夏末初秋，季節遞嬗之際，唐嘉鈞感冒了。高燒到38.5度，於是唐嘉鈞從租屋處回大安老家休養。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ1QKr5mZu
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唐夫人一邊為臥床的兒子掖好被角，一邊嘮叨。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp4YuooKlg
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「住家裡多好啊，你這孩子怎麼執意大學要搬出去？」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYaTnW7Gqn
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這是唐夫人老碎念的議題了，唐嘉鈞自從升大學之後就執意租房子住，唐家身為政治世家，雖不缺這筆費用，但愛子心切的唐夫人還是老擔心唐嘉鈞一個人在外生活。畢竟，唐嘉鈞過去也是被捧在心尖的獨生子，家事都沒做過幾次，突然間就要獨立起居。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfN8cVuoQG
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當初剛搬出去，他連洗衣機都不會用，還要打電話回家求救。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3z5Ovc2Yc
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這一年，唐嘉鈞邊讀私立大學邊準備重考，還要習慣租屋生活，唐夫人心疼得不行。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjw3jH5wGA
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思及此，唐夫人想起唐嘉鈞高三那年，不知什麼契機所致，一夕成熟許多。人似乎也消瘦了，她執起唐嘉鈞的手摩挲，嘆了口氣。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGENul0VszE
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「要不要搬回來住？」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnYISYpDIe
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「不用啦，我想住得離學校近一點。」唐嘉鈞搪塞，另一手疊上母親的手。他觀察著，唐夫人的手並不細緻滑嫩，而是有許多乾裂粗糙的紋路。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm6y7vIost
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「謝謝妳。」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9zhE4Otbk
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唐嘉鈞由衷的感謝，唐夫人卻是神情不自然地開口：238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFAL40vRK6
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「天啊，你這傢伙什麼時候這麼有禮貌了？」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj0J11iHhn
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唐嘉鈞笑了笑，「哪有，我一直都很愛媽，我是臭媽寶。」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MQfusB0Ml
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「傻孩子。」唐夫人抽出雙手，拍了拍兒子的頭，「好好休息。」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N827uSN8z
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唐夫人到廚房切水果，留下唐嘉鈞一人待在房間裡休養。昏昏欲睡之際，他的手機突然響了——是他租屋處的大樓管理室。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7pxKPUvd6
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「唐先生，您是否不在家？您有訪客過來管理室借電梯卡，他說有您家裡的鑰匙，我想與您確認，但室內對講機沒人接。」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4WbOsJVSg
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管理員禮貌地詢問。唐嘉鈞先是呼吸一滯，隨後不自覺放大音量：238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJDgcHcGGk
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「讓他上去！」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p9bnxkpCf
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唐嘉鈞掛掉電話，狼狽倉促地從床上爬起來，拎上鑰匙跟手機，立刻出門。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZbRxFklEF
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「嘉鈞，你要出門？」唐夫人回頭見到在玄關穿鞋的病人，不解而擔心地問。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMLIFe140W
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「我回去一下。」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kRqbc4jE8
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他騎著摩托車，一路從老家飆回租屋處。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFJyWQWX0z
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「原來他回家了⋯⋯」吳詠青對著空無一人的套房喃喃自語。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JLrU49RDY
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他覺得自己變笨了。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gQPANAnxZ
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他從龍馥佳的手機看到唐嘉鈞發臉書抱怨自己高燒不退，先是撥打了唐嘉鈞的電話，未接通。吳詠青擔心唐嘉鈞一個人在租屋處高燒昏迷，無人照顧，猶豫片刻，便拿著唐嘉鈞在派對上給他的鑰匙，一個人衝來這裡。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgn3rb62Ek
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唐嘉鈞可是台北人，生病當然會回家。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWyqbQFDlD
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吳詠青甚至喪失了基本的判斷能力。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf4a5OUSHn
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無欲則剛，關心則亂。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm6hVqUmX8
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他將一袋探病的食物放在小茶几上，忍不住開始參觀這間房子。即使不再是朋友，畢竟也相伴十餘年，他還是在乎唐嘉鈞過得如何、住在怎樣的地方。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2qTku5BFW
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整戶家庭式的套房，坪數並不小，不像獨居的男大生會租的房。甚至有間房敞著門，他好奇地探望，牆壁貼滿了隔音棉，裡面擺著一架yamaha鋼琴。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYIhEszqT9
