由細到大，我嘅世界除咗紫悅同卯月之外，就係希洋，呢個大我五分鐘嘅哥哥。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMyBp29z9t
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希洋唔理做咩都好叻，不論係大人安排俾我地嘅課堂，定係其他課外活動，佢從來冇令父母失望過。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3R4wio1Pa
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同我完全相反。對於每日塞滿時間表嘅沉悶課堂，抑或係週末強制要學嘅鋼琴，我全部都冇興趣，都冇心機學。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQJrdlkGsW
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每次被學習壓力逼到抖唔到氣，我都會偷走出大屋，匿埋喺海邊嘅燈塔裏面，呢個大概係我唯一嘅樂趣。呢個時候，希洋總會搵到我。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1dbrUY9m7
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「原來你喺度？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDFJfKEivk
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「點解你會知道…。」我瑟縮一角。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEzV1w29Xc
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「因為我同你有心靈感應架嘛，你唔知咩。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCs0KHB4or
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「…你講大話。」如果係真嘅話，點解佢樣樣嘢都做得好過我。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ACHdS7PhD
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「點都好啦，捨得返去未呀？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPrBrJQM7y
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「唔返！」我堅決回答。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgUSVcqIDs
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希洋嘆氣，然後坐到我隔離：「你要記住，為咗達成父母嘅期望，我地一定要好好學習，將來至可以繼承呢個屋企。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEQkJhvaTY
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「我唔想聽！我唔鍾意上堂，唔想繼承任何嘢…」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr74RZxOphZ
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「我知你辛苦，所以你最低限度就做個樣啦，至少喺而家。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRTYLxHSKu
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「…做樣？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu7puESCaP
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「乜你以為我真係好似啲大人諗咁叻？我做任何事都花足二十倍心機，扮一個其他人眼中嘅完美榜樣，就係為咗將其他人對你嘅期望轉移去我身上，咁樣你就唔會就咁多束縛，可以自由自在咁做自己想做嘅事。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASTW63o6AZ
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我將希洋嘅說話消化一次，依然唔係好明當中意思。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZBAGwlv0s
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但希洋好似識得心靈感應一樣，明明我咩都冇講，佢就輕輕拍我個頭：「唔明就算啦，總之你記住，有啲咩我都會喺前面幫你擋，知唔知？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOMfnWnMg4
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我重新展現笑容：「嗯！」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rGtGqRxqb
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冇幾耐，就聽到卯月把聲：「…原來你地兩個走咗嚟燈塔呢邊？好喇我地要返去喇。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1o9oYpRCEj
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「返去喇，希渝。」希洋企起身，對我伸出手。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mR9PYrxBU
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卯月搵到我地之後，一句責罵嘅說話都冇，只係拖住我地返屋企，果然係世界上最溫柔體貼嘅人，繼希洋之後嘅第二個。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QSHkJItrg
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但係，唔係次次都咁好彩有卯月搵到我地。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhSceQ0fi3
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嗰個伴隨狂風暴雨嘅黑夜永遠都會烙印喺我記憶裏面——433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuLqe2USQb
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「就知道你又匿埋喺度。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCI7NqYjkW
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「又係心靈感應？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZBqqrcoLA
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「嗯，乜我講咁多次你都唔信架？」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOmU1rjEie
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「因為聽落就好似氹細路仔嘅大話。」我忍唔住笑。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyshV9slOJ
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「明明我同你都係細路仔…」一下雷聲打斷咗希洋嘅聲音，佢望吓外面之後向我伸手，「出面就嚟落大雨，我地要快啲返去。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7fl4uvfth
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我跟隨佢嘅視線望向天空，原來已經落緊雨。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhOIwbvvFU
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返去嘅時候，希洋拖實我隻手一步一步行。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wVKTAtyz5
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雨愈落愈大，明明平時冇呢種感覺，但今晚燈塔同屋企嘅距離遠咗好多好多，就好似永遠唔會返到一樣。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGlLcAtBan
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身體漸漸失去氣力，好凍。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9Legq02T9
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「我地會唔會返唔到去…。」我瑟縮喺希洋身後問。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpzIfQx2J4
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「唔會，我話過架嘛，就算前面有啲咩，我都會幫你擋。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCVTWwaX0D
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希洋嘅說話令我安心咗少許。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNFuA4CsYr
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我心裏祈禱，要我乖乖地學政治經濟鋼琴咩都好，我想合埋眼再打開就即刻返到屋企…。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8powLEr8Ws
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經過沿途岩石堆嘅時候，我腳下一滑——失去意識之前聽到嘅係希洋叫我個名。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjKnBleljt
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到醒返之後，我已經返咗屋企。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hlQUjvomT
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卯月一見到就抱實我，發出哽咽聲。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fy9fasEkl
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「…發生咩事？希洋呢？」望吓隔離張床，唔見希洋。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJntWVOe4KB
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卯月咩都冇講，只係搖頭。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGrvZdoIcc
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之後我問親希洋喺邊，全部人都唔講嘢，只係搖頭。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWDsGxWGQq
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我決定自己去搵，就好似希洋用心靈感應搵我一樣。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsczGnB6Tr
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但係，搵唔到。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wTgyydVxP
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希洋從此喺世界裏面消失。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvYo9MfGQ1
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直到唔知幾時，卯月同我講：「係時候接受現實，希洋已經唔會再返嚟…」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUzoGNGLdc
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「點會，我同佢明明有心靈感應…。」433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuluEJK8H2m
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卯月攬住我，不停喺度喊。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eXqoa9KoO
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我都話心靈感應係呃人，如果係真嘅話，點解我搵唔到希洋。433Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ7wJJmPSK
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唔單止心靈感應，希洋講嘅其他嘢全部都係大話；喺佢已經消失嘅呢個世界裏面，全部變晒呃人嘅說話，變晒唔會成真嘅謊言。
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