回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlaHYDEo12
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwGslnUKEN
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7GCqwQZpd
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQkEhZRnaX
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SR0qmXh8A
我的眼淚不斷湧出來635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGy1yadqon
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfYse022Tm
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13NxPq40Pi
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsky3FCwSzO
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ084bqPLA68
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nAUYggbJA
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PcaWc1yh0
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvX9i23BYX
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6MQqHYgmB
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwToiBxp8Y
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng0zLMu7xI
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXlwJ2UVdq
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXmpoDeAcW
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2y1OsWBLg
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ItpT5X3MK
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgu8PWNFET
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEDc7Gp4DD
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEKQmfKfFe
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8DOU331fo
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可惡！連手機也沒電！635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlZ7LHJo1T
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqge5woXlCL
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNrBqkU09H
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfhXPIeJd9
我仍然有呀怡．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vOmLsQR3r
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電話沒電。635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsXUmLiowA
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWNEcvaXed
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP9DIu9ZlQ
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第６次撥號，終於通了635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh5hw1uRJg
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1BAynlC5s
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjupDvmpCp
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOYIuzaUNu
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYprSsg91vZ
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyjY7pRiK9
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeeP6IHDCL
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPrFKHAKMb
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofZINdvHip
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBtNdL1AUn
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ968X0febm8
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebAnCP7xwD
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq5vU4XamM
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzhacyBCcq
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qkObqdiUp
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「你．．等陣有野做？」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TQSEtswWD
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DCPXPB46F
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp84TFmhBdD
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS60xChggiG
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvfrktMXoN
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ9nt9L7yi
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmZ6itmFCx
我仔細想想，還是算了635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKemOWVJ5Y
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjbnosapUa
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3Hbh9uw90
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WjX1Xlda7
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXOAFXe1NI
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ914hsazuOm
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6BiBfWj9g
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI3VjFuklF
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTpaN1G1db
我也只好乘巴士回家635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIyCKjDNTu
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznjWxIbFQj
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ904u0x8zWw
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回家後．．我不知如何開口635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh7Yk39FuP
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uOKm8PXmZ
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJOHGM4nL4
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcyyppe61h
家人可說是我的死穴635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VhaXZpryY
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfHe4b6ak7
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl9tUd8QXR
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHnkAv287I
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很累．．我真很累635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtZOmAlweq
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我躺在床上635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLtOb0Gxl9
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpN8gYmOFL
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QgYnA53jU
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcphDh4nHn5
