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當我盧仔再次上洗手間的時候，都會看清楚門牌上的「Gentleman」的英文字，才敢進入學校的「男」洗手間去：男女在某些事情上是不會有平等的？儘管內急，但依然要小心為尚，先行看清楚室內四周的一切設備，確定是男洗手間才敢走進廁格方便去。
然而……
然而……
然而……
真的有點像「墨菲定律」------就是說要出錯的，始終會出錯？當我舒暢了、方便了以後，一打開廁格的門；卻發現了幽小魂背向著我，但一臉緋紅的她卻倒映在鏡子的面前來。
「盧仔……」
幽小魂面向鏡子卻對著倒映在鏡子上的我，幽幽地說話：
「盧仔，你可以……可以放下張吉蒂(Kitty Cheung) 嗎？」
「我……你……」
我，根本不知道在此時此刻如何反應；幽小魂的心事？但願理解也願意……可是，突然之間，鏡子的倒影一變而為吉蒂，怎麼會這樣子？
「盧仔，你忘記了我嗎？你說過……一生一世的……」
「吉蒂，你回來了嗎？但我沒有說過……一生一世的……」
突然，那個女生轉過身來，忽地是幽小魂的臉龐，卻又忽地是張吉蒂的面孔，閃爍不定地在我的眼前去復往還，把我逼迫得只好走回廁格的裡面去，並且把門關上，我肯定是發噩夢；但卻也幽美的，兩個美少女的美麗臉孔，依舊在我的眼前揮之不去！
睜開眼睛，全身冷汗，下身濕濕的；我在黑暗中簡單清潔，把骯髒的處理後，穿上外套、褲子，因為始終夜涼如水！到書桌前來開窗、開燈，外面依然漆黑一片，夜中很寧靜，我想起了吉蒂她們是怎麼樣學習英文，其實端賴2E班的英文科老師Miss Fok；她是一個慈祥而幽雅的中年女士，她的金絲眼鏡下的高雅儀容，一口流行利的英式腔調------是她自己說的，我們2E班同學又怎麼會曉得分辨英式的、美式的？
曾幾何時，英文科老師Miss Fok為我們2E班的同學的改上了英文名字，最經典是如風的Windy、阿水的Walter！女班長則叫Thresa、高個子叫Vincent……反而，吉蒂較為容易，Kitty是也；王嘉明呢？是「Elise」，至於我盧仔，不會真的是Donkey吧？其實，因為盧仔太深入2E班的同學們的心中，反而忘了我的英文名字，並順便改我的渾名：「Donkey」！
英文科老師Miss Fok教我們聽歌學英文，尤其係學習Tenses；最記得是吉蒂Kitty買了一架小型的錄音機，把卡式錄音帶放進去，戴上有線耳筒。這時候的她陶醉在樂韻之中，你知道嘛？十四歲少女最美的臉容及姿態，都盡在吉蒂Kitty的身上來。
有一次，吉蒂Kitty跑來向我說：
「盧仔，聽聽這一首歌，旋律及調子都是很動聽的哩！」
「歌名是什麼？」
吉蒂把一邊的耳筒塞進我的耳朵裡去，我就問她歌名；只見她想了一會兒，笑了一下，說：
「歌名？都忘了，反正很動聽！」
究竟，是什麼英文歌？直到她退學離校後，我方才記得這樣的一首英文歌，翻查之下，原來是《Love's Not For Me》，由英國創作歌手Graham Gouldman一手包辦曲詞及主唱，是1980年卡通電影《Animalympics》的原聲歌曲。Graham Gouldman是英國搖滾組合「10cc」的主將。我把吉蒂送給我的錄音帶放進我新買的卡式錄音機，戴上有線耳筒慢慢細味我和吉蒂的相聚每一刻：
I've always run away236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDDlT2Bccg
From things that tie me down236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzprihFICJ
My life I love236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG30UPjSt0M
But love's not for me236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ReIsxJ1f9
I see my goal ahead236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxz0rESh3eM
With nothing in the way236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoViceEUaC
If love should come236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA7Cm7aXus
Then I'll run away236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqfN6cheDq
I've always been the type of man236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes2ooiSCz0
Who's dedicated to his cause236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej6blGjMia
And it's a lonely road I run236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8HMaQ63Ue
But I'll stay faithful to my course236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSleOvMQRKj
There's only one direction236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPhbCjzcyE
There comes a time when you must choose236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL2bI6pYvR
About the path you're gonna take236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzrvFExep0
And you must take it win or lose236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pstDtp2s6
And if you lose it's your mistake236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDC5hsF6ZC
There's only one direction236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdH4fp0mmg
So when the race is won236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUTBlqXRuY
And there's nothing left to do236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gJmoJJuaJ
Alone again but where are you236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3fjd9fILD
Alone again but where are you
《Love's Not For Me》這首歌，好像跟電影《Animalympics》(動物奧運會，1978)的主題有點格格不入的感覺。但細心歌詞帶出的，Love並不是Win or Lose那麼簡單，總要有緣份，以及很多不確定的因素在其中，愛情又是否冥冥中自有主宰？
接著，是女歌手Charlene Duncan的《I've Never Been to Me》我記得吉蒂曾告訴我，這首歌是很女性的，很有女生自我覺醒的情歌。其實，我已經忘記了我和吉蒂是在哪兒聽這首歌；因為在哪兒或什麼時候都不重要，重要的是只有我跟吉蒂在一起兩人的時候……
Hey lady, you lady236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpRIS3Gorp
Cursing at your life236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDnEcYXME8
You're a discontented mother236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo8Z1VNrjK
And a regimented wife236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79a5JNn1Gl
I 've no doubt236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrXqcQ8Xxq
You dream about the things you'll never do236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NxTAstYe6
But I wish someone had a talk to me like I wanna talk to you236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUMXhogsaw
