回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadN3MqhAqj
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZGgHpNx0O
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAXrcYaNgh
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0aeN2QxSR
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lvIrbvQsx
我的眼淚不斷湧出來573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L3Dm5S1OQ
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS7Veo3KOW
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePz6UH6ISi
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tcEK4AX6q
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe27PiQRLXS
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnJet2ke85
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT27tLHMIp
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvxqs7eEZa
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqe1kQZYU8
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jtk5Uh77W
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYQceFhy9e
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVgtCihl9h
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZg6edGXoW
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DcABZZmQa
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkw0uK4GJc
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA7ckd1qS0
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zV1R6AOpO
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPDmOB4blH
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GXHqhAvbk
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可惡！連手機也沒電！573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvCGefbImY
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhybPchFLZo
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbcit08znw
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y6lNuWuIY
我仍然有呀怡．．573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQAiP54pM9
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電話沒電。573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl23Upnn0o
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGNGBEUMgD
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7H8nvsqix
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第６次撥號，終於通了573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTBydzBxoM
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1kUYhXpq9
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98TWOro4pf
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFGSP4hjBA
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV66z9JdC5v
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLydcJYI1E8
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRGq4228LJ
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjQiOk4Liw
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSgD2iy1Kq
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGUcM5cFDA
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwNdNpeXaD
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq3Ds1simU
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeEhhV4I3Z
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oK0OTvUv4
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJatcSGL1Ld
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「你．．等陣有野做？」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0KhswoSoC
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QD1KtepGP
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYId1HQf9se
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSR5HMHffT
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV8XUjNvjW
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnJN7QdGIz
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzScYfnS4g0
我仔細想想，還是算了573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0Kk2RpoMV
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdbBsK2Znx
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nzSrAJyNY
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKJPRhqE2f
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4eR4yVEKv
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGpHc4xfsk
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJsirh9YFC
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxyszVRhDF
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3wHFkq6eM
我也只好乘巴士回家573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglnMvlpmXw
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAik72uUE3
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgXfJffOtw
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回家後．．我不知如何開口573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmfipdMxPh
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvVgHOqyyU
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPJe3t5gsg
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwBKyXGSzg
家人可說是我的死穴573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSJ6XmJcRx
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTxRAnR7CY
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5Wp3jsWxF
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWgaMTuuHh
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很累．．我真很累573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KAyGEqPPH
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我躺在床上573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qvLqc74rX
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT8hHmNNHt
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq0xVyo1D1
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！573Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx90teWbU4
