they say "i love you" and then shove a table into my gut,324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HzLc0WM3J
all in the same breath with no hesitation.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI9dX5nRif
they apologize two hours twenty-three minutes later324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqVoBofNkA
but no "sorry" will ever hide the bruising.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3ki5uRxbF
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they repeat the same mantra over and over,324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdS0Sq5YsS
sounding like a broken record of "sorry"s and "i love you"s324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vEXARG8jl
but in the end they still withhold dinner,324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXwOxud45C
dangling it above my head like a cat does to a mouse.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMrG2ZoE7y
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and they wonder, two years later, why i scarf down meals324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOI0ym3Hqs
with all the grace of a rabid animal who hasn't seen food in months.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I7D9nDCAi
and they wonder why my hands shake and i flinch324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyY7aY7cNng
every time they shout, shoulders hunched in like i can fold myself over.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk4786eyzE
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bruises litter my skin, part of it from running into walls and desks,324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkr6NFtaVrZ
but part of it is from running from bitter faces and angry hands.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT5ONayYBv
my skin is marked, iron-tipped nails ripping into flesh for relief324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCQtufTyuA
and blaming the left behind scratches on the dog.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM6fLJZQC1
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they call it "dermatillomania" and "picker's syndrome",324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIvV4H75tX
said it was all mental and to just stop324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXRLmU9pma
but it was habits formed out of pent up324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYSIzYW3eM
frustration and stress and sheer disbelief at the disregard they had for their own daughter's life.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcF40A5asd
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they said it was all in my mind,324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXz8Gx2nLD
the anxiety, the stress.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD14zbyc80b
that i had a happy, loving family324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXr5moTusal
and i was perfectly fine.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUW54uHfue
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i'm not.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgEvhBEopb
i'm drowning in my own blood324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPBedbsCcY
and choking on my tongue324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TY6MskC7B
when i try to say so.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBGkeuESxB
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...324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4INi5OcxTd
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(it's all in my mind.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOibmwPAHzM
every last drop of anxiety,324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qOuD2Rvyu
i have a happy, loving family.324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAYIyiPR9J
i'm perfectly fine.)324Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99QOv6jitQ
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