Ooh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfRjVecxLt
Took the hand of a preacher man236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgwl1NdzAx
And we made love in the sun236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMb6kc61OS
But I ran out of places and friendly faces236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrowbGt1eYr
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbbSENT1b0
Please lady please lady236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyccZoml1kM
Don't just walk away236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymNEgnwVTT
'Cause I have this need to tell you236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wVFgtw6J5
Why I'm all alone today236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvxjFCqRzt
I can see so much of me236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8TYyLkADX
Still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCYIGWYKbA
Of a weary heart that has lived a million lives236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlLXeSXsgC
Ooh, I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8wdPdb9b6
When I sipped champagne on a yacht236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpD6i6pSXS
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7qM8OybxT
And showed them what I've got236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9sjK98BPs
I've been undressed by kings236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P5J2z71fh
And I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'posed to see236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHBP5OSsWf
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TuOsdtGet
Hey, you know what paradise is?236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAJrTY0Q4t
It's a lie236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhxhh7j1O1
A fantasy we created about people and places236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU9XXijYZ1
As we like them to be236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUuRqDNqoY
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3AMxzCgf5
and it's that man you fought with this morning236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBKKpA7I0j
The same one you are gonna make love to tonight236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5iI6Lz6YZ
That's truth that's love236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhriP7rNv9X
Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMq8GKAVyAp
That might have made me complete236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVxegdtYHc
But I, I took the sweet life236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BvAaKAxlD
I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgKRgmSpgB
I spent my life exploring236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYhyosapd8
The subtle whoring236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4I9Yjzcdb
That costs too much to be free236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTwSJzZ6K8
Hey lady I've been to paradise236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGs42KxLN1C
But I've never been to me...236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmlUwOCSYG
I've been to paradise - never been to me236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlyli7UNcW
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiRbpoAYcN
I've been to paradise - never been to me236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv0HNJedSH
(I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkfSPimK40
While I sipped champagne on a yacht)236Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzppxxp7DA
I've been to paradise - never been to me
我盧仔……此刻滿有詩意，於是執筆寫了如下的：
在你與我之間
我想給你寫一首情詩
點了又點逗號
在你我之間
都只有偶爾有緣點落
欲言又止的
……
注定了在其中的
；
斷續往還
無數？的疑惑滿溢了思海潮汐漲退之間
！如流星雨點劃破夜空星碎殂落的驚嘆
「你我」的所願
卻始終有長長的------如銀河橫臥在其間
來一個圓圓的句號可會是痛快的終結
《你我》只不過是歷代詩人抒發的偶然
標點符號
我跟你相逢
，偶爾點落你我之間
欲言又止
……卻注定了在其中
；的往往還還
？溢滿了我你的思海潮汐漲退之間
！像流星雨般是你給我劃破夜空殂落星碎的驚嘆
「」在你我前後左右本是所願
------的銀河卻橫臥在我你之間
拉拉扯扯復復返返
一個圓圓的句號可會是結局的最終
繁星寄寓人間傳說的種種
一一盡在《》之中
我有一個夢想，在茫茫的字海裏，剔除所有的字與詞，還有標點符號，讓我可以緊貼你：我你你我我你你我……最終成不了意思卻最有意思。夢想抵擋不了現實，無奈是只有一條長又長的破折號在我──你之間，像銀河把天地阻隔，是神話裏的喜鵲橋，終於把你和我變成傳奇，合該套上書名號《你我》！
究竟，誰，才是妳？
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