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是間琴房，唐嘉鈞明明不會彈鋼琴。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwM4jsjz0K
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陽台擺置著藤編躺椅，牆面設置了可懸掛盆栽的木架，種了整片的綠植。地上擺設的花盆也填滿了土，只是尚未有動靜，看不出埋了什麼種子。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktN7zEDIwc
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客廳的層架上擺了防潮箱跟投影儀，一層灰塵積在上頭。吳詠青五味雜陳，從他聽說唐嘉鈞重考上政治系那時，就知道唐嘉鈞放棄了自己拍電影的夢想，卻直到現在才有遺憾的實感。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg4Ft242Bk
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最後，吳詠青走進了未鎖的客臥。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES0AXrKpVu
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這房間家具很齊全，卻沒有任何人居住的痕跡。一塵不染，像隨時歡迎人拎包入住。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVv6ZCh847
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唐嘉鈞希望誰住進來？238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8LCtn6Fbf
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他不敢對答案，心中卻有隱約的預感，一絲甜蜜自深處滲出。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki5sQcGWv3
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他曾經夢想過跟唐嘉鈞搬出去同居，他曾經在醫院許下關於房子的不少願望，而這裡與他的夢想、他的願景分毫不差。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuIIu8u6A9
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但他不知道，他們現在的關係僵硬，他還能夠接受唐嘉鈞的這份好意嗎？238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVQVrnId0H
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業已錯過了。就像他來探病，唐嘉鈞卻早已回老家。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWb4t8igUZ
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吳詠青正準備離開，最後環顧著客臥，像要把這房間的每個細節記在心底，在漫長而孤獨的時光中回憶。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujke9PdQ74
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原來唐嘉鈞聽進了他在醫院說的話，只是當初給不了他。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hs5Cv8QoG
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「這樣就夠了⋯⋯」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbuxtxHxRd
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此時，外頭卻傳來開門的聲響，以及一串倉皇的腳步聲，吳詠青嚇得一時慌亂——他沒有料想到有人會來，他在腦中閃過數種解釋，關於他為何在這、又為何駐足於客臥。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCzDORIO87
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一轉身，卻先跌進了另一個人的懷抱裡，什麼話也說不出來。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoz1RRHF1M
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唐嘉鈞緊緊擁抱著吳詠青，那是一個過分溫暖的懷抱。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3daYPZM50p
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發燒的病人額頭上還貼著退熱貼。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPMoHwuww4
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「不是有電梯嗎？怎麼這麼喘？」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwnAoYWIzU
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「哈⋯⋯等不及，從樓梯跑上來的⋯⋯」唐嘉鈞氣喘吁吁的開口。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8d8YseDaxK
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吳詠青想推開唐嘉鈞，讓他坐著好好休息。推開的舉動卻好像刺激了唐嘉鈞，唐嘉鈞把他抱得更緊了，彷彿用盡全身的氣力，要將他揉入自己的骨肉內。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uB7IDK1l3
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過瘦的吳詠青，甚至感覺到肋骨因此隱隱生疼。他在唐嘉鈞懷裡稍微掙扎了一會，最後放棄了。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa11KfjOPqc
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就讓他抱吧。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIY7PMzpPy
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「不要走⋯⋯」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ006yHl9sPo
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「我不懂你的意思。」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V5fxmtV0q
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「住進來⋯⋯」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DCSTvfn9C
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病人開口求道，語氣脆弱，像是吳詠青再給一個拒絕的答覆，就能將他徹底摔碎。238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzj9FjuBMy
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唐嘉鈞低頭和吳詠青對視，眼神滿是哀求：238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlRM4vUPBO
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「房子是為了你準備的，政治是為了你讀的，我是為了你來的——為了把你留在我身邊而回來的。」238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc6mn808qH
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【作者的話】238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vjSXdEqWx
終於！寫到！！唐嘉鈞的小屋被看見了！！！238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY43oh48pT
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