的空間645Please respect copyright.PENANAdH2ARQcg93
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「哈哈,算你啦!我地快D影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間645Please respect copyright.PENANAXSfBhklGkd
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「你..等陣有野做?」645Please respect copyright.PENANAF0G4uuygAy
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「係呀,同班同學去唱K」645Please respect copyright.PENANAiHW4RIQaLJ
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「你..又話陪我既?」我有點生氣645Please respect copyright.PENANAJytuClbZ3E
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「呃..但係我應承左去喎..一係你一齊黎啦」645Please respect copyright.PENANAWLqEHuhTop
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「你D朋友我都唔識,加上我依加真係無心情唱..」645Please respect copyright.PENANAg4kUr2DlHy
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「吓..咁..你想去邊??或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落645Please respect copyright.PENANAYnGSg8MQ6H
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人..就像她剛剛說走了,但30分鐘還未見人645Please respect copyright.PENANAFO93gBmuuV
我仔細想想,還是算了645Please respect copyright.PENANA46EbAeBFpm
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「算啦算啦,你去玩啦,我自己返屋企得啦」645Please respect copyright.PENANAUGlp5YNklu
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「喂,做咩又發脾氣呀!」呀怡也有點生氣645Please respect copyright.PENANAG7Wr9h6L5U
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「唔係呀..咁你今日謝師宴,要去玩呀,咁唔係點呀...」我的怒火也蓋不了645Please respect copyright.PENANA77rBLJLRHO
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呀怡沒有說話,她生氣了645Please respect copyright.PENANANU3adl4UUz
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「唔係呀..岩岩大聲左,我真係冇野..你去玩啦,我都攰,想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低,我不想再吵交645Please respect copyright.PENANABipDzvvIH2
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「我都知你今日唔開心..對唔住,但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」645Please respect copyright.PENANA8J0sFy1owB
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「唔緊要啦..你小心D啦,返到去打比我啦」645Please respect copyright.PENANArMxpYPp31j
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就這樣,我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了645Please respect copyright.PENANAbvBWHecb4O
我也只好乘巴士回家645Please respect copyright.PENANATSUs4xxnPy
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我倚著座椅,呆呆地看,看著車外的風景645Please respect copyright.PENANAKBO7p8mxkT
即使香港的夜景多燦爛,維港兩岸多麼漂亮,我的眼內也只有灰色,心情爛透了!645Please respect copyright.PENANA6zlYlJp2gR
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回家後..我不知如何開口645Please respect copyright.PENANA8vuysyexor
「峰仔,點呀,依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問645Please respect copyright.PENANAof2Ucm4L4q
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「報左幾間,遲D再諗下讀D咩,唔洗擔心呀媽,我冇事」645Please respect copyright.PENANAcv6MUWSwuM
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「唔緊要啦峰仔,唔係個個入到架,你會考18分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦!」645Please respect copyright.PENANAPzZatc0Fpr
家人可說是我的死穴645Please respect copyright.PENANAVOrIdscSv0
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媽媽的安慰,令我淚水再次浮現,但我不可以讓他們看見645Please respect copyright.PENANAgkWyNRZBFV
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「媽,我沒事,我去沖涼先啦」645Please respect copyright.PENANAoyDCZVFcJD
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在浴室的我已經忍不了..這天可說是我哭最多的一天,也是我第一天因為讀書而哭...645Please respect copyright.PENANAiCFahJwCE1
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很累..我真很累645Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9jpJGBDDk
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我躺在床上645Please respect copyright.PENANAh1JpZ3g5Xz
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢?645Please respect copyright.PENANAf9o2Hpo0BL
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也許,我還是自私,想別人關心自己,想別人付出給自己,或是愛情原來就是這樣?645Please respect copyright.PENANAbmnksxNjZW
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換了數星期,便到呀怡的放榜日子!645Please respect copyright.PENANAxLkoJ2K5DH