回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsWhZdu4nH
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjXvDuoGwv
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkK6wu3nSL
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ECZ5aOhxO
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVAdX3MLW3
我的眼淚不斷湧出來645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpU06BVG0M
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWbC9g8vtk
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wsBPckdo1
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjdJxZ15MS
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoiOAIl1Lo
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUiiJElpAI
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEwfRmToac
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUyAZoVJzF
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrTw1ZPdjl
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRsPpfzRnK
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV6i5o9TjY
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMArgn1JES1
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQKexxVWkT
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4ZKGx8xKk
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv6aroXT4n
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ907FgoYaLz
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g706EhLei
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuQtPfSQ1Y
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZuHV4hnUp
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可惡！連手機也沒電！645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC13HBF7tJp
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvi6SfHzjs7
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqm7hnAJXU
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZxB1H50qr
我仍然有呀怡．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVRYhcNzcI
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電話沒電。645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Hr57e30h8
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g4FRIAto7
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPssNQ53IF
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第６次撥號，終於通了645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogDkKzYbvM
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eSLUxGCdl
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrHPKiJVSm
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW7ypSCcvY
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6Uj5WFFuM
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV81KAsIRru
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrZgS92ej4
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRKFsQaQWc
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JggjWNS35
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaE8JE2aXO
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56C7abYodE
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxMLf3qtpY
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mqisH3Fgy
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH2ARQcg93
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSfBhklGkd
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「你．．等陣有野做？」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0G4uuygAy
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHW4RIQaLJ
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJytuClbZ3E
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLqEHuhTop
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4kUr2DlHy
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnGSg8MQ6H
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO93gBmuuV
我仔細想想，還是算了645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46EbAeBFpm
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGlp5YNklu
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7Wr9h6L5U
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77rBLJLRHO
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU3adl4UUz
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBipDzvvIH2
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J0sFy1owB
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMxpYPp31j
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvBWHecb4O
我也只好乘巴士回家645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSUs4xxnPy
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBO7p8mxkT
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zlYlJp2gR
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回家後．．我不知如何開口645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vuysyexor
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof2Ucm4L4q
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv6MUWSwuM
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzZatc0Fpr
家人可說是我的死穴645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOrIdscSv0
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkWyNRZBFV
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyDCZVFcJD
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCFahJwCE1
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很累．．我真很累645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9jpJGBDDk
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我躺在床上645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1JpZ3g5Xz
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9o2Hpo0BL
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmnksxNjZW
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！645Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLkoJ2K5DH
