II. Melancholic238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwgT2d56Da
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when it came time for sleep238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y7kiWXYXb
he had already accepted238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdzcqHYNvg
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4O9krGivT
for there was never a night238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGk0teq5t8
in which he slept sweetly238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvMcQjCta0
in which his eyes didn’t sting238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjyekhr1E5
in which his body didn’t throb238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdvEVbrfhL
in which he wasn’t a zombie238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnuHMJQ3PG
he hates to be awake238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs26NljuPnr
he wants to be asleep238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn4OCAB33O
In the heap of a mess238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkdk8W2ztH
the young man rests238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQZK3CAXkX
his back against the box spring mattress238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6mrQsOsFR
underneath the dreary light238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbatEnnhWzB
of a circular ceiling orb238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4tpaNsXGb
intricately measured to be equally hung238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaOof0Hi7X
centered between the four walls238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTwySEdEqM
enclosing around him238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLjjYJrjtn
the small, box-like room238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauAlTw6PhV
a little room crowded with too many things238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRwW716kRX
full of everything238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7PZa9pXVf
littered amongst the carpet238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2pgMkkx8Z
there is books238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT3NsVsEvA
there is paintings238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlh1nYVNiA
there is wrappers and trash238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQt7kyBUT9
things are stacked and things are hanging238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL1CM4VLXA
they're placed and leaning on edges238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeoAINwWom
things are covered238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKzbFiTvQ9
and hidden238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7UKTbqnSC
and tottering on ledges238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweSuvp5oGR
and eight or nine blankets238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe8dgrYztQ
are piled atop one another238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmocvK9snUZ
heavy on himself, on his bed238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAUL7nQXZh
falling onto the floor238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLau9JXRd2h
like a nest of distraction and238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4K2j6kSWE
bullshit238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH3YirPfed
and shadows238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXysTWqSEe
there are things invisible he can’t see238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpYxWrN929
there is always the fear238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD3UO5mHE0
they hide in the darkness238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8j7fnIafp
and are hard not to run into238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoD9IhMdJX
There is a concentration238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QnIVJfw2i
to the paranoia238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6pxvk2TJn
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCEbbRQ4C6
like he’s looking for that something unseen238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq9FF4dEpu
Don’t let everything fall!238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcy3jwBZb4
like a plea238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M7OuJ9Woy
he is trudging on through238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscgjfAHQGs
and heaving and slumping238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdUU2dEMTN
what used to feel safe238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ktoPkjn2u
like hearth238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRvyLCbxSX
but now feels engulfed in ice238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUaE8YCKTB
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUQUuIriew
He won’t be able to do this much longer238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKmc4437tP
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IIhZa0m56
that smells artificially sweet238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiOB2sPm99
and burnt238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASnTx5KDzS
because of the flickering wicks238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGrsuyTCVb
he has three candles lit238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJVk4zN02w
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhgl88bQUL
for a second238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO0P7zqpQf
like a fire is inside him238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVnv5VRTSV
but alas it's cold outside238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSZ7zgjnGI
and the storm has raged all through the night238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWeQ7Rxg16
The rain falls238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oM6Tae1rm
against the small window238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9lCiUea67
in redundant tap-tap-taps238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFIBVRg1NR
and he attempts to count238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CtEHhUzMs
how many drops fall238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWBNrnxjhr
against the pane238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QQj7TPpPn
and quickly loses his place238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ6QLYzPKy
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKECDL14l6
beyond his walls as he writes238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94vsQqtkL0
he wants to sleep238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIXHQkqTZs
He is alone and contemplative238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8KfBMp3zJ
about how it feels to fall238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbQfvHYcUj
into the insecurity and uncomfortability238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQJbKhBSPe
of itchy, scarred skin238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z1XZRfz1G
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrdJs4M2Jr
against the walls238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfauBB1wkdZ
of the skull238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8RTX4oGFV
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7zUSNNZK0
to block the breath of night238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMCF6KB7HX
yet it's still coming in238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiPEYwbxjK
like a frosted wind238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAAb0Ij7TJ
seeping through the glass238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryos3OXfZx
of his windows238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0E4aasOCG
and the pores of his walls238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYaK1BmFhP
breathing over the carpet238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKuremVzBj
and icing the scene with ghostly238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9EaIMQVAi
cold238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBT0LzWdfH
crushing him while he’s awake238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8oJcAVhLM
the air is too cold238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdYoZemcIP
and its weighing him down238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQiq9aKnUR
he cannot make out what is in front of him238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsDSCFLAbe
with depression like lightning238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8njQowM8o
striking overhead238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlx8pfvinRD
bursting238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVyF3nxJsU
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ480UNCWVXY
and he chokes on his throat238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPOpZmUWOr
he is paralyzed in vulnerability238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtslKQ9g2mq
his muffled gargles238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ9gUA0Cfj
left unheard238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi1QeRGIcS
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOkvfXYDgh
and his color is changing238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUmebNpmrJ
darker and darker238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMg4fp7DHH
in horror238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwobNZBGY0
he forgets how to breathe238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBoWuwyczY
and his head rushes with blue238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dWZd1ajiG
and then darker238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY8cc2tbPj
for a trapped, dying expression238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxH10RFQkM
He is more and more238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jm9XAabrg
unable238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DFNJho8bf
to struggle against238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2KvHDAtPA
the darkness238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLsZSliN1l
he feels inhuman238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasZCEDhpiy
He thinks of how dreamy it would be238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohY85mc1do
to have no shadows238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb35aenNnF
and to encounter a hero inside238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3Ww1TfAKg
to put an end to all of the darkness238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYbbfIb2pN
that keeps him useless238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCxCL9qtUb
under the heavy, cold air238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsvm9HGYHx
but he realizes he has nothing left238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxAx1TKARh
and his love is lost on those that he loves238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1OrGg0aoM
for they have not given him their hearts238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P9Jnb4s4p
and he breaks his itchy skin238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PdvzDV5VW
because he’s angry with who he’s been238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzwQvKOtI0
and they don’t seem to care238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPdwOrcWTT
so he thinks he’s wasted his time238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1mU9yYPOP
and they can go fuck themselves238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp6k1lrf1Q
because he doesn't want the affection238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdoTLS9UcJ
and he doesn’t need the attention238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIIsCBMvkp
from someone who doesn’t love him238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ421SX5SPA3
You don’t need them238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuKspysuHM
You won’t have any of them238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMIkCJ3YYB
Bring light upon the dark yourself238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLC1y7l50Q
He tells himself238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDiqSX8V7y
there is a way to become healthy238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRgl4ACJz6
to be warm and bright238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sHpNBSo5B
but whether due to fate or choice238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXsvGy3lVL
he has been led down a melancholic path238Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRNbM5F7sz
and dark thoughts disrupt him
Penana
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