2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧31Please respect copyright.PENANAxmh56NyfN3
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那麼久了啊31Please respect copyright.PENANAQEmB8uPXIy
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大概…也活夠了吧31Please respect copyright.PENANAF34P3WlsIC
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始31Please respect copyright.PENANAfUeW99NA4M
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但…31Please respect copyright.PENANARPWeRBvXvx
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「20歲了啊」31Please respect copyright.PENANAasQqnuXRwG
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已31Please respect copyright.PENANAwlSlVQeDfz
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼31Please respect copyright.PENANAzCO58ZBSef
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣31Please respect copyright.PENANAg9a29Z3Obm
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼31Please respect copyright.PENANAt1eBM5HtJD
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?31Please respect copyright.PENANAs2McMUDgcH
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白31Please respect copyright.PENANAQlWsCkC6Vv
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子31Please respect copyright.PENANAHHUUYaLFoU
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地31Please respect copyright.PENANAVKs4AlR6Wr
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子31Please respect copyright.PENANA5reNbGDjI8
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可不知道從什麼時候開始31Please respect copyright.PENANAzrasn1I7rG
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格31Please respect copyright.PENANAFrdXx9Snrq
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了31Please respect copyright.PENANA4f2VHdiu6J
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事31Please respect copyright.PENANAZHsJVgsI0v
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但我就是無法表達我的情感31Please respect copyright.PENANAypHYquSW1i
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆31Please respect copyright.PENANAMh4Wzh2m7D
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點31Please respect copyright.PENANAOsFP8QNfA0
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就是虛無與面無表情31Please respect copyright.PENANAdmAGP8dJtG
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此31Please respect copyright.PENANASiNDSxOiOP
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只是31Please respect copyright.PENANA1J9OZI8qx5
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會31Please respect copyright.PENANA1U1XJrY1hH
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給31Please respect copyright.PENANAvBfdldiWG6
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案31Please respect copyright.PENANAUT6ulnc7S8
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果31Please respect copyright.PENANAshXSkXTG8Y
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這就是我的生存方式31Please respect copyright.PENANAm5T156ognz
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也是我慢性自殺的方法31Please respect copyright.PENANA1EDG4svWSJ
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