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一次意外，我失明了。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5koPVlVfNu
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBEqCgIWfV
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「是誰？」我問。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwelk1C1es
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無人回答。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsqZnyalGP
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkXFkhwT6i
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOoYFm8YnD
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTw0a9SUaQ
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4qPufhavq
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插——255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjTWfGriBv
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDDmH75k2p
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg3OrStvpC
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他沒能回答我。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mlt0nLTzs
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjwKbi89uU
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sfmwVS9rS
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「是誰？」我問。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhp2Eh0W91
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無人回答。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2KOvMCJ6u
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx6vtFw2NY
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrjHVKuEe8
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「是誰？」我問。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSW7i2sEXLR
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無人回答。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ace31Keh8
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi2izZnYPT
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpyFViYk0U
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyMfiD8I8l
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pE5GBeS8F
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qSq2jwKFu
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鬼？255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEzGiXfhwh
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寒意蝕骨。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmSUbfXus1
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ggGFYleoE
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我瀕臨崩潰。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiglg37qdg
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriGdqxSfFj
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8PD29ie69
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一言驚醒夢中人。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16LpHBvVDL
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOlOi1MJrj
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決不坐以待斃。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKG7OoMdvL
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我要主動解決他們。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtUCOdUwCS
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo9ONWDInh
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死不暝目。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO2ON1tmm1
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJeRnIWoKO
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74JHjtu5mP
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMW2JmPeE8
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8Cd3q7Q0a
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dqBBX0pgu
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVt0jAY8Ue
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3PBJpkUTa
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6AVaI2PoR
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGnwEtP7cD
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死寂。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FE8P779ml
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又是那一道目光。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWgXqOVnLm
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哪來？255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdfQhWKADH
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不在別處——在我心中。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEMRKFYj7Z
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P3DxfFcSf
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYUsgamJaf
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGCmd87N5i
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開膛，欲取心。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSGP5ocsRy
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發現沒有心。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVLplRdJj5
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只有一片虛空的黑。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2pUgrMn2T
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如深淵。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxoFw8GAiY
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無盡。255Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQwtezKORO
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