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一次意外，我失明了。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyb9GrCjwo
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWhj15VazS
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「是誰？」我問。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuOcOtLoWi
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無人回答。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLZNvudEpM
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSlhzuctFt
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCySz5SMMyI
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bUY2X57UW
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxjXKbnDNE
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插——309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ud2DZMSGL
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk82DWzpZQ
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04Af6UHdGV
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他沒能回答我。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiSZY1cfYk
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8i0nJg9J5
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzIttMuvWl
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「是誰？」我問。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiY54XPIcxU
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無人回答。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKjj4jmlfE
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cFZzoeXQx
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngHeK5cxAb
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「是誰？」我問。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdEgJXVWQv
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無人回答。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBVXUgrWhu
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvw5MpSld5
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNXWy8NuBs
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZdB3IsQ76
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM5SJKptcr
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNyVNhqqSt
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鬼？309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ7ZTkM80x
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寒意蝕骨。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhXz0P7E60
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOsqy3pcdx
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我瀕臨崩潰。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ6LMZ9nIY
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmxJ0s8IDt
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRtZezNwzz
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一言驚醒夢中人。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObKmL89zrN
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k8c5gGFjH
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決不坐以待斃。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRnUUfzWuH
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我要主動解決他們。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIPDYTq29k
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ypa3jYtoO
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死不暝目。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86kkLQKoHS
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmVcy6MGgn
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaztBph2xLi
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV6EaSTSkV
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAApgqmH89
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0vxyzg5TD
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43xzehL8Lx
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7kNQWL8jO
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhax9F2Ufuc
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WD8XAvLk1
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死寂。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6dK3GGXpM
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又是那一道目光。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kKzmAvvum
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哪來？309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ37gZbpFH
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不在別處——在我心中。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNcfBM8RP9
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1vnwq9ppf
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFLztm4wLG
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Cgkv46sp3
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開膛，欲取心。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8bEf6Q29l
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發現沒有心。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6PWSQKPm5
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只有一片虛空的黑。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxopzpu5K1j
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如深淵。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0OeovcKn7
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無盡。309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oqWiCfCxp
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