回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEVl0wwc0F
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrPZxM5V1o
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJJKiGhdRf
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4MvUP9tHJ
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXvctPZ8Wr
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QCb2o6iN2
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrl1xa745K
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJeYQw3Otq
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupU6YyAXJm
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7rhoOeecc
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmx9ZvXtRf
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf5w11oIt5
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsNlylHj9I
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtDryfA1DN
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3B7xHyZTD
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiOR1D2POA
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp9Qc0PaHV
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKMsmICLaY
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZH3t9k7Kwz
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBDEuiclZK
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtgi5aGVWa
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm62bDUk98
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZw579RPCd
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可惡！連手機也沒電！640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFokgsKfaek
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYfxitTWSu
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhqXJgPtzw
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwLqn7v1XP
我仍然有呀怡．．640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN1U8AaIjG
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電話沒電。640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMKlNsow1N
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyuFaWhLwQ
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZVrOEVmD5
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第６次撥號，終於通了640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvGCgZk6dn
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AiTg9VUFV
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhT6gAVla3
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y6zUflbcl
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWxeouHK44
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFMMMblEow
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1dfWMECiQ
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniBGrwIJNE
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcFuqZjTqR
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iKr9X1Nsx
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdiuf3DNVD
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtaDYLoORZ
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOgG7UBDDG
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdJjHL1juN
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDSaBfe50H
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「你．．等陣有野做？」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKaMOqXBa9
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn5aAmSwWC
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEGpAYZsn3
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUEAzIizCd
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZroMY19i4v
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzv303A4F0
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Zyy37D6YB
我仔細想想，還是算了640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hmcomCS8w
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMypLseoVQ
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfZFalBFkz
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2Q7jnUK4a
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu7NYXubwt
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo3OUee2ab
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CVBm8OcKN
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWv5XKihlu
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ2NyZPg5P
我也只好乘巴士回家640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7VDVH44VA
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSKdZmG972
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9g3O0VHkc
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回家後．．我不知如何開口640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2BdZBdKM7
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm3l8yrLhA
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnClWGWuU4
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqZyf6IMFC
家人可說是我的死穴640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC2XbZNmVG
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58xnkBDYnG
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpx32zCBrT
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTF6tgfcvM6
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很累．．我真很累640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmRpA2v5e0
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我躺在床上640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlhZNtIMCb
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP9ndUF9ZS
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rUeze7KKw
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！640Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02cTptvVvs
